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AJ)S  AND  POEMS  OF 

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THE 


POETICAL    WORKS  of  ROBERT  BUCHANAN 


Vol.  II. 


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THE 


POETICAL   WORKS 


OF 


ROBERT     BUCHANAN 


VOL.  II. 

BALLADS    and    POEMS   of    LIFE 

LYRICAL    POEMS   &c. 


Henry   S.  King  &  Co. 

65    Cornhili.    &    12    Paternoster    Row,    London 
1874 


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V.  A 


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CONTENTS 


OF      THE      SECOND      VOLUME 


POEMS  AXD   BALLADS   OF  LIFE 


PAGE 

Willie  Baird 

3 

John 

21 

Simmer  Moon 

37 

Two  Sons 

39 

The  Widow  Mysie  .... 

4* 

Poet  Andrew 

53 

Liz 

72 

Tom  DuNSTAN  ;  or,   The  Politician 

86 

O'Murtogh 

92 

The  Bookworm        .... 

97 

Edward  Crowhurst 

100 

Barbara  Gray          .... 

134 

CONTENTS    OF 


Artist  and  Model  . 

Jane  Lewson     .         .         .         . 

Lord  Ronald's  Wife 

The  Last  of  the  Hangmen  . 


138 
146 
176 


LYRICAL  POEMS,    ETC. 


Pastoral  Pictures. 
I.   Down  the  River 
II.   The  Summer  Pool 

III.  Up  the  River   . 

IV.  Snow 


201 
209 

212 

221 


Undertones. 

I.  The  Satyr 

226 

II.   Iris 

•     238 

III.   The  Naiad 

.     242 

IV.    Selene      ...... 

•     244 

Pygmalion 

.     248 

The  Swallows 

•     259 

On  a  Young  Poetess's  Grave 

.     262 

Sea-Wash 

.     264 

London,   1864  ...... 

.     266 

The  Modern  Warrior    .... 

.     271 

THE  SECOND    VOLUME 


SONGS   OF    THE    TERRIBLE    YEAR  (1870) 

Ode  to  the  Spirit  of  Augusts  Comte 

A  Dirge  for  Kings 

The  Perfect  State 

The  Two  Voices 

Ode  before  Paris   . 

A  Dialogue  in  the  Snow 

The  Prayer  in  the  Night    . 

The  Spirit  of  France    . 

The  Apotheosis  of  the  Sword 

The  Chaunt  by  the  Rhine  . 


TAGE 

277 

282 
287 
292 
297 
300 
308 

313 
316 
324 


FACES   ON   THE    WALL 

I.   Lone  House 
II.   Storm  and  Calm 

III.  Without  and  Within 

IV.  Napoleon    . 
V.   Abraham  Lincoln 

VI.  Walt  Whitman    . 

VII.  O  Faces!     . 

VIII.  ToTriflers  . 

IX.  The  Wanderers    . 

X.  The  Watcher  of  the  Jieacon 

XI.  •  And  the  Spirit  of  God  moved  upon  the  Waters' 


336 

337 
338 
339 
340 
34i 
342 
343 
344 
345 
346 


POEMS     and     BALLADS     of     LIFE 


'I  overheard  Jove  one  day,' said  Silenus,  'talking  of  destroying  the  Earth.  He 
said  it  had  failed — they  were  all  rogues  and  vixens,  who  went  from  bad  to  worse  as 
fast  as  the  days  succeeded  each  other.  Minerva  said  she  hoped  not  :  they  were 
only  ridiculous  little  creatures,  with  this  odd  circumstance,  that  they  had  a  blur,  or 
indeterminate  aspect,  seen  far  or  seen  near.  If  you  called  them  bad  they  would 
appear  so  ;  if  you  called  them  good  they  would  appear  so  ;  and  there  was  no  one 
person  or  action  among  them  which  would  not  puzzle  her  Owl,  much  more  all 
Olympus,  to  know  whether  it  was  fundamentally  bad  or  good.' — R.  W.  Emerson. 

Stage  Manager.  Hoitytoity!  here  be  death-beds!  Every  character  in  thy  life- 
drama  dies ! 

Poet.  Wherefore  not  ?  'What  life  is  complete  without  its  last  word  ?  The  public 
are  eager,  and  would  behold  all. 

Stage  Manager.     But  hast  thou  no  fear  of  being  deem'd  dull  ? 

Poet.  Let  the  grinning  world  go  elsewhere  I  I  do  not  disdain  true  comedy  ;  but 
the  strangest  smiles  I  have  seen  have  been  in  Death's  eyes.  Patience  ;  thou  shah 
see  that  the  lean  Anatomy  is  the  veriest  humourist  ot  all. 

This  World  and  Another. 


!1 


WILLIE  BALRD 
(Scottish  Lowlands) 

'  An  old  man's  tale,  a  talfe  for  men  grey-hair'd, 
Who  wear,  thro'  second  childhood,  to  the  Lord. ' 

'Tis  two-and-thirty  summers  since  I  came 
To  school  the  village  lads  of  Inverburn. 

My  father  was  a  shepherd  old  and  poor, 
Who,  dwelling  'mong  the  clouds  on  norland  hills, 
His  tartan  plaidie  on,  and  by  his  side 
His  sheep-dog  running,  redden'd  with  the  winds 
That  whistle  southward  from  the  Polar  seas  : 
I  follow'd  in  his  footsteps  when  a  boy, 
And  knew  by  heart  the  mountains  round  our  home  ; 
But  when  I  went  to  Edinglass,  to  learn 
At  college  there,  I  look'd  about  the  place, 
And  heard  the  murmur  of  the  busy  streets 
Around  me,  in  a  dream  ; — and  only  saw 
The  clouds  that  snow  around  the  mountain-tops, 

B  2 


4  WILLIE  BAIRD 

The  mists  that  chase  the  phantom  of  the  moon 
In  lonely  mountain  tarns, — and  heard  the  while, 
Not  footsteps  sounding  hollow  to  and  fro, 
But  wild  winds,  wailing  thro'  the  woods  of  pine. 
Time  pass'd ;  and  day  by  day  those  sights  and  sounds 
Grew  fainter, — till  they  troubled  me  no  more. 

O  Willie,  Willie,  are  you  sleeping  sound  ? 
And  can  you  feel  the  stone  that  I  have  placed 
Yonder  above  you  ?     Are  you  dead,  my  doo  ? 
Or  did  you  see  the  shining  Hand  that  parts 
The  clouds  above,  and  becks  the  bonnie  birds, 
Until  they  wing  away,  and  human  eyes, 
That  watch  them  while  they  vanish  up  the  blue, 
Droop  and  grow  tearful  ?     Ay,  I  ken,  I  ken, 
I'm  talking  folly,  but  I  loved  the  child  ! 
He  was  the  bravest  scholar  in  the  school ! 
He  came  to  teach  the  very  Dominie — 
Me,  with  my  lyart  locks  and  sleepy  heart ! 

Oh,  well  I  mind  the  day  his  mother  brought 
Her  tiny  trembling  tot  with  yellow  hair, 
Her  tiny  poor-clad  tot  six  summers  old, 
And  left  him  seated  lonely  on  a  form 
Before  my  desk.     He  neither  wept  nor  gloom'd  ; 
But  waited  silently,  with  shoeless  feet 


WILLIE   BAIRD 

Swinging  above  the  floor  ;  in  wonder  eyed 

The  maps  upon  the  walls,  the  big  black  board, 

The  slates  and  books  and  copies,  and  my  own 

Grey  hose  and  clumpy  boots  ;  last,  fixing  gaze 

Upon  a  monster  spider's  web  that  fill'd 

One  corner  of  the  whitewashed  ceiling,  watch'd 

The  speckled  traitor  jump  and  jink  about, 

Till  he  forgot  my  unfamiliar  eyes, 

Weary  and  strange  and  old.     '  Come  here,  my  bairn  !  ' 

And  timid  as  a  lamb  he  seedled  up. 

'  What  do  they  call  ye  ? '     '  Willie,'  coo'd  the  wean. 

Up-peeping  slyly,  scraping  with  his  feet. 

I  put  my  hand  upon  his  yellow  hair, 

And  cheer'd  him  kindly.     Then  I  bade  him  lift 

The  small  black  bell  that  stands  behind  the  door 

And  ring  the  shouting  laddies  from  their  play. 

'  Run,  Willie  ! '     And  he  ran,  and  eyed  the  bell, 

Stoop'd  o'er  it,  seemed  afraid  that  it  would  bite, 

Then  grasp'd  it  firm,  and  as  it  jingled  gave 

A  timid  cry — next  laugh'd  to  hear  the  sound — 

And  ran  full  merry  to  the  door  and  rang, 

And  rang,  and  rang,  while  lights  of  music  lit 

His  pallid  cheek,  till,  shouting,  panting  hard, 

In  ran  the  big  rough  laddies  from  their  play. 

Then,  rapping  sharply  on  the  desk,  I  drove 
The  scholars  to  their  seats,  and  beckon'd  up 


WILLIE  BAIRD 

The  stranger  ;  smiling,  bade  him  seat  himself 
And  hearken  to  the  rest.     Two  weary  hours 
Buzz-buzz,  boom-boom,  went  on  the  noise  of  school, 
While  Willie  sat  and  listen'd  open-mouth'd  ; 
Till  school  was  over,  and  the  big  and  small 
Flew  home  in  flocks.     But  Willie  stay'd  behind. 
I  beckon'd  to  the  mannock  with  a  smile, 
Took  him  upon  my  knee,  and  crack'd  and  talk'd. 

First,  he  was  timid  ;  next,  grew  bashful ;  next, 
He  warm'd,  and  told  me  stories  of  his  home, 
His  father,  mother,  sisters,  brothers,  all ; 
And  how,  when  strong  and  big,  he  meant  to  buy 
A  gig  to  drive  his  father  to  the  kirk ; 
And  how  he  long'd  to  be  a  dominie  ! 
Such  simple  prattle  as  I  plainly  see 
Your  wisdom  smiles  at.  .  .  .  Weel !  the  laddie  still 
Was  seated  on  my  knee,  when  at  the  door 
We  heard  a  sound  of  scraping  :  Willie  prick'd 
His  ears  and  listen'd,  then  he  clapt  his  hands — 
'  Hey  !  Donald,  Donald,  Donald  ! '     [See  !  the  rogue 
Looks  up  and  blinks  his  eyes — he  knows  his  name  !] 
'  Hey,  Donald,  Donald  ! '  Willie  cried.     At  that 
I  saw  beneath  me,  at  the  door,  a  Dog — 
The  very  collie  dozing  at  your  feet, 
His  nose  between  his  paws,  his  eyes  half  closed. 


WILLIE  BALRD  7 

At  sight  of  Willie,  with  a  joyful  bark 

He  leapt  and  gamboll'd,  eyeing  me  the  while 

In  queer  suspicion  ;  and  the  mannock  peep'd 

Into  my  face,  while  patting  Donald's  back — 

1  It's  Donald  !     He  has  come  to  take  me  home  ! ' 

An  old  man's  tale,  a  tale  for  men  grey-hair'd, 
Who  wear,  thro'  second  childhood,  to  the  grave  ! 
I'll  hasten  on.     Thenceforward  Willie  came 
Daily  to  school,  and  daily  to  the  door 
Came  Donald  trotting  ;  and  they  homeward  went 
Together — Willie  walking  slow  but  sure, 
And  Donald  trotting  sagely  by  his  side. 
[Ay,  Donald,  he  is  dead  !     Be  still,  old  man  !] 

What  link  existed,  human  or  divine, 
Between  the  tiny  tot  six  summers  old, 
And  yonder  life  of  mine  upon  the  hills 
Among  the  mists  and  storms  ?     'Tis  strange,  'tis  strange 
But  when  I  look'd  on  Willie's  face,  it  seem'd 
That  I  had  known  it  in  some  beauteous  life 
That  I  had  left  behind  me  in  the  North  ! 
This  fancy  grew  and  grew,  till  oft  I  sat — 
The  buzzing  school  around  me — and  would  seem 
To  be  among  the  mists,  the  tracks  of  rain, 
Nearing  the  silence  of  the  sleeping  snow. 


WILLIE  BAIRD 

Slowly  and  surely  I  began  to  feel 
That  I  was  all  alone  in  all  the  world, 
And  that  my  mother  and  my  father  slept 
Far,  far  away,  in  some  forgotten  kirk — 
Remember'd  but  in  dreams.     Alone  at  nights, 
I  read  my  Bible  more  and  Euclid  less. 
For,  mind  you,  like  my  betters,  I  had  been 
Half  scoffer,  half  believer ;  on  the  whole, 
I  thought  the  life  beyond  a  useless  dream, 
Best  left  alone,  and  shut  my  eyes  to  themes 
That  puzzled  mathematics.     But  at  last, 
When  Willie  Baird  and  I  grew  friends,  and  thoughts 
.Came  to  me  from  beyond  my  father's  grave, 
I  found  'twas  pleasant  late  at  e'en  to  read 
The  Scripture — haply,  only  just  to  pick 
Some  easy  chapter  for  my  pet  to  learn — 
Yet  night  by  night  my  soul  was  guided  on 
Like  a  blind  man  some  angel-hand  convoys. 

I  cannot  frame  in  speech  the  thoughts  that  fill'd 
This  grey  old  brow,  the  feelings  dim  and  warm 
That  soothed  the  throbbings  of  this  weary  heart  ! 
But  when  I  placed  my  hand  on  Willie's  head, 
Warm  sunshine  tingled  from  the  yellow  hair 
Thro'  trembling  fingers  to  my  blood  within  ! 
And  when  I  look'd  in  Willie's  stainless  eyes 


WILLIE  BALRD 

I  saw  the  empty  ether,  floating  grey 

O'er  shadowy  mountains  murmuring  low  with  winds  ! 

And  often  when,  in  his  old-fashion'd  way, 

He  question'd  me,  I  seem'd  to  hear  a  voice 

From  far  away,  that  mingled  with  the  cries 

Haunting  the  regions  where  the  round  red  sun 

Is  all  alone  with  God  among  the  snow  !  j 

Who  made  the  stars  ?  and  if  within  his  hand 
He  caught  and  held  one,  would  his  fingers  burn  ? 
If  I,  the  grey-hair'd  dominie,  was  dug 
From  out  a  cabbage  garden  such  as  he 
Was  found  in  ?  if,  when  bigger,  he  would  wear 
Grey  homespun  hose  and  clumsy  boots  like  mine, 
And  have  a  house  to  dwell  in  all  alone  ? 
Thus  would  he  question,  seated  on  my  knee, 
While  Donald  \wheeskt,  old  man  /]  stretch'd  lyart  limbs 
Under  my  chair,  contented.     Open-mouth'd 
He  hearken'd  to  the  tales  I  loved  to  tell 
About  Sir  William  Wallace  and  the  Bruce, 
And  the  sweet  Lady  on  the  Scottish  throne, 
Whose  crown  was  colder  than  a  band  of  ice, 
Yet  seem'd  a  sunny  crown  whene'er  she  smiled ; 
With  many  tales  of  genii,  giants,  dwarfs, 
And  little  folk  that  play  at  jing-a-ring 
On  beds  of  harebells  'neath  the  silver  moon ; 


io  WILLIE  BAIRD 

Stories  and  rhymes  and  songs  of  Wonder-land  : 
How  Tammas  Ercildoune  in  Elfland  dwelt, 
How  Galloway's  mermaid  comb'd  her  golden  hair, 
How  Tammas  Thumb  stuck  in  the  spider's  web, 
And  fought  and  fought,  a  needle  for  his  sword, 
Dyeing  his  weapon  in  the  crimson  blood 
Of  the  foul  traitor  with  the  poison'd  fangs  ! 

And  when  we  read  the  Holy  Book,  the  child 
Would  think  and  think  o'er  parts  he  loved  the  best :  — 
The  draught  of  fish,  the  Child  that  sat  so  wise 
In  the  great  Temple,  Herod's  cruel  law 
To  slay  the  babes,  or — oftenest  of  all — 
The  crucifixion  of  the  Good  Kind  Man 
Who  loved  the  babes  and  was  a  babe  himself. 
He  speir'd  of  death  ;  and  were  the  sleepers  cola 
Down  in  the  dark  wet  earth  ?  and  was  it  God 
That  put  the  grass  and  flowers  in  the  kirk-yard  ? 
What  kind  of  dwelling-place  was  heaven  above  ? 
And  was  it  full  of  flowers'?  and  were  there  schools 
And  dominies  there  ?  and  was  it  far  away? 
Then,  with  a  look  that  made  your  eyes  grow  dim, 
Clasping  his  wee  white  hands  round  Donald's  neck, 
'  Do  doggies  gang  to  heaven  ?  '  he  would  ask  ; 
'  Would  Donald  gang?  '  and  keek'd  in  Donald's  face, 
While  Donald  blink'd  with  meditative  gaze, 


WILLIE  BAIRD  ti 

As  if  he  knew  full  brawly  what  we  said, 
And  ponder'd  o'er  it,  wiser  far  than  we. 
But  how  I  answer'd,  how  explain'd,  these  themes, 
I  know  not.     Oft,  I  could  not  speak  at  all 
Yet  every  question  made  me  think  of  things 
Forgotten,  puzzled  so,  and  when  I  strove 
To  reason  puzzled  me  so  much  the  more, 
That,  flinging  logic  to  the  winds,  I  went 
Straight  onward  to  the  mark  in  Willie's  way, 
Took  most  for  granted,  laid  down  premises 
Of  Faith,  imagined,  gave  *my  wit  the  reins, 
And  often  in  the  night,  to  my  surprise, 
Felt  palpably  an  Angel's  glowing  face 
Glimmering  down  upon  me,  while  mine  eyes 
Dimm'd  their  old  orbs  with  tears  that  came  unbid 
To  bear  the  glory  of  the  light  they  saw  ! 

So  summer  pass'd.     Yon  chestnut  at  the  door 
Scatter'd  its  burnish'd  leaves  and  made  a  sound 
Of  wind  among  its  branches.     Every  day 
Came  Willie,  seldom  going  home  again 
Till  near  the  sunset :  wet  or  dry  he  came  : 
Oft  in  the  rainy  weather  carrying 
A  big  umbrella,  under  which  he  walk'd — 
A  little  fairy  in  a  parachute, 
Blown  hither,  thither,  at  the  wind's  wild  will. 


12  WILLIE  BAIRD 

Pieased  was  my  heart  to  see  his  pallid  cheeks 
Were  gathering  rosy-posies,  that  his  eyes 
Were  softer  and  less  sad.     Then,  with  a  gust, 
Old  Winter  tumbled  shrieking  from  the  hills, 
His  white  hair  blowing  in  the  wind. 

The  house 
Where  Willie's  mother  lives  is  scarce  a  mile 
From  yonder  hallan,  if  you  take  a  cut 
Before  you  reach  the  village,  crossing  o'er 
Green  meadows  till  you  reach  the  road  again ; 
But  he  who  thither  goes  along  the  road 
Loses  a  reaper's  mile.     The  summer  long 
Wee  Willie  came  and  went  across  the  fields." 
He  loved  the  smell  of  flowers  and  grass,  the  sight 
Of  cows  and  sheep,  the  changing  stalks  of  wheat, 
And  he  was  weak  and  small.     When  winter  came, 
Still  caring  not  a  straw  for  wind  or  rain 
Came  Willie  and  the  Collie  ;  till  by  night  , 
Down  fell  the  snow,  and  fell  three  nights  and  days, 
Then  ceased.     The  ground  was  white  and  ankle-deep  ; 
The  window  of  the  school  was  threaded  o'er 
With  flowers  of  hueless  ice — Frost's  unseen  hands 
Prick'd  you  from  head  to  foot  with  tinging  heat. 
The  shouting  urchins,  yonder  on  the  green, 
Play'd  snowballs.     In  the  school  a  cheery  fire 
Was  kindled  every  day,  and  every  day 


WILLIE  BAIRD 

When  Willie  came  he  had  the  warmest  seat, 
And  every  day  old  Donald,  punctual,  came 
To  join  us,  after  labour,  in  the  lowe. 

Three  days  and  nights  the  snow  had  mistily  fall  n. 
It  lay  long'miles  along  the  country-side, 
White,  awful,  silent.     In  the  keen  cold  air 
There  was  a  hush,  a  sleepless  silentness, 
And  mid  it  all,  upraising  eyes,  you  felt 
Frost's  breath  upon  your  face.     And  in  your  blood, 
Though  you  were  cold  to  touch,  was  flaming  fire, 
Such  as  within  the  bowels  of  the  earth 
Burnt  at  the  bones  of  ice,  and  wreath'd  them  round 
With  grass  ungrown. 

One  day  in  school  I  saw, 
Through  threaded  window-panes,  soft  snowy  flakes 
Swim  with  unquiet  motion,  mistily,  slowly, 
At  intervals ;  but  when  the  boys  were  gone, 
And  in  ran  Donald  with  a  dripping  nose, 
The  air  was  clear  and  grey  as  glass.     An  hour 
Sat  Willie,  Donald,  and  myself  around 
The  murmuring  fire ;  and  then  with  tender  hand 
I  wrapt  a  comforter  round  Willie's  throat, 
Button'd  his  coat  around  him  close  and  warm, 
And  off  he  ran  with  Donald,  happy-eyed 


14  WILLIE  BAIRD 

And  merry,  leaving  fairy  prints  of  feet 

Behind  him  on  the  snow.     I  watch'd  them  fade 

Round  the  white  road,  and,  turning  with  a  sigh, 

Came  in  to  sort  the  room  and  smoke  a  pipe 

Before  the  fire.     Here,  dreamingly  and  alone, 

I  sat  and  smoked,  and  in  the  fire  saw  clear 

The  norland  mountains,  white  and  cold  with  snow, 

That  crumbled  silently,  and  moved,  and  changed, — 

When  suddenly  the  air  grew  sick  and  dark, 

And  from  the  distance  came  a  hollow  sound, 

A  murmur  like  the  moan  of  far-off  seas. 

I  started  to  my  feet,  look'd  out,  and  knew 
,  The  winter  wind  was  whistling  from  the  east 
To  lash  the  snow-clothed  plain,  and  to  myself 
I  prophesied  a  Storm  before  the  night. 
Then  with  an  icy  pain,  an  eldritch  gleam, 
I  thought  of  Willie  ;  but  I  cheer'd  my  heart, 
'  He's  home,  and  with  his  mother,  long  ere  this  ! ' 
While  thus  I  stood  the  hollow  murmur  grew 
Deeper,  the  wold  grew  darker,  and  the  snow 
Rush'd  downward,  whirling  in  a  shadowy  mist. 
I  walk'd  to  yonder  door  and  open'd  it. 
Whirr  !  the  wind  swung  it  from  me  with  a  clang, 
And  in  upon  me  with  an  iron-like  crash 
Swoop'd  in  the  drift     With  pinch'd  sharp  face  I  gazed 


WILLIE  BAIRD  15 

Out  on  the  storm  !     Dark,  dark  was  all !     A  mist, 
A  blinding,  whirling  mist,  of  chilly  snow, 
The  falling  and  the  driven ;  for  the  wind 
Swept  round  and  round  in  spindrift  on  the  earth, 
And  birm'd  the  deathly  drift  aloft  with  moans, 
Till  all  was  swooning  darkness.     Far  above 
A  voice  was  shrieking,  like  a  human  cry. 

I  closed  the  door,  and  turn'd  me  to  the  fire, 
With  something  on  my  heart — a  load — a  sense 
Of  an  impending  pain.     Down  the  broad  lum 
Came  melting  flakes,  that  hiss'd  upon  the  coal ; 
Under  my  eyelids  blew  the  blinding  smoke  ; 
And  for  a  time  I  sat  like  one  bewitch'd, 
Still  as  a  stone.     The  lonely  room  grew  dark, 
The  flickering  fire  threw  phantoms  of  the  fog 
Along  the  floor  and  on  the  walls  around ; 
The  melancholy  ticking  of  the  clock 
Was  like  the  beating  of  my  heart.     But,  hush  ! 
Above  the  moaning  of  the  wind  I  heard 
A  sudden  scraping  at  the  door. . .  my  heart 
Stood  still  and  listened.  . .  and  with  that  there  rose 
An  anguish'd  howl,  shrill  as  a  dying  screech, 
And  scrape-scrape-scrape,  the  sound  beyond  the  door  ! 
I  could  not  think — I  could  not  cry  nor  breathe — 
A  fierce  foreboding  gript  me  like  a  hand, 


1 6  WILLIE  BA1RD 

As  opening  the  door  I  gazed  straight  out, 
Saw  nothing,  till  I  felt  against  my  knees 
Something  that  moved,  and  heard  a  moaning  sound — 
Then,  panting,  moaning,  o'er  the  threshold  leapt 
Donald,  the  dog,  alone,  and  white  with  snow. 

Down,  Donald  !  down,  old  man  !     Sir,  look  at  him  ! 
I  swear  he  knows  the  meaning  of  my  words, 
And  tho'  he  cannot  speak,  his  heart  is  full  ! 
See  now  !  see  now  !  he  puts  his  cold  black  nose 
Into  my  palm  and  whines  !  he  knows,  he  knows  ! 
Would  speak,  and  cannot,  but  he  minds  that  night  ! 

The  terror  of  my  heart  seem'd  choking  me  : 
Wildly  I  stared  in  wonder  at  the  dog, 
Who  gazed  into  my  face  and  whined  and  moan'd, 
Leap'd  at  the  door,  then  touched  me  with  his  paws, 
And  lastly,  gript  my  coat  between  his  teeth, 
And  pull'd  and  pull'd — with  stifled  howls  and  whines — 
Till  fairly  madden'd,  stupified  with  fear, 
I  let  him  drag  me  through  the  banging  door 
Out  to  the  whirling  Storm.     Bareheaded,  wild, 
The  wind  and  snow-drift  beating  on  my  face, 
Blowing  me  hither,  thither,  with  the  dog, 
I  dash'd  along  the  road.  .  .  What  follow'd,  seem'd 
An  eerie,  eerie  dream  !— a  world  of  snow, 


WILLIE   BAIRD  17 

A  sky  of  wind,  a  whirling  howling  mist 

Which  swam  around  with  countless  flashing  eyes  ; 

And  Donald  dragging,  dragging,  beaten,  bruised, 

Leading  me  on  to  something  that  I  fear'd — 

An  awful  something,  and  I  knew  not  what  ! 

On,  on,  and  farther  on,  and  still  the  snow 

Whirling,  the  tempest  moaning  !     Then  I  mind 

Of  stooping,  groping  in  the  shadowy  light, 

And  Donald  by  me,  burrowing  with  his  nose 

And  whining.     Next  a  darkness,  blank  and  deep  ! 

But  thai  I  mind  of  tearing  thro'  the  storm, 

Stumbling  and  tripping,  blind  and  deaf  and  dumb, 

But  holding  to  my  heart  an  icy  load 

I  clutch'd  with  freezing  fingers.     Far  away — 

It  seem'd  long  miles  on  miles  away — I  saw 

A  yellow  light — unto  that  light  I  tore — 

And  last,  remember  opening  a  door 

And  falling,  dazzled  by  a  blinding  gleam 

Of  human  faces  and  a  flaming  fire, 

And  with  a  crash  of  voices  in  my  ears 

Fading  away  into  a  world  of  snow  ! 

.  .  .  When  I  awaken'd  to  myself,  I  lay 
In  mine  own  bed  at  home.     I  started  up 
As  from  an  evil  dream,  andjook'd  around, 
When  to  my  side  came  one,  a  neighbour's  wife, 

11  c 


1 8  WILLIE   BAIRD 

Mother  to  two  young  lads  I  taught  in  school. 

With  hollow,  hollow  voice  I  question'd  her, 

And  soon  knew  all :  how  a  long  night  had  pass'd 

Since,  with  a  lifeless  laddie  in  my  arms, 

I  stumbled,  horror-stricken,  swooning,  wild, 

Into  a  ploughman's  cottage  :  at  my  side, 

My  coat  between  his  teeth,  a  Dog  ;  and  how 

Senseless  and  cold  I  fell.     Thence,  when  the  storm 

Had  pass'd  away,  they  bore  me  to  my  home. 

I  listen'd  dumbly,  catching  at  the  sense  ; 

But  when  the  woman  mention'd  Willie's  name, 

And  I  was  fear'd  to  phrase  the  thought  that  rose, 

She  saw  the  question  in  my  tearless  eyes 

And  told  me — he  was  dead. 

'Twould  weary  you 
To  tell  the  thoughts,  the  fancies,  and  the  dreams 
That  weigh'd  upon  me,  ere  I  rose  in  bed, 
But  little  harm'd,  and  sent  the  wife  away, 
Rose,  slowly  drest,  took  up  my  staff  and  went 
To  Willie's  mother's  cottage.     As  I  walk'd, 
Though  all  the  air  was  calm  and  cold  and  still, 
The  blowing  wind  and  dazzled  snow  were  yet 
Around  about.     I  was  bewilder'd  like  ! 
Ere  I  had  time  to  think,  I  found  myself 
Beside  a  truckle  bed,  and  at  my  side 


WILLIE  BAIRD  19 

A  weeping  woman.     And  I  clench'd  my  hands, 
And  look'd  on  Willie,  who  had  gone  to  sleep. 

In  death  gown  white  lay  Willie  fast  asleep, 
His  blue  eyes  closed,  his  tiny  fingers  clench'd, 
His  lips  apart  a  wee  as  if  he  breathed, 
His  yellow  hair  kaim'd  back,  and  on  his  face 
A  smile — yet  not  a  smile — a  dim  pale  light 
Such  as  the  Snow  keeps  in  its  own  soft  wings. 
Ay,  he  had  gone  to  sleep,  and  he  was  sound  ! 
And  by  the  bed  lay  Donald  watching  still, 
And  when  I  look'd,  he  whined,  but  did  not  move. 

I  turn'd  in  silence,  with  my  nails  stuck  deep 
In  my  clench'd  palms  ;  but  in  my  heart  of  hearts 
I  pray'd  to  God.     In  Willie's  mother's  face 
There  was  a  cold  and  silent  bitterness — 
I  saw  it  plain,  but  saw  it  in  a  dream, 
And  cared  not.     So  I  went  my  way,  as  grim 
As  one  who  holds  his  breath  to  slay  himself. 
What  follow'd  that  is  vague  as  was  the  rest : 
A  winter  day,  a  landscape  hush'd  in  snow, 
A  weary  wind,  a  horrid  whiteness  borne 
On  a  man's  shoulder,  shapes  in  black,  o'er  all 
The  solemn  clanging  of  an  iron  bell, 
And  lastly  me  and  Donald  standing  both 
Beside  £  tiny  mound  of  fresh-heap'd  earth. 


)  WILLIE  BAIRD 

And  while  around  the  snow  began  to  fall 
Mistily,  softly,  thro'  the  icy  air, 
Looking  at  one  another,  dumb  and  old. 

And  Willie's  dead  ! — that's  all  I  comprehend — 

Ay,  bonnie  Willie  Baird  has  gone  before  ! 

I  begg'd  old  Donald  hard — they  gave  him  me — 

And  we  have  lived  together  in  this  house 

Long  years,  with  no  companions.     There's  no  need 

Of  speech  between  us.     Here  we  dumbly  bide, 

But  know  each  other's  sorrow, — and  we  both 

Feel  weary.     When  the  nights  are  long  and  cold, 

And  snow  is  falling  as  it  falleth  now, 

And  wintry  winds  are  moaning,  here  I  dream 

Of  Willie  and  the  unfamiliar  life 

I  left  behind  me  on  those  norland  hills  ! 

'  Do  doggies  gang  to  heaven  ?  '  Willie  ask'd  ; 

And  ah  !  what  Solomon  of  modern  days 

Can  answer  that  ?     Yet  here  at  nights  I  sit, 

Reading  the  Book,  with  Donald  at  my  side  ; 

And  stooping,  with  the  Book  upon  my  knee, 

I  sometimes  gaze  in  Donald's  patient  eyes — 

So  sad,  so  human,  though  he  cannot  speak — 

And  think  he  knows  that  Willie  is  at  peace, 

Far  far  away  beyond  the  norland  hills, 

Beyond  the  silence  of  the  untrodden  snow. 


JOHN 

(England) 

A  ploughman's  English  wife,  bright-eyed,  sharp-speech'd, 
Plump  as  a  pillow,  fresh  as  clothes  new-bleach'd  : 
The  firelight  dancing  ruddy  on  her  cheeks, 
Irons  Tom's  Sunday  linen  as  she  speaks. 

At  three-and-forty,  simple  as  a  child, 
Soft  as  a  sheep  yet  curious  as  a  daw, 
Wise,  cunning,  in  a  fashion  of  his  own, 
Queer,  watchful,  strange,  a  puzzle  Jo  us  all  : — 
That's  John  ! 

My  husband's  brother — seven  years 
Younger  than  Tom.     When  we  were  wed  and  one, 
John  came  to  dwell  with  Tom  and  me  for  good, 
And  now  has  dwelt  beside  us  twenty  years, 
But  now,  at  forty-three,  is  breaking  fast, 
Grows  weaker,  brain  and  body,  every  day. 
At  times  he  works,  and  earns  his  meat  and  drink, 
At  times  is  sick,  and  lies  and  moans  in  bed. 
Man-bodied,  but  in  many  things  a  child  ; 


22  JOHN 

Unfinish'd  somewhere — where,  the  Lord  knows  best 
Who  made  and  guards  him  ;  wiser,  craftier, 
Than  Tom,  or  any  other  man  I  know, 
In  tiny  things  few  men  perceive  at  all  ; 
No  fool  at  cooking,  clever  at  his  work, 
Thoughtful  when  Tom  is  senseless  and  unkind, 
Kind  with  a  grace  that  sweetens  silentness, — 
But  weak  where  other  working-men  are  strong, 
And  strong  where  they  are  weak.     An  angry  word 
From  one  he  loves, — and  off  he  creeps  in  pain — 
Perhaps  to  ease  his  tender  heart  in  tears. 
But  easy-sadden'd,  sir,  is  easy-pleased  ! 
Give  him  the  babe  to  nurse,  he  sits  him  down, 
Smiles  like  a  woman,  and  is  glad  at  heart. 


Crazed  ?     There's  the  question  !     For  the  Minister, 
Your  friend— and  John's  as  well — will  answer  '  No  ! ' 
And  often  has  he  scolded  when  I  seem'd 
To  answer  '  Yea.'     Of  late  the  weary  limbs 
Have  tried  the  weary  brain,  that  every  day 
Grows  feebler,  duller  ;  yet  the  Minister 
Still  stands  his  friend  and  helps  him  as  he  can. 
'  Tender  of  heart,  goodwife,  is  wise  of  head  : 
If  John  is  weak,  his  heart  is  to  be  blamed  ; 
And  can  the  erring  heart  of  mortal  be 


JOHh 

O'er  gentle  ?  '     Hey,  'tis  little  use  to  talk  ! 
The  Minister  is  soft  at  heart  as  he  ! 

But  yesterday  John  sat  him  on  a  stool, 
And  ripp'd  the  bellows  up,  to  find  from  where 
The  wind  came  :  slowly  did  it  bit  by  bit, 
As  sage  as  Solomon,  and  when  'twas  done 
Just  scratch'd  his  head,  still  puzzled,  creeping  off 
To  some  still  corner  in  the  green  fields,  there 
To  think  the  puzzle  out  in  peace  alone. 
There  is  his  weakness — curiosity  ! 
Those  watchful,  prying,  curious  eyes  of  his, 
That  like  a  cat's  see  better  in  the  dark, 
Are  ne'er  at  rest ;  his  hands  and  eyes  and  ears 
Are  eager  getting  knowledge, — when  'tis  got 
Lord  knoweth  in  what  corner  of  his  head 
He  hides  it, — but  it  ne'er  sees  light  again  ! 

He  buys  a  coat  :  what  does  he  first,  but  count 
The  pockets  and  the  buttons  one  by  one — 
A  mighty  calculation  sagely  summ'd. 
Our  eldest  daughter  goes  a  trip  to  town, 
Brings  home  a  box — John  eyes  the  box  with  greed, 
And  next,  we  catch  him  in  the  wench's  room, 
The  box  wide  open,  John  upon  the  floor, 
And  in  his  hand  a  bonnet,  eyed  and  eyed, 


24  JOHN 

Turn'd  o'er  and  o'er,  examined  bit  by  bit, 

Tike  something  wondrous  as  a  tumbled  star. 

Our  youngest  has  a  gift — a  box  of  toys, 

A  penny  trumpet — not  a  wink  for  John 

Till  he  has  seen  the  whole,  or  by  and  by 

He  gives  the  child  a  sixpence  for  the  toy, 

And  creeping  off  dissects  it  all  to  bits, 

In  wonder  and  in  joy.     It  makes  me  cry 

For  fun  to  watch  his  pranks,  the  Natural  ! 

But  think  not,  sir,  that  he  was  ever  so  : — 

Nay  !  twenty  years  ago  he  looked  a  man, 

His  step  was  firm,  he  kept  his  head  erect, 

Could  hold  his  tongue,  because  he  knew  full  well 

That  he  was  simpler-headed  than  the  rest. — 

Now,  when  his  wits  have  gone  so  fast  asleep, 

He  thinks  he  is  the  wisest  man  of  men  ! 

Yet  ah  !  his  heart  is  kindly  to  the  core, 

Tho'  sensitive  to  touch  as  fly-trap  flowers  : 

He  loves  them  best  that  seem  to  think  him  wise, 

Consult  him,  notice  him,  and  those  that  mock 

His  tenderness  he  never  will  forgive. 

Money  he  saves  to  buy  the  children  gifts — 

Clothes,  toys,  whate'er  he  fancies  like  to  please — 

And  many  of  his  ways  so  tender  are, 

So  gentle  and  so  good,  it  fires  my  blood 

To  see  him  vex'd  and  troubled.     Just  a  child  ! 


yonx  25 

He  weeps  in  silence,  if  a  little  ill  ; 
A  cold,  a  headache — he  is  going  to  die  ; 
But  then,  beside,  he  can  be  trusted,  sir ! 
(You  cannot  say  the  like  of  many  men  !) 
Tell  him  a  secret, — torture,  death  itself, 
Would  fail  to  make  him  whisper  and  betray. 

John,  simple  as  he  is,  has  had  his  cares  : 
They  came  upon  him  in  his  younger  days 
When  he  was  tougher-headed,  and  I  think 
They  help'd  to  make  him  silly  as  he  is  : 
Time  that  has  stolen  all  his  little  wits, 
By  just  a  change  of  chances,  might  have  made 
Our  John  another  man  and  strengthen'd  him. 
The  current  gave  a  swirl,  and  caught  the  straw, 
And  John  was  doom'd  to  be  a  natural  ! 
Oft  when  he  sits  and  smokes  his  pipe  and  thinks, 
Ye  know  by  his  downcast  eyes  and  quivering  lips 
His  heart  is  aching  ;  but  he  ne'er  complains 
Of  that — the  sorest  thought  he  has  to  bear. 
We  know  he  thinks  of  Jennie  Glover  then ; 
But  let  him  be,  till  o'er  his  head  the  cloud 
Passes,  and  leaves  a  meekness  and  a  hush 
Upon  the  heart  it  shadow'd.     Jennie,  sir? — 
She  was  a  neighbours  daughter  in  her  teens, 
A  bold  and  forward  huzzie,  tho'  her  face 


26  JOHN 

Was  pretty  in  its  way  :  a  jet-black  eye, 

Red  cheeks,  black  eyebrows,  and  a  comely  shape. 

In  here  she  came  and  stood  and  talked  for  hours 

[Her  tongue  was  like  a  bell  upon  a  sheep — 

Her  very  motion  seem'd  to  make  it  jingj 

And,  ere  I  guess'd  it,  John  and  she  were  friends. 

She  pierced  the  silly  with  her  jet-black  eye, 

Humour'd  him  ever,  seem'd  to  think  him  wise, 

Was  serious,  gentle,  kindly,  to  his  face, 

And,  ere  I  guess'd,  so  flatter'd  his  conceit 

That,  tho'  his  lips  were  silent  at  her  side. 

He  grew  a  mighty  man  behind  her  back, 

Held  up  his  head  in  gladness  and  in  pride, 

And  seem'd  to  have  an  errand,  in  the  world. 

At  first  I  laugh'd  and  banter'd  with  the  rest — 

'  How's  Jennie,  John  ? '  and  '  Name  the  happy  day  ; ' 

And  '  Have  ye  spoken  to  the  minister  ? ' 

Thinking  it  just  a  joke  ;  and  when  the  girl 

Would  sit  by  John,  her  arm  about  his  neck, 

Holding  his  hand  in  hers,  and  humour  him. 

Yet  laugh  her  fill  behind  the  silly's  back, 

I  let  it  pass.     I  little  liked  her  ways — 

I  guess'd  her  heart  was  tough  as  cobbler's  wax — 

Yet  what  of  that  ? — 'Twas  but  a  piece  of  fun. 

A  piece  of  fun? — 'Twas  serious  work  to  John  ! 


yonx  27 

The  huzzie  lured  him  with  her  wicked  eyes, 
And  danced  about  him,  ever  on  the  watch, 
Like  pussie  yonder  playing  with  a  mouse. 
1  saw  but  little  of  them,  never  dream'd 
They  met  unknown  to  me  ;  but  by  and  by 
The  country-side  was  ringing  with  the  talk 
That  John  and  she  went  walking  thro'  the  fields, 
Sat  underneath  the  slanted  harvest  sheaves 
Watching  the  motion  of  the  silver  moon, 
Met  late  and  early — courted  night  and  day — 
John  earnest  as  you  please,  and  Jen  for  fun. 
I  held  my  peace  awhile,  and  used  my  eyes  ! 
New  bows  and  ribbons  upon  Jennie's  back, 
Cheap  brooches,  and  a  bonnet  once  or  twice, 
Proved  that  the  piece  of  fun  paid  Jennie  well, 
And  showed  why  John  no  longer  spent  his  pence 
In  presents  to  the  boys.     I  saw  it  all, 
But,  pitying  John,  afraid  to  give  him  pain, 
I  spake  to  Jennie,  sharply  bade  her  heed, 
Cried  '  shame  '  upon  her,  for  her  heartlessness. 
The  huzzie  laugh'd  and  coolly  went  her  way, 
And  after  that  came  hither  nevermore 
To  talk  and  clatter.     But  the  cruel  sport 
Went  on,  I  found.     One  day,  to  my  surprise, 
Up  came  a  waggon  to  the  cottage  door, 
John  walking  by  the  side,  and  while  I  stared 


28  JOHN 

He  quickly  carried  to  the  kitchen  here, 

A  table,  chairs,  a  wooden  stool,  a  broom, 

Two  monster  saucepans,  and  a  washing  tub, 

And  last,  a  roll  of  blankets  and  of  sheets. 

The  waggon  went  away,  here  linger'd  John 

Among  the  things,  and  blushing  red  says  he, 

'  I  bought  them  all  at  Farmer  Simpson's  sale — 

Ye'll  keep  them  till  I  need  them  for  myself ! ' 

And  then  walk'd  out.     Long  time  I  stood  and  stared, 

Puzzled,  amazed  ;  but  by  and  by  I  saw 

The  meaning  of  it  all.     Alas  for  John  ! 

The  droh  beginning  of  a  stock  in  trade 

For  marriage  stood  before  me.     Jennie's  eyes 

And  lying  tongue  had  made  him  fairly  crazed, 

And  ta'en  the  little  wits  he  had  to  spare. 

With  flushing  face,  set  teeth,  away  I  ran 

To  Jennie  Glover,  and  I  told  her  all  ; 

And  for  a  while  she  could  not  speak  a  word 

For  laughter.  '  Shame  upon  thee,  shame,  shame,  shame  ! 

Thus  to  misuse  the  lad  who  loves  thee  so  ! 

Mind,  Jennie  Glover,  folks  with  scanty  brains 

Have  hearts  that  can  be  broken  ! '     Still  she  laugh'd  ! 

But  trust  me,  sir,  I  went  not  home  again 

Till  Jennie's  parents  knew  her  wickedness  ; 

And  last,  I  wrung  a  promise  from  her  lips 

From  that  day  forth  to  trouble  John  no  more, 


JOHN  29 

To  let  him  know  her  fondness  was  a  joke, 
Pass  by  him  in  the  street  without  a  word, 
And,  though  perhaps  his  gentle  heart  might  ache, 
Shake  him  as  one  would  shake  a  drunken  man 
Until  his  sleepy  wits  awoke  again. 

I  saw  that  Jennie  Glover  kept  her  word. 

That  night,  when  John  was  seated  here  alone, 
Smoking  his  pipe,  and  dreaming  as  I  guess'd 
Of  Jennie  Glover  and  a  wedding  ring, 
I  stole  behind  him  silently  and  placed 
My  hand  upon  his  shoulder  :  when  he  saw 
The  shadow  on  my  face,  he  trembled,  flushed, 
And  knew  that  I  was  sad.     I  sank  my  voice, 
And  gently  as  I  could  I  spake  my  mind, 
Spake  like  a  mother,  told  him  he  was  wrong, 
That  Jennie  only  was  befooling  him 
And  laugh'd  his  love  to  scorn  behind  his  back  ; 
And  last,  to  soothe  his  pain,  I  raiPd  at  her, 
Hoping  to  make  him  angry.     Here  he  sat, 
And  let  his  pipe  go  out,  and  hung  his  head, 
And  never  answer  d  back  a  single  word. 
'Twas  hard,  'twas  hard,  to  make  him  understand  ! 
He  could  not,  would  not !     All  his  heart  was  wrapt 
In  Jennie  Glover  ;  and  at  twenty-three 
A  full-grown  notion  thrusts  its  roots  so  deep, 


JOHN 

Tis  hard  indeed  to  drag  it  up  and  spare 
The  bleeding  heart  as  well.     Without  a  word 
He  crept  away  to  bed.     Next  morn,  his  eyes 
Were  red  with  weeping — but  'twas  plain  to  see 
He  thought  I  wrong'd  both  Jennie  and  himself. 

That  morning  Jennie  pass'd  him  on  the  road  : 
He  ran  to  speak — she  toss'd  her  head  and  laugh'd- 
And  sneering  pass'd  him  by.     All  day  he  wrought 
In  silence  at  the  plough — ne'er  had  he  borne 
A  pang  so  quietly.     At  twilight  hour 
Home  came  he,  weary  :  here  was  I  alone  : 
Stubborn  as  stone  he  turn'd  his  head  away, 
Sat  on  his  stool  before  the  fire  and  smoked  ; 
Then  while  he  smoked  I  saw  his  eyes  were  dim. 
'  John  ! ' — and  I  placed  my  hand  upon  his  arm. 
He  turn'd,  seem'd  choking,  tried  in  vain  to  speak, 
Then  fairly  hid  his  face  and  wept  aloud, — 
But  never  wept  again. 

The  days  pass'd  on. 
I  held  my  tongue,  and  left  the  rest  to  time, 
And  warn'd  both  father  and  the  boys.     My  heart 
Was  sore  for  John  !     He  was  so  dumb  and  sad, 
Never  complaining  as  he  did  of  old, 
And  toiling  late  and  early.     By  and  by, 


you. v  3i 

'  Margaret,'  says  he,  as  quiet  as  a  lamb, 
'■  Veil  keep  the  things  I  bought  at  Simpson's  sale — 
I  do  not  need  them  now  ! '  and  tried  to  smile, 
But  could  not.     Well,  I  thank'd  him  cheerily, 
Nor  seem'd  to  see  his  heart  was  aching  so  : 
Then  after  that  the  boys  got  pence  from  John, — 
The  smaller  playthings,  and  the  bigger  clothes  : 
He  eased  his  heart  by  spending  as  of  old 
His  money  on  the  like. 

Well  may  you  cry 
Shame,  shame  on  Jennie  !     Heartless,  graceless  girl  ! 
I  could  have  whipt  her  shoulders  with  a  staff ! — 
But  God  above  had  sorer  tasks  in  store. 
Ere  long  the  village,  like  a  peal  of  bells, 
Rang  out  the  tale  that  Jennie  was  a  thief, 
Had  gone  to  Stanley  Farm  to  work  a  week, 
And  stolen  Phcebe  Fleming's  watch  and  chain — 
They  found  them  in  her  trunk,  with  scores  of  things 
From  poorer  houses.     Woe  to  Jennie  then 
If  Farmer  Fleming  had  unkindly  been, 
Nor  spared  her  for  her  sickly  father's  sake  ! 
The  punishment  was  spared — she  kept  the  shame  ! 
The  scandal  rose,  with  jingling-jangling  din, 
And  chattering  wenches,  wives,  and  mothers  join'd. 
At  first  she  saw  not  that  the  sin  was  guess'd  ; 


32  JOHN 

But  slowly,  one  by  one,  her  maiden  friends, 
Her  very  bosom-gossips,  shook  her  off. 
She  heard  the  din,  she  blush'd  and  hid  her  face, 
Shrinking  away  and  trembling  as  with  cold, 
Like  Eve  within  the  Garden  when  her  mouth 
Was  bitter  with  the  apple  of  the  Tree. 

One  night,  when  John  returned  from  work  and  took 
His  seat  upon  the  stool  beside  the  fire, 
I  saw  he  knew  the  truth.     For  he  was  changed  ! 
His  look  was  dark,  his  voice  was  loud,  his  eyes 
Had  lost  their  meekness  ;  when  we  spoke  to  him, 
He  flush'd  and  answer'd  sharply.     He  had  heard 
The  tale  of  Jennie's  shame  and  wickedness, — 
What  thought  he  of  it  all  ?     Believe  me,  sir, 
He  was  a  riddle  still  :  in  many  things 
So  peevish  and  so  simple,  but  in  one — 
His  silly  dream  of  Jennie  Glover's  face — 
So  manly  and  so  dumb, — with  power  to  hide 
His  sorrow  in  his  heart  and  turn  away, 
Like  one  that  shuts  his  eyes  when  men  pass  by 
But  looks  on  Him.     'Twas  natural  to  think 
John  would  have  taken  angry  spiteful  joy 
In  Jennie's  fall, — for  he  was  ever  slow 
Forgetting  and  forgiving  injuries  ; 
But  no  !  his  voice  was  dumb,  his  eyes  were  fierce, 


JOHN  33 

Yet  chiefly  when  they  mention'd  Jen  in  scorn. 
He  seem'd  contused  and  would  not  understand, 
Perplext  as  when  he  breaks  the  children's  toys. 

Now,  bold  as  Jennie  was,  she  could  not  bear 
The  shame  her  sin  had  brought  her,  and  whene'er 
We  met  she  tingled  to  the  finger-tips  ; 
And  soon  she  fled  away  to  London  town, 
To  hide  among  the  smoke.     It  came  to  pass, 
The  Sabbath  after  she  had  flitted  off", 
That  Mister  Mortimer  (God  bless  him  !)  preach'd 
One  of  those  gentle  sermons  low  and  sad 
Wherewith  he  gathers  grain  for  Him  he  serves  : 
The  text — let  him  who  is  sinless  cast  the  first 
Stone  at  the  sinner ;  and  we  knew  he  preach'd 
Of  Jennie  Glover.     Hey  !  to  hear  him  talk 
Ye  would  have  sworn  that  Jennie  was  a  saint, 
An  injured  thing  for  folk  to  pet  and  coax  ! 
But  tho'  you  knew  'twas  folly,  springing  up 
Out  of  a  heart  so  kindly  to  the  core, 
Your  eyes  were  dim  with  tears  while  hearkening — 
He  spake  so  low  and  sadly.     John  was  there. 

And  early  down  the  stairs  came  John  next  day 
Drest  in  his  Sabbath  clothes.  '  I'm  going  away,' 
He  whispers,  '  for  a  day  or  maybe  two — 

n  D 


34  JOHN 

Don't  be  afraid  if  I'm  away  at  night, 
And  do  not  speak  to  Tom  ; '  and  off  he  ran 
Ere  I  could  question.     When  the  evening  came, 
No  sign  of  John  !     Night  pass'd,  and  not  a  sign  ! 
Tom  sought  him  far  and  near  without  avail. 
The  next  night  came,  and  we  were  sitting  here 
Weary  and  wondering,  listening,  as  we  sat, 
To  every  step  that  pass'd,  when  in  stept  John, 
And  sat  beside  the  fire  ;  but  when  we  ask'd 
Where  he  had  been,  he  snapt  us  short  and  crept 
Away  to  bed. 

Yet  by  and  by,  I  heard 
The  truth  from  John  himself— a  truth  indeed 
That  was  and  is  a  puzzle,  will  remain 
A  puzzle  to  the  end.     And  can  ye  guess 
Where  John  had  been  ?     Away  in  London  town 
At  Jennie  Glover's  side,  holding  her  hand 
And  looking  in  her  eyes  ! 

'Jennie  ! '  he  said  ; 
And  while  she  stared  stood  scraping  with  his  shoes, 
And  humm'd  and  haw'd  and  stammer'd  out  a  speech, 
Whose  sense,  made  clear  and  shorten'd,  came  to  this  : 
The  country  folk  that  call'd  her  cruel  names 
And  niock'd  her  so,  had  done  the  same  by  him  ! 


yoi/y  35 

He  did  not  give  a  straw  for  what  they  said  ! 
He  did  not  give  a  straw,  and  why  should  she  ? 
And  tho'  she  laugh 'd  before,  perchance  when  folk 
.  Miscall'd  her,  frightened  her  from  home  and  friends, 
She'd  turn  to  simple  John  and  marry  him? 
For  he  had  money,  seven  pound  and  more, 
And  yonder  in  his  home,  to  stock  a  house, 
He  had  the  things  he  bought  at  Simpson's  sale  ; 
His  master  paid  him  well,  and  he  could  work  ; 
And,  if  she  dried  her  eyes  and  married  him, 
Who  cared  for  country  tattle,  and  the  folk 
That  thought  them  crazed  ?  .  .  .  John,  then  and  now 

ashamed, 
Said  that  she  flung  her  arms  about  his  neck, 
And  wept  as  if  her  heart  was  like  to  break, 
And  told  him  sadly  that  it  could  not  be. 
He  scratch'd  his  head,  and  stared,  and  answer'd  nought — 
His  stock  of  words  was  done  ;  but  last,  he  forced 
His  money  in  the  weeping  woman's  hand, 
And  hasten'd  home  as  fast  as  he  could  come. 

He  feels  it  still !  it  haunts  him  night  and  day  ! 
Ay,  silly  tho'  he  be,  he  keeps  the  thought 
Of  Jennie  hidden  in  his  heart ;  and  now, 
Wearing  away  like  snowdrift  in  the  sun, 

D  2 


36  JOHN 

If  e'er  he  chance  to  see,  on  nights  at  home, 
One  of  the  things  he  bought  at  Simpson's  sale 
(I  keep  them  still,  tho'  they  are  worn  and  old), 
His  eyes  gleam  up,  then  listen, — then  are  dark.* 

*  '  John,'  like  many  of  the  writer's  crude  early  studies,  is  a  picture 
from  the  life.  When  the  poem  was  written,  the  original  still  lived, 
but  since  its  publication  he  has  died  ;  and  though  the  reader  may 
weaiy  of  death-beds,  I  wish  I  could  describe  this  one — it  was  so 
sweet  and  strange.  I  write  this  note  because  this  very  poem,  when 
it  first  appeared,  was  described  by  a  hostile  critic  as  a  production 
'of  the  inner  consciousness.'  In  revising  it  now  (1873)  I  merely 
transpose  the  scene  back  to  England,  where  it  was  originally  laid, 
and  where  the  events  really  occurred.  It  was  first  issued  in  the 
Scottish  series,  Idyls  of  Liver  bunt. — R.  B. 


37 


SUMMER  MOON. 


Summer  Moon,  O  Summer  Moon,  across  the  West  you 

fly, 

You  gaze  on  half  the  earth  at  once  with  sweet  and  stead- 
fast eye  ; 
Summer  Moon,  O  Summer  Moon,  were  I  aloft  with  thee, 
I  know  that  I  could  look  upon  my  boy  who  sails  at  sea. 


ii 

Summer  Moon,  O  Summer  Moon,  you  throw  your  silver 

showers 
Upon  a  glassy  sea  that  sighs  round  shores  of  fruit  and 

flowers, 
And  on  the  blue  tide's  silver  edge  drop  blossoms  in  the 

breeze, 

And  the  shadow  of  the  ship  lies  dark  near  shades  of 
orange-trees. 


38  SUMMER  MOON 

in 

Summer  Moon,  O  Summer  Moon,  now  wind  and  storm 

have  fled, 
Your  light  creeps  thro'  a  cabin-pane  and  lights  a  flaxen 

head  : 
He  tosses  with  his  lips  apart,  lies  smiling  in  your  gleam, 
For  underneath  his  folded  lids  you  put  a  gentle  dream. 

IV 

Summer  Moon,  O  Summer  Moon,  his  head  is  on  his  arm, 
He  stirs  with  balmy  breath  and  sees  the  moonlight  on  the 

Farm, 
He  stirs  and  breathes  his  mother's  name,  he  smiles  and 

sees  once  more 
The  Moon  above,  the  fields  below,  the  shadow  at  the 

door. 


Summer  Moon,  O  Summer  Moon,  across  the  lift  you  go, 
Far  south  you  gaze  and  see  my  Boy,  where  groves  of 

orange  grow  ! 
Summer  Moon,  O  Summer  Moon,  you  turn  again  to  me, 
And  seem  to  have  the  smile  of  him  who  sleeps  upon  the 

sea! 


39 


TWO  SONS 

i. 

I  have  two  Sons,  Wife — 
Two,  and  yet  the  same ; 
One  his  wild  way  runs,  Wife, 
Bringing  us  to  shame. 
The  one  is  bearded,  sunburnt,  grim,  and  fights  across  the 

sea, 
The  other  is  a  little  Child  who  sits  upon  your  knee. 

ii 

One  is  fierce  and  cold,  Wife, 

As  the  wayward  Deep  ; 
Him  no  arms  could  hold,  Wife, 
Him  no  breast  could  keep. 
He  has  tried  our  hearts  for  many  a  year,  not  broken 

them ;  for  he 
Is  still  the  sinless  little  one  that  sits  upon  your  knee. 


4o  7  WO  SOA'S 

III 

One  may  fall  in  fight,  Wife — 

Is  he  not  our  son? 
Pray  with  all  your  might,  Wife, 
For  the  wayward  one  ; 
Pray  for  the  dark,  rough   soldier,  who  fights  across  the 

sea, 
Because  you  love  the  little  shade  who  smiles  upon  your 
knee. 

IV 

One  across  the  foam,  Wife, 

As  I  speak  may  fall  ; 
But  this  one  at  home,  Wife, 
Cannot  die  at  all. 
They  both  are  only  one ;  and  how  thankful  should  we 

be, 
We  cannot  lose  the  darling  Son  who  sits  upon  your  knee  ! 


41 


THE    WIDOW  MYSIE. 

(Scottish  Lowlands.  ) 

Tarn  Love,  a  man  '  prepared  for  friend  or  foe, 
WhiskerM,  well-featured,  tight  from  top  to  toe.' 

0  Widow  Mysie,  smiling,  soft,  and  sweet  ! 
O  Mysie,  buxom  as  a  sheaf  of  wheat  ! 
O  Mysie,  Widow  Mysie,  late  Monroe, 
Foul  fall  the  traitor-face  that  served  me  so  ! 

0  Mysie  Love,  a  second  time  a  bride, 

1  pity  him  who  tosses  at  your  side — 

Who  took,  by  honied  smiles  and  speech  misled, 
Grief  to  his  hearth,  Dalilah  to  his  bed  ! 

You  saw  her  at  the  ploughing  match,  you  ken, 
Ogling  the  whisky  and  the  handsome  men  : 
The  smiling  woman  in  the  Paisley  shawl, 
Plump  as  a  partridge,  and  as  broad  as  tall, 
With  ribbons,  bows,  and  jewels  fair  to  see, 
Bursting  to  blossom  like  an  apple-tree, 
And  every  ribbon,  bow,  and  jewel  fine 
Perfumed  like    apple  blossoms  dipt  in  wine. 


2  THE    WIDOW  MYSIE 

Ay,  that  was  Mysie, — now  two  score  and  ten, 
Now  Madam  Love  of  Bungo  in  the  Glen  ! 

Oh,  years  roll  on,  and  fair  things  fade  and  pine  ! — 

Twelve  sowings  since,  and  I  was  twenty-nine  : 

With  ploughman's  coat  on  back,  and  plough  in  hand, 

I  wrought  at  Bungo  on  my  father's  land, 

And  all  the  neighbour-lassies,  stale  or  fair, 

Tried  hard  to  net  my  father's  son  and  heir. 

My  heart  was  lightsome,  cares  I  had  but  few, 

I  climb  d  the  mountains,  drank  the  mountain  dew, 

Could  sit  a  mare  as  mettlesome  as  fire, 

Could  put  the  stone  with  any  in  the  shire, 

Had  been  to  college,  and  had  learn'd  to  dance, 

Could  blether  thro'  my  nose  like  folks  in  France, 

And  stood  erect,  prepared  for  friend  or  foe, 

Whisker'd,  well-featured,  tight  from  top  to  toe. 

'  A  marriageable  man,  for  every  claim 
Of  lawful  wedlock  fitted,'  you  exclaim  ? 
— Of  all  that  mortal  men  enjoy  or  treasure, 
Wedlock,  I  fancied,  was  the  driest  pleasure  ! 
True  ;  seated  at  some  pretty  peasant's  side, 
Under  the  slanted  sheaves  I  loved  to  hide. 
Lilting  the  burthen  of  a  Scottish  tune, 
To  sit,  and  kiss  perchance,  and  watch  the  moon, 


THE   IV mOW  MYSIE  43 

Pillow'd  on  breasts  like  beds  of  lilies  white 
Heaving  and  falling  in  the  pale  moonlight ; 
But  rather  would  have  sat  with  crimson  face 
Upon  the  cutty-stool  with  Jean  or  Grace, 
Than  buy  in  kirk  a  partner  with  the  power 
To  turn  the  mountain  milk  of  Freedom  sour. 

I  loved  a  comely  face,  as  I  have  said, 

But  sharply  watch'd  the  maids  who  wish'd  to  wed, — 

I  knew  their  arts,  was  not  so  cheaply  won, 

They  loved  my  father's  Siller,  not  his  Son. 

Still,  laughing  in  my  sleeve,  I  here  and  there 

Took  liberties  allow'd  my  father's  heir, 

Stole  kisses  from  the  comeliest  of  the  crew, 

And  smiled  upon  the  virgin  nettles  too. 

So  might  the  game  have  daunder'd  on  till  this, 

And  lasted  till  my  father  went  to  bliss, — 

But  Widow  Mysie  came,  as  sly  as  sin, 

And  settled  in  the  '  William  Wallace'  Inn. 

The  Inn  had  gone  to  rack  and  loss  complete 
Since  Simpson  drown'd  himself  in  whisky  neat ; 
And  poor  Jock  Watt  who  follow'd  in  his  shoes, 
Wived  with  the  sourest,  gumliest  of  shrews, 
(The  whisky  vile,  the  water  never  hot, 
The  very  sugar  sour'd  by  Mistress  Watt,) 


44  THE    WIDOW  MYSIE 

Had  found  the  gossips,  grumbling,  groaning,  stray 
To  Sandie  Kirkson's,  half  a  mile  away. 
But  hey  !  at  Widow  Mysie's  rosy  face, 
A  change  came  o'er  the  spirits  of  the  place, 
The  fire  blazed  high,  the  shining  pewter  smiled, 
The  glasses  glitter'd  bright,  the  water  boil'd, 
Grand  was  the  whisky,  Highland  born  and  fine, 
And  Mysie,  Widow  Mysie,  was  divine  ! 


Oh,  sweet  was  Widow  Mysie,  sweet  and  sleek  ! 
The  peach's  blush  and  down  were  on  her  cheek, 
And  there  were  dimples  in  her  tender  chin 
For  Cupids  small  to  hunt  for  kisses  in ; 
Dark -glossy  were  her  ringlets,  each  a  prize, 
And  wicked,  wicked  were  her  beaded  eyes  ; 
Plump  was  her  figure,  rounded  and  complete, 
And  tender  were  her  tiny  tinkling  feet  ! 
All  this  was  nothing  to  the  warmth  and  light 
That  seem'd  to  hover  o'er  her  day  and  night ; — 
Where'er  she  moved,  she  seem'd  to  soothe  and  please 
With  pleasant  murmurs  as  of  humble-bees  ; 
Her  small  plump  hands  on  public  missions  flew 
Like  snow-white  doves  that  flying  croon  and  coo ; 
Her  feet  fell  patter,  cheep,  like  little  mice ; 
Her  breath  was  soft  with  sugar  and  with  spice ; 


THE   WIDOW  MYSIE  45 

And  when  her  finger — so  ! — your  hand  would  press, 

You  tingled  to  the  toes  with  loveliness, 

While  her  dark  eyes,  with  lessening  zone  in  zone, 

Flasht  sunlight  on  the  mirrors  of  your  own, 

Dazzling  your  spirit  with  a  light  intense 

That  seem'd  more  innocent  than  innocence  ! 

Sure  one  so  beauteous  and  so  sweet  had  graced 
And  cheer'd  the  scene,  where'er  by  Fortune  placed ; 
But  with  a  background  of  the  pewter  bright, 
Whereon  the  fire  cast  gleams  of  rosy  light, 
With  jingling  glasses  round  her,  and  a  scent 
Of  spice  and  lemon-peel  where'er  she  went, 
What  wonder  she  should  to  th  cronies  seem 
An  Angel,  in  a  cloud  of  toddy  steam  ? 
What  wonder,  while  I  sipt  my  glass  one  day, 
She  (and  the  whisky)  stole  my  heart  away  ? 

She  was  not  loath  ! — for,  while  her  comely  face 
Shone  full  on  other  haunters  of  the  place, 
From  me  she  turn'd  her  head  and  peep'd  full  sly 
With  just  the  corner  of  her  roguish  eye, 
And  blush'd  so  bright  my  toddy  seem'd  to  glow 
Beneath  the  rosy  blush  and  sweeter  grow  ; 
And  once,  at  my  request,  she  took  a  sip, 
And  sweeten'd  all  the  liquor  with  her  lip. 


46  1IIE    WIDOW  MYS1E 

'  Take  heed  !  for  Widow  Mysie's  plans  are  plain 
The  gossips  cried,  but  warn'd  me  all  in  vain  : 
Like  sugar  melting  at  the  whisky's  kiss, 
My  very  caution  was  dissolved  in  bliss, 
Fear  died  for  ever  with  a  mocking  laugh, 
And  Mysie's  kisses  made  his  epitaph. 

Kisses  ?    Ay,  faith  !  they  follow'd  score  on  score, 

After  the  first  I  stole  behind  the  door, 

And  linger'd  softly  on  these  lips  of  mine 

Like  Massic  liquor  drunk  by  bards  divine. 

But  oh  !  the  glow,  the  rapture,  and  the  glee, 

That  night  she  let  me  draw  her  on  my  knee — 

When  bliss  thrill'd  from  her  to  my  finger-tips, 

Then  eddied  wildly  to  my  burning  lips, 

From  which  she  drank  it  back  with  kisses  fain, 

Then  blush'd,  and  glow'd,  and  breathed  it  back  again  ! — 

Till,  madden'd  with  the  ecstasy  divine, 

I  clasp'd  her  close  and  craved  her  to  be  mine, 

And  thrilling,  panting,  struggling  up  to  fly, 

She  breathed  a  spicy  '  Yes  '  with  glistening  eye, 

And  while  my  veins  grew  bright,  my  heart  went  wild, 

Fell  like  a  Sunbeam  on  my  heart,  and  smiled  ! 

The  deed  thus  done,  I  hied  me  home,  you  say, 
And  rued  my  folly  when  I  woke  next  day  ? 


THE    WIDOW  MYSIE  47 

Nay  !  all  my  business  was  to  crave  and  cry 
That  Heaven  would  haste  the  holy  knot  to  tie, 
Though  '  Mysie  lass,'  I  said,  '  my  gold  and  gear 
Are  small,  and  will  be  small  for  many  a  year, 
Since  father  is  but  fifty  years  and  three, 
And  tough  as  cobbler's  wax,  though  spare  and  wee  ! ' 
'  Ah,  Tam,'  she  sigh'd,  '  there's  nothing  there  to  rue— 
The  gold,  the  gear,  that  Mysie  wants  is  you  ! ' 
And  brightly  clad,  with  kisses  thrilling  through  me, 
Clung  like  a  branch  of  trembling  blossoms  to  me. 

I  found  my  father  making  up  his  books, 

With  yellow  eyes  and  penny-hunting  looks. 

'  Father/  I  said,  '  I'm  sick  of  single  life, 

And  will,  if  you  are  willing,  take  a  wife.' 

'  Humph,'  snapt  my  father,  '  (six  and  four  are  ten, 

And  ten  are  twenty) — Marry?  who  ?  and  when  ?  ' 

'  Mistress  Monroe,'  I  said,  '  that  keeps  the  Inn.' 

At  that  he  shrugged  his  shoulders  with  a  grin  : 

'.I  guess'd  as  much  !  the  tale  has  gone  the  round  ! 

Ye  might  have  stay'd  till  I  was  underground  ! 

But  please  yourself — I've  nothing  to  refuse, — 

Choose  where  you  will — you're  old  enough  to  choose  : 

But  mind,'  he  added,  blinking  yellow  eye, 

'  I'll  handle  my  own  guineas  till  I  die  ! 

I  frankly  own,  you  might  have  chosen  worse, 

Since  you  have  little  siller  in  your  purse — 


43  THE    WIDOW  MYSIE 

The  Inn  is  thriving,  if  report  be  true, 
And  Widow  Mysie  has  enough  for  two  ! ' 

'  And  if  we  wait  till  he  has  gone  his  way, 
Why,  Mysie,  I'll  be  bald,  and  you'll  be  gray,' 
I  said  to  Mysie,  laughing  at  her  side. 
'  Oh,  let  him  keep  his  riches,'  she  replied, 
'  He's  right !  there's  plenty  here  for  you  and  me  ! 
May  he  live  long ;  and  happy  may  he  be  ! ' 
'  O  Mysie,  you're  an  angel/  I  return'd, 
With  eye  that  glisten'd  dewily  and  yearn'd. 
Then  running  off  she  mix'd,  with  tender  glee, 
A  glass  of  comfort — sat  her  on  my  knee — 
'  Come,  Tam  ! '  she  cried,  c  who  cares  a  fig  for  wealth- 
Ay,  let  him  keep  it  all,  and  here's  his  health  ! ' 
And  added,  shining  brightly  on  my  breast, 
'  Ah,  Tam,  the  siller's  worthless — Love  is  best ! ' 

O  Widow  Mysie,  wert  thou  first  sincere, 
When  tender  accents  trembled  on  mine  ear, 
Like  bees  that  o'er  a  flower  will  float  and  fleet, 
And  ere  they  light  make  murmurs  soft  and  sweet? 
Or  was  the  light  that  render'd  me  unwise, 
Guile's — the  sweet  Quaker  with  the  downcast  eyes  ? 
O  Widow  Mysie,  not  at  once  are  we 
Taught  the  false  scripture  of  Hypocrisy  ; 


THE    WIDOW  MYS1E 

Even  pink  Selfishness  has  times,  I  know, 
When  thro'  his  fat  a  patriot's  feelings  glow; 
Falsehood  first  learns  her  nature  with  a  sigh, 
And  nurses  bitterly  her  first-born  Lie. 

Days  pass'd ;  and  I  began,  to  my  amaze, 
To  see  a  colder  light  in  Mysie's  gaze  ; 
Once  when,  with  arm  about  her  softly  wound, 
I  snatch'd  a  kiss,  she  snapt  and  flusht  and  frown'd  ; 
But  oftener  her  face  a  shadow  wore, 
Such  as  had  never  darken'd  it  before ; 
I  spoke  of  this,  I  begg'd  her  to  explain, — 
She  tapt  my  cheek,  and  smiled,  and  mused  again. 
But,  in  the  middle  of  my  love-alarm, 
The  Leech's  watch  went  '  tick  '  at  Bungo  Farm  ; 
My  father  sicken'd,  and  his  features  cold 
Retain'd  the  hue,  without  the  gleam,  of  gold. 

Then  Mysie  soften'd,  sadden'd,  and  would  speak 
Of  father's  sickness  with  a  dewy  cheek  ; 
When  to  the  Inn  I  wander'd,  unto  me, 
Lightly,  as  if  she  walk'd  on  wool,  came  she, 
And  '  Is  he  better  ? '  '  Is  he  changed  at  all  ? ' 
And  '  Heaven  help  him  ! '  tenderly  would  call. 
'  So  old — so  ill — untended  and  alone  ! 
He  is  your  father,  Tarn, — and  seems  my  own  ! ' 

II  E 


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50  THE    WIDOW  MYS1E 

And  musing  stood,  one  little  hand  of  snow 
Nestling  and  fluttering  on  my  shoulder — so  ! 
But  father  sicken'd  on,  and  then  one  night, 
When  we  were  sitting  in  the  ingle-light, 
'  O  Tarn,'  she  cried,  '  I  have  it ! — I  should  ne'er 
Forgive  myself  for  staying  idly  here, 
■While  he,  your  father,  lack'd  in  his  distress 
The  love,  the  care,  a  daughter's  hands  possess. 
He  knows  our  troth — he  will  not  say  me  nay ; 
But  let  me  nurse  him  as  a  daughter  may, 
And  he  may  live,  for  darker  cases  mend, 
To  bless  us  and  to  join  us  in  the  end  ! ' 

'  But,  Mysie '    '  Not  a  word,  the  thing  is  plann'd,' 

She  said,  and  stopt  my  mouth  with  warm  white  hand. 
She  went  with  gentle  eyes  that  very  night, 
Stole  to  the  chamber  like  a  moonbeam  white  ; 
My  father  scowl'd  at  first,  but  soon  was  won — 
The  keep  was  carried,  and  the  deed  was  done  ! 

O  Heaven  !  in  what  strange  Enchanter's  den 
Learnt  she  the  spells  wherewith  she  conquer'd  men  ? 
When  to  that  chamber  she  had  won  her  way, 
The  old  man's  cheek  grew  brighter  every  day  ; 
She  smooth'd  the  pillows  underneath  his  head, 
She  brought  sweet  music  round  about  his  bed  ; 
She  made  the  very  mustard-blisters  glow 
With  fire  as  soft  as  youthful  lovers  know ; 


THE    WIDOW  MYSIE  51 

The  very  physic  bottles  lost  their  gloom 

And  seem'd  like  little  fairies  in  the  room  ; 

The  very  physic,  charm'd  by  her,  grew  fine, 

Rhubarb  was  nectar,  castor-oil  was  wine. 

Half  darkly,  dimly,  yet  with  secret  flame 

That  titillated  up  and  down  his  frame, 

The  grim  old  man  lay  still,  with  hungry  eye 

Watching  her  thro'  the  room  on  tiptoe  fly  ; — 

She  turn'd  her  back — his  cheek  grew  dull  and  dim  ! 

She  turn'd  her  face — its  sunshine  fell  on  him  ! 

Better  and  better  every  day  grew  he, 

Colder  and  colder  grew  his  nurse  to  me, 

Till  up  he  leapt,  with  fresh  new  life  astir, 

And  only  sank  again — to  kneel  to  her  ! 


1  Mysie  ! '  I  cried,  with  flushing  face,  too  late 
Stung  by  the  pois'nous  things  whose  names  I  hate, 
Which  in  so  many  household  fires  flit  free, 
The  salamanders,  Doubt  and  Jealousy, — 
'  Mysie  ! ' — and  then,  in  accents  fierce  and  bold, 
Demanded  why  her  looks  had  grown  so  cold  ? 
She  trembled,  flush'd,  a  tear  was  in  her  eye, 
She  dropt  her  gaze,  and  heaved  a  balmy  sigh, 
Then  spoke  with  tender  pauses  low  and  sad  : 
Had  I  a  human  heart  ?     I  hoped  I  had. 


52  THE    WIDOW  MYSIE 

Could  I  without  a  conscience-qualm  behold 

My  white-hair'd  father,  weak,  untended,  old, 

Who  had  so  very  short  a  time  to  iive, 

Reft  of  the  peace  a  woman's  hands  could  give  ? 

'  Mysie  ! '  I  shriek'd,  with  heart  that  seem'd  to  rend, 

With  glaring  eyes,  and  ever}-  hair  on  end. 

Clasping  her  little  hands,  '  O  Tarn  ! '  she  cried, 

'  But  for  my  help  your  father  would  have  died  ; 

Bliss  !  to  have  saved  your  filial  heart  that  sorrow  ! 

But  for  my  help,  why,  he  may  die  to-morrow. 

Go,  Tarn  ! — this  weak  warm  heart  I  cannot  trust 

To  utter  more — be  generous  !  be  just ! 

Go,  Tarn  !     Be  happy  !     Bless  you  !     Wed  another  !- 

And  I  shall  ever  love  you  ! — as  a  mother  / ' 

Ev'n  so  it  was.     Stunn'd,  thunder-stricken,  wild, 
I  raved,  while  father  trembled,  Mysie  smiled  ; 
O'er  all  the  country-side  the  scandal  rang, 
And  ere  I  knew,  the  bells  began  to  clang ; — 
And  shutting  eyes  and  stopping  ears,  as  red 
As  ricks  on  fire,  I  blushing  turn'd  and  fled. 
Twelve  years  have  pass'd  since  I  escaped  the  net, 
And  father,  tough  as  leather,  lingers  yet, 
A  grey  mare  rules,  the  laugh  has  come  to  me, 
I  sport,  and  thank  my  stars  that  I  am  free  ! 


53 


POET  ANDREW* 
(Scottish  Lowlands) 

O  Loom,  that  loud  art  murmuring 
What  doth  he  hear  thee  say  or  sing  ? 
Thou  hummest  o'er  the  dead  one's  songs, 

He  cannot  choose  but  hark, 
His  heart  with  tearful  rapture  throngs, 
But  all  his  face  grows  dark. 

O  cottage  Fire,  that  burnest  bright, 
What  pictures  sees  he  in  thy  light  ? 
A  city's  smoke,  a  white  white  face, 

Phantoms  that  fade  and  die, 
And  last,  the  lonely  burial-place 

On  the  windy  hill  hard  by. 

'Tis  near  a  year  since  Andrew  went  to  sleep — 
A  winter  and  a  summer.     Yonder  bed 
Is  where  the  boy  was  born,  and  where  he  died, 
And  yonder  o'er  the  lowland  is  his  grave  : 
The  nook  of  grass  and  gowans  where  in  thought 
I  found  you  standing  at  the  set  o'  sun  .  .  . 
The  Lord  content  us — 'tis  a  weary  world. 

*  See  the  '  Life  of  David  Gray.' 


54  POET  ANDREW 

These  five-and-twenty  years  I've  wrought  and  wrought 
In  thin  same  dwelling  ; — hearken  !  you  can  hear 
The  looms  that  whuzzle-whazzle  ben  the  house, 
Where  Jean  and  Mysie,  lassies  in  their  teens, 
And  Jamie,  and  a  neighbour's  son  beside, 
Work  late  and  early.     Andrew  who  is  dead 
Was  our  first-born  ;  and  when  he  crying  came, 
With  beaded  een  and  pale  old-farrant  face, 
Out  of  the  darkness,  Mysie  and  myseP 
Were  young  and  heartsome  ;  and  his  smile,  be  sure, 
Made  daily  toil  the  sweeter.  .  .  .  Weel  !  ...  in  time 
Came  other  children, 

And  Andrew  quitted  Mysie's  breast  for  mine. 
So  years  roll'd  round,  like  bobbins  on  a  loom  ; 
And  Mysie  and  myseP  had  work  to  do, 
And  Andrew  took  his  turn  among  the  rest, 
No  sweeter,  dearer  ;  till,  one  Sabbath  day, 
When  Andrew  was  a  curly-pated  tot 
Of  sunny  summers  six,  I  had  a  crack 
With  Mister  Mucklewraith  the  Minister, 
Who  put  his  kindly  hand  on  Andrew's  head, 
CalPd  him  a  clever  wean,  a  bonnie  wean, 
Clever  at  learning,  while  the  mannikin 
Blush'd  red  as  any  rose,  and  peeping  up 
Went  twinkle-twinkle  with  his  round  black  een  ; 
And  then,  while  Andrew  laugh'd  and  ran  awa', 


POET  ANDREW  55 

The  Minister  went  deeper  in  his  praise, 
And  prophesied  he  would  become  in  time 
A  man  of  mark.     This  set  me  thinking,  sir, 
And  watching, — and  the  mannock  puzzled  me. 

Would  sit  for  hours  upon  a  stool  and  draw 
Droll  faces  on  the  slate,  while  other  lads 
Were  shouting  at  their  play  ;  dumbly  would  lie 
Beside  the  Lintock,  sailing,  piloting, 
Navies  of  docken-leaves  a  summer-day ; 
Had  learn'd  die  hymns  of  Doctor  Watts  by  heart, 
And  as  for  old  Scots  songs,  could  lilt  them  a' — 
From  Yarrow  Braes  to  Bonnie  Bessie  Lee — 
And  where  he  learn'd  them,  only  Heaven  knew  ; 
And  oft,  altho'  he  feared  to  sleep  his  lane, 
Would  cowrie  at  the  threshold  in  a  storm 
To  watch  the  lightning, — as  a  birdie  sits, 
With  fluttering  fearsome  heart  and  dripping  wings, 
Among  the  branches.     Once  [I  mind  it  weel] 
In  came  he,  running,  with  a  bloody  nose, 
Part  tears,  part  pleasure,  to  his  fluttering  heart 
Holding  a  callow  mavis  golden-bill'd, 
The  thin  white  film  of  death  across  its  een, 
And  told  us,  sobbing,  how  a  neighbour's  son 
Harried  the  birdie's  nest,  and  how  by  chance 
He  came  upon  the  thief  beside  the  burn 


56  POET  ANDREW 

Throwing  the  birdies  in  to  see  them  swim, 

And  how  he  fought  him,  till  he  yielded  up 

This  one,  the  one  remaining  of  the  nest ; — 

And  '  O  the  birdie's  dying  ! '  sobb'd  he  sore, 

'  The  bonnie  birdie 's  dying  ! ' — till  it  died  ; 

And  Andrew  dug  a  grave  behind  the  house, 

Buried  his  dead,  and  cover'd  it  with  earth, 

And  cut,  to  mark  the  grave,  a  grassy  turf 

Where  blew  a  bunch  of  gowans.     After  that, 

I  thought  and  thought,  and  thick  as  bees  the  thoughts 

Buzz'd  to  the  whuzzle-whazzling  of  the  loom — 

/  could  make  naething  of  the  mannikin  ! 

But  by  and  by,  when  Hope  was  making  hay, 

And  web-work  rose,  I  settled  it  and  said 

To  the  good  wife,  '  Tis  plain  that  yonder  lad 

Will  never  take  to  weaving — and  at  school 

They  say  he  beats  the  rest  at  all  his  tasks 

Save  figures  only  :  I  have  settled  it  : 

Andrew  shall  be  a  minister — a  pride 

And  comfort  to  us,  Mysie,  in  our  age  : 

He  shall  to  college  in  a  year  or  twa 

(If  Fortune  smiles  as  now)  at  Edinglass.' 

You  guess  the  wife  open'd  her  een,  cried  '  Foosh  ! ' 

And  call'd  the  plan  a  silly  senseless  dream, 

A  hopeless,  useless  castle  in  the  air ; 

But  ere  the  night  was  out,  I  talk'd  her  o'er, 


POET  ANDREW  57 

And  here  she  sat,  her  hands  upon  her  knees, 
Glow'ring  and  heark'ning,  as  I  conjured  up, 
Amid  the  fog  and  reek  of  Edinglass, 
Life's  peaceful  gloaming  and  a  godly  fame. 
So  it  was  broach'd,  and  after  many  talks 
With  Mister  Mucklewraith,  we  plann'd  it  all, 
And  day  by  day  we  laid  a  penny  by 
To  give  the  lad  when  he  should  quit  the  bield. 

And  years  wore  on  ;  and  year  on  year  was  cheer'd 
By  thoughts  of  Andrew,  drest  in  decent  black, 
Throned  in  a  Pulpit,  preaching  out  the  Word, 
A  house  his  own,  and  all  the  country-side 
To  touch  their  bonnets  to  him.     Weel,  the  lad 
Grew  up  among  us,  and  at  seventeen 
His  hands  were  small  and  white,  and  he  was  tall, 
And  slim,  and  narrow-shoulder'd  :  pale  of  face, 
Silent,  and  bashful.     Then  we  first  began 
To  feel  how  muckle  more  he  knezo  than  we, 
To  eye  his  knowledge  in  a  kind  of  fear, 
As  folk  might  look  upon  a  crouching  beast, 
Bonnie,  but  like  enough  to  rise  and  bite. 
Up  came  the  cloud  between  us  silly  folk 
And  the  young  lad  that  sat  among  his  Books 
Amid  the  silence  of  the  night  ;  and  oft 
It  pain'd  us  sore  to  fancy  he  would  learn 


58  POET  ANDREW 

Enough  to  make  him  look  with  shame  and  scorn 

On  this  old  dwelling.     'Twas  his  manner,  sir  ! 

He  seldom  look'd  his  father  in  the  face, 

And  when  he  walk'd  about  the  dwelling,  seem'd 

Like  one  superior  ;  dumbly  he  would  steal 

To  the  burnside,  or  into  Lintlin  Woods, 

With  some  new-farrant  book, — and  when  I  peep'd, 

Behold  a  book  of  jingling-jangling  rhyme, 

Fine-written  nothings  on  a  printed  page  ; 

And,  press'd  between  the  leaves,  a  flower  perchance, 

Anemone  or  blue  Forget-me-not, 

Pluck'd  in  the  grassy  woodland.     Then  I  peep'd 

Into  his  drawer,  among  his  papers  there, 

And  found — you  guess  ? — a  heap  of  idle  rhymes, 

Big- sounding,  like  the  worthless  printed  book  : 

Some  in  old  copies  scribbled,  some  on  scraps 

Of  writing  paper,  others  finely  writ 

With  spirls  and  flourishes  on  big  white  sheets. 

I  clench'd  my  teeth,  and  groan'd.    The  beauteous  dream 

Of  the  good  Preacher  in  his  braw  black  dress, 

With  house  and  income  snug,  began  to  fade 

Before  the  picture  of  a  drunken  loon 

Bawling  out  songs  beneath  the  moon  and  stars, — 

Of  poet  Willie  Clay,  who  wrote  a  book 

About  King  Robert  Bruce,  and  aye  got  fu', 

And  scatter'd  stars  in  verse,  and  aye  got  fu', 


POET  ANDREW  59 

Wept  the  world's  sins,  and  then  got  fii'  again, — 

Of  Ferguson,  the  feckless  limb  o'  law, — 

And  Robin  Burns,  who  gauged  the  whisky-casks 

And  brake  the  seventh  commandment.     So  at  once 

I  up  and  said  to  Andrew,  '  You're  a  fool  i 

You  waste  your  time  in  silly  senseless  verse, 

Lame  as  your  own  conceit :  take  heed  !  take  heed  ! 

Or,  like  your  betters,  come  to  grief  ere  long  ! ' 

But  Andrew  flush'd  and  never  spake  a  word, 

Yet  eyed  me  sidelong  with  his  beaded  een, 

And  turn'd  awa',  and,  as  he  turn'd,  his  look — 

Half  scorn,  half  sorrow — stang  me.     After  that, 

I  felt  he  never  heeded  word  of  ours, 

And  tho'  we  tried  to  teach  him  common-sense 

He  idled  as  he  pleased  ;  and  many  a  year, 

After  I  spake  him  first,  that  look  of  his 

Came  dark  between  us,  and  I  held  my  tongue, 

And  felt  he  scorn'd  me  for  the  poetry's  sake. 

This  coldness  grew  and  grew,  until  at  last 

We  sat  whole  nights  before  the  fire  and  spoke 

No  word  to  one  another.     One  fine  day, 

Says  Mister  Mucklewraith  to  me,  says  he, 

1  So  !  you've  a  Poet  in  your  house  ! '  and  smiled  ; 

1  A  Poet  ?    God  forbid  ! '  I  cried  ;  and  then 

It  all  came  out  :  how  Andrew  slyly  sent 

Verse  to  the  paper  \  how  they  printed  it 


60  POET  ANDREW 

In  Poet's  Corner ;  how  the  printed  verse 

Had  tum'd  his  head  ;  how  Mistress  Mucklewraith 

Had  cut  the  verses  out  and  pasted  them 

In  albums,  and  had  praised  them  to  her  friends. 

I  said  but  little  ;  for  my  schemes  and  dreams 

Were  tumbling  down  like  castles  in  the  air, 

And  all  my  heart  seem'd  hardening  to  stone. 

But  after  that,  in  secret  stealth,  I  bought 

The  papers,  hunted  out  the  printed  verse, 

And  read  it  like  a  thief;  thought  some  were  good, 

And  others  foolish  havers,  and  in  most 

Saw  naething,  neither  common-sense  nor  sound — 

Words  pottle-bellied,  meaningless,  and  strange, 

That  strutted  up  and  down  the  printed  page, 

Like  Bailies  made  to  bluster  and  look  big. 

'Twas  useless  grumbling.     All  my  silent  looks 
Were  lost,  all  Mysie's  flyting  fell  on  ears 
Choke-full  of  other  counsel ;  but  we  talk'd 
In  bed  o'  nights,  and  Mysie  wept,  and  I 
Felt  stubborn,  wrothful,  wrong'd.     It  was  to  be  ! 
But  mind  you,  though  we  mourn'd,  we  ne'er  forsook 
The  college  scheme.     Our  sorrow,  as  we  saw 
Our  Andrew  growing  cold  to  homely  ways, 
And  scornful  of  the  bield,  but  strengthen'd  more 
Our  wholesome  wish  to  educate  the  lad, 


POET  ANDREW  61 

And  do  our  duty  by  him,  and  help  him  on 

With  our  rough  hands — the  Lord  would  do  the  rest, 

The  Lord  would  mend  or  mar  him.     So  at  last, 

New-clad  from  top  to  toe  in  homespun  cloth, 

With  books  and  linen  in  a  muckle  trunk, 

He  went  his  way  to  college  ;  and  we  sat, 

Mysie  and  me,  in  weary  darkness  here ; 

For  tho'  the  younger  bairns  were  still  about, 

It  seem'd  our  hearts  had  gone  to  Edinglass 

With  Andrew,  and  were  choking  in  the  reek 

Of  Edinglass  town. 

It  was  a  gruesome  fight, 
Both  for  oursel's  at  home,  and  for  the  boy, 
That  student  life  at  college.     Hard  it  was 
To  scrape  the  fees  together,  but  beside, 
The  lad  was  young  and  needed  meat  and  drink. 
We  sent  him  meal  and  bannocks  by  the  train, 
And  country  cheeses ;  and  with  this  and  that, 
Though  sorely  push'd,  he  throve,  though  now  and  then 
With  empty  wame  :  spinning  the  siller  out 
By  teaching  grammar  in  a  school  at  night. 
Whiles  he  came  home  :  weary  old-farrant  face 
Pale  from  the  midnight  candle  ;  bringing  home 
Good  news  of  college.     Then  we  shook  awa' 
The  old  sad  load,  began  to  build  again 


62  POET  A  A  DREW 

Our  airy  castles,  and  were  hopeful  Time 
Would  heal  our  wounds.  But,  sir,  they  plagued  me  still- 
Some  of  his  ways  !     When  here,  he  spent  his  time 
In  yonder  chamber,  or  about  the  woods, 
And  by  the  waterside, — and  with  him  books 
Of  poetry,  as  of  old.     Mysel'  could  get 
But  little  of  his  company  or  tongue  ; 
And  when  we  talk'd,  atweel,  a  kind  of  frost, — 
My  consciousness  of  silly  ignorance, 
And  worse,  my  knowledge  that  the  lad  himsel' 
Felt  sorely,  keenly,  all  my  ignorant  shame, 
Made  talk  a  torture  out  of  which  we  crept 
With  burning  faces.     Could  you  understand 
One  who  was  wild  as  if  he  found  a  mine 
Of  golden  guineas,  when  he  noticed  first 
The  soft  green  streaks  in  a  snowdrop's  inner  leaves  ? 
And  once  again,  the  moonlight  glimmering 
Thro'  watery  transparent  stalks  of  flax  ? 
A  flower's  a  flower  !  .  .  .  But  Andrew  snooved  about, 
Aye  finding  wonders,  mighty  mysteries, 
In  things  that  every  learless  cottar  kenn'd. 
Now,  'twas  the  falling  snow  or  murmuring  rain  ; 
Now,  'twas  the  laverock  singing  in  the  sun, 
And  dropping  slowly  to  the  callow  young ; 
Now,  an  old  tune  he  heard  his  mother  lilt ; 
And  aye  those  trifles  made  his  pallid  face 


POET  AXDREW  63 

Flush  brighter,  and  his  een  flash  keener  far, 
Than  when  he  heard  of  yonder  storm  in  France, 
Or  a  King's  death,  or,  if  the  like  had  been, 
A  City's  downfall. 


He  was  born  with  love 
For  things  both  great  and  small  ;  yet  seem'd  to  prize 
The  small  things  best.     To  me,  it  seem'd  indeed 
The  callant  cared  for  nothing  for  itsel', 
But  for  some  special  quality  it  had 
To  set  him  poetry-making,  or  bestow 
A  tearful  sense  he  took  for  luxury. 
He  loved  us,  in  his  silent  fashion,  weel ; 
But  in  our  feckless  ignorance  we  knew 
'Twas  when  the  humour  seized  him — with  a  sense 
Of  some  queer  power  we  had  to  waken  up 
The  poetry — ay,  and  help  him  in  his  rhyme  J 
A  kind  of  patronising  tenderness, 
A  pitying  pleasure  in  our  Scottish  speech 
And  homely  ways,  a  love  that  made  him  note 
Both  ways  and  speech  with  the  same  curious  joy 
As  fill'd  him  when  he  watch'd  the  birds  and  flowers. 

He  was  as  sore  a  puzzle  to  us  then 
As  he  had  been  before.     It  puzzled  us, 


64  POET  ANDREW 

How  a  big  lad,  down-cheek'd,  almost  a  man, 
Could  pass  his  time  in  silly  childish  joys  .  .  . 
Until  at  last,  a  hasty  letter  came 
From  Andrew,  telling  he  had  broke  awa' 
From  college,  pack'd  his  things,  and  taken  train 
To  London  city,  where  he  hoped  (he  said) 
To  make  both  fortune  and  a  noble  fame 
Thro'  a  grand  poem,  carried  in  his  trunk  ; 
How,  after  struggling  on  with  bitter  heart, 
He  could  no  longer  bear  to  fight  his  way 
Among  the  common  scholars ;  and  the  end 
Bade  us  be  hopeful,  trusting  God,  and  sure 
The  light  of  this  old  home  would  guide  him  still 
Amid  the  reek  of  evil. 

Sae  it  was  ! 
We  twa  were  less  amazed  than  you  may  guess, 
Though  we  had  hoped,  and  fear'd,  and  hoped,  sae  long 
But  it  was  hard  to  bear — hard,  hard,  to  bear  ! 
Our  castle  in  the  clouds  was  gone  for  good  ; 
And  as  for  Andrew — other  lads  had  ta'en 
The  same  mad  path,  and  learn'd  the  bitter  task 
Of  hunger,  cold,  and  tears.     She  wept.     I  sat 
In  silence,  looking  on  the  ruffing  fire, 
Where  streets  and  ghaistly  faces  came  and  went, 
And  London  city  crumbled  down  to  crush 


POET  AXDREW  65 

Our  Andrew  ;  and  my  heart  was  sick  and  cold. 

Ere  long,  the  news  across  the  country-side 

Spread  quickly,  like  the  crowing  of  a  cock 

From  farm  to  farm — the  women  talk'd  it  o'er 

On  doorsteps,  o'er  the  garden  rails  ;  the  men 

Got  fu'  upon  it  at  the  public-house, 

And  whisper'd  it  among  the  fields  at  work. 

A  cry  was  quickly  raised  from  house  to  house, 

That  all  the  blame  was  mine,  and  canker'd  een 

Lookt  cold  upon  me,  as  upon  a  kind 

Of  upstart.     •  Fie  on  pride  ! '  the  whisper  said, 

'  The  fault  was  Andrew's  less  than  those  who  taught 

His  heart  to  look  in  scorn  on  honest  work, — 

Shame  on  them  ! — but  the  lad,  poor  lad,  would  learn  ! ' 

O  sir,  the  thought  of  this  spoil'd  many  a  web 

In  yonder — tingling,  tingling,  in  my  ears, 

Until  I  fairly  threw  my  gloom  aside, 

Smiled  like  a  man  whose  heart  is  light  and  young, 

And  with  a  future-kenning  happy  look 

Threw  up  my  chin,  and  bade  them  wait  and  see  .  .  . 

But,  night  by  night,  these  een  look'd  Londonways, 

And  saw  my  laddie  wandering  all  alone 

'Mid  darkness,  fog,  and  reek,  growing  afar 

To  dark  proportions  and  gigantic  shape — 

Just  as  the  figure  of  a  sheep-herd  looms, 

Awful  and  silent,  thro'  a  mountain  mist. 

II  F 


66  POET  ANDREW 

Ye  ken  the  rest.     At  first,  he  sent  us  home 
Proud  letters,  swiftly  writ,  telling  how  folk 
Now  roundly  call'd  him  '  Poet,'  holding  out 
Bright  pictures,  which  we  smiled  at  wearily — 
As  people  smile  at  pictures  in  a  book, 
Untrue  but  bonnie.     Then  the  letters  ceased, 
There  came  a  silence  cold  and  still  as  frost, — 
We  sat  and  hearken'd  to  our  beating  hearts, 
And  pray'd  as  we  had  never  pray'd  before. 
Then  lastly,  on  the  silence  broke  the  news 
That  Andrew,  far  awa',  was  sick  to  death, 
And,  weary,  weaiy  of  the  noisy  streets, 
With  aching  head  and  heavy  hopeless  heart, 
Was  coming  home  from  mist  and  fog  and  noise 
To  grassy  lowlands  and  the  caller  air. 

Twas  strange,  'twas  strange  ! — but  this,  the  bitter  end 
Of  all  our  bonnie  castles  in  the  clouds, 
Came  like  a  tearful  comfort.     Love  sprang  up 
Out  of  the  ashes  of  the  household  fire  ; 
And  Andrew,  our  own  boy,  seem'd  nearer  now 
To  this  old  dwelling  and  our  aching  hearts 
Than  he  had  ever  been  since  he  became 
Wise  with  book-learning.     With  an  eager  pain, 
I  met  him  at  the  train  and  brought  him  home  j 
And  when  we  met,  that  sunny  day  in  hairst, 


POET  ANDREW  67 

The  ice  that  long  had  sunder'd  us  had  thaw'd, 

We  met  in  silence,  and  our  een  were  dim. 

O,  I  can  see  that  look  of  his  this  night  ! 

Part  pain,  part  tenderness — a  famish'd  look, 

Yearning  for  comfort  such  as  God  the  Lord 

Puts  into  parents'  een.     I  brought  him  here. 

Gently  we  set  him  here  beside  the  fire, 

And  spake  few  words,  and  hush'd  the  noisy  house ; 

Then  eyed  his  hollow  cheeks  and  lustrous  een, 

His  clammy  hueless  brow  and  faded  hands, 

Blue-vein'd  and  white  like  lily-flowers.     The  wife 

Forgot  the  sickness  of  his  face,  and  moved 

With  light  and  happy  footstep  but  and  ben, 

As  though  she  welcomed  to  a  merry  feast 

A  happy  guest.     In  time,  out  came  the  truth  : 

Andrew  was  dying  :  in  his  lungs  the  dust 

Of  cities  stole  unseen,  and  burn'd  like  fire. 

Too  late  for  doctor's  skill,  tho'  doctor's  skill 

We  had  in  plenty ;  but  the  ill  had  ta'en 

Too  sure  a  grip.     Andrew  was  dying,  dying  ; 

The  dazzling  dream  had  melted  like  a  mist 

The  sunlight  feeds  on  :  all  remaining  now 

Was  Andrew,  bare  and  barren  of  his  pride, 

Stark  of  conceit,  a  weel-beloved  child, 

Helpless  to  help  himsel',  and  dearer  thus, 


68  IOET  ANDRE IV 

As  when  his  yaumer  * — like  the  corn-craik's  cry- 
Heard  in  a  field  of  wheat  at  dead  o'  night — 
Brake  on  the  hearkening  darkness  of  the  bield. 

And  as  he  nearer  grew  to  God  the  Lord, 
Nearer  and  dearer  day  by  day  he  grew 
To  Mysie  and  myseF — our  own  to  love, 
The  world's  no  longer.     For  the  first  last  time, 
We  twa,  the  lad  and  I,  could  sit  and  crack 
With  open  hearts — free-spoken,  at  our  ease  ; 
I  seem'd  to  know  as  muckle  then  as  he, 
Because  I  was  sae  sad. 

:  Thus  grief,  sae'deep 
It  flow'd  without  a  murmur,  brought  the  balm 
Which  blunts  the  edge  of  worldly  sense  and  makes 
Old  people  weans  again.     In  this  sad  time, 
We  never  troubled  at  his  childish  ways; 
We  seem'd  to  share  his  pleasure  when  he  sat 
List'ning  to  birds  upon  the  eaves  ;  we  felt 
Small  wonder  when  we  found  him  weeping  o'er 
His  old  torn  books  of  pencill'd  thoughts  and  verse  ; 
And  if,  outbye,  I  saw  a  bonnie  flower, 
I  pluck'd  it  carefully  and  bore  it  home 

*  '  Yaumer, '  a  child's  cry. 


POET  ANDREW  69 

To  my  sick  boy.     To  me,  it  somehow  seem'd 

His  care  for  lovely  earthly  things  had  changed — 

Changed  from  the  curious  love  it  once  had  been, 

Grown  larger,  sadder,  holier,  peacefuller ; 

And  though  he  never  lost  the  luxury 

Of  loving  beauteous  things  for  poetry's  sake, 

His  heart  was  God  the  Lord's,  and  he  was  calm. 

Death  came  to  lengthen  out  his  solemn  thoughts 

Like  shadows  from  the  sunset.     So  no  more 

We  wonder'd.     What  is  folly  in  a  lad 

Healthy  and  heartsome,  one  with  work  to  do, 

Befits  the  freedom  of  a  dying  man.  .  .  . 

Mother,  who  chided  loud  the  idle  lad 

Of  old,  now  sat  her  sadly  by  his  side, 

And  read  from  out  the  Bible  soft  and  low, 

Or  lilted  lowly,  keeking  in  his  face, 

The  old  Scots  songs  that  made  his  een  so  dim. 

I  went  about  my  daily  work  as  one 

Who  waits  to  hear  a  knocking  at  the  door, 

Ere  Death  creeps  in  and  shadows  those  that  watch  ; 

And  seated  here  at  e'en  i'  the  ingleside, 

I  watch'd  the  pictures  in  the  fire  and  smoked 

My  pipe  in  silence ;  for  my  head  was  fu' 

Of  many  rhymes  the  lad  had  made  of  old 

(Rhymes  I  had  read  in  secret,  as  I  said), 

No  one  of  which  I  minde  J  till  they  came 


70  POET  ANDREW 

Unsummon'd,  murmuring  about  my  ears 
Like  bees  among  the  leaves. 

The  end  drew  near. 
Came  Winter  moaning,  and  the  Doctor  said 
That  Andrew  could  not  live  to  see  the  Spring ; 
And  day  by  day,  while  frost  was  hard  at  work, 
The  lad  grew  weaker,  paler,  and  the  blood 
Came  redder  from  the  lung.     One  Sabbath  day — 
The  last  of  winter,  for  the  caller  air 
Was  drawing  sweetness  from  the  barks  of  trees  — 
When  down  the  lane,  I  saw  to  my  surprise 
A  snowdrop  blooming  underneath  a  birk, 
And  gladly  pluckt  the  flower  to  carry  home 
To  Andrew.     Ere  I  reach'd  the  bield,  the  air 
Was  thick  wi'  snow,  and  ben  in  yonder  room 
I  found  him,  mother  seated  at  his  side, 
Drawn  to  the  window  in  the  old  arm-chair, 
Gazing  wi'  lustrous  een  and  sickly  cheek 
Out  on  the  shower,  that  waver'd  softly  down 
In  glistening  siller  glamour.     Saying  nought, 
Into  his  hand  I  put  the  year's  first  flower, 
And  turn'd  awa'  to  hide  my  face  ;  and  he  .  .  . 
.  .  .  He  smiled  .  .  .  and  at  the  smile,  I  knew  not  why, 
It  swam  upon  us,  in  a  frosty  pain, 
The  end  was  come  at  last,  at  last,  and  Death 


POET  ANDREW  71 

Was  creeping  ben,  his  shadow  on  our  hearts. 
We  gazed  on  Andrew,  call'd  him  by  his  name, 
And  touch'd  him  softly  .  .  .  and  he  lay  awhile, 
His  een  upon  the  snow,  in  a  dark  dream, 
Yet  neither  heard  nor  saw  ;  but  suddenly, 
He  shook  awa'  the  vision  wi'  a  smile, 
Raised  lustrous  een,  still  smiling,  to  the  sky, 
Next  upon  us,  then  dropt  them  to  the  flower 
That  trembled  in  his  hand,  and  murmur'd  low, 
Like  one  that  gladly  murmurs  to  himsel' — 
'  Out  of  the  Snow,  the  Snowdrop — out  of  Death 
Comes  Life;'  then  closed  his  eyes  and  made  a  moan, 
And  never  spake  another  word  again.* 

*  The  speaker  in  this  poem  lived,  as  I  have  painted  him,  and  died 
after  the  poem  was  written.  It  was  from  the  living  intercourse  of 
such  as  he  that  I  first  began  to  awaken  to  the  sense  of  the  Divine 
life  at  work  in  the  common  world  ;  and  therefore,  as  I  painted  him 
in  this  early  sketch,  I  leave  him — adding  only  this  last  word  of 
sympathy  and  reverence.  The  artistic  quality  of  the  sketch  is 
another  matter.  It  was  written  (with  '  Willie  Baird,'  'John,'  and 
others  easily  identified)  in  or  about  my  twentieth  year,  when  I  tried 
with  somewhat  mistaken  conceptions  to  disregard  all  adornment  and 
rely  on  simple  realistic  substance.  Strong  earnestness  in  the 
artists  is  the  sole  justification  of  pictures  so  hard  in  outline  ;  and 
whatever  I  lacked,  I  was  terribly  in  earnest. — R.  B. 


72 


LIZ 

(London) 

The  crimson  light  of  sunset  falls 

Through  the  gray  shadow  of  the  murmuring  rain, 
And  creeping  o'er  the  housetops  crawls 

Through  the  black  smoke  upon  the  broken  pane, 
Steals  to  the  straw  on  which  she  lies, 

And  tints  her  thin  black  hair  and  hollow  cheeks, 
Her  sun-tann'd  neck,  her  glistening  eyes, — 

While  faintly,  sadly,  fitfully  she  speaks. 
But  when  it  is  no  longer  light, 

The  pale  girl  smiles,  with  only  One  to  mark, 
And  dies  upon  the  breast  of  Night, 

Like  trodden  snowdrift  melting  in  the  dark. 

I 
Hey,  rain,  rain,  rain  ! 

It  patters  down  the  glass,  and  on  the  sill, 
And  splashes  in  the  pools  along  the  lane — 

Then  gives  a  kind  of  shiver,  and  is  stil  : 

One  likes  to  hear  it,  though,  when  one  is  ill. 
Rain,  rain  ! 

Hey,  how  it  pours  and  pours  ! 
Rain,  rain,  rain  ! 

A  dismal  day  for  poor  girls  out-o'-doors  ! 


LIZ  73 

II 
Ah,  don't !     That  sort  of  comfort  makes  me  cry, 
And,  Parson,  since  I'm  bad,  I  want  to  die. 
The  roaring  of  the  street, 
The  tramp  of  feet, 
The  sobbing  of  the  rain, 
Bring  nought  but  pain  ; 
And  whether  it  be  light, 
Or  dark  dead  night, 
Wherever  I  may  be,  I  hear  them  plain  ! 
I'm  lost  and  weak,  and  can  no  longer  bear 
To  wander  here  and  there — 

As  useless  as  a  stone — tired  out — and  sick  ! 
So  that  they  put  me  down  to  slumber  quick, 
It  does  not  matter  where. 
No  one  will  miss  me  ;  all  will  hurry  by, 
And  never  cast  a  thought  on  one  so  low  ; 
Fine  gentlemen  miss  ladies  when  they  go, 
But  folk  care  nought  for  such  a  thing  as  I. 

in 
'Tis  bad,  I  know,  to  talk  like  that — too  bad  ! 

Joe,  though  he's  often  hard,  is  strong  and  true — 

And  there's  the  baby,  too  ! — 
But  I'm  so  tired  and  sad. 
I'm  glad  it  was  a  boy,  sir,  very  glad. 


74  LIZ 

A  man  can  fight  along,  can  say  his  say, 

Is  not  look'd  down  upon,  holds  up  his  head, 
And,  at  a  push,  can  always  earn  his  bread  : 
Men  have  the  best  of  it,  in  many  a  way. 
But  ah  !  'tis  hard  indeed  for  girls  to  keep 
Decent  and  honest,  tramping  in  the  town, — 
Their  best  but  bad — made  light  of — beaten  down- 
Wearying  ever,  wearying  for  sleep. 
If  they  grow  hard,  go  wrong,  from  bad  to  badder, 
Why,  Parson,  dear,  they're  happier  being  blind  : 
They  get  no  thanks  for  being  good  and  kind — 
The  better  that  they  are,  they  feel  the  sadder ! 

IV 

Nineteen  !  nineteen  ! 

Only  nineteen,  and  yet  so  old,  so  old  ; — 
I  feel  like  fifty,  Parson — I  have  been 

So  wicked,  I  suppose,  and  life's  so  cold  ! 
Ah,  cruel  are  the  wind,  and  rain,  and  snow, 

And  I've  been  out  for  years  among  them  all : 

I  scarce  remember  being  weak  and  small 
Like  baby  there — it  was  so  long  ago. 
It  does  not  seem  that  I  was  born.     I  woke, 

One  day,  long,  long  ago,  in  a  dark  room, 
And  saw  the  housetops  round  me  in  the  smoke, 

And,  leaning  out,  look'd  down  into  the  gloom, 


LIZ  75 

Saw  deep  black  pits,  blank  walls,  and  broken  panes, 

And  eyes,  behind  the  panes,  that  flash'd  at  me, 
And  heard  an  awful  roaring,  from  the  lanes, 

Of  folk  I  could  not  see  ; 
Then,  while  I  look'd  and  listen'd  in  a  dream, 

I  turn'd  my  eyes  upon  the  housetops  gray, 
And  saw,  between  the  smoky  roofs,  a  gleam 

Of  silver  water,  winding  far  away. 
That  was  the  River.     Cool  and  smooth  and  deep, 

It  glided  to  the  sound  o'  folk  below, 

Dazzling  my  eyes,  till  they  began  to  grow 
Dusty  and  dim  with  sleep. 
Oh,  sleepily  I  stood,  and  gazed,  and  hearken'd  ! 

And  saw  a  strange,  bright  light,  that  slowly  fled, 

Shine  through  the  smoky  mist,  and  stain  it  red, 
And  suddenly  the  water  flash'd, — then  darken'd  ; 
And  for  a  little  time,  though  I  gazed  on, 
The  river  and  the  sleepy  light  were  gone ; 
But  suddenly,  over  the  roofs  there  lightened 

A  pale,  strange  brightness  out  of  heaven  shed, 
And,  with  a  sweep  that  made  me  sick  and  frighten'd, 

The  yellow  Moon  roll'd  up  above  my  head ; — 
And  down  below  me  roar'd  the  noise  o'  trade, 
And  ah  !  I  felt  alive,  and  was  afraid, 

And  cold,  and  hungry,  crying  out  for  bread. 


76  LIZ 

v 
All  that  is  like  a  dream.     It  don't  seem  true  * 

Father  was  gone,  and  mother  left,  you  see, 

To  work  for  little  brother  Ned  and  me  ; 
And  up  among  the  gloomy  roofs  we  grew, — 
Lock'd  in  full  oft,  lest  we  should  wander  out, 

With  nothing  but  a  crust  o'  bread  to  eat, 
While  mother  char'd  for  poor  folk  round  about, 

Or  sold  cheap  odds  and  ends  from  street  to  street. 
Yet,  Parson,  there  were  pleasures  fresh  and  fair, 
To  make  the  time  pass  happily  up  there  : 
A  steamboat  going  past  upon  the  tide, 

A  pigeon  lighting  on  the  roof  close  by, 

The  sparrows  teaching  little  ones  to  fly, 
The  small  white  moving  clouds,  that  we  espied, 

And  thought  were  living,  in  the  bit  of  sky — 

With  sights  like  these  right  glad  were  Ned  and  I ; 
And  then,  we  loved  to  hear  the  soft  rain  calling, 

Pattering,  pattering,  upon  the  tiles, 
And  it  was  fine  to  see  the  still  snow  falling, 

Making  the  housetops  white  for  miles  on  miles, 
And  catch  it  in  our  little  hands  in  play, 
And  laugh  to  feel  it  melt  and  slip  away ! 
But  I  was  six,  and  Ned  was  only  three, 
And  thinner,  weaker,  wearier  than  me  ; 

And  one  cold  day,  in  winter  time,  when  mother 


LIZ  77 

Had  gone  away  into  the  snow,  and  we 

Sat  close  for  warmth  and  cuddled  one  another, 
He  put  his  little  head  upon  my  knee, 
And  went  to  sleep,  and  would  not  stir  a  limb, 

But  look'd  quite  strange  and  old  ; 
And  when  I  shook  him,  kiss'd  him,  spoke  to  him, 

He  smiled,  and  grew  so  cold. 
Then  I  was  frighten'd,  and  cried  out,  and  none 

Could  hear  me  ;  but  I  sat  and  nursed  his  head, 
Watching  the  whiten'd  window,  while  the  Sun 

Peep'd  in  upon  his  face,  and  made  it  red. 
And  I  began  to  sob  j — till  mother  came, 
Knelt  down,  and  scream'd,  and  named  the  good  God's 
name, 
And  told  me  he  was  dead. 
And  when  she  put  his  night-gown  on,  and,  weeping, 

Placed  him  among  the  rags  upon  his  bed, 
I  thought  that  brother  Ned  was  only  sleeping, 

And  took  his  little  hand,  and  felt  no  fear. 

But  when  the  place  grew  gray  and  cold  and  drear, 
And  the  round  Moon  over  the  roofs  came  creeping, 

And  put  a  silver  shade 

All  round  the  chilly  bed  where  he  was  laid, 

I  cried,  and  was  afraid. 


78  LIZ 

VI 

Ah,  yes,  it's  like  a  dream  ;  for  time  pass'd  by, 

And  I  went  out  into  the  smoky  air, 
Fruit-selling,  Parson — trudging,  wet  or  dry — 

Winter  and  summer — weary,  cold,  and  bare. 
And  when  old  mother  laid  her  down  to  die, 
And  parish  buried  her,  I  did  not  cry, 

And  hardly  seem'd  to  care  ; 
I  was  too  hungry,  and  too  dull ;  beside, 

The  roar  o'  streets  had  made  me  dry  as  dust — 
It  took  me  all  my  time,  howe'er  I  tried, 

To  keep  my  limbs  alive  and  earn  a  crust. 
I  had  no  time  for  weeping. 

And  when  I  was  not  out  amid  the  roar, 

Or  standing  frozen  at  the  playhouse  door, 
Why,  I  was  lying  on  my  straw,  and  sleeping. 
Ah,  pence  were  hard  to  gain  ! 
Some  girls  were  pretty,  too,  but  I  was  plain  : 
Fine  ladies  never  stopp'd  and  look'd  and  smiled, 

And  gave  me  money  for  my  face's  sake. 
Thai  made  me  hard  and  angry  when  a  child  j 

But  now  it  thrills  my  heart,  and  makes  it  ache  ! 
The  pretty  ones,  poor  things,  what  could  they  do, 

Fighting  and  starving  in  the  wicked  town, 

But  go  from  bad  to  badder — down,  down,  down,- 
Being  so  poor,  and  yet  so  pretty,  too  ? 


LIZ  79 

Never  could  bear  the  like  of  that — ah,  no  ! 
Better  have  starved  outright  than  gone  so  low  ! 

VII 

But  I've  no  call  to  boast.     I  might  have  been 
As  wicked,  Parson  dear,  in  my  distress, 

But  for  your  friend — you  know  the  one  I  mean  ? — 
The  tall,  pale  lady,  in  the  mourning  dress. 

Though  we  were  cold  at  first,  that  wore  away — 
She  was  so  mild  and  young, 
And  had  so  soft  a  tongue, 

And  eyes  to  sweeten  what  she  loved  to  say. 

She  never  seem'd  to  scorn  me — no,  not  she  ; 

And  (what  was  best)  she  seem'd  as  sad  as  me  ! 

Not  one  of  those  that  make  a  girl  feel  base, 

And  call  her  names,  and  talk  of  her  disgrace, 

And  frighten  one  with  thoughts  of  flaming  hell, 
And  fierce  Lord  God,  with  black  and  angry  brow ; 

But  soft  and  mild,  and  sensible  as  well ; 
And  oh,  I  loved  her,  and  I  love  her  now  ! 

She  did  me  good  for  many  and  many  a  day — 
More  good  than  pence  could  ever  do,  I  swear, 
For  she  was  poor,  with  little  pence  to  spare — 

Learn'd  me  to  read,  and  quit  low  words,  and  pray. 

And,  Parson,  though  I  never  understood 

How  such  a  life  as  mine  was  meant  for  good, 


8o  LIZ 

And  could  not  guess  what  one  so  poor  and  low- 
Would  do  in  that  sweet  place  of  which  she  spoke, 

And  could  not  feel  that  God  would  let  me  go 
Into  so  bright  a  land  with  gentlefolk, 

I  liked  to  hear  her  talk  of  such  a  place, 
And  thought  of  all  the  angels  she  was  best, 

Because  her  soft  voice  soothed  me,  and  her  face 
Made  my  words  gentle,  put  my  heart  at  rest. 

VIII 

Ah,  sir  !  'twas  very  lonesome.     Night  and  day, 

Save  when  the  lady  came,  I  was  alone, — 

Moved  on  and  hunted  through  the  streets  of  stone, 
And  even  in  dreams  afraid  to  rest  or  stay. 
Then,  other  girls  had  lads  to  work  and  strive  for  ; 

I  envied  them,  and  did  not  know  'twas  wrong, 

And  often,  very  often,  used  to  long 
For  some  one  /  could  like  and  keep  alive  for. 
Marry  ?     Not  they  ! 

They  can't  afford  to  be  so  good,  you  know ; 
But  many  of  them,  though  they  step  astray, 

Indeed  don't  mean  to  sin  so  much,  or  go 
Against  what's  decent.     Only — 'tis  their  way. 
And  many  might  do  worse  than  that,  may  be, 

If  they  had  ne'er  a  one  to  fill  a  thought — 
It  sounds  half  wicked,  but  poor  girls  like  me 

Must  sin  a  little,  to  be  good  in  aught. 


LIZ  8 1 


IX. 

So  I  was  glad  when  I  began  to  see 

Joe  Purvis  fancied  me ; 

And  when,  one  night,  he  took  me  to  the  play, 
Over  on  Surrey  side,  and  offer'd  fair 
That  we  should  take  a  little  room  and  share 

Our  earnings,  why,  I  could  not  answer  '  Nay  !  ' 

And  that 's  a  year  ago  ;  and  though  I  'm  bad, 
I  've  been  as  true  to  Joe  as  girl  could  be. 

I  don't  complain  a  bit  of  Joe,  dear  lad, 
Joe  never,  never  meant  but  well  to  me. 

And  we  have  had  as  fair  a  time,  I  think, 

As  one  could  hope,  since  we  are  both  so  low. 

Joe  likes  me — never  gave  me  push  or  blow, 
When  sober  :  only,  he  was  wild  in  drink. 
But  then  we  don't  mind  beating  when  a  man 

Is  angry,  if  he  likes  us  and  keeps  straight, 
Works  for  his  bread,  and  does  the  best  he  can  ; — 

Tis  being  left  and  slighted  that  we  hate. 

x 

And  so  the  baby  's  come,  and  I  shall  die  ! 
And  though  'tis  hard  to  leave  poor  baby  here, 
Where  folk  will  think  him  bad,  and  all 's  so  drear, 

The  great  Lord  God  knows  better  far  than  I. 

II  G 


82  LIZ 

Ah,  don't ! — 'tis  kindly,  but  it  pains  me  so  ! 

You  say  I  'm  wicked,  and  I  want  to  go  ! 

'  God's  kingdom,'  Parson  dear  ?     Ah  nay,  ah  nay  ! 

That  must  be  like  the  country — which  I  fear  : 
I  saw  the  country  once,  one  summer  day, 

And  I  would  rather  die  in  London  here  ! 

XI 

For  I  was  sick  of  hunger,  cold,  and  strife, 

And  took  a  sudden  fancy  in  my  head 

To  try  the  country,  and  to  earn  my  bread 
Out  among  fields,  where  I  had  heard  one's  life 
Was  easier  and  brighter.     So,  that  day, 
I  took  my  basket  up  and  stole  away, 
Just  after  sunrise.     As  I  went  along, 

Trembling  and  loath  to  leave  the  busy  place, 
I  felt  that  I  was  doing  something  wrong, 

And  fear'd  to  look  policemen  in  the  face. 
And  all  was  dim :  the  streets  were  gray  and  wet 

After  a  rainy  night  :  and  all  was  still ; 

I  held  my  shawl  around  me  with  a  chill, 
And  dropt  my  eyes  from  every  face  I  met ; 
Until  the  streets  began  to  fade,  the  road 

Grew  fresh  and  clean  and  wide, 
Fine  houses  where  the  gentlefolk  abode, 

And  gardens  full  of  flowers,  on  every  side. 
That  made  me  walk  the  quicker — on,  on,  on — 


LIZ  S3 

As  if  I  were  asleep  with  half-shut  eyes, 

And  all  at  once  I  saw,  to  my  surprise, 
The  houses  of  the  gentlefolk  were  gone  ; 
And  I  was  standing  still, 
Shading  my  face,  upon  a  high  green  hill, 

And  the  bright  sun  was  blazing, 
And  all  the  blue  above  me  seem'd  to  melt 

To  burning,  flashing  gold,  while  I  was  gazing 
On  the  great  smoky  cloud  where  I  had  dwelt. 

XII 

I  '11  ne'er  forget  that  day.     All  was  so  bright 

And  strange.     Upon  the  grass  around  my  feet 
The  rain  had  hung  a  million  drops  of  light ; 

The  air,  too,  was  so  clear  and  warm  and  sweet, 
It  seem'd  a  sin  to  breathe  it.     All  around 

Were  hills  and  fields  and  trees  that  trembled  through 

A  burning,  blazing  fire  of  gold  and  blue  ; 
And  there  was  not  a  sound, 

Save  a  bird  singing,  singing,  in  the  skies, 
And  the  soft  wind,  that  ran  along  the  ground, 

And  blew  so  sweetly  on  my  lips  and  eyes. 
Then,  with  my  heavy  hand  upon  my  chest, 

Because  the  bright  air  pain'd  me,  trembling,  sighing, 
I  stole  into  a  dewy  field  to  rest ; 

And  oh,  the  green,  green  grass  where  I  was  lying 
G  2 


84  LIZ 

Was  fresh  and  living — and  the  bird  sang  loud, 
Out  of  a  golden  cloud — 

And  I  was  looking  up  at  him,  and  crying  ! 


How  swift  the  hours  slipt  on  ! — and  by  and  by 

The  sun  grew  red,  big  shadows  fill'd  the  sky, 
The  air  grew  damp  with  dew, 
And  the  dark  night  was  coming  down,  I  knew. 

Well,  I  was  more  afraid  than  ever,  then, 

And  felt  that  I  should  die  in  such  a  place, — 
So  back  to  London  town  I.  turn'd  my  face, 

And  crept  into  the  cheerful  streets  again  ; 

And  when  I  breathed  the  smoke  and  heard  the  roar, 
Why,  I  was  better,  for  in  London  here 
My  heart  was  busy,  and  I  felt  no  fear. 

I  never  saw  the  country  any  more. 

And  I  have  stay'd  in  London,  well  or  ill — 
I  would  not  stay  out  yonder  if  I  could, 
For  one  feels  dead,  and  all  looks  pure  and  good — 

I  could  not  bear  a  life  so  bright  and  still. 

All  that  I  want  is  sleep, 

Under  the  flags  and  stones,  so  deep,  so  deep  ! 

God  won't  be  hard  on  one  so  mean,  but  He, 
Perhaps,  will  let  a  tired  girl  slumber  sound 
There  in  the  deep  cold  darkness  under  ground  ; 


LIZ  85 

And  I  shall  waken  up  in  time,  may  be, 
Better  and  stronger,  not  afraid  to  see 

The  burning  Light  that  folds  Him  round  and  round  ! 


XIV 

See  !  there 's  the  sunset  creeping  through  the  pane — 

How  cool  and  moist  it  looks  amid  the  iain  ! 

I  like  to  hear  the  splashing  of  the  drops 

On  the  house-tops, 

And  the  loud  humming  of  the  folk  that  go 

Along  the  streets  below  ! 

I  like  the  smoke  and  roar — I  love  them  yet — 

They  seem  to  still  one's  cares  .  .  . 

There  's  Joe  !     I  hear  his  foot  upon  the  stairs  ! — 
Poor  lad,  he  must  be  wet  ! 
He  will  be  angry,  like  enough,  to  find 

Another  little  life  to  clothe  and  keep. 
But  show  him  baby,  Parson — speak  him  kind — 

And  tell  him  Doctor  thinks  I  'm  going  to  sleep. 
A  hard,  hard  life  is  his  !     He  need  be  strong 
And  rough,  to  earn  his  bread  and  get  along. 
I  think  he  will  be  sorry  when  I  go, 

And  leave  the  little  one  and  him  behind. 

I  hope  he  '11  see  another  to  his  mind, 
To  keep  him  straight  and  tidy.     Poor  old  Joe  ! 


TOM   DUNSTAN;    OR,    THE  PO  LI  II  CI  AN 

'  How  long,  O  Lord,  how  long  ? ' 

I 
Now  poor  Tom  Dunstan's  cold, 

Our  shop  is  duller  ; 
Scarce  a  tale  is  told, 
And  our  talk  has  lost  the  old 

Red-republican  colour  ! 
Though  he  was  sickly  and  thin, 

'Twas  a  sight  to  see  his  face, — 
While,  sick  of  the  country's  sin, 
With  bang  of  the  fist,  and  chin 

Thrust  out,  he  argued  the  case  ! 
He  prophesied  men  should  be  free  ! 

And  the  money-bags  be  bled  ! 
'  She 's  coming,  she  's  coming  ! '  said  he  ; 
'  Courage,  boys  !  wait  and  see  ! 

Freedom 's  ahead  ! ' 


TOM  DUNSTAN;   OR,   THE  POLITICIAN         S7 

11 
All  day  we  sat  in  the  heat, 

Like  spiders  spinning, 
Stitching  full  fine  and  fleet, 
While  old  Moses  on  his  seat 

Sat  greasily  grinning ; 
And  here  Tom  said  his  say, 

And  prophesied  Tyranny's  death  ; 
And  the  tallow  burnt  all  day, 
And  we  stitch'd  and  stitch'd  away 

In  the  thick  smoke  of  our  breath. 
Weary,'  weary  were  we, 

Our  hearts  as  heavy  as  lead ; 
But  '  Patience  !  she's  coming  ! '  said  he ; 
'  Courage,  boys  !  wait  and  see  1 

Freedom 's  ahead  ! ' 


111 

And  at  night,  when  we  took  here 
The  rest  allowed  to  us, 

The  Paper  came,  with  the  beer, 

And  Tom  read,  sharp  and  clear, 
The  news  out  loud  to  us ; 

And  then,  in  his  witty  way, 
He  threw  the  jests  about  : 


88  TOM  DUNSTAN;   OR 

The  cutting  things  he  'd  say 
Of  the  wealthy  and  the  gay  ! 

How  he  tum'd  them  inside  out  ! 
And  it  made  our  breath  more  free 

To  hearken  to  what  he  said — 
1  She 's  coming  !  she  's  coming  '. '  said  he  ; 
'  Courage,  boys  !  wait  and  see  ! 

Freedom 's  ahead  '. ' 


IV 

But  grim  Jack  Hart,  with  a  sneer, 

Would  mutter,  '  Master  ! 
If  Freedom  means  to  appear, 
I  think  she  might  step  here 

A  little  faster  !  ' 
Then,  'twas  fine  to  see  Tom  flame, 

And  argue,  and  prove,  and  preach, 
Till  Jack  was  silent  for  shame, — 
Or  a  fit  of  coughing  came 

0'"  sudden,  to  spoil  Tom's  speech. 
Ah  !  Tom  had  the  eyes  to  see 

When  Tyranny  should  be  sped  : 
'  She 's  coming  !  she 's  coming  ! '  said  he  ; 
1  Courage,  boys  !  wait  and  see  ! 

Freedom  's  ahead  !  ' 


THE  POLITICIAN  89 

V 
But  Tom  was  little  and  weak, 

The  hard  hours  shook  him  ; 
Hollower  grew  his  cheek, 
And  when  he  began  to  speak 

The  coughing  took  him. 
Ere  long  the  cheery  sound 

Of  his  chat  among  us  ceased, 
And  we  made  a  purse,  all  round, 

That  he  might  not  starve,  at  least. 
His  pain  was  sorry  to  see, 

Yet  there,  on  his  poor  sick-bed, 
'  She 's  coming,  in  spite  of  me  ! 
Courage,  and  wait ! '  cried  he  ; 

'  Freedom 's  ahead  ! ' 

VI 

A  little  before  he  died, 

To  see  his  passion  ! 
1  Bring  me  a  Paper  ! '  he  cried, 
And  then  to  study  it  tried, 

In  his  old  sharp  fashion  ; 
And  with  eyeballs  glittering, 

His  look  on  me  he  bent, 
And  said  that  savage  thing 

Of  the  Lords  o'  the  Parliament. 


90  TOM  DUNSTAN;    OR, 

Then,  dying,  smiling  on  me, 

'  What  matter  if  one  be  dead  ? 
She  's  coming  at  last ! '  said  he  ; 
'  Courage,  boy  !  wait  and  see  ! 
Freedom  's  ahead  V 

VII 

Ay,  now  Tom  Dunstan  's  cold, 

The  shop  feels  duller  ; 
Scarce  a  tale  is  told, 
And  our  talk  has  lost  the  old 

Red-republican  colour. 
But  we  see  a  figure  gray, 

And  we  hear  a  voice  of  death, 
And  the  tallow  burns  all  day, 
And  we  stitch  and  stitch  away 

In  the  thick  smoke  of  our  breath ; 
A  y,  while  in  the  dark  sit  we, 

Tom  seems  to  call  from  the  dead— 
'  She 's  coming  !  she  's  coming  ! '  says  he ; 
'  Courage,  boys  !  wait  and  see  ! 

Freedom 's  ahead  ! ' 


How  long,  O  Lord  !  how  long 
Must  thy  Handmaid  linger — 


THE  rOLITICIAX  91 

She  who  shall  right  the  wrong, 
Make  the  poor  sufferer  strong  ? 

Sweet  morrow,  bring  her  ! 
Hasten  her  over  the  sea, 

O  Lord  !  ere  Hope  be  fled  ! 
Bring  her  to  men  and  to  me  !  .  .  . 
O  Slave,  pray  still  on  thy  knee, 
'  Freedom  's  ahead! 


92 


OMURTOGH 

(Ireland,  18 — ) 
'  It  's  a  sight  to  see  a  bold  man  die  !  ' 

To-night  we  drink  but  a  sorrowful  cup  .  . 
Hush  !  silence  !  and  fill  your  glasses  up. 
Christ  be  with  us  !     Hold  out  and  say  : 
'  Here  's  to  the  Boy  that  died  this  day  ! ' 

Wasn't  he  bold  as  the  boldest  here  ? 
Red  coat  or  black  did  he  ever  fear  ? 
With  the  bite  and  the  drop,  too,  ever  free  ? 
He  died  like  a  man.  ...  I  was  there  to  see  ! 

The  gallows  was  black,  our  cheeks  were  white, 
All  underneath  in  the  morning  light ; 
The  bell  ceased  tolling  swift  as  thought, 
And  out  the  murdered  Boy  was  brought. 


OWVRTOGH  93 

There  he  stood  in  the  daylight  dim, 
With  a  Priest  on  either  side  of  him ; 
Each  Priest  look'd  white  as  he  held  his  book, 
But  the  man  between  had  a  brighter  look  ! 

Over  the  faces  below  his  feet 
His  gray  eye  gleam'd  so  keen  and  fleet : 
He  saw  us  looking  ;  he  smiled  his  last  .  .  . 
He  couldn't  wave,  he  was  pinioned  fast. 

This  was  more  than  one  could  bear, 
For  the  wench  who  loved  him  was  with  us  there ; 
She  stood  in  the  rain  with  her  dripping  shawl 
Over  her  head,  for  to  see  it  all. 

But  when  she  met  the  Boy's  last  look, 
Her  lips  went  white,  she  turned  and  shook  ; 
She  didn't  scream,  she  didn't  groan, 
But  down  she  dropt  as  dead  as  stone. 

He  saw  the  stir  in  the  crowd  beneath, 
And  I  saw  him  tremble  and  set  his  teeth ; 
But  the  hangman  came  with  a  knavish  grace 
And  drew  the  nightcap  over  his  face. 


94  CMURTOGH 

Then  I  saw  the  priests,  who  still  stood  near, 
Pray  faster  and  faster  to  hide  their  fear  ; 
They  closed  their  eyes,  I  closed  mine  too, 
And  the  deed  was  over  before  I  knew. 

The  crowd  that  stood  all  round  of  me 
Gave  one  dark  plunge  like  a  troubled  sea ; 
And  I  knew  by  that  the  deed  was  done, 
And  I  opened  my  eyes  and  saw  the  sun. 

The  gallows  was  black,  the  sun  was  white, 
There  he  hung,  half  hid  from  sight ; 
The  sport  was  over,  the  talk  grew  loud, 
And  they  sold  their  wares  to  the  mighty  crowd. 

We  walked  away  with  our  hearts  full  sore, 
And  we  met  a  hawker  before  a  door, 
With  a  string  of  papers  an  arm's-length  long, 
A  dying  speech  and  a  gallows  song. 

It  bade  all  people  of  poor  estate 

Beware  of  O'Murtogh's  evil  fate  ; 

It  told  how  in  old  Ireland's  name 

He  had  done  red  murther  and  come  to  shame. 


OWURTOGH  95 

Never  a  word  was  sung  or  said 
Ot  the  murder'd  mother,  a  ditch  her  bed, 
Who  died  with  her  new-born  babe  that  night, 
While  the  blessed  cabin  was  burning  bright. 

Nought  was  said  of  the  years  of  pain, 
The  starving  stomach,  the  dizzy  brain, 
The  years  of  sorrow  and  want  and  toil, 
And  the  murdering  rent  for  the  bit  of  soil. 

Nothing  was  said  of  the  murther  done 
On  man  and  woman  and  little  one, 
Of  the  bitter  sorrow  and  daily  smart, 
Till  he  put  cold  lead  in  the  factor's  heart. 

But  many  a  word  had  the  speech  beside  : 
How  he  repented  before  he  died ; 
How,  brought  to  sense  by  the  sad  event, 
He  prayed  for  the  Queen  and  the  Parliament ! 

What  did  we  do,  and  mighty  quick, 
But  tickle  that  hawker's  brains  with  a  stick  ; 
And  to  pieces  small  we  tore  his  flam, 
And  left  him  quiet  as  any  lamb  ! 


96  &MURTOGH 

Pass  round  your  glasses  !  now  lift  them  up, 
Powers  above,  'tis  a  bitter  cup  ! 
Christ  be  with  us  !     Hold  out  and  say  : 
'  Here  's  to  the  Boy  that  died  this  day  ! ' 

Here  's  his  health  ! — for  bold  he  died  ; 
Here  's  his  health  ! — and  it 's  drunk  in  pride 
The  finest  sight  beneath  the  sky 
Is  to  see  how  bravely  a  man  can  die. 


97 


THE  BOOKWORM 

With  spectacles  upon  his  nose, 

He  shuffles  up  and  down ; 
Of  antique  fashion  are  his  clothes, 

His  napless  hat  is  brown. 
A  mighty  watch,  of  silver  wrought, 

Keeps  time  in  sun  or  rain 
To  the  dull  ticking  of  the  thought 

Within  his  dusty  brain. 

To  see  him  at  the  bookstall  stand 

And  bargain  for  the  prize, 
With  the  odd  sixpence  in  his  hand 

And  greed  in  his  gray  eyes  ! 
Then,  conquering,  grasp  the  book  half  blind, 

And  take  the  homeward  track, 
For  fear  the  man  should  change  his  mind, 

And  want  the  bargain  back  ! 


9S  THE  BOOKWORM 

The  waves  of  life  about  him  beat, 

He  scarcely  lifts  his  gaze, 
He  hears  within  the  crowded  street 

The  wash  of  ancient  days. 
If  ever  his  short-sighted  eyes 

Look  forward,  he  can  see 
Vistas  of  dusty  Libraries 

Prolonged  eternally. 

But  think  not  as  he  walks  along 

His  brain  is  dead  and  cold ; 
His  soul  is  thinking  in  the  tongue 

Which  Plato  spake  of  old  ; 
And  while  some  grinning  cabman  sees 

His  quaint  shape  with  a  jeer, 
He  smiles, — for  Aristophanes 

Is  joking  in  his  ear. 

Around  him  stretch  Athenian  walks, 

And  strange  shapes  under  trees  ; 
He  pauses  in  a  dream  and  talks 

Great  speech,  with  Socrates. 
Then,  as  the  fancy  fails — still  mesh'd 

In  thoughts  that  go  and  come — 
Feels  in  his  pouch,  and  is  refresh'd 

At  touch  of  some  old  tome. 


THE   BOOKWORM 

The  mighty  world  of  humankind 

Is  as  a  shadow  dim, 
He  walks  thro'  life  like  one  half  blind, 

And  all  looks  dark  to  him  ; 
But  put  his  nose  to  leaves  antique, 

And  hold  before  his  sight 
Some  press'd  and  withered  flowers  of  Greek, 

And  all  is  life  and  light. 

A  blessing  on  his  hair  so  gray, 

And  coat  of  dingy  brown  ! 
May  bargains  bless  him  every  day, 

As  he  goes  up  and  down  ; 
Long  may  the  bookstall-keeper's  face, 

In  dull  times,  smile  again, 
To  see  him  round  with  shuffling  pace 

The  corner  of  the  lane  ! 

A  good  old  Ragpicker  is  he, 

Who,  following  morn  and  eve 
The  quick  feet  of  Humanity, 

Searches  the  dust  they  leave. 
He  pokes  the  dust,  he  sifts  with  care, 

He  searches  close  and  deep  ; 
Proud  to  discover,  here  and  there, 

A  treasure  in  the  heap  ! 
H  2 


99 


EDWARD    CROWHURST. 


Potts,  ill  his  dusty  chamber,  writes, 

A  dilettante  lord  to  please  : 
A  ray  of  country  sunshine  lights 

The  foggy  region  ruled  by  these. 
Flock  kind  advisers,  critics  sage, 

To  damn  the  simple  country  clown, — 
The  mud  of  English  patronage 

Grows  round  his  feet,  and  keeps  him  down. 

'  This  little  mean-faced  duodecimo, 
"  Poems  by  Edward  Crowhurst,  Labourer," 
This  coarsely-printed  little  book  of  rhymes, 
Contains  within  the  goodliest  gift  of  song 
The  gods  have  graced  us  with  for  many  a  day 
A  crystal  clearness,  as  of  running  brooks, 
A  music,  as  of  green  boughs  murmuring, 
A  peeping  of  fresh  thoughts  in  shady  places 
Like  violets  new-blown,  a  gleam  of  dewdrops, 
A  sober,  settled,  greenness  of  repose, — 
And  lying  over  all,  in  level  beams, 


EDWARD   CROWIIURST  101 

Transparent,  sweet,  and  unmistakable, 
The  light  that  never  was  on  sea  or  land. 

'  Let  all  the  greater  and  the  lesser  lights 

Regard  these  lines  upon  a  Wood  in  Spring, 

Or  those  which  follow,  call'd  "  The  Barley- Bird," 

And  then  regard  their  laurels.     Melody 

More  sweet  was  never  blown  through  pastoral  pipe 

In  Britain,  since  the  Scottish  Ramsay  died. 

Nor  let  the  squeamish  dreamers  of  our  time, 

Our  rainbow  bards,  despise  such  song  as  this, 

Wealthy  in  images  the  poor  man  knows, 

And  household  chords  that  make  the  women  weep. 

Simply  yet  subtly,  Edward  Crowhurst  works  : 

Singing  of  lowly  truths  and  homely  things — 

Death  snatching  up  a  cotter's  child  at  play, 

Light  flashing  from  far  worlds  on  dying  eyes 

That  never  saw  beyond  their  native  fields, 

The  pathos  and  the  power  of  common  life  ; 

And  while,  perchance,  his  deeper  vein  runs  on 

Less  heeded,  by  a  random  touch  is  waken'd 

A  scent,  a  flower-tint,  a  wave  of  wings, 

A  sense  of  rustling  boughs  and  running  brooks, 

Touch'd  by  whose  spell  the  soul  is  stirr'd,  and  eyes 

Gaze  on  the  dark  world  round  them,  and  are  dim. 


ED  WARD    CR 0  WHURST 

'  This  Mister  Crowhurst  is  a  poor  young  man, 

Uneducated,  doom'd  to  earn  his  bread 

By  working  daily  at  the  plough  \  and  yet, 

Sometimes  in  midst  of  toil,  sometimes  at  night, 

Whenever  he  could  snatch  a  little  time, 

Hath  written  down  (he  taught  himself  to  write  ! ) 

His  simple  verses.     Is  it  meet,  we  ask, 

A  nature  so  superb  should  languish  thus  ? 

Nay,  he  deserves,  if  ever  man  deserved, 

The  succour  of  the  rich  and  high  in  place, 

The  opportunity  to  labour  less, 

And  use  those  truly  wondrous  gifts  of  his 

In  modest  competence  ;  and  therewithal, 

Kindness,  encouragement,  and  good  advice, 

Such  as  the  cultured  give.     Even  now,  we  hear, 

A  certain  sum  of  money  is  subscribed, 

Enough  to  furnish  well  his  present  needs. 

Among  the  donors,  named  for  honour  here, 

We  note  the  noble  Earl  of  Chremiton, 

Lord  Phidippus,  Lord  Gnathos,  Lady  Dee, 

Sir  Charles  Toroon.     But  more  must  yet  be  done. 

We  dare  to  put  the  case  on  public  grounds, 

Since  he  who  writes  so  nobly  is,  indeed, 

A  public  benefactor, — with  a  claim 

On  all  who  love  to  listen  and  to  look, 

When  the  fresh  Saxon  Muse,  in  homespun  gear, 


EDWARD    CR0WHURS1  ioj 

The  free  breeze  blowing  back  her  loosen'd  hair, 
Wanders  barefooted  through  the  dewy  lanes 
And  sings  aloud,  while  all  the  valleys  ring 
For  pleasure,  and  the  echoes  of  the  hills 
Make  sweet  accord  ! ' 

—  Conservative  Review, 


104 


ED  WARD    CRO  WHURS7 


AFTER   TEN    YEARS 

A  homely  matron,  who  has  once  been  fair, 

In  quiet  suffering  old,  yet  young  in  years  ; 
Soft  threads  of  silver  in  her  auburn  hair, 

And  lines  around  the  eyes  that  tell  of  tears  ; 
But  on  her  face  there  trembles  peaceful  light, 
That  seems  a  smile,  and  yet  is  far  less  bright, — 
To  tell  of  watchings  in  the  shade  and  sun, 
And  melancholy  duty  sweetly  done. 

What,  take  away  my  Teddy  ?  shut  him  up 

Between  stone  walls,  as  if  he  were  a  thief  ? 

You  freeze  my  blood  to  talk  of  such  a  thing  ! 

Why,  these  green  fields  where  my  old  man  was  born, 

The  river,  and  the  woodland,  and  the  lanes, 

Are  all  that  keep  him  living :  he  was  ever 

O'er  fond  of  things  like  those  ;  and  now,  you  see, 

Is  fonder  of  them  than  he  was  before, 

Because  he  thinks  so  little  else  is  left. 


EDWARD   CROWHURST  105 

Mad  ?     He  's  a  baby  !     Would  not  hurt  a  fly  ! 

Can  manage  him  as  easy  as  our  girl  ! 

And  though  he  was  a  poet  and  went  wrong, 

He  could  not  help  his  failings.     Ah,  True  Heart, 

I  love  him  all  the  deeper  and  the  dearer  ! 

I  would  not  lose  him  for  the  whole  wide  world  ! 

Tt  came  through  working  lonely  in  the  fields, 
And  growing  shy  of  cheerful  company, 
And  worrying  his  wits  with  idle  things 
He  saw  and  heard  when  quiet  out  o'  doors. 
For  long  ere  we  were  wedded,  all  the  place 
Knew  Teddy's  ways  :  how  mad  he  was  for  flowers 
And  singing- birds  ;  how  often  at  the  plough 
He  used  to  idle,  holding  up  his  head 
And  looking  at  the  clouds  ;  what  curious  stuff 
He  used  to  say  about  the  ways  of  things  ; 
I  low  week-days  he  was  never  company, 
Nor  tidy  on  a  Sunday.     Even  then 
Folk  call'd  him  stupid  :  so  did  I  myself, 
At  first,  before  his  sheepishness  wore  off; 
And  then,  why  I  was  frighten'd  for  a  time 
To  find  how  wondrous  brightly  he  could  look 
And  talk,  when  with  a  girl,  and  no  one  by. 
Right  soon  he  stole  this  heart  of  mine  away, 
So  cunningly  I  scarcely  guess'd  'twas  gone, 


106  EDWARD   CROWHURST 

But  found  my  tongue  at  work  before  I  knew. 
Sounding  his  praises.     Mother  shook  her  head ; 
But  soon  it  was  the  common  country  talk 
That  he  and  I  were  courting. 

After  that 
Some  of  his  sayings  and  his  doings  still 
Seem'd  foolish,  but  I  used  to  laugh  and  say, 
'  Wait  till  we  many  !     I  shall  make  him  change  !  ' 
And  it  was  pleasant  walking  after  dark, 
In  summer,  wandering  up  and  down  the  lanes, 
And  heark'ning  to  his  talk  ;  and  pleasant,  too, 
In  winter,  to  sit  cuddling  by  the  fire, 
And  whispering  to  the  quiet  firelight  sound 
And  the  slow  ticking  of  the  clock.     Ere  long, 
I  grew  to  care  for  many  things  he  loved. 
He  knew  the  names  of  trees,  and  birds,  and  flowers, 
Their  races  and  their  seasons  ;  named  the  stars, 
Their  comings  and  their  goings  ;  and  could  tell 
Strange  truths  about  the  manners  of  the  clouds. 
Set  him  before  a  hedgerow  in  a  lane, 
And  he  was  happy  all  alone  for  hours. 
The  woods  and  fields  were  full  of  joy  to  him, 
And  wonders,  and  fine  meanings  ever  new. 
How,  at  the  bottom  of  the  wayside  well, 
The  foul  toad  lies  and  purifies  the  drink  ; 


EDWARD   CROWHURST  107 

I  [ow  twice  a  year  red  robin  sings  a  song, 

( )nce  when  the  orchis  blows  its  bells  in  spring, 

<  tace  when  the  gold  is  on  the  slanted  sheaves ; 

How  late  at  night  the  common  nightingale 

Comes  in  the  season  of  the  barley-sowing, 

Silently  builds  her  nest  among  the  boughs, 

And  then  sings  out  just  as  the  roses  blow, 

And  it  is  sweet  and  pleasant  in  the  moon. 

Why,  half  his  courtship  lay  in  talk  like  that, 

And,  oh  !  the  way  he  talk'd  fill'd  high  my  heart 

With  pleasure  ;  but,  o'  quiet  winter  nights, 

With  wild  bright  eyes  and  voice  that  broke  for  joy, 

He  often  read  aloud  from  books  of  songs  ; 

One  I  remember,  that  I  liked  the  best, 

A  book  of  pictures  and  of  love-tales,  call'd 

'  The  Seasons.'     I  was  young,  and  did  not  think  : 

I  only  felt  'twas  fine.     Yet  now  and  then 

I  noticed  more,  and  took  a  sober  fit, 

And  tried  to  make  him  tidy  in  his  clothes, 

And  could  not,  though  I  tried;  and  used  to  sigh 

When  mother  mutter'd  hints,  as  mothers  will, 

That  he  should  work  more  hard  and  look  ahead, 

And  save  to  furnish  out  a  house  for  me.  .  .  . 

For  Teddy  smiled,  poor  lad,  and  work'd  more  hard, 

But  save  .  .  .  not  he  !     Instead  of  laying  by, 

Making  a  nest  to  rear  the  young  ones  in. 


108  EDWARD   CR01VHURS7 

He  spent  his  hard-won  cash  in  buying  books, — 

Much  dusty  lumber,  torn  and  black  and  old, 

Long  sheets  of  ballads,  bundles  of  old  rhyme, — 

And  read  them,  one  by  one,  at  home  o'  nights, 

Or  out  aloud  to  me,  or  at  the  plough. 

I  chid  at  first,  but  quickly  held  my  tongue, 

Because  he  look'd  so  grieved ;  and  once  he  said, 

With  broken  voice  and  dew-light  in  his  eyes, 

'  Lass,  I  'm  a  puzzle  to  myself  and  you, 

But  take  away  the  books,  and  I  should  die  ! ' 

His  back  went  bare  for  books,  his  stomach  starved 

To  buy  them, — nay,  he  pawn'd  his  jacket  once, 

To  get  a  dreary  string  of  solemn  stuff 

All  about  Eve  and  Adam.     More  and  more 

He  slacken'd  at  his  toil ;  and  soon  the  lad, 

Who  turn'd  the  cleanest  furrow,  when  he  pleased, 

Of  all  the  ploughmen,  let  his  work  go  spoil, 

And  fairly  led  an  idle,  thriftless  life 

In  the  green  woods  and  on  the  river  side. 

And  then  I  found  that  he  himself  made  verse 
In  secret, — verse  about  the  birds  and  flowers. 
Songs  about  lovers,  rhymes  about  the  stars, 
Tales  of  queer  doings  in  the  village  here, — 
All  writ  on  scraps  of  paper  out-o'-doors, 
And  hidden  in  an  old  tin  coffee-;  ot 


EDWARD   CROWHURST  109 

Where  he  had  kept  his  cash.     The  first  I  heard 

Was  just  a  song  all  about  him  and  me, 

And  cuddling  in  the  kitchen  while  'twas  snowing ; 

He  read  it  to  me,  blushing  like  a  girl, 

And  I  was  pleased,  and  laugh'd,  and  thought  it  fine, 

And  wonder'd  where  he  learned  to  make  the  words 

Jingle  so  sweetly.     Then  he  read  me  more, 

Some  that  I  liked,  some  that  I  fancied  poor  ; 

And,  last  of  all,  one  morn  in  harvest-time, 

When  all  the  men  were  working  in  the  fields, 

And  he  was  nearly  ragged,  out  it  came — 

'  They  're  reaping  corn,  and  corn  brings  gold,  my  lass, 

But  I  will  reap  gold  too,  and  fame  beside, — 

I'm  going  to  print  a  Book  ! ' 

I  thought  him  mad  ! 
The  words  seem'd  dreadful — such  a  fool  was  I  ; 
And  I  was  puzzled  more  when  he  explain'd  : 
That  he  had  sent  some  verses  by  the  post 
To  a  rich  man  who  lived  by  selling  songs 
Yonder  in  London  city ;  that  for  months 
No  answer  came,  and  Teddy  strain'd  his  eyes 
Into  the  clouds  for  comfort ;  that  at  last 
There  came  a  letter  full  of  wondrous  praise 
From  the  great  man  in  London,  offering 
Poor  Teddy,  if  he  sent  him  verse  enough 


to  EDWARD    CROWHURST 

To  make  a  pretty  little  printed  book, 

To  value  it  in  money.     Till  I  die, 

I  11  ne'er  forget  the  light  on  Teddy's  face — 

The  light,  the  glory,  and  the  wonder  there  : 

He  laugh'd,  and  read  the  letter  out  aloud, 

He  leapt,  and  laugh'd,  and  kiss'd  me  o'er  and  o'er, 

And  then  he  read  the  letter  o'er  again, 

And  then  turn'd  pale,  and  sank  into  a  chair, 

And  hid  his  bright  face  in  his  hands,  and  cried. 

Bewilder'd  though  I  was,  my  heart  was  glad 
To  see  his  happy  looks,  and  pleased  beside 
That  fine  folk  call'd  him  clever.     I  said  nought 
To  mother — for  I  knew  her  ways  too  well — 
But  waited.     Soon  came  other  wondrous  news  : 
The  scraps  of  verse  had  ail  been  copied  out 
On  fine  white  sheets,  written  in  Teddy's  hand, 
Big,  round,  and  clear,  like  print  ;  and  word  had  come 
That  they  were  read  and  praised  by  other  fulk, 
Friends  of  the  man  in  London.     Last  of  all, 
One  night,  when  I  was  ironing  the  clothes, 
And  mother,  knitting,  sat  beside  the  fire, 
In  Teddy  came — as  bright  and  fresh  and  gay 
As  a  cock  starling  hopping  from  the  nest 
On  May-day  ;  and  with  laughing  eyes  he  cried, 
1  Well,  mother,  when  are  Bess  and  I  to  wed  ? ' 


EDWARD   CR01VI1URST  \\\ 

1  Wed  ? '  mother  snapt,  as  sour  as  buttermilk, 
•  Wed  ?  when  the  birds  swim,  and  the  fishes  fly, 
And  the  green  trees  grow  bread  and  cheese  and  butter 
For  lazy  loons  that  lie  beneath  and  yawn  ! ' 
Then  Teddy  laugh'd  aloud,  and  when  I  frown'd 
And  shook  my  head  to  warn  him,  laugh'd  the  more  ; 
And,  drawing  out  his  leathern  ploughman's  pouch, 
1  See,  mother,  see  ! '  he  cried, — and  in  her  lap 
Pour'd  thirty  golden  guineas  ! 

At  the  first, 
I  scream'd,  and  mother  look'd  afraid  to  touch 
The  glittering  gold, — and  plain  enough  she  said 
The  gold,  she  guess'd,  was  scarcely  honest  gain  ; 
Then  Teddy  told  her  all  about  his  book, 
And  how  those  golden  guineas  were  the  price 
The  great  rich  man  in  London  put  upon  't. 
She  shook  her  head  the  more  ;  and  when  he  read 
The  great  man's  letter,  with  its  words  of  praise, 
Look'd  puzzled  most  of  all ;  and  in  a  dream, 
Feeling  the  gold  with  her  thin  hand,  she  sat, 
While  Teddy,  proud  dew  sparkling  in  his  eyes, 
Show'd  me  in  print  the  little  song  he  made 
Of  cuddling  in  the  kitchen  while  'twas  snowing, — 
'  And,  Bess,'  he  cried,  '  the  gold  will  stock  a  house, 
But  little  'tis  I  care  about  the  gold  : 
This  bit  of  printed  verse  is  sweeter  far 


2  EDWARD   CR0WHURS1 

Than  all  the  shining  wealth  of  all  the  world  ! ' 

And  lifted  up  the  paper  to  Ins  mouth 

And  kiss'd  the  print,  then  held  it  out  at  length 

To  look  upon  't  with  sparkling,  happy  eyes, 

And  folded  it  and  put  it  in  his  pouch, 

As  tenderly  and  carefully,  I  swear, 

As  if  it  were  a  note  upon  a  bank 

For  wealth  untold.     'Why  linger  o'er  the  tale  ? — 

Though  now  my  poor  old  man  is  weak  and  ill, 

Sweet  is  the  telling  of  his  happy  time. 

The  money  stock'd  a  house,  and  in  a  month 

We  two  were  man  and  wife. 

Teddy  was  proud 
And  happy, — busy  finishing  the  book 
That  was  his  heart's  delight ;  and  as  for  me, 
My  thoughts  were  merry  as  a  running  brook, 
For  Teddy  seem'd  a  wise  man  after  all ; 
And  it  was  spring-time,  and  our  little  home 
Was  hung  with  white  clematis,  porch  and  wall, 
And  wall-flower,  candituft,  and  London  pride, 
All  shining  round  a  lilac  bush  in  bloom, 
Sweeten'd  the  little  square  of  garden  ground  ; 
And  cozy  as  a  finch's  mossy  nest 
Was  all  within  :  the  little  sleeping-room 
And  red-tiled  kitchen ;  and,  made  snug  and  fine 


EDWARD   CROWHURST  113 

By  chairs  and  tables  cut  of  bran-new  deal, 
The  little  parlour, — on  the  mantelpiece 
Field-flowers  and  ferns  and  bird's-egg  necklaces, 
Two  pretty  pictures  pasted  on  the  walls, 
(The  portraits  of  one  Milton  and  one  Burns,) 
And,  in  the  corner  Teddy  loved  the  best, 
Three  shelves  to  keep  the  old,  black,  thumb-mark'd 
books. 

And  if  my  heart  had  fever,  lest  the  life 
Begun  so  well  was  over-bright  to  last, 
Teddy  could  cheer  me  ;  for  he  placed  his  arm 
Around  me,  looking  serious  in  his  joy, 
When  we  were  wed  three  days  ;  and  '  Bess,'  he  said, 

I  The  Lord  above  is  very  kind  to  me ; 

For  He  has  given  me  this  sweet  place  and  you, 

Adding  the  bliss  of  seeing  soon  in  print 

The  verse  I  love  so  much.'     Then,  kissing  me, 

I I  have  been  thinking  of  it  all,'  he  said, 
'  Holpen  a  bit  by  lives  of  other  folk, 

Which  I  have  read.     Now,  many  men  like  me 
Grow  light  o'  head  and  let  their  labour  go ; 
But  men  can't  live  by  writing  verses,  Bess.' 

I  Nay,  nay,'  cried  I,  '  'twere  pity  if  they  could, 
For  every  man  would  try  the  easier  task, 

And  who  would  reap  the  fields  or  grind  the  corn  ? 

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U4  EDWARD   CR0WHURS7 

And  Teddy  smiling,  said,  '  'Tis  so  !  'tis  so  ! 
Pride  shall  not  puff  my  wits,  but  all  the  day 
I  will  toil  happily  in  the  fields  I  love ; 
And  in  the  pleasant  evenings  'twill  be  fine 
To  wander  forth  and  see  the  world  with  you, 
Or  read  out  poems  in  the  parlour  here, 
Or  take  a  pen  and  write,  for  ease  o'  heart, 
Not  praise,  not  money.'     I  was  glad  tenfold, — 
Put  all  my  fears  aside,  and  trusted  him, — 
And  well  he  kept  his  word. 

Yet  ill  at  ease, 
Restless  and  eager,  Teddy  waited  on, 
Until  the  night  a  monster  parcel  came 
From  London  :  twelve  brown  volumes,  all  the  same, 
Wide-printed,  thin,  and  on  the  foremost  page, 
'  Poems  by  Edward  Crowhurst,  Labourer.' 
The  happiest  hour  my  Teddy  ever  knew  1 
He  turn'd  the  volumes  o'er,  examined  each, 
Counted  the  sheets,  counted  the  printed  leaves, 
Stared  at  his  name  in  print,  held  out  the  page 
At  arm's  length,  feasting  with  his  mouth  and  eyes. 
I  wonder'd  at  his  joy,  yet,  spite  o'  me, 
I  shared  it.     'Tvvas  so  catching.     The  old  tale  ! 
A  little  thing  could  make  my  Teddy's  heart 
Gay  as  a  bunch  of  roses,  while  a  great 


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Went  by  unheeded  like  a  cannon-ball. 

The  glowworm  is  a  little  common  grub, 

Vet  what  a  pretty  gleam  it  often  sheds ; 

And  that  same  poor,  small,  common-looking  book, 

Set  on  our  table,  kept  around  its  leaves 

A  light  like  sunshine. 

When  his  joy  grew  cool, 
Teddy  took  up  a  book  to  read  it  through  ; 
And  first  he  show'd  me,  next  the  foremost  page, 
A  bit  of  writing  called  the  '  Author's  Life,' 
Made  up  of  simple  things  my  man  had  told — 
How  he  was  but  a  lowly  labourer, 
And  how  the  green  fields  work'd  upon  his  heart 
To  write  about  the  pretty  things  he  saw — 
All  put  together  by  a  clever  man 
In  London.     For  a  time  he  sat  and  read 
In  silence,  looking  happy  with  his  eye 
But  suddenly  he  started  up  and  groan'd, 
Looking  as  black  as  bog-mud,  while  he  flung 
The  book  upon  the  table  ;  and  I  gript 
His  arm,  and  ask'd  what  ail'd  him.     '  Bess,'  he  said, 
'  The  joy  o'  this  has  all  gone  sudden  sour, 
All  through  the  cruel  meddling  of  a  fool : 
The  story  of  my  life  is  true  enough, 
Despite  the  fine-flown  things  the  teller  sticks 


n6  EDWARD    CROWHURST 

Around  it — peacock's  feathers  stuck  around 

The  nest  of  some  plain  song-bird  ;  but  the  end 

Is  like  the  garlic-flower, — looks  fine  at  first, 

But  stinks  on  peeping  nearer.     Bess,  my  lass, 

I  never  begg'd  a  penny  in  my  life, 

I  sought  the  help  of  no  man,  but  could  work. 

What  then  ?  what  then  ?     O  Bess,  'tis  hard,  'tis  hard 

They  make  me  go  a-begging,  book  in  hand, 

As  if  I  were  a  gipsy  of  the  lanes 

Whistling  for  coppers  at  an  alehouse  door  ! ' 

I,  too,  was  hurt,  but  tried  to  comfort  him  ; 
'Twas  kindly  meant,  at  least,  I  thought  and  said  ; 
But  Teddy  clench'd  his  teeth,  and  sat  him  down, 
And  wrote,  not  rudely,  but  as  if  in  grief, 
To  him  in  London.     Till  the  answer  came, 
The  printed  poems  cheer'd  him,  though  the  book 
Had  lost  a  scent  that  ne'er  would  come  again ; 
And  when  the  answer  came,  'twas  like  the  words 
A  mother  murmurs  to  a  silly  child — 
A  smiling,  pitying,  quiet  kind  of  tone, 
That  made  him  angrier  than  violent  speech  ; 
And  at  the  end  a  melancholy  hint 
About  ingratitude.     Teddy  must  trust 
In  those  who  had  his  fortune  most  at  heart, 
Nor  rashly  turn  his  friends  to  enemies, 


EDWARD   CROWHURST  in 

Nor  meddle  with  the  kindly  schemes  of  those 
Who  knew  the  great  world  better  far  than  he. 
Oh,  Teddy's  eyes  were  dim  with  bitter  dew  ! 
'  Begging  is  begging,  and  I  never  begg'd  ! 
Shame  on  me  if  I  ever  take  their  gold  !  ' 
I  coax'd  him  to  be  silent  ;  and  though  soon 
The  bitter  mood  wore  off,  his  gladness  lost 
The  look  of  happy  pride  it  wore  of  old. 

Twas  happy,  happy,  in  the  little  home, 
And  summer  round  about  on  wood  and  field, 
And  summer  on  the  bit  of  garden  ground. 
But  soon  came  news,  like  whiffs  of  colour'd  smoke, 
Blown  to  us  thickly  on  the  idle  wind, 
And  smelling  of  the  city.     For  the  land 
Was  crying  Teddy's  praises  !     Every  morn 
Came  papers  full  of  things  about  the  Book, 
And  letters  full  of  cheer  from  distant  folk  ; 
And  Teddy  toil'd  away,  and  tried  his  best 
To  keep  his  glad  heart  humble.     Then,  one  day, 
A  smirking  gentleman,  with  inky  thumbs, 
Call'd,  chatted,  pried  with  little  fox's  eyes 
This  way  and  that,  and  when  he  went  away 
He  wrote  a  heap  of  lying  scribble,  styled 
'  A  Summer  Morning  with  the  Labourer  Bard  ! ' 
Then  others  came  :  some,  mild  young  gentlemen, 


n8  EDWARD    CROWHURST 

Who  chirp'd,  and  blush'd,  and  simper'd,  and  were  gone  ; 

Some,  sallow  ladies  wearing  spectacles, 

And  pale  young  misses,  rolling  languid  eyes, 

And  pecking  at  the  words  my  Teddy  spake 

Like  sparrows  picking  seed  ;  and,  once  or  twice, 

Fine  merry  gentlemen  who  talk'd  no  stuff, 

But  chatted  sensibly  of  common  things, 

And  made  us  feel  at  home.     Ay,  not  a  day 

But  Teddy  must  be  sent  for,  from  the  fields, 

To  meet  with  fine-clad  strangers  from  afar. 

The  village  folk  began  to  open  eyes 

And  wonder,  but  were  only  more  afraid 

Of  Teddy,  gave  him  hard  suspicious  looks, 

And  shunn'd  him  out-o'-doors.     Yet  how  they  throng'd, 

Buzzing  like  humble  bees  at  swarming  time, 

That  morn  the  oil'd  and  scented  gentleman 

(For  such  we  thought  him)  brought  a  little  not  j 

From  Lord  Fitztalbot  of  Fitztalbot  Tower, 

Yonder  across  the  moorland.     'Twas  a  line 

Bidding  my  Teddy  to  the  Tower,  and  he 

Who  brought  it  was  the  footman  of  my  lord. 

Well,  Teddy  went,  was  many  hours  away, 

And  then  return'd  with  cat's-claws  round  his  lips. 

'  See  ! '  Teddy  cried,  and  flung  a  little  purse 

Of  money  in  my  lap  ;  and  I,  amazed, 

Counted  ten  golden  guineas  in  my  palm, 


EDWARD  CROWIIURST  119 

Then  gazed  at  Teddy,  saw  how  pale  he  was, 

And  ask'd  what  ail'd  him.     '  'Tis  the  money,  lass,' 

He  answer'd,  groaning  deep.     '  He  talk'd,  and  seem'd 

Right  kindly  ;  ask'd  about  my  home,  and  you ; 

Spoke  of  the  poems,  smiled,  and  bow'd  farewell ; 

And,  dropping  that  same  money  in  my  hat, 

Bade  me  go  dine  below.     I  burn'd  like  fire, 

Felt  choking,  yet  was  fearful  to  offend, 

And  took  the  money,  as  I  might  have  took 

A  blazing  cinder,  bow'd,  and  came  away. 

O  Lord  !  O  Lord  !  this  comes  of  yonder  loon, 

Who  sent  the  book  a-begging  ! '     Then  he  talk'd — 

How  fiercely  and  how  wildly,  clenching  hands  : 

'  Was  not  a  poet  better  than  a  lord  ? 

Why  should  the  cruel  people  use  him  so  ? 

Why  would  the  world  not  leave  his  home  in  peace  ? ' 

And  last,  he  vow^d  to  send  the  money  back. 

But  I,  though  shamed  and  troubled,  thought  him  wrong, 

And  vow^d  my  lord  was  kind,  and  meant  us  well, 

And  won  him  o'er  at  last  to  keep  the  purse. 

And  ah  !  we  found  it  useful  very  soon, 

When  I  lay  in,  and  had  a  dreadful  time, 

And  brought  our  girl.     Then  Teddy  put  aside 

All  grief  and  anger  ;  thought  of  us  alone  ; 

Forgot,  or  nearly,  all  the  praise  and  blame 

Of  loveless  strangers  ;  and  was  proud  and  glad, 

Making  fond  rhymes  about  the  babe  and  me. 


:o  EDWARD    CROWHURST 

Ah  !  had  the  folk  but  let  my  man  alone, 
All  would  be  happy  now.     He  loved  his  work, 
Because  it  kept  him  in  the  fields  ;  he  loved 
The  babe  and  me  ;  and  all  he  needed  more, 
To  keep  his  heart  content,  was  pen  and  ink, 
And  now  and  then  a  book.     And  as  for  praise, 
He  needed  it  no  more  than  singing  birds ; 
And  as  for  money,  why,  he  wanted  none ; 
And  as  for  prying  strangers  in  the  house, 
They  brought  a  clumsy  painful  sense  of  pride 
That  made  him  restless.     He  was  ever  shy 
Of  company — he  loved  to  dream  alone — 
And  the  poor  life  that  he  had  known  so  long 
Was  just  the  kind  of  life  he  suited  best. 
He  look'd  a  fine  straight  man  in  homespun  gear, 
But  ne'er  seem'd  easy  in  his  Sunday  coat. 


What  should  his  fine  friends  do  at  last,  but  write, 
Bidding  my  man  to  London, — there  to  meet 
A  flock  o'  gentlefolk,  who  spent  their  days 
In  making  books  ! — Though  here  we  dwell  so  near, 
That  northward,  far  away,  you  see  the  sky 
Black  with  the  smoky  breathing  of  the  city, 
We  ne'er  had  wander'd  far  away  from  home, 
Save  once  or  twice,  five  miles  to  westward  yonder, 
To  Kersey  Fair.     Well,  Teddy  fix'd  to  go  ; 


EDWARD  CROWITURST  121 

And  seeing  him  full  bent,  I  held  my  tongue. 

And  off  he  set,  one  day,  in  Sunday  black, 

A  hazel  staff"  over  his  shoulder  flung, 

His  bundle  swinging, — and  was  sped  by  train 

To  London  town.     Two  weeks  he  stay'd  away ; 

And,  when  he  came  from  London,  he  was  changed. 

His  eyes  look'd  wild,  his  cheek  was  pale,  his  step 

Unsteady  ;  when  he  entered,  I  could  smell 

Drink  in  his  breath.     Full  pain'd,  and  sick  at  heart, 

I  question'd  him  ;  but  he  was  petulant, 

And  snapt  me  short ;  and  when  I  brought  the  child, 

He  push'd  her  from  him.     Next  day,  when  he  rose, 

His  face  was  pallid  ;  but  his  kindly  smile 

Came  back  upon  it.     Ere  the  day  was  out, 

He  told  me  of  his  doings,  of  the  men 

And  places  he  had  seen,  and  when,  and  how. 

He  had  been  dull  in  dwellings  of  the  rich, 

Had  felt  ashamed  in  great  grand  drawing-rooms, 

And  angry  that  the  kindly  people  smiled 

As  if  in  pity  ;  and  the  time,  he  said, 

Would  have  gone  drearily,  had  he  lack'd  the  cheer 

He  chanced  to  find  among  some  jovial  folk 

Who  lived  by  making  books.     Full  plain  I  saw 

That  something  had  gone  wrong.    His  ways  were  strange, 

He  did  not  seem  contented  in  his  home, 

He  scarcely  glinted  at  the  poor  old  books 


!2  EDWARD   CROWHURST 

He  loved  so  dearly.     In  a  little  time, 
Teddy  grew  more  himself,  at  home,  a-field, 
And  though,  from  that  day  forward,  he  began 
To  take  a  glass  and  smoke  a  pipe  at  night, 
I  scarcely  noticed.     Thus  the  year  wore  on  ; 
And  still  the  papers  praised  him  far  away, 
And  still  the  letters  came  from  distant  folk. 

And  Teddy  had  made  friends  :  folk  who  could  talk 
About  the  things  he  loved,  and  flatter  him, 
Ay,  laugh  aloud  to  see  him  drink  his  glass, 
And  clap  his  back,  and  shake  him  by  the  hand, 
How  wild  soe'er  he  talk'd.     For  by  degrees 
His  tongue  grew  freer,  he  was  more  at  ease 
With  strangers.     Oft  he  spent  the  evening  hours 
With  merry-makers  in  the  public-house, 
And  totter'd  home  with  staring,  dazzled  eyes. 
The  country  people  liked  him  better  now, 
And  loved  to  coax  him  out  to  drink  at  night, 
And,  gaping,  heark'd  to  the  strange  things  he  said. 
Ah,  then  my  fear  grew  heavy,  though  his  heart 
Was  kindly  still,  his  head  still  clear  and  wise, 
And  he  went  wastering  only  now  and  then. 

But  soon  his  ways  grew  better,  for  his  time 
Was  spent  in  finishing  another  book. 


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Yet  then  I  found  him  changed  in  other  things  ; 
For  once  or  twice  when  money  as  before 
Was  sent  or  given  him,  he  only  laugh'd, 
And  took  it,  not  in  anger.     And,  be  sure, 
Money  grew  needful  in  the  little  home — 
Another  babe  was  coming.     Babe  and  book 
Were  born  together,  but  the  first  was  born 
Quiet  and  breathless.     'T would  be  idle  talk 
To  speak  about  the  book.     What  came  of  that, 
Was  much  the  same  as  what  had  come  before  : 
The  papers  praised  it  over  all  the  land, 
But  just  a  shade  more  coolly ;  strange  folk  wrote, 
But  not  so  oft.     Yet  Teddy  was  in  glee, 
For  this  time  fifty  golden  guineas  came 
From  the  rich  man  in  London. 

Once  again, 
They  coax'd  him  up  to  London  ;  once  again, 
Home  came  he  changed, — with  wilder  words  of  wit, 
And  sharper  sayings,  on  his  tongue.     He  toil'd 
Even  less  than  ever  :  nay,  his  idle  friends, 
Who  loved  to  drain  the  bottle  at  his  side, 
Took  up  his  time  full  sorely.     We  began 
To  want  and  pinch  :  more  money  was  subscribed, 
And  taken  : — till  at  last  my  man  grew  sick 
Of  working  in  the  open  fields  at  all. 


i24  EDWARD  CROWHURST 

And  just  as  work  grew  hardest  to  his  mind, 
The  Lord  Fitztalbot  pass'd  him  on  the  road, 
And  tum'd  his  head  away.     A  change  had  come, 
As  dreadful  as  the  change  within  himself. 
The  papers  wrote  the  praise  of  newer  men, 
The  strange  folk  sent  him  letters  scarce  at  all ; 
And  when  he  spake  about  another  book, 
The  man  in  London  wrote  a  hasty  '  No  ! ' 
And  said  the  work  had  little  chance  to  sell. 
Those  words  were  like  a  sunstroke.     Wild  and  scared, 
My  Teddy  stared  at  '  London  ' — all  his  dreams 
Came  back  upon  him — and  with  bitter  tongue 
He  mock'd  and  threaten'd.     'Twas  of  no  avail ! 
His  fine-day  friends  like  swallows  wing'd  away, 
The  summer  being  o'er  ;  the  country  folk 
Began  to  knit  their  foreheads  as  of  old, 
Save  one  or  two  renown'd  as  ne'er-do-wells ; 
And,  made  with  pride,  bitten  with  shame  and  fear, 
Teddy  drank  deeper  at  the  public-house. 


Teddy  to  blame  ?     Teddy  to  blame  ?     Ah,  nay  ! 
The  blame  be  theirs  who  broke  his  simple  pride 
With  money,  beggar'd  him  against  his  will, 
The  blame  be  theirs  who  flatter'd  him  from  home, 
And  led  him  out  to  make  his  humble  ways 


EDWARD   CROWIIURST  125 

An  idle  show.     The  blame  be  theirs  who  smiled 
Whene'er  he  play'd  a  wrong  and  foolish  part, 
Because  he  had  skill  to  write  a  bit  of  verse. 
The  blame  be  theirs  who  spoil'd  him  like  a  child, 
And,  when  the  newness  of  his  face  was  gone, 
Turn'd  from  him  scornfully  and  smiled  elsewhere. 
Teddy  to  blame  ! — a  silly,  ignorant  man, 
Not  learn'd,  not  wise,  not  cunning  in  the  world  ! 

But  hearken  how  I  changed  him  yet  once  more, 
One  day  when  he  was  sick  and  ill  with  pain. 
I  spake  of  all  our  early  courting  days, 
Full  low  and  tender,  of  the  happy  time 
When  I  brought  forth  our  girl,  and  of  the  words 
He  spake  when  we  were  happy ;  last  of  all, 
'  Teddy,'  I  said,  '  let  people  be  unkind, 
The  whole  world  hard,  you  cannot  heal  your  pain 
Wastering,  idling  :  think  of  merrier  days, 
Of  me,  and  of  our  girl,  and  drink  no  more.' 
He  gazed  at  me  full  long,  his  bosom  rose 
And  flutter'd,  and  he  held  my  hand  in  his, 
And  shivering,  moaning,  sank  into  a  chair ; 
And,  looking  at  the  bookshelf  at  his  side, 
And  at  the  common-looking  thumb-mark'd  books, 
He  promised,  promised,  with  his  poor  cheeks  wet, 
And  his  voice  broken,  and  his  lips  set  firm. 


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True  Heart,  he  kept  his  word.     The  public-house 
Knew  him  no  longer ;  in  the  fields  he  toil'd 
Lonely  once  more  ;  and  in  the  evenings 
Read  books  and  wrote, —  and  all  he  wrote,  I  know, 
Was  sad,  sad,  sad.     Bravely  he  work'd  all  day, 
But  not  so  cheerfully.     And  no  man  cared 
To  brighten  him  with  goodly  words.     His  face 
Was  stale  with  gentlefolk,  his  heart  too  proud 
To  mix  with  coarse,  low  men.     Oft  in  the  fields 
They  saw  him  turn  his  poor  eyes  Londonwards, 
And  sigh  ;  but  he  was  silent  of  the  pain 
That  grew  upon  him.     Slowly  he  became 
The  sadden'd  picture  of  his  former  self: 
He  stood  at  ploughtail  looking  at  the  clouds, 
He  watch'd  the  ways  of  birds  and  trees  and  flowers  ; 
But  all  the  little  things  he  learn'd  and  loved 
Had  ta'en  a  sadder  meaning.     Oftentimes, 
In  spite  of  all  he  did  to  hide  his  heart, 
I  saw  he  would  have  been  a  happy  man 
If  any  one  had  praised  him  as  of  old  ; 
But  he  was  never  sent  for  from  the  fields, 
No  strangers  wrote  to  cheer  him,  and  he  seem'd 
All,  all,  forgotten.     Still,  as  true  as  steel, 
He  held  his  promise  to  our  girl  and  me, 
Though  oft,  I  know,  the  dreadful  longing  came 
To  fly  to  drink  for  comfort.     Then,  one  night, 


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I  heard  a  stirring  in  the  dark  :  our  girl 

Crept  close  to  me,  and  whisper'd  in  mine  ear — 

'  Hark  !  father's  crying  ! ' 

Oh  'tis  terrible 
To  hear  a  strong  man  weep  !     I  could  not  bear 
To  find  him  grieving  so,  but  crept  unto  him, 
And  put  my  arms  about  him,  on  his  neck 
Weeping,  '  O  Teddy,  Teddy,  do  not  so  ! 
Cheer  up,  for  you  will  kill  me  if  you  cry. 
What  do  you  long  for  ?     Why  are  you  so  sad  ?  ' 
And  I  could  feel  him  crush  his  hot  tears  down, 
And  shake  through  every  limb.     '  O  lass  ! '  he  cried, 
'  I  cannot  give  a  name  to  what  I  want  ; 
I  cannot  tell  you  why  I  grow  so  sad  ; 
But  I  have  lost  the  pleasure  and  the  peace 
The  verses  brought  me.     I  am  sick  and  changed, — 
I  think  too  much  of  other  men, — I  seem 
Despised  and  useless.     If  I  did  not  feel 
You  loved  me  so,  and  were  so  kind  and  true, 
When  all  the  world  is  cruel,  I  should  fall 
And  wither.     All  my  strength  is  gone  away, 
And  I  am  broken  ! ' 

'Twas  but  little  cheer 
That  I  could  give  him  :  that  was  grief  too  deep 
For  foolish  me  to  understand  or  cure. 
I  made  the  little  parlour  bright  o'  nights, 


128  EDWARD   CROWHURST 

Coax'd  him  to  read  aloud  the  books  he  loved, 

And  often  he  was  like  himself  again, 

Singing  for  ease  o'  heart ;  and  now  and  then, 

A  poem  printed  in  a  newspaper, 

Or  something  kind  from  people  in  the  world, 

Help'd  me  a  little.     So  the  time  wore  on  ; — 

Till  suddenly,  one  night  in  winter  time, 

I  saw  him  change.     Home  came  he,  white  and  pale, 

Shivering,  trembling,  looking  wild  and  strange, 

Yet  speaking  quietly.     '  My  head  feels  queer — 

It  aches  a  bit ! '  he  said  ;  and  the  next  day 

He  could  not  rise  from  bed.     Quiet  he  lay, 

But  now  and  then  I  saw  him  raise  his  hand 

And  hold  his  forehead.     In  the  afternoon, 

He  fell  to  troubled  sleep,  and,  when  he  woke, 

He  did  not  seem  to  know  me.     Full  of  fear, 

I  sent  for  Doctor  Barth.     When  Doctor  came, 

He  found  poor  Teddy  tossing  on  his  bed, 

Moaning  and  muttering  and  clenching  teeth, 

And  Doctor  said,  '  The  ill  is  on  the  brain — 

Has  he  been  troubled  lately  ? '  and  I  cried, 

1  Ay,  much,  much  troubled  !     He  has  fretted  sore 

For  many  months  ! ' 

'Twas  sad,  'twas  sad  to  see 
My  strong  man  suffer  on  his  dull  sick-bed, 


EDWARD   CROiVIIURST  129 

Not  knowing  me,  but  crying  out  of  things 
That  haunted  him.     I  will  not  weary  you 
By  telling  how  the  Doctor  brought  him  round, 
And  how  at  last  he  rose  from  bed,  the  ghost 
Of  his  old  self,  and  something  gone  away 
That  never  would  return.     Then  it  was  plain 
That  he  could  work  no  more  :  the  Light  had  fled, 
Which  keeps  a  man  a  man  despite  the  world 
And  all  its  cruel  change.     To  fright  the  wolf, 

I  took  in  washing  at  the  cottage  here  ; 
And  people  sent  us  money  now  and  then, 
And  pitying  letters  reach'd  us  from  the  world, 
Too  late  !  too  late  ! 

Thank  the  good  God  above, 
Who  made  me  strong  and  willing,  I  could  keep 
The  little  house  above  us,  though  'twas  dear, 
And  ah  !  I  work'd  more  hard  because  I  knew 
Poor  Teddy's  heart  would  break  outright  elsewhere. 
Yet  Teddy  hardly  seem'd  to  comprehend 
All  that  had  happen'd.     Though  he  knew  me  well, 
And  spake  full  sensibly  of  many  things, 
He  lack'd  the  power  to  speak  of  one  thing  long. 
Sometimes  he  was  as  merry  as  a  bird, 
Singing  wild  songs  he  leam'd  by  heart  when  young ; 
Sometimes  he  wish'd  to  wander  out  a-field, 

II  K 


p  EDWARD   CROWHURST 

But  easy  'twas  to  lead  his  wits  away 

To  other  things.     And  he  was  changeful  ever, 

Now  laughing  and  now  crying  ;  and  at  times 

He  wrote  strange  notes  to  poets  that  were  dead, 

And  named  himself  by  all  their  names  in  turn, 

Still  making  verse,  which  I  had  sense  to  see 

Was  wild,  and  strange,  and  wrong — not  like  the  verse 

He  made  of  old.     One  day  for  hours  he  sat, 

Looking  upon  the  bit  of  garden  ground, 

And  smiling.     When  I  spoke,  he  look'd  and  laugh'd. 

'  Surely  you  know  me,  Teddy  ?  '  I  exclaimed  ; 

And  up  he  raised  his  head,  with  shrill  thin  voice 

Saying,  '  Yes,  you  are  Queen  Elizabeth, 

And  I  am  Shakespeare  ; '  and  again  he  smiled 

Craftily  to  himself ;  but  when  I  hung 

Around  his  neck,  and  wept,  and  ask'd  again, 

He  turn'd  upon  me  with  so  pale  a  look, 

So  wan,  so  sharp,  so  full  of  agony, 

'Twas  clear  the  cloud  was  lifted  for  a  moment, 

'Twas  clear  he  knew  that  he  was  Teddy  Crowhurst, 

And  that  the  light  of  life  had  gone  away. 

And  oft,  in  sunny  weather,  he  and  I 
Had  walks  in  quiet  places, — in  the  lanes, 
And  in  the  woods,  and  by  the  river  side  ; 
And  he  was  happy,  prying  as  of  old 


EDWARD    CROWIIURST  r 51 

In  little  mossy  nests,  or  plucking  flowers, 

Or  dropping  pebbles  at  the  water-brim, 

To  make  the  speckled  minnows  start  and  fly 

Jn  little  gleams  of  light.     Ne'er  had  he  been 

More  cunning  in  the  ways  and  looks  of  things, 

Though  memory  fail'd  him  when  he  tried  for  names. 

The  sable  streaks  upon  the  arum-flower 

Were  strange  to  him  as  ever  ;  a  lark  singim 

Made  his  eyes  misty  as  it  used  to  do  ; 

The  shining  sun,  the  waving  of  green  boughs, 

The  rippling  of  the  river  down  the  dell, 

Were  still  true  pleasure.     All  the  seasons  brought 

Something  to  charm  him.     Staring  on  the  snow, 

Or  making  great  snow-houses  like  a  boy, 

He  was  as  busy  when  the  boughs  were  bare, 

As  carrying  home  a  bough  of  scented  May 

Or  bunch  of  yellow  lilies  from  the  pond. 

What  had  been  pleasure  in  his  younger  days 

Came  back  to  keep  him  quiet  in  the  world. 

He  gave  much  love  to  trees  and  birds  and  flowers, 

And,  when  the  mighty  world  was  all  unkind, 

The  little,  gentle,  speechless  things  were  true. 

True  Heart,  I  never  thought  that  he  could  bear 
To  last  so  long  ;  but  ten  slow  years  have  fled 
Since  the  first  book  that  brought  the  trouble  and  pain 


132 


EDWARD   CROIVHURST 


Was  printed, — and  within  the  parlour  there 

Teddy  is  sitting,  busy  as  a  bee. 

Doing  ?     He  dreams  the  world  that  knows  him  not 

Rings  with  his  praises,  and  for  many  an  hour 

Sits  busy  with  the  verse  of  later  years, 

Marks,  copies,  and  arranges  it  with  care, 

To  go  to  some  great  printer  that  he  thinks 

Is  waiting ;  and  from  time  to  time  he  eyes 

The  books  they  printed,  numbering  the  lines, 

Counting  the  pages.     Sometimes  he  is  Burns, 

Sometimes  John  Milton,  sometimes  other  men, 

And  sometimes — always  looking  saddest  then — 

Knows  he  is  Teddy  Crowhurst.     Thin  he  is, 

And  worn,  and  feeble, — wearing  slowly  down 

Like  snowdrift ;  and  at  times,  when  thoughts  of  old 

Come  for  a  moment  like  a  mirror  flash'd 

Into  his  eyes,  he  does  not  groan  and  weep, 

But  droops  the  more,  and  seems  resign'd  and  still. 

True  Heart,  I  fear  the  end  is  near  at  last ! 

He  sits  and  hearkens  vacantly  and  dreams, 

He  thrills  at  every  knocking  at  the  door, 

Stilly  he  waits  for  light  that  never  comes, 

That  never  will  return  until  the  end. 

And  oft  at  evening,  when  my  work  is  done, 

And  the  dark  gathers,  and  he  holds  my  hand, 

The  waiting  grows  intenser,  and  becomes 


EDWARD    CROWIIURST  133 

The  sense  o'  life  itself.     Take  Teddy  hence  ! 
Show  me  the  man  will  draw  my  hand  away  ! 
I  am  a  quiet  comfort  to  his  pain  ; 
For  though  his  thoughts  be  far  away  from  here, 
I  know  he  feels  my  hand  ;  and  ah  !  the  touch 
Just  keeps  his  heart  from  breaking.     Tis  my  joy 
To  work  where  I  can  watch  him  through  the  day, 
And  quiet  him,  and  see  he  wants  for  nought. 
He  loves  to  sit  among  his  books  and  flowers, 
And  wears  away  with  little  pain,  and  feels 
The  quiet  parlour  is  a  pleasant  place  ; 
And  there — God  bless  him  ! — in  a  happy  time 
"While  Teddy  feels  the  darkness  pass  away, 
And  smiles  farewell  upon  his  wife  and  girl, 
The  Light  that  he  has  lost  will  come  again 
To  shine  upon  him  as  he  goes  to  sleep.* 

*  This  poem  is  founded  partly  on  the  life  of  John  Clare,  partly 
on  that  of  another  poet  personally  known  to  the  author.  As  the 
poem  stands,  it  is  a  brightened  rather  than  a  darkened  version  of 
Clare's  tale  ;  is  rather,  indeed,  what  Clare's  tale  ??iight  have  been, 
had  he  wedded  a  woman  of  a  loving  soul,  like  my  speaker.  It  is 
said  that  Clare's  wife  never  once  visited  her  husband  for  twenty 
years,  during  the  whole  of  which  time  he  was  an  inmate  of  the 
pauper  lunatic  asylum  at  Northampton. 


134 


BARBARA   GRAY 

A  mourning  woman,  robed  in  black, 
Stands  in  the  twilight,  looking  back  ; 
Her  hand  is  on  her  heart,  her  head 
Bends  musingly  above  the  Dead, 
Her  face  is  plain,  and  pinch'd,  and  thin, 
But  splendour  strikes  it  from  within, 


I 
'•  Barbara  Gray  ! 

Pause,  and  remember  what  the  world  will  say.' 
I  cried,  and  turning  on  the  threshold  fled, 
When  he  was  breathing  on  his  dying  bed  ; 
But  when,  with  heart  grown  bold, 
I  cross'd  the  threshold  cold, 
Here  lay  John  Hamerton,  and  he  was  dead. 

ii 

And  all  the  house  of  death  was  chill  and  dim, 
The  dull  old  housekeeper  was  looking  grim, 
The  hall-clock  ticking  slow,  the  dismal  rain 
Splashing  by  fits  against  the  window-pane, 


BARBARA    GRAY  135 

The  garden  shivering  in  the  twilight  dark. 
Beyond,  the  bare  trees  of  the  empty  park, 
And  faint  gray  light  upon  the  great  cold  bed, 
And  I  alone  ;  and  he  I  turn'd  from, — dead. 

HI 

Ay,  '  dwarf  they  called  this  man  who  sleeping  lies  : 
No  lad)-  shone  upon  him  with  her  eyes, 
No  tender  maiden  heard  his  true-love  vow, 
And  pressed  her  kisses  on  the  great  bold  brow. 
What  cared  John  Hamerton  ?    With  light,  light  laugh, 
He  halted  through  the  streets  upon  his  staff; 
Halt,  lame,  not  beauteous,  yet  with  winning  grace 
And  sweetness  in  his  pale  and  quiet  face  ; 
Fire,  hell's  or  heaven's,  in  his  eyes  of  blue  ; 
Warm  words  of  love  upon  his  tongue  thereto ; 
Could  win  a  woman's  Soul  with  what  he  said  ;— 
And  I  am  here ;  and  here  he  lieth  dead. 

IV 

I  would  not  blush  if  the  bad  world  saw  now 
How  by  his  bed  I  stoop  and  kiss  his  brow  ! 
Ay.  kiss  it,  kiss  it,  o;er  and  o'er  again, 
With  all  the  love  that  fills  my  heart  and  brain. 

v 
For  where  was  man  had  stoop'd  to  me  before, 
Though  I  was  maiden  still,  and  girl  no  more  ? 


136  BARBARA    GRAY 

Where  was  the  spirit  that  had  deign 'd  to  prize 
The  poor  plain  features  and  the  envious  eyes  ? 
What  lips  had  whisper'd  warmly  in  mine  ears  ? 
When  had  I  known  the  passion  and  the  tears  ? 
Till  he  I  look  on  sleeping  came  unto  me, 
Found  me  among  the  shadows,  stoop'd  to  woo  me, 
Seized  on  the  heart  that  flutter'd  withering  here, 
Strung  it  and  wrung  it,  with  new  joy  and  fear, 
Yea,  brought  the  rapturous  light,  and  brought  the  day, 
Waken'd  the  dead  heart,  withering  away, 
Put  thorns  and  roses  on  the  unhonour'd  head, 
That  felt  but  roses  till  the  roses  fled  ! 
Who,  who  but  he  crept  to  that  sunless  ground, 
Content  to  prize  the  faded  face  he  found  ? 
John  Hamerton,  I  pardon  all — sleep  sound,    my   love, 
sleep  sound  ! 

VI 

What  fool  that  crawls  shall  prate  of  shame  and  sin  ? 
Did  he  not  think  me  fair  enough  to  win  ? 
Yea,  stoop  and  smile  upon  my  face  as  none, 
Living  or  dead,  save  he  alone,  had  done  ? 
Bring  the  bright  blush  unto  my  cheek,  when  ne'er 
The  full  of  life  and  love  had  mantled  there  ? 
And  I  am  all  alone  ;  and  here  lies  he, — 
The  only  man  that  ever  smiled  on  me. 


BARBARA    CRAY  137 

vn 

Here,  in  his  lonely  dwelling-house  he  lies, 
The  light  all  faded  from  his  winsome  eyes  : 
Alone,  alone,  alone,  he  slumbers  here, 
With  wife  nor  little  child  to  shed  a  tear  ! 
Little,  indeed,  to  him  did  nature  give  ; 
Nor  was  he  good  and  pure  as  some  that  live, 
But  pinch'd  in  body-,  warp'd  in  limb, 
He  hated  the  bad  world  that  loved  not  him  ! 

VIII 

Barbara  Gray  ! 

Pause,  and  remember  how  he  turn'd  away  ; 

Think  of  your  wrongs,  and  of  your  sorrows.     Nay  ! 

Woman,  think  rather  of  the  shame  and  wrong 

Of  pining  lonely  in  the  dark  so  long  ; 

Think  of  the  comfort  in  the  grief  he  brought, 

The  revelation  in  the  love  he  taught. 

Then,  Barbara  Gray  ! 

Blush  not,  nor  heed  what  the  cold  world  will  say  ; 

But  kiss  him,  kiss  him,  o'er  and  o'er  again, 

In  passion  and  in  pain, 

With  all  the  love  that  fills  your  heart  and  brain  ! 

Yea,  kiss  him,  bless  him,  pray  beside  his  bed, 

For  you  have  loved,  and  here  your  love  lies  dead. 


138 


ARTIST  AND  MODEL 

(Inscribed  to  W.  M.,  the  Artist) 

Is  it  not  pleasant  to  wander 

In  town  on  Saturday  night, 
While  people  go  hither  and  thither, 

And  shops  shed  cheerful  light? 
And,  arm  in  arm,  while  our  shadows 

Chase  us  along  the  panes, 
Are  we  not  quite  as  cozy 

As  down  among  country  lanes  ? 

Nobody  knows  us,  heeds  us, 

Nobody  hears  or  sees, 
And  the  shop-lights  gleam  more  gladly 

Than  the  moon  on  hedges  and  trees ; 
And  people  coming  and  going, 

All  upon  ends  of  their  own, 
Though  they  work  a  spell  on  the  spirit, 

Make  it  more  finely  alone. 


ARTIST  AND  MODEL  139 

The  sound  seems  harmless  and  pleasant 

As  the  murmur  of  brook  and  wind  ; 
The  shops  with  the  fruit  and  the  pictures 

Have  sweetness  to  suit  my  mind  ; 
And  nobody  knows  us,  heeds  us, 

And  our  loving  none  reproves, — 
/,  the  poor  figure-painter  ! 

You,  the  lady  he  loves  ! 

And  what  if  the  world  should  scorn  you, 

For  now  and  again,  as  you  do, 
Assuming  a  country  kirtle, 

And  bonnet  of  straw  thereto, 
Or  the  robe  of  a  vestal  virgin, 

Or  a  nun's  gray  gabardine, 
And  keeping  a  brother  and  sister 

By  standing  and  looking  divine  ? 

And  what  if  the  world,  moreover, 

Should  silently  pass  me  by, 
Because,  at  the  dawn  of  the  struggle, 

I  labour  some  storeys  high  ! 
Why,  there  's  comfort  in  waiting,  working, 

And  feeling  one's  heart  beat  right, — 
And  rambling  alone,  love-making, 

In  London  on  Saturday  night. 


140  ARTIST  AND  MODEL 

Ah  !  when,  with  a  blush  Titianic, 

You  peep'd  in  that  lodging  of  mine, 
Did  I  not  praise  the  good  angels 

For  sending  a  model  so  fine  ? 
When  I  was  fill'd  with  the  pureness 

You  brought  to  the  lonely  abode, 
Did  I  not  learn  to  love  you  ? 

And — did  Love  not  lighten  the  load  ? 

Perchance,  indeed,  little  darling, 

While  I  yearn'd  and  plotted  and  plann'd, 
And  you  watch'd  me  in  love  and  in  yearning, 

Your  heart  did  not  quite  understand 
All  the  wonder  and  aspiration 

You  meant  by  your  loveliness, 
All  the  faith  in  the  frantic  endeavour 

Your  beautiful  face  could  express  ! 

For  your  love  and  your  beauty  have  thriven 

On  things  of  a  low  degree, 
And  you  do  not  comprehend  clearly 

The  drift  of  a  dreamer  like  me  ; 
And  perchance,  when  you  look'd  so  divinely, 

You  meant,  and  meant  only,  to  say  : 
'  How  sad  that  he  dwells  in  a  garret ! 

And  lives  on  so  little  a  day  ! ' 


ARTIST  A. YD  MODEL  (41 

What  of  that  ?     If  your  sweetness  and  beauty, 

And  the  love  that  is  part  of  thee, 
Were  miriord  in  wilder  visions, 

And  express'd  much  more  to  me, 
Did  the  beautiful  face,  my  darling, 

Need  subtler,  loftier  lore  ? — 
Nay,  beauty  is  all  our  wisdom, — 

We  painters  demand  no  more. 

Indeed,  I  had  been  no  painter, 

And  never  could  hope  to  rise, 
Had  I  lack'd  the  power  of  creating 

The  meanings  for  your  sweet  eyes  ; 
And  what  you  were  really  thinking 

Scarcely  imported,  in  sooth, — 
Since  the  truth  we  artists  fail  for, 

Is  the  truth  that  looks  the  truth. 

Your  beautiful  face  was  before  me, 

Set  in  its  golden  hair  ; 
And  the  wonder  and  love  and  yearning 

Were  shining  sublimely  there  ! 
And  your  eyes  said — '  Work  for  glory  ! 

Up,  up,  where  the  angels  call  ! ' 
And  I  understood,  and  I  labourd, 

And  I  love  the  face  for  it  all ! 


142  ARTIST  AND  MODEL 

I  am  talking,  you  think,  so  strangely  ! 

And  you  watch  with  wondering  eyes 
Could  I  utter  one  half  of  the  yearning 

Your  face,  even  now,  implies  ! 
But  the  yearning  will  not  be  utter'd, 

And  never,  ah  !  never  can  be, 
Till  the  work  of  the  world  is  over, 

And  we  see  as  immortals  see. 

Yet  bless  thee  for  ever  and  ever 

For  keeping  me  humble  and  true, 
And  would  that  mine  Art  could  utter 

The  wisdom  I  find  in  you  ! 
Enough  to  labour  and  labour, 

And  to  feel  one's  heart  beat  right, 
And  to  wander  unknown,  love-making, 

In  London  on  Saturday  night  ! 

You  think  :  '  How  dearly  I  love  him  ! 

How  dearly  he  loves  me  ! 
How  sweet  to  live  on,  and  love  him, 

With  children  at  my  knee  ! 
With  the  useless  labour  over, 

And  comfort  and  leisure  won, 
And  clever  people  praising 

The  work  that  he  has  done  ! ' 


ARTIST  AND  MODEL  143 

I  think  :  '  How  dearly  I  love  her  ! 

How  dearly  she  loves  me  ! 
Vet  the  beauty  the  heart  would  utter 

Endeth  in  agony ; 
And  life  is  a  climbing,  a  seeking 

Of  something  we  never  can  see  ! 
And  death  is  a  slumber,  a  dreaming 

Of  something  that  may  not  be  ! ' 

And  your  face  is  sweetly  troubled, 

Your  little  hand  stirs  on  mine  own, 
For  you  guess  at  a  hidden  meaning, 

Since  I  speak  in  so  tender  a  tone ; 
And  you  rain  the  yearning  upon  me 

You  brought  to  my  help  before, 
And  I  ask  no  mightier  wisdom, — 

We  painters  demand  no  more. 

Well,  we  shall  live,  my  darling, 

Together  till  we  grow  old, 
And  people  will  buy  my  pictures, 

And  you  will  gather  the  gold ; 
And  your  loveliness  will  reward  me, 

And  sanctify  all  I  do, 
And  toiling  for  Love's  sake,  darling, 

I  may  toil  for  Fame's  sake,  too. 


H4  ARTIST  AND  MODEL 

Ah,  dearest,  how  much  you  teach  me, 

How  much  of  hope  and  of  light, 
Up  yonder,  planning  and  painting, 

And  here  on  Saturday  night ; 
And  I  turn  sad  eyes  no  longer 

From  the  pageant  that  passes  around, 
And  the  vision  no  more  seems  weary, 

And  the  head  may  yet  be  crown'd  ! 

For  I  ask  no  more  from  mortals 

Than  your  beautiful  face  implies, — 
The  beauty  the  artist  beholding 

Interprets  and  sanctifies. 
Who  says  that  men  have  fallen, 

That  life  is  wretched  and  rough  ? 
I  say,  the  world  is  lovely, 

And  that  loveliness  is  enough. 

So  my  doubting  days  are  ended, 

And  the  labour  of  life  seems  clear  ; 
And  life  hums  deeply  around  me, 

Just  like  the  murmur  here, 
And  quickens  the  sense  of  living, 

And  shapes  me  for  peace  and  storm, — 
And  dims  my  eyes  with  gladness 

When  it  glides  into  colour  and  form  ! 


ARTIST  AXD  MODEL  145 

His  form  and  His  colour,  darling, 

Are  all  we  apprehend, 
Though  the  meaning  that  underlies  them 

May  be  utter'd  in  the  end  ; 
And  I  seek  to  go  no  deeper 

Than  the  beauty  and  wonder  there, 
Since  the  world  can  look  so  wondrous, 

And  your  face  can  look  so  fair. 

For  ah  !  life's  stream  is  bitter, 

When  too  greedily  we  drink, 
And  I  might  not  be  so  happy 

If  I  knew  quite  all  you  think  ; 
And  when  God  takes  much,  my  darling, 

He  leaves  us  the  colour  and  form, — 
The  scorn  of  the  nations  is  bitter, 

But  the  touch  of  a  hand  is  warm. 


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146 


JANE   LEWSON 
A  Tale  of  Repression 


A  little  yellow  woman,  dress'd  in  black, 

With  weary  crow's-feet  crawling  round  the  eyes, 

And  solemn  voice,  that  seem'd  a  call  to  prayer  ; 

Another  yellow  woman,  dress'd  in  black, 

Sad,  too,  and  solemn,  yet  with  bitterness 

Bum'd  in  upon  the  edges  of  her  lips, 

And  sharper,  thinner,  less  monotonous  voice  ; 

And  last,  a  little  woman,  auburn-hair'd, 

Pensive  a  little,  but  not  solemnised, 

And  pretty,  with  the  open  azure  eyes, 

The  white  soft  cheek,  the  little  mindless  mouth, 

The  drooping  childish  languor.     There  they  dwelt, 

In  a  great  dwelling  of  a  smoky  square 

In  Islington,  named  by  their  pious  friends, 

And  the  lean  Calvinistic  minister — 

The  Misses  Lewson,  and  their  sister  Jane. 

Miss  Sarah,  in  her  twenty-seventh  year, 
Knew  not  the  warmer  passions  of  her  sex, 


JANE  LEWSON  147 

But  groan'd  both  day  and  night  to  save  her  soul ; 

Miss  Susan,  two  years  younger,  had  regrets 

Her  sister  knew  not,  and  a  secret  pain 

Because  her  heart  was  withering — whence  her  tongue 

Could  peal  full  sharp  at  times,  and  show  a  sting ; 

But  Jane  was  comely — might  have  cherish'd  hopes, 

Since  she  was  only  twenty,  had  her  mind 

Been  hopefuller.     The  elders  ruled  the  house. 

Obedience  and  meekness  to  their  will 

Was  a  familiar  habit  Jane  had  learn'd 

Full  early,  and  had  fitted  to  her  life. 

So  closely  'twas  a  portion  of  her  needs. 

She  gazed  on  them,  as  Eastern  worshippers 

Gaze  on  a  rayless  picture  of  the  sun. 

Her  acts  seem'd  other  than  her  own  ;  her  heart 

Kept  melancholy  time  to  theirs ;  her  eyes 

Look'd  ever  unto  them  for  help  and  light; 

Her  eyelids  droop'd  before  them  if  they  chid. 

A  woman  weak  and  dull,  yet  fair  of  face  ! 

Her  mother,  too,  had  been  a  comely  thing — 

A  bright-hair'd  child  wed  to  an  aged  man, 

A  heart  that  broke  because  the  man  was  hard, — 

Not  like  the  grim  first  wife,  who  brought  the  gold, 

And  yielded  to  his  melancholy  kiss 

The  melancholy  virgins.     Well,  the  three, 

Alone  in  all  the  world,  dwelt  in  the  house 


148  JANE  LEWSON 

Their  father  left  them,  living  by  the  rents 

Of  certain  smaller  houses  of  the  poor. 

And  they  were  stern  to  wring  their  worldly  dues— 

Not  charitable,  since  the  world  was  base, 

But  cold  to  all  men,  save  the  minister, 

Who  weekly  cast  the  darkness  of  his  blessing 

Over  their  chilly  table. 

All  around 
The  life  of  London  shifted  like  a  cloud, 
Men  sinned,  and  women  fell,  and  children  cried, 
And  Want  went  ragged  up  and  down  the  lanes  ; 
While  the  two  hueless  sisters  dragg'd  their  chain 
Self-woven,  pinch'd  their  lives  complexionless, 
Keeping  their  feelings  quiet,  hard,  and  pure. 
But  Jane  felt  lonesome  in  the  world ;  and  oft, 
Pausing  amid  her  work,  gazed  sadly  forth 
Upon  the  dismal  square  of  wither'd  trees, 
The  dusty  grass  that  grew  within  the  rails, 
The  garden-plots  where  here  and  there  a  flower 
Grew  up,  and  sicken'd  in  the  smoke,  and  died  ; 
And  when  the  sun  was  on  the  square,  the  sounds 
Came  from  the  children  in  the  neighbouring  streets, 
She  thought  of  happy  homes  among  the  fields, 
And  brighter  faces.     When  she  walk'd  abroad, 
The  busy  hum  of  life  oppress'd  her  heart 


JAXE   LEWSON  149 

And  frighten'd  her  :  she  did  not  raise  her  eyes, 

But  stole  along, — a  sweet  shape  clad  in  black, 

A  pale  and  pretty  face,  at  which  the  men 

Stared  vacant  admiration.     Far  too  dull 

To  blame  her  gloomy  sisters  for  the  shape 

Her  young  days  took,  she  merely  knew  the  world 

Was  drear ;  and  if  at  times  she  dared  to  dream 

Of  things  that  made  her  colour  come  and  go, 

And  dared  to  hope  for  cheerier,  sunnier  days, 

She  grew  the  wanner  afterwards,  and  felt 

Sad  and  ashamed.     The  dull  life  that  she  wore, 

Like  to  a  gloomy  garment,  day  by  day, 

Was  a  familiar  life,  the  only  life 

She  clearly  understood.     Coldly  she  heard 

The  daily  tale  of  human  sin  and  wrong, 

And  the  small  thunders  of  the  Sunday  nights 

In  chapel.     All  around  her  were  the  streets, 

And  frightful  sounds,  and  gloomy  sunless  faces. 

And  thus  with  tacit  dolour  she  resign'd 

Her  nature  to  the  hue  upon  the  cheeks 

Of  her  cold  sisters.     Yet  she  could  not  pray 

As  they  pray'd,  could  not  wholly  feel  and  know 

The  blackness  of  mankind,  her  own  heart's  sin  ; 

But  when  she  tried  to  get  to  God,  and  yearn'd 

For  help  not  human,  she  could  only  cry, 

Feeling  a  loveless  and  a  useless  thing, 


15°  JANE  LEWSON 

Thinking  of  those  sweet  places  in  the  fields, 
Those  homes  whereon  the  sun  shone  pleasantly, 
And  happy  mothers  sat  at  cottage  doors 
Among  their  children. 

Save  for  household  work, 
She  would  have  wasted  soon.     From  week  to  week 
The  burthen  lay  on  her,— the  gloomy  twain 
Being  too  busy  searching  for  their  souls, 
And  begging  God  above  to  spare  the  same. 
Yet  she  was  quiet  thus,  content  and  glad 
To  silent  drudgery,  such  as  saved  her  heart 
From  wilder  flutterings.     The  Sabbath  day 
Was  drearest :  drest  in  burial  black,  she  sat 
Those  solemn  hours  in  chapel,  listening, 
And  scarcely  heeding  what  she  heard,  but  watching 
The  folk  around,  their  faces  and  their  dress, 
Or  gazing  at  the  sunshine  on  the  floor  ; 
And  service  over,  idly  pined  at  home, 
And,  looking  from  the  window  at  the  square, 
Long'd  for  the  labour  of  the  coming  day. 
Her  sisters  watch'd  her  warily,  be  sure  ; 
And  though  their  hearts  were  pure  as  pure  could  be, 
They  loved  her  none  the  better  for  her  face. 

Love  is  as  cunning  as  disease  or  death, 
No  doctor's  skill  will  ward  him  off  or  cure, 


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And  soon  he  found  this  pale  and  weary  girl, 
Despite  the  cloud  of  melancholy  life 
That  rain'd  around  her.     In  no  beauteous  shape, 
In  guise  of  passionate  stripling  iris-eyed, 
Such  as  our  poets  picture  in  their  songs, 
Love  came ; — but  in  the  gloomy  garb  of  one 
Whom  men  call'd  pious,  and  whose  holy  talk 
Disarm'd  the  dragons.     'Twere  but  idle,  friend, 
To  count  the  wiles  by  which  he  won  his  way 
Into  her  heart ;  how  she  vouchsafed  him  all 
The  passion  of  a  nature  not  too  strong ; 
How,  when  the  first  wild  sunshine  dazzled  her, 
The  woman  loved  so  blindly,  that  her  thoughts 
Became  a  secret  trouble  in  the  house  ; 
And  how  at  last,  with  white  and  frighten'd  face, 
She  glided  out  into  the  dark  one  night, 
And  vanish'd  with  no  utterance  of  farewell. 

The  sisters  gave  a  quick  and  scandall'd  cry, 
And  sought  a  little  for  the  poor  flown  bird ; 
Then,  thinking  awful  things,  composed  their  hearts 
In  silence,  pinch'd  their  narrow  natures  more, 
And    waited.       '  This    is    something    strange,'    they 

thought, 
'  Which  God  will  clear ;  we  will  not  think  the  worst, 
Although  she  was  a  thing  as  light  as  straw.' 


52  JANE  LEWS  ON 

Nor  did  they  cry  their  fear  among  their  friends, 
Hawking  a  secret  shame,  but  calmly  waited, 
Trusting  no  stain  would  fall  upon  their  chill 
And  frosty  reputations.     Weeks  pass'd  by ; 
They  prayed,  they  fasted,  yellowing  more  and  more, 
They  waited  sternly  for  the  end,  and  heard 
The  timid  knock  come  to  the  door  at  last. 

i  fc  was  a  dark  and  rainy  night ;  the  streets 
Were  gleaming  watery  underneath  the  lamps, 
The  dismal  wind  scream'd  fitfully  without, 
And  made  within  a  melancholy  sound  ; 
And  the  faint  knock  came  to  the  door  at  last. 
The  sisters  look'd  in  one  another's  faces, 
And  knew  the  wanderer  had  return'd  again, 
But  spoke  not  ;  and  the  younger  sister  rose, 
Open'd  the  door,  peer'd  out  into  the  rain, 
And  saw  the  weary  figure  shivering  there, 
Holding  a  burthen  underneath  her  shawl. 
And  silently,  with  wan  and  timid  look, 
The  wanderer  slipt  in.     No  word  of  greeting- 
Spake  either  of  the  sisters,  but  their  eyes 
Gleam'd  sharply,  and  they  waited.     White  and  cold, 
Her  sweet  face  feebly  begging  for  a  word, 
Her  long  hair  dripping  loose  and  wet,  stood  Jane 
Before  them,  shivering,  clasping  tight  her  load, 


y.lXE  LEWSON  153 

In  the  dull  parlour  with  the  cheerless  fire. 
Till  Susan,  pointing,  cried  in  a  shrill  voice, 
•  What  are  you  carrying  underneath  your  shawl, 
Jane  Lewson?'  and  the  faint  despairing  voice, 
While  the  rain  murmur'd  and  the  night-wind  blew, 
Moan'd,  '  It 's  my  Baby  /'  and  could  say  no  more, 
For  the  wild  sisters  scream'd  and  raised  their  hands, 
And  Jane  fell  quivering  down  upon  her  knees, 
The  old  shawl  opening  show'd  a  child  asleep, 
And,  trebling  terror  with  a  piteous  cry, 
The  child  awaken'd. 

Pointing  to  the  door, 
With  twitching  lips  of  venom,  Susan  said — 
'  Go  ! '  and  the  elder  sister  echo'd  her 
More  sadly  and  more  solemnly.     But  Jane, 
Clinging  to  Sarah's  skirts,  implored  and  moan'd, 
'  Don't  turn  me  out !  my  little  girl  will  die  ! 
I  have  no  home  in  all  the  world  but  here ; 
K  ill  me,  but  do  not  drive  me  from  the  house  ! ' 
'  Jane  Lewson/  Susan  cried,  as  white  as  death, 
'  Where  is  the  father  of  this  child  ? '  and  Jane 
Moan'd,   '  Gone,  gone,  gone ; '  and  when  she  named 

his  name, 
And  how,  while  she  who  spake  in  sickness  lay, 
He  secretly  had  fled  across  the  seas, 


154  JANE  LEWSON 

They  shiver'd  to  the  hair.     Holding  her  hand 

Upon  her  heart,  the  elder  sister  spake 

In  dull  monotonous  voice — '  Look  up  !  look  up  ! 

Perhaps  'tis  not  so  ill  as  we  believed. 

Are  you  a  wedded  woman  ? '     The  reply 

Was  silentness  and  heavy  drooping  eyes, 

Yet  with  no  blush  around  the  quivering  lids  ; 

And  Sarah,  freezing  into  ice,  spake  on 

In  dull  monotonous  voice — '  Your  sin  has  brought 

Shame  on  us  all,  but  they  who  make  their  beds 

Must  sleep  upon  them  ;  go  away,  bad  woman  ! 

The  third  of  what  our  father  left  is  yours, 

But  you  are  not  our  sister  any  more.' 

Still  moaning,  shuddering,  the  girl  begg'd  on, 

Nor  ceased  to  rock  the  babe  and  still  its  cries, 

'  Kill  me,  but  do  not  drive  me  from  the  house  ! 

Put  any  pain  upon  me  that  you  please, 

But  do  not,  do  not,  drive  me  forth  again 

Into  the  dreadful  world  !     I  have  no  friends 

On  all  the  earth  save  you  ! '     The  sisters  look'd 

At  one  another,  and  without  a  word 

Walk'd  from  the  room. 

Jane  sat  upon  the  floor, 
Soothing  the  child,  and  did  not  rise,  but  waited  ; 
The  agony  and  terror  dried  her  tears, 


JANE  LEW  SON  155 

And  she  could  only  listen,  praying  God 

That  He  would  soften  them ;  and  the  little  one 

Look'd  in  her  face  and  laugh'd. 

A  weary  hour 
Pass'd  by,  and  then,  still  white,  and  stern,  and  cold, 
The  sisters  enter'd,  and  the  elder  one 
Spake  without  prelude  :  '  We  have  talk'd  it  o'er, 
Jane  Lewson,  and  have  settled  how  to  act ; 
You  have  a  claim  upon  us  :  will  you  take 
The  third  of  what  our  father  left,  and  find 
Another  home  ? '     But  Jane  cried,  '  Do  not,  do  not 
Drive  me  away ;  I  have  no  friends  save  you  ; 
And  I  am  sorry.'     Trembling,  for  her  heart 
Was  not  all  cold,  the  elder  icicle 
Resumed  :  '  Take  what  is  left  you,  and  begone, 
And  never  see  our  faces  any  more ; 
Or  if  you  will,  stay  with  us  here,  but  only 
On  these  conditions  :  For  the  infant's  sake, 
And  for  the  sake  of  our  good  name,  our  friends 
Must  never  know  the  miserable  child 
Is  yours  ;  but  we  will  have  it  given  out 
That,  being  lonely  and  unwedded  here, 
We  have  adopted  a  poor  tenant's  child, 
With  view  to  bring  it  up  in  godliness.' 
Jane  answer'd,  with  a  feeble  thrill  of  hope, 


156  JANE  LEWSON 

'  Anything,  anything, — only  leave  me  not 
Alone  in  the  dark  world.'     '  Peace  ! '  Susan  said, 
'  You  do  not  understand :  the  child  herself 
Must  never  know  Jane  Lewson  is  her  mother  : 
Neither  by  word  nor  look  nor  tender  folly, 
Must  you  reveal  unto  the  child  her  shame, 
And  yours,  and  ours  ! '     Then,  with  a  bitter  cry, 
And  a  wild  look,  Jane  cried,  '  And  must  my  babe 
Not  know  me  ? '     '  Never,'  Sarah  Lewson  said  : 
'  For  the  babe's  sake,  for  yours,  for  ours,  the  shame 
Must  not  be  utter'd.     See,  you  have  your  choice  : 
Take  what  our  father  gave  you,  and  depart, 
Or  stay  on  these  conditions.     We  are  firm. 
We  have  decided  kindly,  not  forgetting 
You  were  our  sister,  nor  that  this  poor  child 
Is  blameless,  save  that  all  the  flesh  is  sin, 
But  not  forgetting,  either,  what  we  owe 
To  God  above  us.'     Weeping  o'er  the  child, 
Not  rising  yet,  Jane  answer'd,  '  I  will  stay  ; 
Yes,  gladly,  for  the  little  baby's  sake, 
That  folk  may  never  call  it  cruel  names.' 
And  the  stern  sisters  took  from  off  the  shelf 
The  great  old  Bible,  placed  it  in  her  hands 
And  made  her  kiss  it,  swearing  before  God 
Never  to  anyone  in  all  the  world, 
Not  even  to  the  child  itself,  to  tell 


JANE  LEIVSON  157 

She  was  its  sinful  mother.     Wild  and  dazed, 
She  sware  upon  the  Word.     c  That  is  enough,' 
Said  Sarah  ;  '  but,  Jane  Lewson,  never  again 
Speak  to  us  of  the  evil  that  has  pass'd  ; 
Live  with  us  as  you  used  to  do,  and  ask 
The  grace  of  God,  who  hath  been  kinder  far 
Than  you  deserved.' 

Thus  did  these  icicles 
Deal  their  hard  measure,  deeming  that  they  did 
A  virtuous  and  a  righteous  deed  ;  and  Jane, 
The  worn  and  mindless  woman,  sank  again 
Into  submission  and  house-drudgery, 
Comforted  that  she  daily  saw  her  child, 
And  that  her  shame  was  hidden  from  the  world, 
And  that  the  child  would  never  suffer  scorn 
Because  a  sinner  bore  it.     But  her  heart 
Was  a  bruised  reed,  the  little  sunny  gleam 
Had  gone  from  all  things  ;  and  whene'er  she  pray'd, 
She  thought  the  great  cold  God  above  her  head 
Dwelt  on  a  frosty  Throne  and  did  not  hear. 


JANE  LEW  SON 


Yet  He,  the  Almighty  Lord  of  this  our  breath, 
Did  see  and  hear,  and  surely  pitied  too, 
If  God  can  pity, — but  He  works  as  God, 
Not  man,  and  so  we  cannot  understand. 

No  whisper  of  reproach,  no  spoken  word, 
Troubled  with  memories  of  her  sinfulness 
The  suffering  woman  ;  yet  her  daily  life 
Became  a  quiet  sorrow.     In  the  house 
She  labour'd  with  her  hands  from  morn  to  night, 
Seeing  few  faces  save  the  pensive  ones 
Whose  yellow  holiness  she  bow'd  before  ; 
And  tacitly  they  suffered  her  to  sink 
Into  the  household  drudge, — with  privilege 
Upon  the  Sabbath  day  to  dress  in  black, 
Sit  in  the  sunless  house  or  go  to  prayer, — 
So  idle,  that  her  thoughts  could  travel  back 
To  shame  and  bitterness.     Her  only  joy 
Was  when  she  gave  her  little  girl  the  breast, 
(They  dared  not  rob  her  weary  heart  of  that,) 


JANE  LEWSON  159 

When,  seated  all  alone,  she  felt  it  suck, 
And,  as  the  little  lips  drew  forth  the  milk, 
Felt  drowsily  resign'd,  and  closed  her  eyes, 
And  trembled,  and  could  feel  the  happy  tears. 

There  came  a  quiet  gathering  in  the  house, 
And  by  the  gloomy  minister  the  child 
Was  christen'd ;  and  the  name  he  gave  to  her 
Was  '  Margaret  Lewson.''     For  the  sisters  said, 
'  Her  mother  being  buried,  as  it  were, 
The  girl  shall  take  our  name.'     And  Jane  sat  by, 
And  heard  the  pious  lie  with  aching  heart, 
And  ever  after  that  her  trouble  grew. 

Soon,  when  the  sound  of  little  feet  were  heard 
In  the  dull  dwelling,  and  a  baby-voice 
Call'd  at  the  mother's  heart,  Jane  thrill'd  and  heard, 
But  even  as  she  listen'd  the  sweet  sounds 
Would  seem  to  die  into  the  cloud  that  hid 
The  great  cold  God  above  her.     Margaret 
Grew  to  a  little  wildling,  quick  and  bright, 
Black-eyed,  black-hair'd,  and  passionate  and  quick, 
Not  like  its  mother ;  fierce  and  wild  when  chid, 
So  that  the  gloomy  sisters  often  thought, 
'  There  is  a  curse  upon  it  ; '  yet  they  grew 
To  love  the  little  wildling  unaware, 
Indulged  it  in  their  stern  and  solemn  way, 


i6o  JANE  LEWSON 

More  cheer' d  than  they  believed  by  its  shrill  laugh 

Within  the  dismal  dwelling.     But  the  child 

Clung  most  to  Jane,  and  though,  when  first  it  learn'd 

To  call  her  by  her  Christian  name,  the  sound 

Bruised  the  poor  suffering  heart,  that  wore  away  ; 

And  all  the  little  troubles  of  the  child, 

The  pretty  joys,  the  peevish  fits,  the  bursts 

Of  passion,  work'd  upon  her  nature  so, 

That  all  her  comfort  was  to  snatch  it  up, 

And  cover  it  with  kisses  secretly. 

Wilful  and  passionate,  yet  loving  too, 

Grew  Margaret, — an  echo  in  a  cave 

Of  human  life  without ;  clinging  to  Jane, 

Who  never  had  the  heart  to  fondle  it 

Before  her  sisters  ;  not  afraid  at  times 

To  pinch  the  thin,  worn  arms,  or  pull  the  hairs 

Upon  the  aching  head,  but  afterwards 

Curing  the  pain  with  kisses  and  with  tears. 

So  that  as  time  wore  on  the  mother's  heart 

Grew  tenderer  to  its  trouble  than  before. 

Then  later,  when  the  little  girl  went  forth 
To  school  hard  by,  the  motion  and  the  light 
Hied  from  the  house  ;  and  all  the  morning  hours 
The  thin  face  came  and  went  against  the  panes, 
Looking  out  townward, — till  the  little  shape 


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Appear'd  out  of  the  cloud,  and  pale  eyes  grew 

Dim  to  its  coming.     As  the  years  went  on, 

The  mother,  with  the  agony  in  her  heart 

She  could  not  utter,  quietly  subdued 

Her  nature  to  a  listening  watchfulness  : 

Her  face  grew  settled  to  expectant  calm, 

Her  vision  penetrated  things  around 

And  gazed  at  something  lying  far  beyond, 

Her  very  foot  linger'd  about  the  house, 

As  if  she  loiter'd  hearkening  for  a  sound 

Out  of  the  world.     For  Margaret,  as  she  grew, 

"Was  wilder  and  more  wilful,  openly 

Master'd  the  gloomy  virgins,  and  escaped 

The  pious  atmosphere  they  daily  breathed 

To  gambol  in  a  freer,  fresher  air  ; 

And  Jane  would  think,  '  'Twill  kill  me,  if  my  child 

Should  turn  out  wicked.'     Mindless  though  she  was, 

And  feeble,  yet  the  trouble  made  her  sense 

Quick,  sharp,  and  subtle  to  perceive  and  watch. 

A  little  word  upon  the  girlish  tongue 

Could  sting  her, — nay,  a  light  upon  the  face, 

A  kindling  of  the  eye,  a  look  the  child 

Wore  when  asleep,  would  trouble  her  for  days 

Carrying  strangest  import.     So  she  waited, 

Watching  and  listening, — while  the  young  new  life 

Drew  in  the  air,  and  throve,  absorbing  hues 
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1 62  JANE  LEWSON 

Out  of  a  thousand  trivial  lights  and  shades 
That  hover'd  lightly  round  it.     Still  to  Jane 
The  habit  of  submission  clung  :  she  watch 'd 
The  wiser  sterner  faces  oftentimes, 
Trembling  for  confirmation  of  her  fears  ; 
And  nightly  pray'd  that  God,  who  was  so  just, 
So  hard  to  those  who  went  astray  at  all, 
Would  aid  her  sisters,  helping  them  to  make 
The  little  Margaret  better  as  she  grew, — 
Waking  her  secret  trouble  evennore 
With  countless,  nameless  acts  of  help  and  love, 
And  humble  admonition, — comforted 
By  secret  fondlings  of  the  little  arms, 
Or  kisses  on  the  tiny,  wilful  mouth 
Apart  in  childish  slumber. 

Thus  the  years 
Pass'd  over  her  like  pensive  clouds,  and  melted 
Into  that  dewy  glimmer  on  the  brain, 
Which  men  call  Memory.     Wherefore  recount 
The  little  joys  and  sorrows  of  the  time  ? 
The  hours  when  sickness  came,  and  thought  itself 
Tick'd  like  a  death-watch, — all  the  daily  hopes 
And  impulses  and  fears  ?     Enough  to  tell, 
That  all  went  onward  like  a  troubled  stream. 
Until  the  sisters,  worn  and  growing  old, 


JANE  LEIVSON  163 

Felt  the  still  Angel  coming  nearer,  nearer, 
Scattering  sleep-dust  on  uplooking  eyes  ; 
And  Jane,  though  in  her  prime,  was  turning  gray  ; 
And  Margaret  was  a  maiden  flower  full-blown. 

A  passion-flower  ! — a  maiden  whose  rich  heart 
Bum'd  with  intensest  fire  that  turn'd  the  light 
Of  the  sweet  eyes  into  a  warm  dark  dew  ; 
One  of  those  shapes  so  marvellously  made, 
Strung  so  intensely,  that  a  finger-press, 
The  dropping  of  a  stray  curl  unaware 
Upon  the  naked  breast,  a  look,  a  tone, 
Can  vibrate  to  the  very  roots  of  life, 
And  draw  from  out  the  spirit  light  that  seems 
To  scorch  the  tender  cheeks  it  shines  upon  ; 
A  nature  running  o'er  with  ecstasy 
Of  very  being,  an  appalling  splendour 
Of  animal  sensation,  loveliness 
Like  to  the  dazzling  panther's ;  yet,  withal, 
The  gentle,  wilful,  clinging  sense  of  love, 
Which  makes  a  virgin's  soul.     It  seem'd,  indeed, 
The  gloomy  dwelling  and  the  dismal  days, 
Gloaming  upon  her  heart,  had  lent  this  show 
Of  shining  life  a  melancholy  shade 
That  trebled  it  in  beauty.     Such  a  heart 
Needed  no  busy  world  to  make  it  beat : 

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1 64  JANE  LEWSON 

It  could  throb  burningly  in  solitude  ; 
Since  kindly  Heaven  gave  it  strength  enough 
To  rock  the  languid  blood  into  the  brains 
Of  twenty  smaller  natures. 

Then  the  pain, 
The  wonder,  deepen'd  on  the  mother's  heart, — 
Her  mother,  her  worn  mother,  whom  she  knew  not 
To  be  her  mother.     As  she  might  have  watch'd 
A  wondrous  spirit  from  another  world, 
Jane  Lewson  watch'd  her  child.    Could  this  fair  girl, — 
This  wild  and  dazzling  life,  be  born  oiher! — 
A  lightning  flash  struck  from  a  pensive  cloud 
The  wan  still  moon  is  drinking  ?     Like  a  woman 
Who  has  been  sick  in  darkness  many  days, 
And  steps  into  the  sunshine,  Jane  beheld 
Her  daughter,  and  felt  blind.     A  terror  grew 
Upon  her,  that  the  smother'd  sense  of  pride 
Lack'd  power  to  kill.    She  prayed,  shewept,  she  dream'd, 
And  thought,  if  Margaret's  had  been  a  face 
More  like  the  common  faces  of  the  streets, 
'Twould  have  been  better.     With  this  feeling,  grew 
The  sense  of  her  own  secret.     Oftentimes 
A  look  from  Margaret  brought  the  feeble  blush 
Into  the  bloodless  cheek  ; — creeping  away 
Into  her  chamber,  Jane  would  wring  her  hands, 


JANE  LEIVSOX  165 

Moaning  in  pain,  '  God  help  me  !    If  she  knew  ! 
Ah.  if  she  knew  ! '    And  then  for  many  days 
Would  haunt  the  dwelling  fearfully,  afraid 
To  look  on  what  she  loved, — till  once  again, 
Some  little  kindness,  some  sweet  look  or  tone, 
A  happy  kiss,  would  bring  her  courage  back 
And  cheer  her. 

Nor  had  Margaret  fail'd  to  win 
The  hard-won  sisters  ;  oft  their  frosty  eyes 
Enlarged  themselves  upon  her  and  grew  thaw'd — 
In  secret  she  was  mistress  over  both — 
And  in  their  loveless  way,  they  also  felt 
A  frighten'd  pleasure  in  the  beauteous  thing 
That  brighten'd  the  dull  dwelling. 

Oftentimes, 
The  fiery  maiden-nature  flashing  forth 
In  wilful  act  or  speech  or  evil  looks, 
Deepen'd  Jane's  terror.     Margaret  heeded  not 
The  sisters'  pious  teachings,  did  not  show 
A  godly  inclination, — nay,  at  times 
Mock'd  openly.     Ah,  had  she  guess'd  the  pain, 
The  fear,  the  agony,  such  mockings  gave 
Her  mother,  her  worn  mother,  whom  she  knew  not 
To  be  her  mother  !     In  her  secret  heart 


1 66  JANE  LEW  SON 

Jane  deem'd  her  own  deep  sorrows  all  had  come 
Because  she  had  not,  in  her  dreary  youth, 
Been  godly ;  and  such  flashes  as  she  saw 
Gleam  from  her  girl,  seem'd  wicked  things  indeed  ; 
And  at  such  times  the  weary  woman's  eyes 
Would  seek  the  sunless  faces,  searching  them 
For  cheer  or  warning. 

In  its  season  came 
That  light  which  takes  from  others  what  it  gives 
To  him  or  her  who,  standing  glorified, 
Awaits  it.     'Tis  the  old,  sad  mystery  : 
No  gift  of  love  that  comes  upon  a  life 
But  means  another's  loss.     The  new  sweet  joy, 
That  play'd  in  tender  colours  and  mild  fire 
On  Margaret's  cheek,  upon  the  mother's  heart 
Fell  like  a  firebrand. 

For  to  Jane,  her  friend, 
Her  dearest  in  the  household  from  the  first, 
Her  mother,  her  worn  mother,  whom  she  knew  not 
To  be  her  mother,  Margaret  first  told 
The  terror — how  she  loved  and  was  beloved  ; 
And  seated  at  Jane's  feet,  with  eyes  upturn'd, 
Playing  with  the  worn  fingers,  she  exclaim'd, 
'  I  love  him,  Jane  !  and  you  will  love  him  too  ! 


JANE  LEWSON  167 

1  will  not  marry  any  other  man  ! ' 

And  suddenly  Jane  felt  as  if  the  Lord 

Had  come  behind  her  in  the  dark  and  breathed 

A  burning  fire  upon  her.     For  she  thought, 

'  My  child  will  go  away,  and  I  shall  die  ! ' 

But  only  murmur'd,  '  Marry,  Margaret  ? 

You  are  too  young  to  marry  ! ' and  her  face 

Was  like  a  murder' d  woman's. 


And  the  pain, 
The  agony,  deepen'd,  when  the  lover's  face 
Came  smiling  to  the  dwelling,  young  and  bright 
With  pitiless  gladness.     Jane  was  still,  and  moan'd, 
'  My  child  will  go  away,  and  I  shall  die  ! ' 
And  look'd  upon  her  sisters,  and  could  see 
They  pitied  her  ;  but  their  stern  faces  said, 
'  This  is  God's  will  !  the  just  God  governs  all ! 
How  should  we  cross  such  love  ? '  adding,  '  Beware,- 
For  our  sakes,  for  your  own,  but  chief  of  all 
For  her  sake  whom  you  love,  remember  now  ! 
Pray,  and  be  silent ! '     And  the  wounded  heart 
Cried  up  to  God  again,  and  from  the  sky 
No  answer  came  ;  when,  crush'd  beneath  her  pain, 
The  woman  sicken'd,  lay  upon  her  bed, 
And  thought  her  time  was  come. 


1 68  JANE  LEWSON 

Most  tenderly 
Her  daughter  nursed  her  ;  little  fathoming 
The  meaning  of  the  wild  and  yearning  look 
That  made  the  white  face  sweet  and  beautiful ; ' 
For  Jane  was  saying,  '  Lord  !  I  want  to  die  ! 
My  child  would  leave  me,  or  my  useless  life 
Would  turn  a  sorrow  to  her,  if  I  stay'd  : 
Lord,  let  me  die  ! '     Yea,  the  dull  nature  clung* 
Still  unto  silence,  with  the  still  resolve 
Of  mightier  natures.     Thinking  she  would  die, 
Jane  lay  as  in  a  painless  dream,  and  watch'd 
The  bright  face  stir  around  her,  following 
The  shape  about  the  room,  and  praying  stiil 
For  strength — so  happy  in  her  drowsy  dream, 
That  she  went  chill  at  times,  and  felt  that  thoughts 
So  tranquil  were  a  sin.     A  darker  hour 
Gloam'd  soon  upon  her  brain.     She  could  not  see 
The  face  she  loved  ;  murmur'd  delirious  words  ; 
And  in  the  weary  watches  of  the  night, 
Moaning  and  wringing  hands,  with  closed  eyes, 
Cried,  '  Margaret !  Margaret  ! '    Then  the  sisters  sought 
To  lead  the  girl  away,  lest  she  should  hear 
The  secret ;  but  she  conquer' d,  and  remain'd  ; 
And  one  still  evening,  when  the  quiet  fire 
Was  making  ghosts  that  quiver'd  on  the  floor 
To  the  faint  timepiece  ticking,  Jane  awoke, 


JANE  LEWSON  169 

Clazed  long  and  strangely  at  the  shining  face, 
Waved  her  thin  arms,  cried,  '  Margaret !  Margaret  ! 
Where  are  you,  Margaret?     Have  you  gone  away  ? 
Come  to  your  mother  ! '     The  wild  cry  of  pain 
Startled  the  maiden,  but  she  only  thought 
The  fever'd  woman  raved.     Twining  her  arms 
Around  Jane's  neck,  she  murmur'd,  '  I  am  here  ! ' 
Weeping  and  kissing  ;  but  the  woman  sigh'd 
And  shiver'd,  crying  feebly,  '  Let  me  die  ! 
My  little  girl  has  gone  into  the  town, 
And  she  has  learn'd  to  call  me  wicked  names, 
And  will  not  come  again  ! ' 

When,  wearied  out, 
Jane  sank  to  troubled  sleep,  her  child  sat  still, 
Thinking  of  those  strange  words  ;  and  though  at  last 
She  shut  them  from  her  thought  as  idle  dream, 
Their  pain  return'd  upon  her.     The  next  day 
She  spake  unto  the  sisters  of  the  same, 
Adding,  in  a  low  voice,  '  She  talk'd  of  me, 
And  moan'd  out  loudly  for  a  little  child — 
Has  she  a  child  ?  '   The  first  quick  flash  of  fear 
Died  from  the  yellow  visages  unseen, 
And  they  were  calm.     '  Delirium  ! '  Sarah  said  ; 
'  But  you,  my  child,  must  watch  her  sick-bed  less — 
You  are  too  young,  too  weak,  to  bear  such  things.' 


170  JANE  LEW  SON 

And  this  time  Margaret  did  not  say  a  word, 
But  yielded,  thinking,  '  It  is  very  strange  ! — 
There  is  a  mystery,  and  I  will  watch  : 
Can  Jane  have  had  a  child  ?  ' 

That  very  day 
The  dark  mists  roll'd  from  the  sick  woman's  brain, 
And  she  awoke,  remembering  nought,  and  saw 
The  sisters  watching  her.     Two  days  they  watch'd ; 
And  spake  but  very  little,  though  they  saw 
The  wan  eyes  wander  with  a  hungry  look, 
Seeking  the  face  they  loved.     Then  Sarah  took 
Jane's  hand,  and  spake  more  gently,  sisterly, 
(Such  natures,  friend,  grow  kinder  as  they  age,) 
Than  she  had  done  for  many  years,  and  told 
Of  those  wild  words  utter'd  while  she  was  ill ; 
Jane  moan'd  and  hid  her  face ;  but  Sarah  said, 
'  We  do  not  blame  you,  and  perchance  the  Lord 
Spake  through  you  !     We  have  thought  it  o'er,  and 

pray'd  : 
Now  listen,  Jane.     Since  that  unhappy  night, 
We  have  not  spoken  of  your  shame,  yet  know 
You  have  repented.'     With  her  face  still  hid, 
Jane  falter'd,  '  Let  me  die  ! '  but  Sarah  said, 
'  We  do  not  think,  Jane  Lewson,  you  will  live  ; 
So  mark  me  well.     If,  ere  you  go  away, 


JANE  LFAVSON  ill 

You  feel  that  you  could  go  more  cheerfully, 
If  you  are  certain  that  it  is  not  sin, 
Poor  Margaret  shall  know  she  is  your  child  ; 
We  will  not,  now  you  die,  deny  you  this  ; 
And  Margaret  will  be  silent  of  the  shame, — 
And,  lest  you  break  your  oath  upon  the  Word, 
Our  lips  shall  tell  her.'     Still  Jane  Lewson  hid 
Her  face  ;  and  all  was  quiet  in  the  room, 
Save  for  a  shivering  sound  and  feeble  crying. 
But  suddenly  Jane  lifted  up  her  face, 
Beauteous  beyond  all  beauty  given  to  joy, 
And  quickly  whispering,  press'd  the  chilly  hand — 
'  I  will  not  speak  !     I  will  not  hurt  my  child 
So  cruelly  ! — the  child  shall  never  know  ! 
And  I  will  go  in  silence  to  my  grave, 
Leaving  her  happy, — and  perhaps  the  Lord 
Will  pardon  me  ! '     Then,  for  the  first  last  time, 
The  sisters  look'd  on  Jane  with  different  eyes, 
Admiring  sternly,  with  no  words  of  praise, 
Her  they  had  scom'd  for  feebleness  so  long. 

Even  then  the  watchers  in  the  chamber  heard 
A  sound  that  thrill'd  them  through, — a  rustling  dress, 
A  deep  hard  breathing  as  of  one  in  pain  ; 
And  pointing  with  her  hand  Jane  scream'd  aloud ; 
And  turning  suddenly  the  sisters  saw 


2  JANE  LEWSON 

A  face  as  white  as  marble,  yet  illumed 

By  great  eyes  flashing  with  a  terrible  flame 

That  made  them  quail.     And  in  a  dangerous  voice, 

As  low  as  a  snake's  hissing,  Margaret  said, 

'  I  have  heard  all  ! '     Then  the  great  eyes  were  turn'd 

On  Jane,  and  for  a  moment  they  were  cold  ; 

But  all  at  once  the  breathless  agony 

Of  recognition  struck  upon  her  heart, 

The  bosom  heaved  and  moan'd,  the  bright  tears  burst, 

And  Margaret  flung  herself  upon  the  bed, 

Clasping  her  shivering  mother  ;  and  at  first 

Jane  shrank  away, — but  soon  the  wondrous  love 

Master'd  her, — she  could  smile  and  kiss  and  cry — 

And  hear  the  dear  wild  voice  cry,  '  Mother  !  mother  ! ' 

And  see  the  bright  face  through  her  tears,  and  feel 

That  Love  was  there. 

After  the  first  strange  bliss 
Of  meeting,  both  were  stiller.     Jane  could  weep, 
And  bear  to  feel  so  happy.     Margaret 
Clang  to  her  mother,  breathed  her  bliss  upon  her, 
Fondling  the  silver'd  tresses,  covering 
The  thin  hard  hand  with  kisses  and  with  tears, 
Trying  to  say  a  thousand  merry  things 
That  died  in  sobs  and  tears,  and  only  saying, 
For  all  the  utterance  of  her  speechful  heart, 


JANE  LEWSON  17 

'  Mother  !  my  mother  ! '     Suddenly  her  shame 

Came  back  upon  the  woman,  and  she  turn'd 

To  seek  her  sisters'  faces  piteously, 

But  they  had  stolen  from  the  happy  room  ; 

Whereon  again  she  murmur'd,  '  Let  me  die  ! 

I  am  a  wicked  woman,  Margaret ! 

Why  did  you  listen  ?  '     But  a  second  burst 

Of  love  and  blissful  pain,  and  bitter  things 

Hurl'd  at  the  cruel  sisters,  answer'd  her ; 

And  more  tears  flow'd,  and  more  fond  kisses  brush'd 

The  tears  away, — until  at  last  Jane  cried, 

'  Dear,  I  could  go  away  not  weeping  now — 

God  is  so  gentle  with  me  ! ' 

But  He,  who  drew 
Thus  from  His  cloud  at  last  and  look'd  so  kind, 
Will'd  that  Jane  Lewson  should  not  die  so  soon. 
The  agony  did  not  kill  her,  and  the  joy 
Sent  a  fresh  life  into  her  languid  blood 
And  saved  her.     So  that  soon  she  rose  from  bed, 
To  see  the  sunshine  on  her  daughter's  face, 
To  see  the  sunless  sisters,  who  again 
Look'd  cold  as  ever. 

But  a  burning  fire 
From  Margaret  scorch'd  them  to  the  heart,  because 


174  JANE  LEW  SON 

They  lov'd  the  girl ;  she  heap'd  upon  their  heads 
Rage  and  reproaches,  mockery  and  scorn, 
Until  they  cried,  '  You  are  a  wicked  girl ! 
Jane  Lewson's  shame  is  on  you.     After  this 
We  cannot  dwell  together  any  more.' 
And  Margaret  would  have  answer'd  fiercelier  still, 
But  that  her  feeble  mother,  piteously 
Gazing  at  them  to  whom  in  spite  of  all 
Her  heart  was  humble,  begg'd  her  on  her  knees 
For  silence;  and,  thus  conquer'd,  Margaret 
Answer'd  her  aunts  with  kisses  and  with  tears 
Shower'd  on  her  mother's  face. 

That  evening, 
Margaret  held  her  mother  round  the  neck, 
And  led  her  to  her  lover  in  the  house, 
And  with  her  lips  set  firm  together,  saying, 
'  This  is  my  dear,  dear  mother,'  told  him  all, 
Concealing  nothing.     For  a  time,  the  man 
Look'd  startled  and  appall'd  ;  but  being  made 
Of  clay  not  base,  he  smiling  spake  at  last, 
And  stooping  softly,  kiss'd  the  thin  worn  hand — 
'  She  is  my  mother,  too, — and  we  will  dwell 
Together  ! ' 

And  they  dwelt  together, — leaving 
The  dismal  dwelling  in  the  smoky  square, 


JANE  LEW  SON  175 

To  dwell  within  a  cottage  close  to  town  ; 

But  Jane  lived  with  them  only  for  a  year, 

And  then,  because  the  heart  that  had  been  used 

To  suffering  so  long  could  not  endure 

To  be  so  happy,  died  ;  worn  out  and  tired, 

Kissing  her  child  ;  and  as  her  dying  thoughts 

Went  back  along  the  years,  the  suffering  seem'd 

Not  such  a  thankless  suffering  after  all, 

But  like  a  faded  garment  one  has  learn'd 

To  love  through  habit ; — and  the  woman  cried 

On  her  stern  sisters  with  her  dying  breath. 


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1 
Last  night  I  toss'd  upon  my  bed, 
Because  I  knew  that  she  was  dead  : 
The  curtains  were  white,  the  pane  was  blue, 
The  moon  peep'd  through, 
And  its  eye  was  red — 
'  I  would  that  my  love  were  awake  ! '  I  said. 


Then  I  rose  and  the  lamp  of  silver  lit, 
And  over  the  carpet  lightly  stept, 

Crept  to  the  door  and  open'd  it, 

And  enter'd  the  room  where  my  lady  slept ; 

And  the  lamplight  threw  a  restless  ray 

Over  the  bed  on  which  she  lay, 

And  sparkled  on  her  golden  hair, 


LORD  RONALD'S   WIFE  177 

Smiled  on  her  lip  and  melted  there, 

And  I  shudder'd  because  she  look'd  so  fair ; — 

For  the  curtains  were  white,  and  the  pane  was  blue, 

And  the  moon  look'd  through, 

And  its  eye  was  red  : 
'  I  will  hold  her  hand,  and  think,'  I  said. 

in 
And  at  first  I  could  not  think  at  all, 

Because  her  hand  was  so  thin  and  cold  ; 
The  gray  light  flicker'd  along  the  wall, 

And  I  seem'd  to  be  growing  old  ; 
I  look'd  in  her  face  and  could  not  weep, 

I  hated  the  sound  of  mine  own  deep  breath, 
Lest  it  should  startle  her  from  the  sleep 

That  seem'd  too  sweet  and  mild  for  death. 
I  heard  the  far-off  clock  intone 

So  slowly,  so  slowly — 
Afar  across  the  courts  of  stone, 
The  black  hound  shook  his  chain  with  a  moan, 

As  the  village  clock  chimed  slowly,  slowly, 
slowly. 
I  prayed  that  she  might  rise  in  bed, 

And  smile  and  say  one  little  word, 
'  I  long  to  see  her  eyes  ! '  I  said  .  .  . 

I  should  have  shriek'd  if  she  had  stirr'd. 

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LORD  RONALD'S   WIFE 

IV 
I  never  sinn'd  against  thee,  Sweet ! 

And  yet,  last  night,  when  none  could  see  . 
I  know  not  .  .  .  but  from  head  to  feet 

I  seem'd  one  scar  of  infamy  : 
Perhaps  because  the  fingers  light 
I  held  had  grown  so  worn  and  white, 
Perhaps  because  you  look'd  so  fair, 
With  the  thin  gray  light  on  your  golden  hair. 

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You  were  warm,  and  I  was  cold, 

Yet  you  loved  me,  little  one,  I  knew — 
I  could  not  trifle — I  was  old — 

I  was  wiser,  carefuller,  than  you ; 
I  liked  my  horse,  I  liked  my  hound, 
I  liked  to  hear  the  bugle  sound, 
Over  my  wine  I  liked  to  chat, 

But  soberly,  for  I  had  mind  : 
You  wanted  that,  and  only  that, 

You  were  as  light  as  is  the  wind. 
At  times,  I  know,  it  fretted  me — 

I  chid  thee  mildly  now  and  then — 
No  fault  of  mine — no  blame  to  thee — 

Women  are  women,  men  are  men. 


LORD  RON  ALUS    WIFE  179 

At  first  you  smiled  to  see  me  frown, 

And  laughing  leapt  upon  my  knee, 
And  kiss'd  the  chiding  shadow  down, 

And  smooth'd  my  great  beard  merrily  ; 
But  then  a  change  came  o'er  you,  Sweet ! 

You  walk'd  about  with  pensive  head  ; 

You  tried  to  read,  and  as  you  read 
Patted  your  small  impatient  feet : — 

'  She  is  wiser  now  ! '  I  smiling  said  .  .  . 

And  ere  I  doubted — you  were  dead. 

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All  this  came  back  upon  my  brain 

While  I  sat  alone  at  your  white  bedside, 
And  I  remember'd  in  my  pain 

Those  words  you  spoke  before  you  died — 
For  around  my  neck  your  arms  you  flung, 

And  smiled  so  sweet  though  death  was  near — 
'  I  was  so  foolish  and  so  young  ! 

And  yet  I  loved  thee  ! — kiss  me,  dear  ! ' 
I  put  aside  your  golden  hair, 

And  kiss'd  you,  and  you  went  to  sleep  ; 
And  when  I  saw  that  death  was  there, 

My  grief  was  cold,  I  could  not  weep  ; 
And  late  last  night,  when  you  were  dead, 
I  did  not  weep  beside  your  bed, 


180  LORD  RONALD'S  WLFE 

For  the  curtains  were  white,  and  the  pane  was  blue, 
And  the  moon  look'd  through, 
And  its  eye  was  red — 

'  How  coldly  she  lies  ! '  I  said. 

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Then  loud,  so  loud,  before  I  knew, 
The  gray  and  black  cock  scream'd  and  crew, 
And  I  heard  the  far-off  bells  intone 

So  slowly,  so  slowly, 
The  black  hound  bark'd,  and  I  rose  with  a  groan, 

As  the  village  bells  chimed  slowly,   slowly, 
slowly. 
I  dropp'd  the  hand  so  cold  and  thin, 

I  gazed,  and  your  face  seem'd  still  and  wise, 
And  I  saw  the  damp  dull  dawn  stare  in 

Like  a  dim  drown'd  face  with  oozy  eyes  \ 
And  I  open'd  the  lattice  quietly, 
And  the  cold  wet  air  came  in  on  me, 
And  I  pluck'd  two  roses  with  fingers  chill 
From  the  roses  that  grew  at  your  window-sill, 
I  pluck'd  two  roses,  a  white  and  a  red, 
Stole  again  to  the  side  of  your  bed, 
Raised  the  edge  of  your  winding  fold, 

Dropp'd  the  roses  upon  your  breast, 
Cover'd  them  up  in  the  balmy  cold, 

That  none  might  know — and  there  they  rest  ! 


THE  LAST  OT   THE  HANGMEN: 

A   GROTESQUE 

What  place  is  snugger  and  more  pretty 
Than  a  gay  green  Inn  outside  the  City, 
To  sit  in  an  arbour  in  a  garden, 
With  a  pot  of  ale  and  a  long  churchwarden  ! 

Amid  the  noise  and  acclamation, 

He  sits  unknown,  in  meditation  : 

'Mid  church-bells  ringing  and  jingling  glasses, 

Snugly  enough  his  Sunday  passes. 

Beyond  the  suburbs  of  the  City,  where 
Cheap  stucco'd  villas  on  the  brick-field  stare, 
Where  half  in  town,  half  country,  you  espy 
The  hay-cart  standing  at  the  hostelry, — 
Strike  from  the  highway  down  a  puddly  lane, 
Skirt  round  a  market-garden,  and  you  gain 
A  pastoral  footpath,  winding  on  for  miles 
By  fair  green  fields  and  over  country  stiles  ; 
And  soon,  as  you  proceed,  the  busy  sound 
Of  the  dark  City  at  your  back  is  drowned, 


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The  speedwell  with  its  blue  eye  looks  at  you, 
The  yellow  primrose  glimmers  through  the  dew  ; 
Out  of  the  sprouting  hedgerow  at  your  side, 
Instead  of  the  town  sparrow  starveling-eyed, 
The  blackbird  whistles  and  the  finches  sing  ; 
Instead  of  smoke,  you  breathe  the  pleasant  Spring ; 
And  shading  eyes  dim  from  street  dust  you  mark, 
With  soft  pulsations  soaring  up,  the  Lark, 
Till  o'er  your  head,  a  speck  against  the  gleam, 
He  sings,  and  the  great  City  fades  in  dream  ! 

Five  miles  the  path  meanders  ;  then  again 
You  reach  the  road,  but  like  a  leafy  lane 
It  wanders  now  ;  and  lo  !  you  stand  before 
A  quaint  old  country  Inn,  with  open  door, 
Fresh-watered  troughs,  and  the  sweet  smell  of  hay. 

And  if,  perchance,  it  be  the  seventh  day — 
Or  any  feast-day,  calendar  d  or  not — 
Merry  indeed  will  be  this  smiling  spot ; 
For  on  the  neighbouring  common  will  be  seen 
Groups  from  the  City,  romping  on  the  green  ; 
The  vans  with  gay  pink  curtains  empty  stand, 
The  horses  graze  unharness'd  close  at  hand  ; 
Bareheaded  wenches  play  at  games  in  rings, 
Or,  strolling,  swing  their  bonnets  by  the  strings  ; 


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'Prentices,  galloping  with  gasp  and  groan, 

On  donkeys  ride,  till  out  of  breath,  or  thrown  ; 

False  gipsies,  with  pale  cheeks  by  juice  stain'd  brown, 

And  hulking  loungers,  gather  from  the  town. 

The  fiddle  squeaks,  they  dance,  they  sing,  they  play, 

Waifs  from  the  City  casting  care  away, 

And  with  the  country  smells  and  sights  are  blent 

Loud  town-bred  oaths  and  urban  merriment. 

Ay  ;  and  behind  the  Inn  are  gardens  green, 
And  arbours  snug,  where  families  are  seen 
Tea-drinking  in  the  shadow  ;  some,  glad  souls, 
On  the  smooth-shaven  carpet  play  at  bowls  ; 
And  half-a-dozen,  rowing  round  and  round, 
Upon  the  shallow  skating-pond  are  found, 
And  ever  and  anon  will  one  of  these 
Upset,  and  stand  there,  wading  to  the  knees, 
Righting  his  crank  canoe !      Down  neighbouring  walks 
Go  youthful  lovers  in  delightful  talks  ; 
While  from  the  arbour-seats  smile  pleasantly 
The  older  members  of  the  company  ; 
And  plump  round  matrons  sweat  in  Paisley  shawls, 
And  on  the  grass  the  crowing  baby  sprawls. 

Now  hither,  upon  such  a  festal  day, 
I  from  my  sky-high  lodging  made  my  way, 


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And  followed  straggling  feet  with  summer  smile  ; 

'  Jog  on,'  I  sung,  'and  merrily  hent  the  stile,' 

Until  I  reached  the  place  of  revelry  ; 

And  there,  hard  by  the  groups  who  sat  at  tea, 

But  in  a  quiet  arbour,  cool  and  deep, 

Around  whose  boughs  white  honeysuckles  creep, 

A  Face  I  saw  familiar  to  my  gaze, 

In  scenes  far  different  and  on  darker  days  : — 

An  aged  man,  with  white  and  reverent  hair, 

Brow  patriarchal  yet  deep-lined  with  care, 

His  melancholy  eye,  in  a  half  dream, 

Watching  the  groups  with  philosophic  gleam  ; 

Decent  his  dress,  of  broadcloth  black  and  clean, 

Clean-starch'd  his  front,  and  dignified  his  mien. 

His  right  forefinger  busy  in  the  bowl 

Of  a  long  pipe  of  clay,  whence  there  did  roll 

A  halo  of  gray  vapour  round  his  face, 

He  sat,  like  the  white  Genius  of  the  place  ; 

And  at  his  left  hand  on  the  table  stood 

A  pewter-pot,  filled  up  with  porter  good, 

Which  ever  and  anon,  with  dreamy  gaze 

And  arm- sweep  proud,  he  to  his  lips  did  raise. 


'Twas  Sunday  ;  and  in  melancholy  swells 
Came  the  low  music  of  the  still  church-bells, 


THE  LAST  OF  THE  HANGMEN  185 

Scarce  audible,  blown  o'er  the  meadows  green, 
Out  of  the  cloud  of  London  dimly  seen — 
Whence,  thro'  the  summer  mist,  at  intervals, 
We  caught  the  far-off  shadow  of  St.  Paul's. 

Silent  he  sat,  unnoted  in  the  crowd, 
With  all  his  greatness  round  him  like  a  cloud, 
Unknown,  unwelcomed,  unsuspected  quite, 
Smoking  his  pipe  like  any  common  wight ; 
Cheerful,  yet  distant,  patronising  here 
The  common  gladness  from  his  prouder  sphere. 
Cold  was  his  eye,  and  ominous  now  and  then 
The  look  he  cast  upon  those  merry  men 
Around  him ;  and,  from  time  to  time,  sad-eyed, 
He  rolled  his  reverent  head  from  side  to  side 
With  dismal  shake  ;  and,  his  sad  heart  to  cheer, 
Hid  his  great  features  in  the  pot  of  beer. 

When,  with  an  easy  bow  and  lifted  hat, 
I  enter'd  the  green  arbour  where  he  sat, 
And  most  politely  him  by  name  did  greet, 
He  went  as  white  as  any  winding-sheet ! 
Yea,  trembled  like  a  man  whose  lost  eyes  note 
A  pack  of  wolves  upleaping  at  his  throat  ! 
But  when,  in  a  respectful  tone  and  kind, 
I  tried  to  lull  his  fears  and  soothe  his  mind, 


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And  vowed  the  fact  of  his  identity 

Was  as  a  secret  wholly  safe  with  me — 

Explaining  also,  seeing  him  demur, 

That  /  too  was  a  public  character — 

The  Great  Unknown  (as  I  shall  call  him  here) 

Grew  calm,  replenish'd  soon  his  pot  of  beer 

At  my  expense,  and  in  a  little  while 

His  tongue  began  to  wag,  his  face  to  smile ; 

And  in  the  simple  self-revealing  mode 

Of  all  great  natures  heavy  with  the  load 

Of  pride  and  power,  he  edged  himself  more  near, 

And  poured  his  griefs  and  wrongs  into  mine  ear. 

'  Well  might  I  be  afraid,  and  sir  to  you  ! 
They  'd  tear  me  into  pieces  if  they  knew, — 
For  quiet  as  they  look,  and  bright,  and  smart, 
Each  chap  there  has  a  tiger  in  his  heart ! 
At  play  they  are,  but  wild  beasts  all  the  same — 
Not  to  be  teased  although  they  look  so  tame  ; 
And  many  of  them,  plain  as  eye  can  trace, 
Have  got  my  'scutcheon  figured  on  the  face. 
It 's  all  a  matter  of  mere  destiny 
Whether  they  go  all  right  or  come  to  me  : 
Mankind  is  bad,  sir,  naturally  bad  ! ' 

And  as  he  shook  his  head  with  omen  sad, 
I  answered  him,  in  his  own  cynic  strain  : 


THE  LAST  01-    THE  HANGME  187 

. Ss,  'tis  enough  to  make  a  man  complain. 
This  world  of  ours  so  vicious  is  and  low, 
It  always  treats  its  Benefactors  so. 
If  people  had  their  rights,  and  rights  were  clear, 
You  would  not  sit  unknown,  unhonour'd,  here  ; 
But  all  would  bow  to  you,  and  hold  you  great, 
The  first  and  mightiest  member  of  the  State. 
Who  is  the  inmost  wheel  of  the  machine  ? 
Who  keeps  the  Constitution  sharp  and  clean  ? 
Who  finishes  what  statesmen  only  plan, 
And  keeps  the  whole  game  going?      You're  the  Man  ! 
At  one  end  of  the  State  the  eye  may  view 
Her  Majesty,  and  at  the  other— jw/y 
And  of  the  two,  both  precious,  I  aver, 
They  seem  more  ready  to  dispense  with  her  !  ' 

The  Great  Man  watched  me  with  a  solemn  look, 
Then  from  his  lips  the  pipe  he  slowly  took, 
And  answered  gruffly,  in  a  whisper  hot  : 

'  I  don't  know  if  you  're  making  game  or  not  : 
But,  dash  my  buttons,  tho'"  you  put  it  strong, 
It 's  my  opinion  you  're  more  right  than  wrong  ! 
There  's  not  another  man  this  side  the  sea 
Can  settle  off  the  State's  account  like  me. 
The  work  from  which  all  other  people  shrink 
Comes  natural  to  me  as  meat  and  drink, — 


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All  neat,  all  clever,  all  perform'd  so  pat, 

It 's  quite  an  honour  to  be  hung  like  that ! 

People  don't  howl  and  bellow  when  they  meet 

The  Sheriff  or  the  Gaoler  in  the  street ; 

They  never  seem  to  long  in  their  mad  fits 

To  tear  the  Home  Secretary  into  bits  ; 

When  Judges  in  white  hats  to  Epsom  Down 

Drive  gay  as  Tom  and  Jerry,  folk  don't  frown  ; 

They  cheer  the  Queen  and  Royal  Family ; 

But  only  let  them  catch  a  sight  of  me, 

And  like  a  pack  of  hounds  they  howl  and  storm  ! 

And  that 's  their  gratitude  ;  'cause  I  perform, 

In  genteel  style  and  in  a  first-rate  way, 

The  work  they  're  making  for  me  night  and  day  ! 

Why,  if  a  mortal  had  his  rights,  d'  ye  see, 

I  should  be  honour'd  as  I  ought  to  be — 

They  'd  pay  me  well  for  doing  what  I  do, 

And  touch  their  hats  whene'er  I  came  in  view. 

Well,  after  all,  they  do  as  they  are  told  ; 

They  're  less  to  blame  than  Government,  I  hold. 

Government  sees  my  value,  and  it  knows 

I  keep  the  whole  game  going  as  it  goes, 

And  yet  it  holds  me  down  and  makes  me  cheap, 

And  calls  me  in  at  odd  times  like  a  sweep 

To  clean  a  dirty  chimney.     Let  it  smoke, 

And  every  mortal  in  the  State  must  choke  ! 


THE  LAST  OF  THE  HANGMEN  189 

And  yet,  though  always  ready  at  the  call, 
I  get  no  gratitude,  no  thanks  at  all. 
Instead  of  rank,  I  get  a  wretched  fee, 
Instead  of  thanks,  a  sneer  or  scowl  may-be, 
Instead  of  honour  such  as  others  win, 
Why,  I  must  hide  away  to  save  my  skin. 
When  I  am  sent  for  to  perform  my  duty, 
Instead  of  coming  in  due  state  and  beauty, 
With  outriders  and  dashing  grays  to  draw 
(Like  any  other  mighty  man  of  law), 
Disguised,  unknown,  and  with  a  guilty  cheek, 
The  gaol  I  enter  like  an  area  sneak  ! 
And  when  all  things  have  been  performed  with  art 
(With  my  young  man  to  do  the  menial  part) 
Again  out  of  the  dark,  when  none  can  see, 
I  creep  unseen  to  my  obscurity  ! ' 


His  vinous  cheek  with  virtuous  wrath  was  flushed, 
And  to  his  nose  the  purple  current  rushed, 
While  with  a  hand  that  shook  a  little  now, 
He  mopp'd  the  perspiration  from  his  brow, 
Sighing;  and  on  his  features  I  descried 
A  sparkling  tear  of  sorrow  and  of  pride. 
Meantime,  around  him  all  was  mirth  and  May, 
The  sport  was  merry  and  all  hearts  were  gay, 


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The  green  boughs  sparkled  back  the  merriment, 
The  garden  honeysuckle  scatter'd  scent, 
The  warm  girls  giggled  and  the  lovers  squeezed, 
The  matrons  drinking  tea  look'd  on  full  pleased, 
And  far  away  the  church-bells  sad  and  slow 
Ceased  on  the  scented  air.     But  still  the  woe 
Grew  on  the  Great  Man's  face — the  smiling  sky, 
The  light,  the  pleasure,  on  his  fish-like  eye 
Fell  colourless ; — at  last  he  spoke  again, 
Growing  more  philosophic  in  his  pain  : 

'  Two  sorts  of  people  fill  this  mortal  sphere, 
Those  who  are  hung,  and  those  who  just  get  clear  ; 
And  I  'm  the  schoolmaster  (tho'  you  may  laugh), 
Teaching  good  manners  to  the  second  half. 
Without  my  help  to  keep  the  scamps  in  awe, 
You  'd  have  no  virtue  and  you  'd  know  no  law ; 
And  now  they  only  hang  for  blood  alone, 
Ten  times  more  hard  to  rule  the  mob  have  grown. 
I  've  heard  of  late  some  foolish  folk  have  plannd 
To  put  an  end  to  hanging  in  the  land ; 
But,  Lord  !  how  little  do  the  donkeys  know 
This  world  of  ours,  when  they  talk  nonsense  so  ! 
It 's  downright  blasphemy  !     You  might  as  well 
Try  to  get  rid  at  once  of  Heaven  and  Hell ! 
Mankind  is  bad,  sir,  naturally  bad, 
Both  rich  and  poor,  man,  woman,  sad,  or  glad  ! 


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While  some  to  keep  scot-free  have  got  the  wit 
(Not  that  they  're  really  better — devil  a  bit  !), 
Others  have  got  my  mark  so  plain  and  fair 
In  both  their  eyes,  I  stop,  and  gape,  and  stare. 
Look  at  that  fellow  stretch'd  upon  the  green, 
Strong  as  a  bull,  though  only  seventeen  ; 
Bless  you,  I  know  the  party  every  limb, 
I  've  hung  a  tew  facsimiles  of  him  ! 
And  cast  your  eye  on  that  pale  wench  who  sips 
Gin  in  the  corner  ;  note  her  hanging  lips, 
The  neat-shaped  boots,  and  the  neglected  lace  : 
There  's  baby-murder  written  on  her  face  ! — 
Tho'  accidents  may  happen  now  and  then, 
I  know  my  mark  on  women  and  on  men. 
And  oft  I  sigh,  beholding  it  so  plain, 
To  think  what  heaps  of  labour  still  remain  ! ' 

He  sigh'd,  and  yet  methought  he  smackt  his  lips, 
As  one  who  in  anticipation  sips 
A  feast  to  come.     Then  I,  with  a  sly  thought, 
Drew  forth  a  picture  I  had  lately  bought 
In  F.egent  Street,  and  begged  the  man  of  fame 
To  give  his  criticism  on  the  same. 
First  from  their  case  his  spectacles  he  took, 
Great  silver-rimm'd,  and  with  deep  searching  look 
The  picture's  lines  in  silence  pondered  he. 


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1  This  is  as  bad  a  face  as  ever  I  see  ! 
This  is  no  common  area-sneak  or  thief, 
No  stealer  of  a  pocket-handkerchief, 
No  !  deep 's  the  word,  and  knowing,  and  precise, 
Afraid  of  nothing,  but  as  cool  as  ice. 
Look  at  his  ears,  how  very  low  they  lie, 
Lobes  far  below  the  level  of  his  eye, 
And  there 's  a  mouth,  like  any  rat-trap's  tight, 
And  at  the  edges  bloodless,  close,  and  white. 
Who  is  the  party  ?     Caught,  on  any  charge  ? 
There  's  mischief  near,  if  he  remains  at  large  ! ' 

Gasping  with  indignation,  angry-eyed, 
'Silence  !  'tis  very  blasphemy,'  I  cried; 
'  Misguided  man,  whose  insight  is  a  sham, 
These  noble  features  you  would  brand  and  damn, 
This  saintly  face,  so  subtle,  calm,  and  high, 
Are  those  of  one  who  would  not  wrong  a  fly — 
A  friend  of  man,  whom  all  man's  sorrows  stir, 
'Tis  Mr.  Blank,  the  great  Philosopher  ! ' 

•Then  for  a  moment  he  to  whom  I  spake 
Seemed  staggered,  but,  with  the  same  ominous  shake 
O'  the  head,  he,  rallying,  wore  a  smile  half  kind, 
Pitying  my  simplicity  of  mind. 


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'  Sir,'  said  he,  '  from  my  word  I  will  not  stir — 
I  've  seen  that  look  on  many  a  murderer  ; 
But  don't  mistake — it  stands  to  common  sense 
That  education  makes  the  difference  ! 
I  've  heard  the  party's  name,  and  know  that  he 
Is  a  good  pleader  for  my  trade  and  me  ; 
And  well  he  may  be  !  for  a  clever  man 
Sees  pretty  well  what  others  seldom  can, — 
That  those  mark'd  qualities  which  make  him  great 
In  one  way,  might  by  just  a  turn  of  fate 
Have  raised  him  in  another  !    Ah,  it 's  sad — 
Mankind  is  bad,  sir,  naturally  bad  ! 
It  takes  a  genius  in  our  busy  time 
To  plan  and  carry  out  a  bit  of  crime 
That  shakes  the  land  and  raises  up  one's  hair  ; 
Most  murder  now  is  but  a  poor  affair — 
No  art,  no  cunning,  just  a  few  blind  blows 
Struck  by  a  bullet-headed  rough  who  knows 
No  better.     Clever  men  now  see  full  plain 
That  crime  don't  answer.     Thanks  to  me,  again  ! 
Ah,  when  I  think  what  would  become  of  men 
Without  my  bit  of  schooling  now  and  then, — 
To  teach  the  foolish  they  must  mind  their  play, 
And  keep  the  clever  under  every  day, — 

I  shiver  !     As  it  is,  they're  kept  by  me 
To  decent  sorts  of  daily  villany — 

II  o 


I94  THE  LAST  OF    THE  HANGMEN 

Law,  money-lending,  factoring  on  the  land, 
Share-broking,  banking  with  no  cash  in  hand, 
And  many  a  sort  of  weapon  they  may  use 
Which  never  brings  their  neck  into  the  noose  ; 
Ay,  if  they're  talented  they  can  invent 
Plenty  of  crime  that  gets  no  punishment, 
Do  lawful  murder  with  no  sort  of  fear 
As  coolly  as  I  drink  this  pot  of  beer  ! ' 


The  Great  Man  paused  and  drank  ;  his  face  was  grim, 
Half  buried  in  the  pot ;  and  o'er  its  rim 
His  eye,  like  the  law's  bull's-eye,  flashing  bright 
To  deepen  darkness  round  it,  threw  its  light 
On  the  gay  scene  before  him,  and  it  seemed 
Rendered  all  wretched  near  it  as  it  gleamed. 
A  shadow  fell  upon  the  merry  place, 
Each  figure  grew  distorted,  and  each  face 
Spake  of  crime  hidden  and  of  evil  thought. 
Darkling  I  gazed,  sick-hearted  and  distraught, 
In  silence.     Black  and  decent  at  my  side, 
With  reverent  hair,  sat  melancholy-eyed 
The  Patriarch.     To  my  head  I  held  my  hand, 
And  ponder'd,  and  the  look  of  the  fair  land 
Seemed  deathlike.     On  the  darkness  of  my  brain 
The  voice,  a  little  thicker,  broke  again  : 


THE  LAST  OF  THE  HANGMEN  i95 

'  Ah,  tilings  don't  thrive  as  they  throve  once,'  he  said, 
'  And  I'm  alone  now  my  old  woman's  dead. 
I  find  the  Sundays  dull.     First,  I  attend 
The  morning  service,  then  this  way  I  wend 
To  take  my  pipe  and  drop  of  beer ;  and  then, 
Home  to  a  lonely  meal  in  town  again. 
'Tis  a  dull  world  ! — and  grudges  me  my  hire  — 
I  ought  to  get  a  pension  and  retire. 
What  living  man  has  served  his  country  so  ? 
But  who  's  to  take  my  place  I  scarcely  know  ! 
Ah,  Heaven  will  punish  their  neglect  anon  : — 
They  '11  know  my  merit,  when  I  'm  dead  and  gone  ! ' 


He  stood  upon  his  legs,  and  these,  I  think, 
Were  rather  shaky,  part  with  age,  part  drink, 
And  with  a  piteous  smile,  full  of  the  sense 
Of  human  vanity  and  impotence, 
Grimly  he  stood,  half  senile  and  half  sly, 
A  sight  to  make  the  very  angels  cry ; 
Then  lifted  up  a  hat  with  weepers  on — 
(Worn  for  some  human  creature  dead  and  gone) 
Placing  it  on  his  head  (unconsciously 
A  little  on  one  side)  held  out  to  me 
His  right  hand,  and,  though  grim  beyond  belief, 
Wore  unaware  an  air  of  rakish  grief — 
o  2 


196  THE  LAST  OF  THE  HANGMEN 

Even  so  we  parted,  and  with  hand-wave  proud 
He  faded  like  a  ghost  into  the  crowd. 

Home  to  the  mighty  City  wandering, 
Breathing  the  freshness  of  the  fields  of  Spring, 
Hearing  the  lark,  and  seeing  bright  winds  run 
Between  the  bending  rye-grass  and  the  sun, 
I  mused  and  mused  ;  till  with  a  solemn  gleam 
My  soul  closed,  and  I  saw  as  in  a  dream, 
Apocalyptic,  cutting  heaven  across, 
Two  mighty  shapes — a  Gallows  and  a  Cross. 
And  these  twain,  with  a  sea  of  lives  that  clomb 
Up  to  their  base  and  struck  and  fell  in  foam, 
Moved,  trembled,  changed  ;  and  lo  !  the  first  became 
A  jet-black  Shape  that  bowed  its  head  in  shame 
Before  the  second,  which  in  turn  did  change 
Into  a  luminous  Figure,  sweet  and  strange, 
Stretching  out  mighty  arms  to  bless  the  thing 
Which  hushed  its  breath  beneath  Him  wondering. 
And  lo  !  these  visions  vanished  with  no  word 
In  brightness  ;  and  like  one  that  wakes  I  heard 
The  church  bells  chime  and  the  cathedrals  toll, 
Filling  the  mighty  City  like  its  Soul.- 

Then,  like  a  spectre  strange  and  woe-begone, 
Uprose  again,  with  mourning  weepers  on, 


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His  hat  a  little  on  one  side,  his  breath 
Heavy  and  hot,  the  gray-hair'd  Man  of  Death, 
Tottering,  grog-pimpled,  with  a  trembling  pace 
Under  the  Gateway  of  the  Silent  Place, 
At  whose  sad  opening  the  great  Puppet  stands 
The  rope  of  which  he  tugs  with  palsied  hands. 

Christ  help  me  !  whither  do  my  wild  thoughts  run  ? 
And  Christ  help  thee,  thou  lonely  aged  one  ! 
Christ  help  us  all,  till  all  that 's  dark  grows  clear — 
Are  those  indeed  the  Sabbath  bells  I  hear? 


LYRICAL     POEMS 


PASTORAL  PICTURES 

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DOWN    THE    RIVER 

How  merry  a  life  the  little  River  leads, 
Piping  a  vagrant  ditty  free  from  care ; 
Now  rippling  as  it  rustles  through  the  reeds 
And  broad-leaved  lilies  sailing  here  and  there, 
Now  lying  level  with  the  clover  meads 
And  musing  in  a  mist  of  silver  air  ! 
Bearing  a  pastoral  peace  where'er  it  goes, 
Narrow'd  to  mirth  or  broaden'd  to  repose  : 
Through  copsy  villages  and  tiny  towns, 
By  belts  of  woodland  singing  sweet, 
Pausing  where  sun  and  shadow  meet 
Without  the  darkness  of  the  breezy  downs, 
Bickering  o'er  the  keystone  as  it  flows 
'Neath  mossy  bridges  arch'd  like  maiden  feet ; 
And  slowly  widening  as  it  seaward  goes, 
Because  its  summer  mission  grows  complete. 


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Run  seaward,  for  I  follow  ! 

Let  me  cross 
My  garden-threshold  ankle-deep  in  moss. 
Sweet  Stream,  your  heart  is  beating  and  I  hear  it, 
As  conscious  of  its  pleasure  as  a  girl's  : 
O  little  River,  whom  I  love  so  well, 
Is  it  with  something  of  a  human  spirit 
You  twine  those  lilies  in  your  sedgy  curls  ? 
Take  up  the  inner  voice  we  both  inherit, 
O  little  River  of  my  love,  and  tell  ! 

The  rain  has  crawled  from  yonder  mountain-side, 
And  passing,  left  its  footprints  far  and  wide. 
The  path  I  follow  winds  by  cliff  and  scar, 
Purple  and  dark  and  trodden  as  I  pass, 
The  foxglove  droops,  the  crocus  lifts  its  star, 
And  bluebells  brighten  in  the  dewy  grass. 
Over  deep  pools  the  willow  hangs  its  hair, 
Dwarf  birches  show  their  sodden  roots  and  shake 
Their  melting  jewels  on  my  bending  brows, 
The  mottled  mavis  pipes  among  their  boughs 
For  joy  of  five  unborn  in  yonder  brake. 
The  River,  narrow'd  to  a  woody  glen, 
Leaps  trembling  o'er  a  little  rocky  ledge, 
Then  broadens  forward  into  calm  again 


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Where  the  gray  moor-hen  builds  her  nest  of  sedge  ; 
Caught  in  the  dark  those  willow-trees  have  made, 
Lipping  the  yellow  lilies  o'er  and  o'er, 
It  flutters  twenty  feet  along  the  shade, 
Halts  at  the  sunshine  like  a  thing  afraid, 
And  turns  to  kiss  the  lilies  yet  once  more. 

Those  little  falls  are  lurid  with  the  rain 
That  ere  the  day  is  done  will  come  again. 
The  River  falters  swoll'n  and  brown, 
Falters,  falters,  as  it  nears  them, 
Shuddering  back  as  if  it  fears  them, 
Falters,  falters,  falters,  falters, 
Then  dizzily  rushes  down. 

But  all  is  calm  again,  the  little  River 

Smiles  on  and  sings  the  song  it  sings  for  ever. 

Here  at  the  curve  it  passes  tilth  and  farm, 

And  faintly  flowing  onward  to  the  mill 

It  stretches  out  a  little  azure  arm 

To  aid  the  miller,  aiding  with  a  will, 

And  singing,  singing  still. 

Sweet  household  sounds  come  sudden  on  mine  ear  : 

The  waggons  rumbling  in  the  rutted  lanes, 

The  village  clock  and  trumpet  Chanticleer, 

The  flocks  and  cattle  on  the  marish-plains, 


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With  shouts  of  urchins  ringing  loud  and  clear ; 
And  lo  !  a  Village,  breathing  breath  that  curls 
In  foam-white  wreaths  through  ancient  sycamores  ! 
A  hum  of  looms  comes  through  the  cottage  doors. 
I  stumble  on  a  group  of  country  girls 
Faring  afield  thro '  deep  and  dewy  grass  ; 
Small  urchins  rush  from  sanded  kitchen-floors 
To  stare  with  mouths  wide  open  as  I  pass. 

But  yonder  cottage  where  the  woodbine  grows, 
Half  cottage  and  half  inn,  a  pretty  place, 
Tempts  ramblers  with  the  country  cheer  it  shows  ; 
Entering,  I  rob  the  threshold  of  a  rose, 
And  meet  the  welcome  on  a  mother's  face. 
Come,  let  me  sit.     The  scent  of  garden  flowers 
Flits  through  the  casement  of  the  sanded  room, 
Hitting  the  sense  with  thoughts  of  summer  hours 
When  half  the  world  has  budded  into  bloom. 
Is  that  the  faded  picture  of  our  host 
Shading  the  plate  of  pansies  where  I  sit — 
That  lean-limb'd  stripling  straighter  than  a  post, 
Clad  in  a  coat  that  seems  a  sorry  fit  ? 
I  drink  his  health  in  this  his  own  October, 
That  bites  so  sharply  on  the  thirsty  tongue ; 
And  here  he  comes,  but  not  so  slim  and  sober 
As  in  the  days  when  Love  and  he  were  young. 


PASTORAL   PICTURES  205 

4  Hostess  ! '     I  fill  again  and  pledge  the  glory 
Of  that  stout  angel  answering  to  my  call, 
AVho  changed  him  from  the  shadow  on  the  wall 
Into  the  rosy  tun  of  sack  before  me  ! 

Again  I  follow  where  the  river  wanders. 
The  landscape  billows  into  hills  of  thyme  ; 
Over  the  purple  heights  I  slowly  climb ; 
Till  in  a  glen  of  birchen-trees  and  boulders 
I  halt,  beneath  a  heathery  mountain  ridge 
Clothed  on  with  amber  cloud  from  head  to  shoulders. 

1  wander  on  and  gain  a  mossy  bridge, 
And  watch  the  angling  of  a  shepherd  boy ; 
Below  the  little  river  glimmers  by, 
Touched  with  a  troubled  sense  of  pain  or  joy 
By  some  new  life  at  work  in  earth  and  sky. 
The  marshes  there  steam  mist  from  hidden  springs, 
Deep-hidden  in  the  marsh  the  bittern  calls, 
And  yonder  swallow  oils  its  ebon  wings 
While  fluttering  o'er  the  falls. 
Below  my  feet  the  little  budding  flower 
Thrusts  up  dark  leaves  to  feel  the  coming  shower  : 
I'll  trust  these  weather-signs  and  creep  apart 
Beneath  this  crag  until  the  rain  depart, — 
Twill  come  again  and  go  within  an  hour. 


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The  moist  soft  wind  has  died  and  fallen  now, 

The  air  is  hot  and  hush'd  on  flower  and  tree, 

The  leaves  are  troubled  into  sighs,  and  see  ! 

There  falls  a  heavy  drop  upon  my  brow. 

The  cloudy  standard  is  above  unfurl'd  ; 

The  aspen  fingers  of  the  blinded  Rain 

Feel  for  the  summer  eyelids  of  the  world 

That  she  may  kiss  them  open  once  again. 

Darker  and  darker,  till  with  one  accord 

The  clouds  pour  forth  their  hoard  in  gusts  of  power, 

A  sunbeam  rends  their  bowels  like  a  sword 

And  frees  the  costly  shower  ! 

Fluttering  around  me  and  before  me, 
Stretched  like  a  mantle  o'er  me, 
The  rushing  shadows  blind  the  earth  and  skies, 
Dazzling  a  darkness  on  my  gazing  eyes 
With  troublous  gleams  of  radiance,  like  the  bright 
Pigments  of  gold  that  flutter  in  our  sight, 
When  with  shut  eyes  we  strain 
Our  aching  vision  back  upon  the  brain. 

Across  the  skies  and  o'er  the  plain 
Fast  fly  the  swollen  shadows  of  the  Rain  ; 
Blown  duskly  by, 
From  hill  to  hill  they  fly, 


PASTORAL  PICTURES  207 

O'er  solitary  streams  and  windy  downs, 
O'er  trembling  villages  and  darkened  towns. 

I  crouch  beneath  the  crag  and  watch  the  mist 

Move  on  the  skirts  of  yonder  mountains  gray 

Until  it  bubbles  into  amethyst 

And  softly  melts  away. 

The  thyme-bells  catch  their  drops  of  silver  dew, 

And  quake  beneath  the  load  ; 

The  squadron'd  pines  that  shade  the  splashing  road 

Are  glimmering  with  a  million  jewels  too. 

And  hark  !  the  Spirit  of  the  Rain 

Sings  to  the  Summer  sleeping, 

Pressing  a  dark  damp  face  against  the  plain, 

And  pausing,  pausing,  not  for  pain, 

Pausing,  pausing,  ere  the  low  refrain, 

Because  she  cannot  sing  for  weeping. 

She  flings  her  cold  dim  arms  about  the  Earth, 

That  soon  shall  wear  the  blessing  she  has  given, 

Then  brightens  thro'  her  tears  in  sunny  mirth 

And  flutters  back  to  heaven. 

A  fallen  sunbeam  trembles  at  my  feet, 
And  as  I  sally  forth  the  linnets  frame 
Their  throats  to  answer  yonder  laverock  sweet. 
The  jewell'd  trees  flash  out  in  emerald  flame 


208  PASTORAL  PICTURES 

The  bright  drops  fall  with  throbs  of  peaceful  sound. 
And  melt  in  circles  on  the  shallow  pools 
That  glisten  on  the  ground. 
Last,  Iris  issues  from  her  cloudy  shrine, 
Trembling  alone  in  heaven  where  she  rules, 
And  arching  down  to  kiss  with  kisses  sweet 
The  bright  green  world  that  flashes  at  her  feet, 
Runs  liquid  through  her  many  hues  divine. 


PASTORAL    PTCTUl  209 


THE   SUMMER   POOL 

There  is  a  singing  in  the  summer  air, 
The  blue  and  brown  moths  flutter  o'er  the  grass, 
The  stubble  bird  is  creaking  in  the  wheat, 
And  perch'd  upon  the  honeysuckle-hedge 
Pipes  the  green  linnet.     Oh,  the  golden  world  ! 
The  stir  of  life  on  every  blade  of  grass, 
The  motion  and  the  joy  on  every  bough, 
The  glad  feast  everywhere,  for  things  that  love 
The  sunshine,  and  for  things  that  love  the  shade  ! 

Aimlessly  wandering  with  weary  feet, 
Watching  the  wool-white  clouds  that  wander  by, 
I  come  upon  a  lonely  place  of  shade, — 
A  still  green  Pool,  where  with  soft  sound  and  stir 
The  shadows  of  o'erhanging  branches  sleep, 
Save  where  they  leave  one  dreamy  space  of  blue, 
O'er  whose  soft  stillness  ever  and  anon 
The  feathery  chirms  blows.     Here  unaware 


o  PASTORAL  PICTURES 

I  pause,  and  leaning  on  my  staff  I  add 

A  shadow  to  the  shadows  ;  and  behold ! 

Dim  dreams  steal  down  upon  me,  with  a  hum 

Of  little  wings,  a  murmuring  of  boughs, — 

The  dusky  stir  and  motion  dwelling  here, 

Within  this  small  green  world.     O'ershadowed 

By  dusky  greenery,  tho'  all  around 

The  sunshine  throbs  on  fields  of  wheat  and  bean, 

Downward  I  gaze  into  the  dreamy  blue, 

And  pass  into  a  waking  sleep,  wherein 

The  green  boughs  rustle,  feathery  wreaths  of  cloud 

Pass  softly,  piloted  by  golden  airs  : 

The  air  is  still, — no  birds  sing  any  more, — 

And,  helpless  as  a  tiny  flying  thing, 

I  am  alone  in  all  the  world  with  God, 

The  wind  dies — not  a  leaf  stirs — on  the  Pool 

The  fly  scarce  moves  ;  earth  seems  to  hold  her  breath 

Until  her  heart  stops,  listening  silently 

For  the  far  footsteps  of  the  coining  Rain  ! 

While  thus  I  pause,  it  seems  that  I  have  gained 
New  eyes  to  see  ;  my  brain  grows  sensitive 
To  trivial  things  that,  at  another  hour, 
Had  passed  unheeded.     Suddenly  the  air 
Shivers,  the  shadows  in  whose  midst  I  stand 


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Tremble  and  blacken — the  blue  eye  o'  the  Pool 
Is  closed  and  clouded  ;  with  a  sudden  gleam, 
Oiling  its  wings,  a  swallow  darteth  past, 
And  weedling  flowers  beneath  my  feet  thrust  up 
Their  leaves  to  feel  the  fragrant  shower.     Oh  hark  ! 
The  thirsty  leaves  are  troubled  into  sighs, 
And  up  above  me,  on  the  glistening  boughs. 
Patters  the  summer  Rain  ! 

Into  a  nook, 
Screen'd  by  thick  foliage  of  oak  and  beech, 
I  creep  for  shelter  ;  and  the  summer  shower 
Murmurs  around  me.     Oh,  the  drowsy  sounds  ! 
The  pattering  rain,  the  numerous  sigh  of  leaves, 
The  deep,  warm  breathing  of  the  scented  air, 
Sink  sweet  into  my  soul — until  at  last 
Comes  the  soft  ceasing  of  the  gentle  fall, 
And  lo  !  the  eye  of  blue  within  the  Pool 
Opens  again,  while  with  a  silvern  gleam 
Dew-diamonds  twinkle  moistly  on  the  leaves, 
Or,  shaken  downward  by  the  summer  wind, 
Fall  melting  on  the  Pool  in  rings  of  light ! 


2i2  PASTORAL  PICTURES 


III 


UP   THE   RIVER 


Behind  the  purple  mountains  lies  a  lake, 
Steadfast  thro'  storm  and  sunshine  in  its  place ; 
Asleep  'neath  changing  skies,  its  waters  make 
A  mirror  for  tire  tempest's  thunder-face  ; 

Thence — singing  songs  of  glee, 

Fluttering  to  my  cottage  by  the  sea, 
By  bosky  glen  and  grove, 
Past  the  lone  shepherd,  moveless  as  the  rock 
Whence  stretch'd  at  length  he  views  his  scatter'd  flock- 
Cometh  the  little  River  that  I  love. 

To-day  I  '11  bid  farewell  to  books, 
And  by  the  River  loved  so  well, 
Thro'  ferny  haunts  and  flowery  nooks, 
Thro'  stony  glen  and  woody  dell, 
The  rainy  river-path  I  '11  take, 
Till  by  the  silent-sleeping  lake 
I  hear  the  shepherd's  bell. 


PASTORAL   PICTURES 

The  summer  bleats  from  every  rocky  height, 
The  bluebell  banks  are  dim  with  dewy  light, 

The  heavens  are  clear  as  infants'  eyes  above  ; 
This  is  no  day— you,  little  River,  know  it  !— 
For  sage  or  poet 
To  localise  his  love. 
In  rippling  cadence,  calm  and  slow, 
Sing,  little  River,  as  I  go, 
Songs  of  the  mountains  whence  you  flow. 


The  grassy  banks  are  wet  with  dew  that  flashes 

Silverly  on  the  Naiad-river's  lashes— 

The  Naiad-river,  bright  with  sunken  suns, 

Who  murmureth  as  she  runs. 

Yonder  the  silver-bellied  salmon  splashes 

Within  the  spreading  circle  of  blue  shade 

That  his  own  leaps  have  made  : 

And  here  I  stoop,  and  pluck  with  tender  care 

A  lily  from  the  Naiad's  sedgy  hair. 

And  curling  softly  over  pebble, 

Weaving  soft  waves  o'er  yellow  sands, 

Singing  her  song  in  tinkling  treble, 

The  mountain  Lady  thro'  the  farmer's  lands 

Slides  to  the  sea,  with  harvest-giving  hands. 


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Here  freckled  cowslips  bloom  unsought, 
Like  yellow  jewels  on  her  light  green  train  ; 
And  yonder,  dark  with  dreaming  of  the  rain, 
( irows  the  wood- violet  like  a  lowly  thought. 
Lightly  the  mountain  Lady  dances  down, 
Dressed  maidenly  in  many  a  woodland  gem  ; — 
Lo,  even  where  the  footprint  of  the  clown 
Has  bruised  her  raiment-hem, 
Crimson-tipp'd  daisies  make  a  diadem. 


The  little  River  is  the  fittest  singer 

To  sound  the  praises  of  a  day  so  fair. 

The  dews,  suck'd  up  thro'  pores  of  sunshine,  linger 

A.s  silver  cloudlets  in  mid-air  ; 

And  over  all  the  sunshine  throws 

Its  golden  glamour  of  repose. 

The  Silence  listens,  in  a  dream, 

To  hear  the  ploughman  urge  his  reeling  team, 

The  trout,  that  flashes  with  a  sudden  gleam, 

And  musical  motions  heaved  by  hills  that  bound 

The  slumberous  vales  around. 

I  loiter  onward  slowly,  and  the  whole 
Sweet  joy  is  in  my  happy  fancies  drowned. 
The  sunshine  meets  the  music.     Sight  and  sound 

Are  wedded  by  the  Soul. 


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— Sing,  little  River,  this  sweet  mom, 
Songs  of  the  hills  where  thou  wert  born  ! 


For,  suddenly,  mine  eyes  perceive 
The  purple  hills  that  touch  the  sky: 
Familiar  with  the  stars  of  eve, 

1  nst  the  pale  blue  West  they  lie, 
Netted  in  mists  of  azure  air, 
With  thread-like  cataracts  here  and  there. 
Oh  hark  !     Oh  hark  !     : 

The  shepherd  shouts,  and  answering  sheep-dogs  bark  ; 
And  voices,  startling  Echo  from  her  sleep, 
Are  blown  from  steep  to  steep. 


At  yonder  falls,  the  trembling  mountain  Lady 
Clings  to  the  bramble  high  above  me  lying, 
With  veil  of  foam  behind  her  swift  feet  flying, 
And  a  lorn  terror  in  her  lifted  voice, 
Ere  springing  to  the  rush-friezed  basin  shady, 

That  boils  below  with  noise. 
Then,  whirling  dizzily  for  a  moment's  space, 
She  lets  the  sun  flash  brightly  on  her  face, 
And  lightly  laughs  at  her  own  terror  past, 
And  floateth  onward  fast. 


216  PASTORAL  PICTURES 

Thus  wandering  onward,  ankle-deep  in  grass, 

Scaring  the  cumbrous  black  cock  as  I  pass, 

I  come  upon  two  shepherd  boys,  who  wade 

For  coolness  in  the  limpid  waves, 

And  with  their  shade 

Startle  the  troutling  from  its  shallow  caves. 

Let  me  lie  down  upon  the  bank,  and  drink  ! 
The  minnows  at  the  brim,  with  bellies  white 
Upturned  in  specks  of  silvery  light, 

Flash  from  me  in  a  shower,  and  sink. 

Below,  the  blue  skies  wink 

Thro'  heated  golden  air — a  clear  abyss 
Of  azure,  with  a  solitary  bird 
Steadfastly  winging  thro'  the  depths  unstirred. 

The  brain  turns  dizzy  with  its  bliss  ; 

And  I  would  plunge  into  the  chasms  cool, 
And  float  to  yonder  cloud  of  fleecy  wool, 

That  floats  below  me,  as  I  kiss 

The  mountain  Lady's  lips  with  thirsty  mouth. 

AVhat  would  parch'd  Dives  give  amid  his  drouth 

For  kisses  such  as  this  ? 

Sing,  little  River,  while  I  rest, 
Songs  of  your  hidden  mountain  nest, 
And  of  the  blue  sky  in  your  breast ! 


PASTORAL   PICTURES  217 

The  landscape  darkens  slowly 

With  mountain  shadows  ;  when  I  wander  on, 

The  tremulous  gladness  of  the  heart  seems  gone, 
And  a  cool  awe  spreads  round  me,  sweet  and  holy, — 
A  tender,  sober-suited  melancholy. 
The  path  rough  feet  have  made  me  winds  away 
O'er  fenny  meadows  to  the  white  highway, 

Where  the  big  waggon  clatters  with  its  load, 
And  pushing  onward,  to  the  ankles  wet 
In  swards  as  soft  as  silken  sarcenet, 

I  gain  the  dusty  road. 

The  air  is  hotter  here.     The  bee  booms  by 

With  honey-laden  thigh, 

Doubling  the  heat  with  sounds  akin  to  heat ; 

And  like  a  floating  flower  the  butterfly 
Swims  upward,  downward,  till  its  feet 
Cling  to  the  hedgerows  white  and  sweet. 

A  black  duck  rises  clumsily  with  a  cry, 

And  the  dim  lake  is  nigh. 
The  road  curves  upward  to  a  dusty  rise, 
Where  fall  the  sunbeams  flake  on  flake  ; 
And  turning  at  the  curve,  mine  eyes 
Fall  sudden  on  the  silent  lake, 
Asleep  'neath  hyacinthine  skies. 


2i8  PASTORAL   PICTURES 

Sing,  little  River,  in  your  mirth, 
Sing  to  thyself  for  joy  the  earth 
Is  smiling  on  your  humble  worth ; 
And  sing  for  joy  that  earth  has  given 
A  place  of  birth  so  near  to  heaven  ! 
Sing,  little  River,  while  I  climb 
These  little  hills  of  rock  and  thyme, 
And  hear  far-off  your  tinkling  chime  ! 

The  cataracts  burst  in  foamy  sheen ; 
The  hills  slope  blackly  to  the  water's  brim, 
And  far  below  I  see  their  shadows  dim  ; 

The  lake,  so  closely  hemmed  between 
Their  skirts  of  heather  and  of  grass, 
Grows  black  and  cold  beneath  me  as  I  pass. 

The  sunlight  fades  on  mossy  rocks, 
And  on  the  mountain  sides  the  flocks 

Are  spilt  like  streams ;—  the  highway  dips 
Down,  narrowing  to  the  path  where  lambs 
Lay  to  the  udders  of  their  dams 

Their  soft  and  pulpy  lips. 
The  hills  grow  closer  ;  to  the  right 
The  path  sweeps  round  a  shadowy  bay, 
Upon  whose  slated  fringes,  white 
And  crested  wavelets  play. 


PASTORAL    PICTURES  219 

All  else  is  still.     But  list,  oh  list  ! 

Hidden  by  boulders  and  by  mist, 

A  shepherd  whistles  in  his  fist ; 

From  height  to  height  the  far  sheep  bleat 

In  answering  iteration  sweet. 

Sound,  seeking  Silence,  bends  above  her, 

Within  some  haunted  mountain  grot ; 

Kisses  her,  like  a  trembling  lover — 

So  that  she  stirs  in  sleep,  but  wakens  not  ! 

Along  this  rock  I  '11  lie, 

With  face  turned  upward  to  the  sky. 

A  dreamy  numbness  glows  within  my  brain — 

It  is  not  joy  and  is  not  pain — 

Tis  like  the  solemn,  sweet  imaginings 

That  cast  a  shade  on  Music's  golden  wings. 

With  face  turned  upward  to  the  sun, 

I  lie  as  indolent  as  one 

Who,  in  a  vision  sweet,  perceives 

Spirits  thro'  mists  of  lotus  leaves  ; 

And  now  and  then  small  shadows  move 
Across  me,  cast  by  clouds  so  small 
Mine  eyes  perceive  them  scarce  at  all 

In  the  unsullied  blue  above. 
I  hear  the  streams  that  burst  and  fall, 
The  straggling  shepherd's  frequent  call, 


PASTORAL  PICTURES 

The  kine  low  bleating  as  they  pass, 
The  dark  lake  stirring  with  the  breeze, 
The  melancholy  hum  of  bees, 

The  very  murmur  of  the  grass. 


PASTORAL   PICTURES 


IV 


SNOW 


I  wander  forth  this  chill  December  dawn  : 
John  Frost  and  all  his  elves  are  out,  I  see, 
As  busy  as  the  elfin  world  can  be, 
Clothing  a  world  asleep  with  fleecy  lawn. 
"Mid  the  blue  silence  of  the  evening  hours 
They  glimmered  duskly  down  in  silent  showers, 
And  featly  have  they  laboured  all  night  long, 
Cheering  their  labour  with  a  half-heard  rhyme — 
Low  as  the  burthen  of  a  milkmaid's  song 
When  Echo  moans  it  over  hills  of  thyme. 

There  is  a  hush  of  music  on  the  air — 

The  white-wing'd  fays  are  faltering  everywhere ; 

And  here  and  there, 

Made  by  a  sudden  mingling  as  they  fall, 

There  comes  a  softer  lullaby  than  all, 

Swept  in  upon  the  universal  prayer. 


!2  PASTORAL   PICTURES 

Mine  eyes  and  heart  are  troubled  with  a  motion 
Of  music  like  the  moving  waves  of  ocean, 
When,  out  of  hearing,  o'er  the  harbour  bars 
They  sigh  toward  the  moon  and  jasper  stars. 
The  tiny  squadrons  waver  down  and  thicken, 
Gathering  numbers  as  they  fly, 

And  nearing  earth  their  thick-set  ranks  they  quicken, 
And  swim  in  swarms  to  die  ! 


But  now  the  clouds  are  winnowed  away  : 

The  sky  above  is  gray  as  glass  ;  below 

The  feeble  twilight  of  the  dreamy  day 

Nets  the  long  landskip  hush'd  beneath  the  snow. 

The  arrowy  frosts  sting  keenly  as  I  stray 

Along  the  rutted  lane  or  broad  highway, 

Past  wind-swept  hedges  sighing  sharp  and  clear, 

Where  half  the  sweetly  changeful  year 

The  scented  summer  loves  to  gleam  and  glow. 

The  new-lain  snowy  carpet,  ankle-deep, 

Crumbles  beneath  my  footsteps  as  I  pass, 

Revealing  scanty  blades  of  frozen  grass ; 

On  either  side  the  chirping  sparrows  leap, 

And  here  and  there  a  robin,  friendly  now, 

From  naked  bough  to  bough. 

That  snow-clad  homestead  in  the  river's  ami 


PA  S  TO  A'.  I L    PIC  TUKES 

Is  haunted  with  the  noisy  rooks  that  fly 
Between  its  leafless  beeches  and  the  sky, 
And  hailing  fast  for  yonder  fallow  farm, 

litary  crow  is  plunging  by. 
Light  muffled  winds  arising  high  among 
White  mountains  brooding  in  their  winter  rest. 
Bear  from  the  eastern  winter  to  the  West 
The  muttered  diapason  of  a  song 
Made  by  the  thunder  on  a  mountain's  breast. 

The  sun  is  hanging  in  a  purple  globe, 

'Mid  yellow  mists  that  stir  with  silver  breath  : 

The  little  landskip  slumbers,  white  as  death, 

Amid  its  naked  fields  and  woody  wolds, 

Wearing  the  winter  as  a  stainless  robe 

Low-trailing  in  a  fall  of  fleecy  folds. 

By  pasture -gates  the  mottled  cattle  swarm, 

Thick'ning  the  misty  air,  with  piteous  eyes 

Fixed  ever  on  the  tempest-breeding  skies, 

And  watch  the  lingering  traces  of  the  storm. 

A  feeble  sunbeam  kisses  and  illumes 

Von  whitened  spire  that  hints  a  hidden  town, 

And  flickering  for  a  space  it  darkens  down 

Above  the  silence  of  forgotten  tombs. 

I  gain  the  shoulder  of  the  woodland  now, 
A  fledgling's  flutter  from  a  small  hill's  brow. 


224  PASTORAL   PICTURES 

I  see  the  hamlet,  half  a  mile  below, 

With  dripping  gables  and  with  crimson  panes, 

And  watch  the  urchins  in  the  narrow  lanes 

Below  the  school-house,  shouting  in  the  snow. 

The  whitened  coach  comes  swiftly  round  the  road 

With  horns  to  which  a  dozen  hills  reply, 

And  rattling  onward  with  its  laughing  load, 

Halts  steaming  at  the  little  hostelry. 

Hard  by  the  lonely  woodman  pants  and  glows, 

And,  wrapt  in  leather  stockings  to  the  thigh, 

Toils  with  an  icicle  beneath  his  nose. 

In  yonder  field  an  idle  farm-boy  blows 

His  frozen  fingers  into  tingling  flame  ; 

The  gaunt  old  farmer,  as  he  canters  by, 

Reins  in  to  greet  the  country  clowns  by  name  ; 

That  chestnut  pony  in  the  yellow  fly 

Draws  the  plump  parson  and  his  leaner  dame. 

I  loiter  down  the  road,  and  feel  the  ground 

Like  iron  'neath  my  heel ;  the  windless  air 

Seems  lying  in  a  swound. 

Frost  follows  in  its  path  without  a  sound, 

And  plies  his  nimble  fingers  everywhere, 

Under  my  eyelids  and  beneath  my  hair. 

Yon  mountain  dons  once  more  its  helm  of  cloud, 

The  air  grows  dark  and  dim  as  if  in  wonder  ; 


PASTORAL  PICTURES  225 

Once  more  the  heaven  is  winnow'd,  and  the  crowd 
Of  silken  fays  flock  murmurously  under 
A  sky  that  flutters  like  a  wind-swept  shroud. 

Through  gloomy  dimbles,  clad  with  new-fall'n  snow. 
Back  to  my  little  cottage  home  I  go. 
But  once  again  I  roam  by  field  and  flood, 
Stung  into  heat  where  hoar-frosts  melt  and  bite, 
What  time  the  fog-wrapt  sun  drops  red  as  blood, 
And  Eve's  white  star  is  tingling  into  sight. 


II 


226 


UNDERTONES: 

GREEK     SHAPES     AND     SUMMER     FANCIES 

In  the  greenwood  resting  still, 

Idly,  gladly,  with  no  will, 

Watching  clouds  and  flowers  and  trees 

In  a  warm  poetic  ease, 

Fresh  from  college,  full  of  joy, 

With  a  book,  now  broods  the  Boy  ; 

And  the  waters  and  the  skies, 

And  the  earth  on  which  he  lies, 

Yield  to  him  their  spirit-show 

As  in  Hellas  long  ago  ; 

And  the  Boy's  soul  enters  each 

Fair  sweet  spirit,  and  finds  speech, 

Flitting  fast  from  gleam  to  gleam 

Of  a  fair  Hellenic  dream. 


THE    SATYR 

What  is  he  first  ? 
The  fleet  Faun,  nurst 

In  sylvan  gloom  and  glee  ; 
He  lies  by  the  stream, 
In  a  summer  dream, 

Under  the  greenwood  tree. 


UWDERTOXES  227 


The  trunk  of  this  tree, 

Dusky-leaved,  shaggy-rooted, 

Is  a  pillow  well  suited 
To  a  being  like  me, 

Goat-bearded,  goat-footed  ; 
For  the  boughs  of  the  glade 

Meet  above  me,  and  throw 
A  cool  pleasant  shade 

On  the  greenness  below  ; 
Dusky  and  brown'd 

Close  the  leaves  all  around  ; 
And  yet,  all  the  while, 

Thro'  the  boughs  I  can  see 
A  star,  with  a  smile, 

Looking  at  me. 


All  day  long, 

I  run  about 
With  a  madcap  throng, 

And  laugh  and  shout. 
Silenus  grips 

My"  ears,  and  strides 
On  my  shaggy  hips, 

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2  2  S  UNDER  TONES 


And  up  and  down 
In  an  ivy  crown 
Tipsily  rides  ; 
And  when  in  a  dose 
His  eyelids  close, 

Off  he  tumbles,  and  I 
Can  his  wine-skin  steal, 
I  drink — and  feel 

The  grass  roll — sea-high  ! 
Then  with  shouts  and  yells, 
Down  mossy  dells, 
I  stagger  after 

The  wood-nymphs  fleet, 
Who  with  mocking  laughter 

And  smiles  retreat ; 
And  just  as  I  clasp 
A  yielding  waist, 
With  a  cry  embraced, 

Gush  !  it  glides  from  my  grasp 

With  a  gurgle  cool, 

And — bubble  !  trouble  ! 
Seeing  double  ! 
I  stumble  and  gasp 
In  some  icy  pool  I 


UNDERTONES  229 

III 
All  suborn  me, 
Flout  me,  scorn  me  ! 
Drunken  joys 
And  cares  are  mine, 
Romp  and  noise, 

And  the  dregs  of  wine 
And  whene'er  in  the  night 

Diana  glides  by 

The  spot  where  I  lie, 
With  her  maids  green-dight 

I  must  turn  my  back 
In  a  rude  affright, 

And  blindly  fly 

From  her  shining  track  ; 
Or  if  only  I  hear 
Her  bright  footfall  near, 

Fall  with  face  to  the  grass, 
Not  breathing  for  fear 

Till  I  feel  her  pass. 

IV 

I  am — 

I  know  not  what : 
Neither  what  I  am, 

Nor  what  I  am  not — 


230  UNDERTONES 

I  seem  to  have  rollick'd, 

And  frolick'd, 
In  this  wood  for  aye, 

With  a  beast's  delight, 
Romping  all  day, 

Dreaming  all  night ! 
Yet  I  seem 

To  remember  awaking 

Just  here,  and  aching 

With  the  last  forsaking 
Tender  gleam 
Of  a  droll  strange  dream. — 
When  I  lay  at  mine  ease, 

With  a  sense  at  my  heart 

Of  being  a  part 
Of  the  grass  and  trees 
And  the  scented  earth, 

And  of  drinking  the  bright 

Subdued  sunlight 
With  a  leafy  mirth  : 
Then  behold,  I  could  see 

A  wood-nymph  peeping 
Out  of  her  tree, 

And  closer  creeping, 
Timorously 
Looking  at  me  ! 


UNDERTONES  231 

So  still,  so  still, 
I  lay  until 

She  trembled  close  to  me, 

Soft  as  a  rose  to  me, 
Then  I  leapt  with  a  thrill 

And  a  shout,  and  I  threw 
Arms  around  her,  and  press'd  her, 
Kiss'd  her,  caress'd  her, — 

Ere  she  scream'd,  and  flew. 


Then  I  was  'ware 

Of  a  power  I  had — 
To  drink  the  air, 

Laugh  and  shout, 
Run  about, 

And  be  consciously  glad- 
So  I  follow'd  the  maiden 

'Neath  shady  eaves, 
Thro'  groves  deep-laden 

With  fruit  and  leaves, 
Till,  drawing  near 
To  a  brooklet  clear, 
I  shuddering  fled 


UNDERTONES 

From  the  monstrous  Shape 
There  mirrored — 
Which  seem'd  to  espy  me, 

And  grin  and  gape, 
And  leap  up  high 
In  the  air  with  a  cry, 
And  fly  me  I 

VI 

Whence  I  seem  to  have  slowly 

Grown  conscious  of  being 
A  thing  wild,  unholy, 

And  foul  to  the  seeing. — 
But  ere  I  knew  aught 

Of  others  like  me, 
I  would  lie,  fancy-fraught, 
In  the  greenness  of  thought, 

Beneath  a  green  tree  ; 
And  seem  to  be  deep 

In  the  scented  earth-shade 

'Neath  the  grass  of  the  glade, 
In  a  strange  half-sleep  : 
When  the  wind  seem'd  to  move  me, 

The  cool  rain  to  kiss, 
The  sunlight  to  love  me, 

The  stars  in  their  bliss 


UNDERTONES  233 

To  tingle  above  me ; 

And  I  crept  thro'  deep  bowers 

That  were  sparkling  with  showers 

And  sprouting  for  pleasure, 
And  I  quicken'd  the  flowers 

To  a  joy  without  measure — 
Till  my  sense  seem'd  consuming 

With  warmth,  and,  upspringing, 
I  saw  the  flowers  blooming, 

And  heard  the  birds  singing  ! 


VII 

Wherever  I  range, 

Thro'  the  greenery, 
That  vision  strange, 

Whatsoever  it  be, 

Is  a  part  of  me 
Which  suffers  not  change. — 
The  changes  of  earth, 

Water,  air,  ever-stirring, 

Disturb  me,  conferring 
My  sadness  or  mirth  : 
Wheresoever  I  run, 
I  drink  strength  from  the  sun  ; 


234  UNDER  TONES 

The  wnd  stirs  my  veins 

With  the  leaves  of  the  wood, 
The  dews  and  the  rains 

Mingle  into  my  blood. 
I  stop  short 
In  my  sport, 

Panting,  and  cower, 
While  the  blue  skies  darken 

With  a  sunny  shower  ; 
And  I  lie  and  hearken, 

In  a  balmy  pain, 
To  the  tinkling  clatter, 
Pitter,  patter, 

Of  the  rain 
On  the  leaves  close  to  me, 

While  sweet  thrills  pass 
Thro'  and  thro'  me, 

Till  I  tingle,  like  grass. 
When  Lightning  with  noise 

Tears  the  wood's  green  ceiling, 
When  the  black  sky's  voice 

Is  terribly  pealing, 
I  hide  me,  hide  me,  hide  me, 

With  wild  averted  face, 

In  some  terror-stricken  place, 
While  flowers  and  trees  beside  me, 


UNDERTONES  235 

And  every  streamlet  near, 
Darken,  whirl,  and  wonder, 
Above,  around,  and  under, 
And  murmur  back  the  thunder 

In  a  palpitating  fear  ! 

VIII 

Ay ;  and  when  the  earth  turns 

A  soft  bosom  of  balm 
To  the  darkness  that  yearns 

Above  it,  and  grows 

To  dark,  dewy,  and  calm 
Repose, — 
I,  apart  from  rude  riot, 
Partake  of  the  quiet 

The  night  is  bequeathing, 
Lie,  unseen  and  unheard, 
In  the  greenness  just  stirr'd 

By  its  own  soft  breathing — 
And  my  heart  then  thrills 

With  a  strange  sensation 
Like  the  purl  of  rills 
Down  moonlit  hills 

That  loom  afar, 
With  a  sweet  sensation 
Like  the  palpitation 

Of  yonder  Star  ! 


236  UNDERTONES 


IX 
— Did  she  hear  me,  I  wonder? — 

She  trembles  upon 

Her  throne — and  is  gone  ! 
The  boughs  darken  under, 

Then  thrill,  and  are  stirr'd 

By  the  notes  of  a  bird. 
The  green  grass  brightens 

With  pearly  dew, 
And  the  whole  wood  whitens 

As  the  dawn  creeps  thro'. — 
*  Hoho  ! ' — that  shout 
Flung  the  echoes  about 

The  boughs,  like  balls  ! 
Who  calls  ? — 
'Tis  the  noisy  rout 
Of  my  fellows  upspringing 

From  sleep  and  dreaming, 
To  the  birds'  shrill  singing, 

The  day's  soft  beaming  : 
And  they  madly  go 
To  and  fro, 

Though  o'  nights  they  are  dumb. 
Hoho  !  hoho  \ 

I  come  !  I  come  ! 


UNDERTONES  237 

Hark  ! — to  the  cry 

They  reply : 

'  Ha,  there,  ha  !  ' 

'  Hurrah  ! '— '  hurrah  ! ' 

And  starting  afraid 
At  the  cries, 

In  the  depths  of  the  glade 
Echo  replies — 

'  Ho,  there  ! ' — '  ho,  there  !  '— 
By  the  stream  below  there 

The  answer  dies. 


238  UNDERTONES 


II 
IRIS 

While  a  summer  shower  sings  by, 
Smiles  the  Rainbow  in  the  sky  ; 
In  the  cloud  it  rises  pale, 
But  its  bright  feet  light  the  vale. 
Now  the  Boy's  soul  slipping  warm 
From  the  Satyr's  shaggy  form, 
Turns  to  Iris,  standing  still 
On  a  heaven -kissing  hill  ! 


'Mid  the  cloud-enshrouded  haze 

Of  Olympus  I  arise, 
With  the  full  and  rainy  gaze 

Of  Apollo  in  mine  eyes  ; 
But  I  shade  my  dazzled  glance 

With  my  dripping  pinions  white, 
Where  the  sunlight-sparkles  dance 

In  a  many-tinted  light  : 


UNDERTONES  239 

My  foot  upon  the  woof 

Of  a  cloud  wool-white  and  small, 
I  glimmer  thro'  the  roof 

Of  the  paven  banquet-hall, 
And  a  soft  pink  radiance  dips 

Thro'  the  floating  mists  divine, 
Touching  eyes  and  cheeks  and  lips 

Of  the  mild-eyed  gods  supine, 
And  the  odorous  vapour  rolls 

Round  their  foreheads,  while  I  stain, 
With  a  blush  like  wine,  the  bowls 

Of  transparent  porcelain  : 
Till  the  whole  calm  place  has  caught 

A  faint  flush  of  rosy  fire — 
When  I  darken,  to  the  thought 

In  the  eyes  of  Zeus  the  Sire. 

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Then  Zeus,  arising,  stoops 

O'er  the  ledges  of  the  skies, 
Looking  downward,  thro'  the  loops 

Of  the  starry  tapestries, 
On  the  evident  dark  plain 

Speck'd  with  wood  and  hill  and  stream, 
On  the  wrinkled  tawny  Main 

Where  the  sleepless  surge  doth  gleam  ; 


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And  with  finger  without  swerve. 

While  all  darkens  unaware, 
He  draws  a  magic  curve 

In  the  dark  and  dreamful  air ; 
When  with  waving  wings  display'd, 

On  the  Sun-god's  threshold  bright 
I  upleap  !  and  seem  to  fade 

In  a  humid  flash  of  light ! 
But  I  plunge  thro'  vapours  dim 

To  the  dark  low-lying  land, 
And  I  tremble,  float,  and  swim, 

On  the  strange  curve  of  the  Hand  : 
From  my  wings,  that  drip,  drip,  drip, 

With  cool  rains,  shoot  jets  of  fire, 
As  across  green  capes  I  slip 

With  the  sign  of  Zeus  the  Sire. 

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Thence,  with  wings  that  droop  bedew'd 

Folded  close  about  my  form, 
I  alight  with  feet  unview'd 

In  the  centre  of  the  Storm  ! 
For  a  moment,  cloud-enroll'd, 

Mid  the  murm'rous  ram  I  stand, 
And  with  meteor  eyes  behold 

Vapoury  ocean,  misty  land  ; 


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Till  the  thought  of  Zeus  outsprings 

From  my  ripe  mouth  with  a  sigh, 
And  unto  my  lips  it  clings 

Like  a  golden  butterfly ; 
When  I  brighten,  gleam,  and  glow, 

And  my  glittering  wings  unfurl, 
And  the  melting  colours  flow 

To  my  foot  of  dusky  pearl ; 
And  the  Ocean  mile  on  mile 

Gleams  thro'  capes  and  straits  and  bays, 
And  the  vales  and  mountains  smile, 

And  the  leaves  are  wet  with  rays, — 
While  I  wave  the  humid  Bow 

Of  my  wings  with  flash  of  fire, 
And  the  Tempest,  crouch'd  below, 
Knows  the  sign  of  Zeus  the  Sire. 


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III 


THE    NAIAD 


Next,  he'll  in  a  green  grot  rest, 
As  the  naiad  in  her  nest. 

I 
Dian  white-arm'd  has  given  me  this  cool  shrine, 
Deep  in  the  bosom  of  a  wood  of  pine  : 
The  silver-sparkling  showers 
That  curtain  me,  the  flowers 
That  prink  my  fountain's  brim,  are  hers  and  mine  ; 
And  when  the  days  are  mild  and  fair, 
And  grass  is  springing,  buds  are  blowing, 
Sweet  it  is,  'mid  waters  flowing, 
Here  to  sit,  and  know  no  care, 

'Mid  the  waters  flowing,  flowing,  flowing, 
Combing  my  yellow,  yellow  hair. 

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The  ounce  and  panther  down  the  mountain-side 
Creep  thro'  dark  greenness  in  the  eventide ; 

And  at  the  fountain's  brink 

Casting  great  shades  they  drink, 
Gazing  upon  me,  tame  and  sapphire-eyed ; 


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For,  awed  by  my  pale  face,  whose  light 
Gleameth  thro'  sedge  and  lilies  yellow, 
They,  lapping  at  my  fountain  mellow, 

Harm  not  the  lamb  that  in  affright 
Throws  in  the  pool  so  mellow,  mellow,  mellow, 

Its  shadow  small  and  dusky-white. 

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Oft  do  the  fauns  and  satyrs,  flusht  with  play, 
Come  to  my  coolness  in  the  hot  noon-day. 
Nay,  once  indeed,  I  vow 
By  Dian's  truthful  brow, 
The  great  god  Pan  himself  did  pass  this  way, 
And,  all  in  festal  oak-leaves  clad, 

His  limbs  among  these  lilies  throwing, 
Watch'd  the  silver  waters  flowing, 
Listen'd  to  their  music  glad, 

Saw  and  heard  them  flowing,  flowing,  flowing, 
And  ah  !  his  face  was  worn  and  sad  ! 


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IV 

SELENE 

New  he  's  the  Moon, 
Mid  the  silvern  swoon 
Of  a  night  in  June  ! 

I 
I  hide  myself  in  the  cloud  that  flies 

From  the  West  and  drops  on  the  hill's  gray  shoulder, 
And  I  gleam  thro'  the  cloud  with  my  panther-eyes, 

While  the  stars  turn  paler,  the  dews  grow  colder ; 
I  veil  my  naked  glory  in  mist, 

Quivering  downward  and  dewily  glistening ; 
His  sleep  is  as  pale  as  my  lips  unkist, 

And  I  tremble  above  him,  panting  and  listening. 
As  white  as  a  star,  as  cold  as  a  stone, 

Lost  as  my  light  in  a  sleeping  lake, 
With  his  head  on  his  arm  he  lieth  alone. 

And  I  sigh,  '  Awake  ! 
Wake,  Endymion,  wake  and  see  ! ' 
And  he  stirs  in  his  sleep  for  the  love  of  me  ; 

But  on  his  eyelids  my  breath  I  shake  : 


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'  Endymion,  Endymion  ! 

Awaken,  awaken  !  ' 
And  the  yellow  grass  stirs  with  the  mystic  moan, 

And  the  tall  pines  groan, 
And  Echo  sighs  in  her  grot  forsaken 

The  name  of  Endymion  ! 


11 
A  dewy  foam  from  the  Ocean  old, 

Whence  I  rise  with  shadows  behind  me  flying, 
Drops  from  my  sandals  and  glittereth  cold 

On  the  long  spear-grass  where  my  love  is  lying  ; 
My  face  is  dim  with  departed  suns, 

And  my  eyes  are  dark  from  the  depths  of  ocean, 
A  starry  shudder  throughout  me  runs, 

And  my  pale  cloud  stirs  with  a  radiant  motion, 
When  the  darkness  wherein  he  slumbers  alone 

Ebbs  back  from  my  brightness,  as  black  waves  break 
From  my  shining  ankle  with  shuddering  tone  ; 

And  I  sigh,  '  Awake  ! 
Wake,  Endymion,  wake  and  hear  ! ' 
And  he  stirs  in  his  sleep  with  a  dreamy  fear, 
And  his  thin  lips  part  for  my  sweet  sake : 
'  Endymion,  Endymion  ! 
Awaken,  awaken  ! ' 


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And  the  skies  are  moved,  and  a  shadow  is  blown 

From  the  Thunderer's  throne, 
And  the  spell  of  a  voice  from  Olympus  shaken 

Echoes  '  Endymion  I ' 

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Then  under  his  lids  like  a  balmy  rain 

I  put  pale  dreams  of  my  heavenly  glory ; — 
And  he  sees  me  lead  with  a  silver  chain 

The  tamed  Sea-Tempest  white-tooth'd  and  hoary ; 
And  he  sees  me  fading  thro'  forests  dark 

Where  the  leopard  and  lion  avoid  me  in  wonder, 
Or  ploughing  the  sky  in  a  pearly  bark, 

While  the  earth  is  bright  with  my  beauty  under  ! 
Then  he  brightens  and  yearns  where  he  lies  alone, 
And  his  heart  grows  dumb  with  a  yearning  ache, 
And  the  thin  lips  part  with  a  wondering  moan, 

As  I  sigh,  '  Awake  ! 
Wake,  Endymion,  wake  and  see 
All  things  grow  bright  for  the  love  of  me, 

With  a  love  that  grows  gentle  for  thy  sweet  sake  ! 
Endymion,  Endymion  ! 
Awaken,  awaken ! ' 
And  my  glory  grows  paler,  the  deep  woods  groan, 

And  the  waves  intone, 
Ay,  all  things  whereon  my  glory  is  shaken 
Murmur,  '  Endymion  ! ' 


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IV 
The  black  Earth  brightens,  the  Sea  creeps  near, 

When  I  swim  from  the  sunset's  shadowy  portal  ; 
But  he  will  not  see,  and  he  will  not  hear, 

Though  to  hear  and  see  were  to  be  immortal : 
Pale  as  a  star  and  cold  as  a  stone, 

Dim  as  my  ghost  in  a  sleeping  lake, 
In  an  icy  vision  he  lieth  alone, 

And  I  sigh,  '  Awake  ! 
Wake,  Endymion,  wake  and  be 
Divine,  divine,  for  the  love  of  me  ! ' 

And  my  odorous  breath  on  his  lids  I  shake  : 
'  Endymion,  Endymion  ! 
Awaken,  awaken ! ' 
But  Zeus  sitteth  cold  on  his  cloud-shrouded  throne, 

And  heareth  my  moan, 
And  his  stern  lips  form  not  the  hope-forsaken 
Name  of  Endymion. 


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PYGMALION 

AN    ALLEGORY   OF   ART 

This  dream  the  Boy  dreamt  too, 
This  shape  too  wore  the  Boy, 

And,  as  Pygmalion,  knew 
The  shame  of  impious  joy  ! 

I 
Upon  the  very  morn  I  should  have  wed 
Death  put  his  silence  in  a  sorrowing  house  ; 
And,  coming  fresh  from  feast,  I  saw  her  lie 
In  stainless  marriage  samite,  white  and  cold, 
With  orange  blossoms  in  her  hair,  and  gleams 
Of  the  ungiven  kisses  of  the  bride 
Lingering  round  the  edges  of  her  lips. 

Then  I,  Pygmalion,  kiss'd  her  as  she  slept, 
And  drew  my  robe  across  my  face,  whereon 
The  midnight  revel  linger'd  dark,  and  pray'd  ; 
And  the  sore  trouble  hollow'd  out  my  heart 


PYGMALION  249 

To  hatred  of  a  harsh  unhallow'd  youth 

As  I  fared  forth.     Next,  day  by  day,  my  soul 

Grew  conscious  of  itself  and  of  its  fief 

Within  the  shadow  of  her  sleep  :  therewith, 

Waken'd  a  sigh  for  silence  such  as  slumbers 

Under  the  ribs  of  death  :  until  I  felt 

Her  voice  sink  down  from  heaven  on  my  souL 

And  stir  it  as  a  wind  that  droppeth  down 

Unseen,  unfelt,  unheard,  until  its  breath 

Troubles  the  shadows  in  a  sleeping  lake. 

And  the  voice  said,  '  Pygmalion,'  and  '  Behold,' 
I  answer'd,  '  I  am  here  ; '  when  thus  the  voice  : 
'  Put  men  behind  thee — take  thy  tools,  and  choose 
A  rock  of  marble  white  as  is  a  star, 
Cleanse  it  and  make  it  pure,  and  fashion  it 
After  mine  image  :  heal  thyself :  from  grief 
Comes  glory,  like  a  rainbow  from  a  cloud.' 

I  barred  the  entrance-door  unto  my  tower 
Against  the  tumult  of  the  world,  I  prayed 
In  my  pale  chamber.     Then  I  wrought,  and  chose 
A  rock  of  marble  white  as  is  a  star, 
And  to  her  heavenly  image  fashion'd  clay, 
And  labour'd  on  in  silence.     And  at  last, 
Fair-statured,  noble,  like  an  awful  thing 


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Frozen  upon  the  very  verge  of  life, 

And  looking  back  along  eternity 

With  rayless  eyes  that  keep  the  shadow  Time, 

She  rose  before  me  in  the  snow-white  stone, 

White-limb'd,  immortal  ;  and  I  gazed  and  gazed, 

Like  one  that  sees  a  vision,  and  in  awe 

Half  hides  his  face,  yet  looks,  and  seems  to  dream. 

ii 
Blue  night.     I  threw  the  lattice  open  wide, 
Drinking  the  dewy  air  ;  and  from  my  height 
I  saw  the  watch-fires  of  the  town  and  heard 
The  gradual  dying  of  the  murmurous  day. 
Then,  as  the  twilight  deepen'd,  on  her  limbs 
The  silver  lances  of  the  stars  and  moon 
Were  shatter'd,  and  the  shining  fragments  fell 
Like  jewels  at  her  feet.     The  Cyprian  star 
Quiver'd  to  liquid  emerald  where  it  hung 
On  the  black  ledges  of  the  darkening  hills, 
Gazing  upon  her  glory  from  afar. 

Whereat  there  swam  upon  me  utterly 
A  drowsy  sense  wherein  my  holy  dream 
Was  melted,  as  a  pearl  in  wine  :  bright-eyed, 
Keen,  haggard,  passionate,  with  languid  thrills 
Of  insolent  unrest,  I  watch'd  the  stone, 


PYGMALION  251 

And  lo,  I  loved  it :  not  as  men  love  fame, 

Not  as  the  warrior  loves  his  laurel  wreath, 

But  with  prelusion  of  a  passionate  joy 

That  threw  me  from  the  height  whereon  I  stood 

To  grasp  at  Glory,  and  in  impiousness 

Of  sweet  communing  with  some  amorous  Soul 

Chamber'd  in  that  chill  bosom.     As  I  gazed, 

There  was  a  buzz  of  revel  in  mine  ears, 

And  tinkling  fragments  of  a  song  of  love, 

Warbled  by  wantons  over  wine-cups,  swam 

Within  the  weary  brain. — But  I  was  shamed 

By  her  pale  beauty,  and  I  scorn'd  myself, 

And  standing  at  the  lattice  dark  and  cool 

Watch'd  the  dim  winds  of  twilight  enter  in, 

And  draw  a  veil  about  that  loveliness 

White,  dim,  and  breathed  on  by  the  common  air 

Still,  like  a  snake's  moist  eye,  the  dewy  Star 
Of  Lovers  drew  me  ;  and  I  watch'd  it  grow 
Large,  soft,  and  tremulous  ;  and  as  I  gazed 
I  pray'd  the  lifeless  silence  might  assume 
A  palpable  life,  and  soften  into  flesh, 
And  be  a  beautiful  and  human  joy 
To  crown  my  love  withal  ;  and  thrice  I  pray'd  ; 
And  thro'  the  woolly  fleece  of  a  thin  cloud 
The  cool  star  dripping  emerald  from  the  baths 


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Of  Ocean  brighten'd  in  upon  my  tower, 
And  touch'd  the  marble  forehead  with  a  gleam 
Soft,  green,  and  dewy ;  and  I  said,  '  The  prayer 
Is  heard  ! ' 

The  live-long  night,  the  breathless  night, 
I  waited  in  a  darkness,  in  a  dream, 
Watching  the  snowy  figure  faintly  seen, 
And  ofttimes  shuddering  when  I  seem'd  to  see 
Life,  like  a  taper  burning  in  a  scull, 
Gleam  thro'  the  rayless  eyes  :  and,  shuddering, 
Fearing  the  thing  I  hoped  for,  awful  eyed, 
On  her  cold  breast  I  placed  a  hand  as  cold 
And  sought  a  fluttering  heart. — But  all  was  still, 
And  chill,  and  breathless  ;  and  she  gazed  right  on 
With  rayless  orbs,  nor  marvell'd  at  my  touch. 

When  Shame  lay  heavy  on  me,  and  I  hid 
My  face,  and  almost  hated  her,  my  work, 
Because  she  was  so  fair,  so  human  fair, 
Yea,  not  divinely  fair  as  that  pure  face 
Which,  when  mine  hour  of  loss  and  travail  came, 
Haunted  me,  out  of  heaven.     Then  the  Dawn 
Stared  in  upon  her  :  when  I  open'd  eyes, 
And  saw  the  gradual  Dawn  encrimson  her 
Like  blood  that  blush'd  within  her, — and  behold 
She  trembled — and  I  shriek'd  ! 

With  haggard  eyes, 


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I  gazed  on  her,  my  fame,  my  work,  my  love  ! 

Red  sunrise  mingled  with  the  first  bright  flush 

Of  palpable  life — she  trembled,  stirr'd,  and  sigh'd — 

And  die  dim  blankness  of  her  stony  eyes 

Melted  to  azure.     Then,  by  slow  degrees, 

She  tingled  with  the  warmth  of  living  blood  : 

Her  eyes  were  vacant  of  a  seeing  soul, 

But  dewily  the  bosom  rose  and  fell, 

The  lips  caught  sunrise,  parting,  and  the  breath 

Fainted  thro'  pearly  teeth. 

I  was  as  one 
Who  gazes  on  a  goddess  serpent-eyed, 
And  cannot  fly,  and  knows  to  look  is  death. 
O  apparition  of  my  work  and  wish  ! 
The  weight  of  awe  oppress'd  me,  and  the  air 
Swung  as  the  Seas  swing  around  drowning  men. 


in 
About  her  brow  the  marble  hair  had  clung 
With  wavy  tresses,  in  a  simple  knot 
Bound  up  and  braided  ;  but  behold,  her  eyes 
Droop'd  downward,  as  she  wonder'd  at  herself, 
Then  flush'd  to  see  her  naked  loveliness, 
And  trembled,  stooping  downward  ;  and  the  hair 
Unloosening  fell,  and  brighten'd  as  it  fell, 


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Till  gleaming  ringlets  tingled  to  the  knees 
And  cluster'd  round  about  her,  pouring  down 
And  throwing  moving  shadows  o'er  the  floor 
Whereon  she  stood  and  brighten'd. 

Wondering  eyed, 
With  softly  heaving  breast  and  outstretch'd  arms, 
She  thrust  a  curving  foot  and  touch'd  the  ground, 
And  stirr'd  :  and,  downcast-lidded,  saw  not  me. 
Then  as  the  foot  descended  with  no  sound, 
The  whole  live  blood  grew  pink  within  the  veins 
For  joy  of  its  own  motion.     Step  by  step, 
She  paced  the  chamber,  groping  till  she  gain'd 
One  sunlight-slip  that  thro'  the  curtain'd  pane 
Crept  slant — a  gleaming  line  on  roof  and  floor ; 
And  there,  in  light,  she  pausing  sunn'd  herself 
With  half-closed  eyes;  there,  stirring  not,  she  paused  ; 
With  drooping  eyelids  that  grew  moist  and  warm, 
What  time,  withdrawn  into  the  further  dark, 
I  watch'd  her  face,  and  still  she  saw  me  not, 
But  gather'd  glory  while  she  sunn'd  herself, 
Drawing  deep  breath  of  gladness  such  as  earth 
Breathes  dewily  in  the  sunrise  after  rain. 

What  follow'd  was  a  strange  and  wondrous  dream 
Wherein,  half  conscious,  wearily  and  long 
I  wooed  away  her  fears  with  gentle  words  ; 


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And  all  the  while  thick  pulses  of  my  heart 
Throng'd  hot  in  ears  and  eyelids, — for  my  Soul 
Seem'd  swooning,  deaden'd  in  the  sense,  like  one 
Who  sinks  in  snows,  and  sleeps,  and  wakes  no  more. 

Then,  further,  I  was  conscious  that  my  face 
Had  lull'd  her  fears ;  that  close  to  me  she  came 
Tamer  than  beast,  and  toy'd  with  my  great  beard  ; 
And  murmufd  sounds  like  prattled  infants'  speech, 
And  yielding  to  my  kisses  kissed  again. 
Whereat,  in  scorn  of  my  pale  Soul,  I  cried, 
'  Here  will  I  feast  in  honour  of  this  night  ! ' 
And  spread  the  board  with  meats  and  bread  and  wine, 
And  drew  the  curtain  with  a  wave  of  arm 
Bidding  the  sunlight  welcome  :  lastly,  snatch'd 
A  purple  robe  of  richness  from  the  wall, 
And  flung  it  o'er  her  while  she  kiss'd  and  smiled, 
Girdling  the  waist  with  clasp  and  cord  of  gold. 

Then  sat  we,  side  by  side.     She,  queenly  stoled, 
Amid  the  gleaming  fountain  of  her  hair, 
With  liquid  azure  orbs  and  rosy  lips  ; 
And,  like  a  glorious  beast,  she  ate  and  drank, 
Staining  her  lips  in  crimson  wine,  and  laugh'd 
To  feel  the  vinous  bubbles  froth  and  burst 
In  veins  whose  sparkling  blood  was  meet  to  be 


256  PYGMALION 

A  goddess'  habitation.     Cup  on  cup 
I  drain'd  in  fulness — careless  as  a  god — 
A  haggard  bearded  head  upon  a  breast 
In  tumult  like  a  sun-kist  bed  of  flowers. 

But  ere,  suffused  with  light,  the  eyes  of  Heaven 
Widen'd  to  gaze  upon  the  white-armed  Moon, 
Stiller  than  stone  we  reign'd  there,  side  by  side. 
Brightly  apparelled  I  sat  above 
The  tumult  of  the  town,  as  on  a  throne, 
Watching  her  wearily  ;  while  far  away 
The  sunset  dark'd  like  dying  eyes  that  shut 
Under  the  waving  of  an  angel's  wing. 

IV 

Three  days  and  nights  the  vision  dwelt  with  me, 

Three  days  and  nights  we  dozed  in  dreadful  state, 

Look'd  piteously  upon  by  sun  and  star ; 

But  the  third  night  there  pass'd  a  homeless  sound 

Across  the  city  underneath  my  tower, 

And  lo  !  there  came  a  roll  of  muffled  wheels, 

A  shrieking  and  a  hurrying  to  and  fro 

Beneath,  and  I  gazed  forth.     Then  far  below 

I  heard  the  people  name  '  The  Pestilence  ! ' 

But,  while  they  shriek'd,  they  carried  forth  their  Dead 

And  flung  them  out  upon  the  common  ways, 


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And  moaning  fled  :  while  far  across  the  hills 
A  dark  and  brazen  sunset  ribb'd  with  black 
Glared,  like  the  sullen  eyeballs  of  the  plague. 

I  turn'd  to  her,  the  partner  of  my  height  : 
She.  with  bright  eyeballs  sick  with  wine,  and  hair 
Gleaming  in  sunset,  on  a  couch  asleep. 
And  lo  !  a  horror  lifted  up  my  scalp, 
The  pulses  plunged  upon  the  heart,  and  fear 
Froze  my  wide  eyelids.     Peacefully  she  lay 
In  purple  stole  array'd,  one  little  hand 
Bruising  the  downy  cheek,  the  other  still 
Clutching  the  dripping  goblet,  and  the  light, 
With  gleams  of  crimson  on  the  ruinous  hair, 

ling  a  blue-vein'd  bosom  whence  the  robe 
Fell  back  in  rifled  folds  ;  but  dreadful  change 
Grew  pale  and  hideous  on  the  waxen  face, 
And  in  her  sleep  she  did  not  stir,  nor  dream. 

O  apparition  of  my  work  and  wish  ! 
Shrieking  I  fled,  my  robe  across  my  face, 
And  left  my  glory  and  my  woe  behind, 
And  sped,  thro'  pathless  woods,  o'er  moonlit  peaks, 
Toward  sunrise  ; — nor  have  halted  since  that  hour, — 
But  wander  far  away,  a  homeless  man, 
Prophetic,  orphan'd  both  of  name  and  fame. 
11  s 


258  PYGMALION 

Nay,  like  a  timid  Phantom  evermore 

I  come  and  go  with  haggard  warning  eyes  ; 

And  some,  that  sit  with  lemans  over  wine, 

Or  dally  idly  with  the  glorious  hour, 

Turn  cynic  eyes  away  and  smile  aside  ; 

And  some  are  saved  because  they  see  me  pass, 

And,  shuddering,  yet  constant  to  their  task, 

Look  up  for  comfort  to  the  silent  stars.* 

*  This,  and  the  preceding '  Lyrical  Poems, '  are,  as  may  be  inferred, 
juvenilia.  In  thus  preserving  them,  I  cannot  refrain  from  connect- 
ing them  with  one  to  whom  they  were  read  as  written,  and  to  whom 
they  were  full  of  interest — I  mean  my  dear  old  friend,  Thomas 
Love  Peacock,  known  to  students  as  one  of  the  wisest  thinkers  and 
ripest  scholars  of  the  century.  The  good  and  gracious  '  master ' 
is  now  no  more  ;  and  the  happy  days  I  spent  with  him  at  Lower 
Halliford  are  now,  alas  !  a  dream  within  a  dream.      R.  B. 


259 


THE  SWALLOWS 

i 
O  churchyard  in  the  shady  gloom, 

What  charm  to  please  hast  thou, 
That,  seated  on  a  broken  tomb, 
I  muse  so  oft,  as  now  ? 
The  dreary  autumn  woodland  whispers  nigh, 
And  in  the  distant  lanes  the  village  urchins  cry. 

Thou  holdest  in  thy  sunless  land 
Nought  I  have  seen  or  known, 
No  lips  I  ever  kissed,  no  hand 
That  ever  clasped  mine  own  ; 
And  all  is  still  and  dreary  to  the  eye, — 
The  broken  tombs,  dark  walls,  the  patch  of  cloudy  sky 

And  to  the  murmur  that  mine  ears 

Catch  from  the  distant  lanes, 
Dimming  mine  eyes  with  dreamy  tears, 

Slow,  low,  my  heart  refrains, 

s  2 


26o  THE  SWALLOWS 

And  the  live  grass  creeps  up  from  thy  dead  bones, 
And  crawls,  with  slimy  stains,  over  thy  gray  gravestones. 
The  cries  keep  on,  the  minutes  pass, 

-Mine  eyes  are  on  the  ground, 
The  silent  many-fingered  grass 

Winds  round,  and  round,  and  round  : 
I  seem  to  see  it  live,  and  stir,  and  wind, 
And  gaze  until  a  weight  is  heavy  on  my  mind. 


ii 
O  churchyard  in  the  shady  gloom, 
What  charm  to  please  hast  thou, 
That,  seated  on  a  broken  tomb, 
I  muse  so  oft,  as  now? 
Haply  because  I  learn,  with  sad  content, 
How  small  a  thing  can  make  the  whole  world  different  ! 

Among  the  gravestones  worn  and  old, 

A  sad  sweet  hour  I  pass, 
Where  thickest  from  thy  sunless  mould 
Upsprings  the  sickly  grass  ; 
For,  though  the  earth  holds  no  sweet-smelling  flower, 
The  Swallows  build  their   nests  up  in  thy  square  gray 
tower. 


THE  SWALLOWS  261 

While,  burthened  by  the  life  we  bear, 

The  dull  and  creeping  woe, 
The  mystery,  the  pain,  the  care, 
I  watch  thy  grasses  grow, 
Sighing,  I  look  to  the  dull  autumn  skies, 
And,  lo  !  my  heart  is  cheered,  and  tears  are  in  mine  eyes. 

For  here,  where  stillness,  death,  and  dream, 

Brood  over  creeping  things, 
Over  mine  eyes  with  quick  bright  gleam 
Shine  little  flashing  wings, 
And  a  strange  comfort  takes  thy  shady  air, 
And  the  deep  life  I  breathe  seems  sweetened  unaware. 


262 


ON  A   YOUNG  POETESS'S  GRAVE 

Under  her  gentle  seeing, 

In  her  delicate  little  hand, 
They  placed  the  Book  of  Being, 

To  read  and  understand. 

The  Book  was  mighty  and  olden, 

Yea,  worn  and  eaten  with  age; 
Though  the  letters  looked  great  and  golden, 

She  could  not  read  a  page. 

The  letters  flutter'd  before  her, 

And  all  look'd  sweetly  wild  : 
Death  saw  her,  and  bent  o'er  her, 

As  she  pouted  her  lips  and  smiled. 

And  weary  a  little  with  tracing 

The  Book,  she  look'd  aside, 
And  lightly  smiling,  and  placing 

A  Flower  in  its  leaves,  she  died. 


I     YOUNG  POETESS'S  GRAVE  263 

She  died,  but  her  sweetness  fled  not, 

As  fly  the  things  of  power, — 
For  the  Book  wherein  she  read  not 

Is  the  sweeter  for  the  Flower. 


264 


SEA-  WASH 

Wherefore  so  cold,  O  Day, 
That  gleamest  far  away 

O'er  the  dim  line  where  mingle  heaven  and  ocean, 
While  fishing-boats  lie  netted  in  the  gray, 

And  the  smooth  wave  gleams  in  its  shoreward  motion- 
Wherefore  so  cold,  so  cold  ? 
Oh  say,  dost  thou  behold 

A  Face  o'er  which  the  rock-weed  droopeth  sobbing, 
A  Face  just  stirred  within  a  sea-cave  old 

By  the  green  waters  throbbing  ? 

Wherefore,  O  Fisherman, 

So  full  of  care  and  wan, 
This  weary,  weary  morning  shoreward  flying, 

While,  stooping  downward,  darkly  thou  dost  scan 
That  which  below  thee  in  thy  boat  is  lying. 

Wherefore  so  full  of  care  ? 


{•WASH  265 

What  dost  thou  shoreward  bear 

ght  in  thy  net's  moist  meshes,  as  a  token? 
Ah  !  can  it  be  the  ring  of  golden  hair 
Whereby  my  heart  is  broken  ? 

Wherefore  so  still,  O  Sea, 
That  washest  wearilie 

Under  the  lamp  lit  in  the  fisher's  dwelling, 

Holding  the  secret  of  thy  deeps  from  me, 
Whose  heart  would  break  so  sharply  at  the  telling  ? 
Wherefore  so  still,  so  still  ? 
Say,  in  thy  sea-cave  chill, 
Floats  she  forlorn  with  foam-bells  round  her  breaking, 

While  the  wet  Fisher  lands  and  climbs  the  hill 
To  hungry  babes  awaking  ? 


266 


LONDON,    1864 

i 
Why  should  the  heart  seem  stiller, 
'     As  the  song  grows  stronger  and  surer  ? 
Why  should  the  brain  grow  chiller, 

And  the  utterance  clearer  and  purer? 
To  lose  what  the  people  are  gaining 

Seems  often  bitter  as  gall, 
Though  to  sink  in  the  proud  attaining 

Were  the  bitterest  of  all. 
I  would  to  God  I  were  lying 

Yonder  'mong  mountains  blue, 
Chasing  the  morn  with  flying 

Feet  in  the  morning  dew  ! 
Longing,  and  aching,  and  burning 

To  conquer,  to  sing,  and  to  teach, 
A  passionate  face  upturning 

To  visions  beyond  my  reach, — 
But  with  never  a  feeling  or  yearning 

I  could  utter  in  tuneful  speech  ! 


LONDON,   1S64  267 

11 
Yea  !  that  were  a  joy  more  stable 

Than  all  that  my  soul  hath  found, — 
Than  to  see  and  to  know,  and  be  able 

To  utter  the  seeing  in  sound ; 
For  Art,  the  Angel  of  losses, } 

Comes,  with  her  still,  gray  eyes, 
Coldly  my  forehead  crosses, 

Whispers  to  make  me  wise ; 
And,  too  late,  comes  the  revelation, 

After  the  feast  and  the  play, 
That  she  works  God's  dispensation 

By  cruelly  taking  away  : 
By  burning  the  heart  and  steeling, 

Scorching  the  spirit  deep, 
And  changing  the  flower  of  feeling 

To  a  poor  dried  flower  that  may  keep  ! 
What  wonder  if  much  seems  hollow, 

The  passion,  the  wonder  dies  ; 
And  I  hate  the  angel  I  follow, 

And  shrink  from  her  passionless  eyes, — 
Who,  instead  of  the  rapture  of  being, 

I  held  as  the  poet's  dower — 
Instead  of  the  glory  of  seeing, 

The  impulse,  the  splendour,  the  power — 


26S  LONDON,   1S64 

Instead  of  merrily  blowing 

A  trumpet  proclaiming  the  day, 
( rives,  for  her  sole  bestowing, 

A  pipe  whereon  to  play  ! 
While  the  spirit  of  boyhood  hath  faded, 

And  never  again  can  be, 
And  the  singing  seemeth  degraded, 

Since  the  glory  hath  gone  from  me, — 
Though  the  glory  around  me  and  under, 

And  the  earth  and  the  air  and  the  sea, 
And  the  manifold  music  and  wonder, 

Are  grand  as  they  used  to  be  ! 

in 
Is  there  a  consolation 

For  the  joy  that  comes  never  again  ? 
Is  there  a  reservation  ? 

Is  there  a  refuge  from  pain  ? 
Is  there  a  gleam  of  gladness 

To  still  the  grief  and  the  stinging  ? 
Only  the  sweet,  strange  sadness, 

That  is  the  source  of  the  singing. 

IV 

For  the  sound  of  the  city  is  weary, 

As  the  people  pass  to  and  fro, 
And  the  friendless  faces  are  dreary, 

As  they  come,  and  thrill  through  us,  and  go  ; 


LONDON^  1S64  *  269 

And  the  ties  that  bind  us  the  nearest 

Of  our  error  and  weakness  are  born  ; 
And  our  dear  ones  ever  love  dearest 

Those  parts  of  ourselves  that  we  scorn  ; 
And  the  weariness  will  not  be  spoken, 

And  die  bitterness  dare  not  be  said, 
The  silence  of  souls  is  unbroken, 

And  we  hide  ourselves  from  our  Dead ! 
And  what,  then,  secures  us  from  madness? 

Dear  ones,  or  fortune,  or  fame  ? 
Only  the  sweet  singing  sadness 

Cometh  between  us  and  shame. 

v 
And  there  dawneth  a  time  to  the  Poet, 

When  the  bitterness  passes  away, 
With  none  but  his  God  to  know  it, 

He  kneels  in  the  dark  to  pray ; 
And  the  prayer  is  turn  cl  into  singing, 

And  the  singing  findeth  a  tongue, 
And  Art,  with  her  cold  hands  clinging, 

Comforts  the  soul  she  has  stung. 
Then  the  Poet,  holding  her  to  him, 

Findeth  his  loss  is  his  gain  : 
The  sweet  singing  sadness  thrills  thro'  him, 

Though  nought  of  the  glory  remain  ; 


27o  LONDON,   1864 

And  the  awful  sound  of  the  city, 

And  the  terrible  faces  around, 
Take  a  truer,  tenderer  pity, 

And  pass  into  sweetness  and  sound  ; 
The  mystery  deepens  to  thunder, 

Strange  vanishings  gleam  from  the  cloud, 
And  the  Poet,  with  pale  lips  asunder, 

Stricken,  and  smitten,  and  bow'd, 
Starteth  at  times  from  his  wonder, 

And  sendeth  his  Soul  up  aloud  ! 


271 


THE  MODERN   WARRIOR 

O  Warrior  for  the  Right, 

Tho'  thy  shirt  of  mail  be  white 
As  the  snows  upon  the  breast  of  The  Adored, 

Tho'  the  weapon  thou  mayest  claim 

Hath  been  temper'd  in  the  flame 
Of  the  fire  upon  the  Altar  of  the  Lord, 

Ere  the  coming  of  the  night, 

Thy  mail  shall  be  less  bright, 
And  the  taint  of  sin  may  settle  on  the  Sword  ! 

For  the  foemen  thou  must  meet 

Are  the  phantoms  in  the  street, 
And  thine  armour  shall  be  foul'd  in  many  a  place, 

And  the  shameful  mire  and  mud, 

With  a  grosser  stain  than  blood, 
Shall  be  scatter'd  'mid  the  fray  upon  thy  face  ; 

And  the  helpless  thou  dost  aid 

Shall  shrink  from  thee  dismayed, 
Till  thou  comest  to  the  knowledge  of  things  base. 


272  THE  MODERN  WARRIOR 

Ah,  mortal,  with  a  brow 

Like  the  gleam  of  sunrise,  thou 

May'st  wander  from  the  pathway  in  thy  turn, 
In  the  noontide  of  thy  strength 
Be  stricken  down  at  length, 

And  cry  to  God  for  aid,  and  live,  and  learn  ; 
And  when,  with  many  a  stain, 
Thou  arisest  up  again, 

The  lightning  of  thy  look  will  be  less  stern. 


Thou  shalt  see  with  humbler  eye 

The  adulteress  go  by, 
Nor  shudder  at  the  touch  of  her  attire  ; 

Thou  shalt  only  look  with  grief 

On  the  liar  and  the  thief, 
Thou  shalt  meet  the  very  murtherer  in  the  mire- 

And  to  which  wouldst  thou  accord, 

O  thou  Warrior  of  the  Lord  ! 
The  vengeance  of  the  Sword  and  of  the  Fire  ? 

Nay !  batter'd  in  the  fray, 
Thou  shalt  quake  in  act  to  slay, 
And  remember  thy  transgression  and  be  meek  ; 
And  the  thief  shall  grasp  thy  hand, 
And  the  liar  blushing  stand, 


THE  MODERN   WARRIOR  273 

And  the  harlot  if  she  list  shall  kiss  thy  cheek  ; 

And  the  murtherer,  unafraid. 

Shall  meet  thee  in  the  shade, 
And  pray  thee  for  the  doom  thou  wilt  not  wreak. 


Yet  shalt  thou  help  the  frail 

From  the  phantoms  that  assail, 
Yea,  the  strong  man  in  his  anger  thou  shalt  dare  ; 

Thy  voice  shall  be  a  song 

Against  wickedness  and  wrong, 
But  the  wicked  and  the  wronger  thou  wilt  spare. 

And  while  thou  lead'st  the  van, 

The  ungrateful  hand  of  man 
Shall  smite  thee  down  and  slay  thee  unaware. 


With  an  agonised  cry 

Thou  shalt  shiver  down  and  die, 
With  stained  shirt  of  mail  and  broken  brand; 

And  the  voice  of  men  shall  call, 

1  He  is  fallen  like  us  all, 
Though  the  weapon  of  the  Lord  was  in  his  hand ; ' 

And  thine  epitaph  shall  be, 

'  He  was  wretched  ev'n  as  we  ; ' 
And  thy  tomb  may  be  unhonoured  in  the  land. 
11  t 


-74 


THE  MODERN  WARRIOR 

But  the  basest  of  the  base 

Shall  bless  thy  pale  dead  face, 
And  the  thief  shall  steal  a  bloody  lock  of  hair  ; 

And  over  thee  asleep, 

The  adulteress  shall  weep 
Such  tears  as  she  can  never  shed  elsewhere, 

Shall  bless  the  broken  brand 

In  thy  chill  and  nerveless  hand, 
Shall  kiss  thy  stained  vesture  with  a  prayer. 

Then,  while  in  that  chill  place 

Stand  the  basest  of  the  base, 
Gather'd  round  thee  in  the  silence  of  the  dark, 

A  white  Face  shall  look  down 

On  the  silence  of  the  town, 
And  see  thee  lying  dead  with  those  to  mark, 

And  a  voice  shall  fill  the  air, 

'  Bear  my  Warrior  lying  there 
To  his  sleep  upon  my  Breast  ! '  and  they  shall  heark. 

Lo,  then  those  fallen  things 
Shall  perceive  a  rush  of  wings 
Growing  nearer  down  the  azure  gulfs  untrod, 
And  around  them  in  the  night 
There  shall  grow  a  wondrous  light, 


THE  MODERN    WARRIOR 

vVhile  they  hide  affrighted  faces  on  the  sod, 

But  ere  again  'tis  dark, 

They  shall  raise  their  eyes,  and  mark 
White  arms  that  waft  the  Warrior  up  to  God  ! 


SONGS    OF    THE    TERRIBLE    YEAR 

(1870) 


These  '  Songs,'  inasmuch  as  they  formed  a  portion  of  the  *  Drama 
of  Kings,'  preceded  by  a  long  period  the  publication  of  Victor  Hugo's 
series  under  the  same  admirable  title.  The  '  Drama  of  Kings '  was  written 
under  a  false  conception,  which  no  one  discarded  sooner  than  the  author  ; 
but  portions  of  it  are  preserved  in  the  present  collection,  because,  although 
written  during  the  same  feverish  and  evanescent  excitement,  they  are  the 
distinct  lyrical  products  of  the  author's  mind,  and  perfectly  complete  in 
themselves.  R.   B. 


279 


ODE  TO  THE  SPIRIT  OF  AUGUSTE  COMTE 
(1S71) 

Spirit  of  the  great  brow  ! 

Fire  hath  thy  City  now  : 
She  shakes  the  sad  world  with  her  troubled  scream  ! 

O  spirit  who  loved  best 

This  City  of  the  West, 
Hark  !  loud  she  shattered  cries — great  Queen  of  thy  great 
Dream. 

But,  as  she  passes  by 

To  the  earth's  scornful  cry, 
What  are  those  Shapes  who  walk  behind  so  wan? — 

Martyrs  and  prophets  born 

Out  of  her  night  and  morn  : 
Have  we  forgot  them  yet  ? — these,  the  great  friends   of 
Man. 

We  name  them  as  they  go, 
Dark,  solemn-faced,  and  slow — 


280  ODE    TO    THE  SPIRIT  01 

Voltaire,  with  saddened  mouth,  but  eyes  still  bright, 
Turgot,  Malesherbes,  Rousseau, 
Lafayette,  Mirabeau — 
These  pass  and  many  more,   heirs   of  large  realms  of 
Light. 

Greatest  and  last  pass  thou  ! 

Strong  heart  and  mighty  brow, 
Thine  eyes  surcharged  with  love  of  all  things  fair  ; 

Facing  with  those  grand  eyes 

The  light  in  the  sweet  skies, 
While  thy  shade  earthward  falls,  darkening  my  soul   to 
prayer. 

Sure  as  the  great  sun  rolls, 

The  crown  of  mighty  souls 
Is  martyrdom,  and  lo  !  thou  hast  thy  crown. 

On  her  pale  brow  there  weighed 

Another  such  proud  shade  — 
O,  but  we  know  you  both,  risen  or  stricken  down. 

Sinful,  mad,  fever-fraught, 

At  war  with  her  own  thought, 
Great-soul'd,  sublime,  the  heir  of  constant  pain, 

France  hath  the  dreadful  part 

To  keep  alive  Man's  heart, 
To  shake  the  sleepy  blood  into  the  sluggard's  brain  ; 


AUGUSTE    CO J/7 E  281 

Ever  in  act  to  spring, 

Ever  in  suffering, 
To  point  a  lesson  and  to  bear  the  load, 

Least  happy  and  least  free 

Of  all  the  lands  that  be, 
Dying  that  all  may  live,  first  of  the  slaves  of  God. 

To  try  each  crude  desire 

By  her  own  soul's  fierce  fire, 
To  wait  and  watch  with  restless  brain  and  heart, 

To  quench  the  fierce  thirst  never, 

To  feel  supremely  ever, 
To  rush  where  cowards  crawl — this  is  her  awful  part. 

Ever  to  cross  and  rack, 

Along  the  same  red  track, 
Genius  is  led,  and  speaks  its  soul  out  plain  ; 

Blessed  are  those  that  give — 

They  die  that  man  may  live, 
Their  crown  is  martyrdom,  their  privilege  is  pain. 

Spirit  of  the  great  brow  ! 

I  see  thee,  know  thee  now — 
Last  of  the  flock  who  die  for  man  each  day. 

Ah,  but  /  should  despair 

Did  I  not  see  up  there 
A  Shepherd  heavenly-eyed  on  the  heights  far  away. 


282  ODE    TO    THE  SPIRIT  OF 

No  cheat  was  thy  vast  scheme 

Tho'  in  thy  gentle  dream 
Thou  saw'st  no  Shepherd  watching  the  mid  throng — 

Thou,  walking  the  sad  road 

Of  all  who  seek  for  God, 
Blinded  became  at  last,  looking  at  Light  so  long. 

Yet  God  is  multiform, 

Human  of  heart  and  warm, 
Content  to  take  what  shape  the  Soul  loves  best ; 

Before  our  footsteps  still, 

He  changeth  as  we  will — 
Only, — with  blood  alone  we  gain  Him,  and  are  blest 

O,  latest  son  of  her, 

Freedom's  pale  harbinger, 
I  see  the  Shepherd  whom  thou  could'st  not  find  ; 

But  on  thy  great  fair  brow, 

As  thou  did'st  pass  but  now, 
Bright  burnt  the  patient  Cross  of  those  who  bless  man- 
kind. 

And  on  her  brow,  who  flies 

Bleeding  beneath  the  skies, 
The  mark  was  set  that  will  not  let  her  rest — 

Sinner  in  all  men's  sight, 

Mocker  of  very  Light, 
Yet  is  she  chosen  thus,  martyr' d — and  shall  be  blest. 


AUGUSTE   COMTE  283 

Go  by,  O  mighty  dead  ! 

My  soul  is  comforted  ; 
The  Shepherd  on  the  summit  needs  no  prayers  ; 

Best  worshipper  is  he 

Who  suffers  and  is  free — 
That  Soul  alone  blasphemes  which  trembles  and  despairs. 


284 


A   DIRGE  FOR  KINGS 

Strange  are  the  bitter  things 
God  wreaks  on  cruel  Kings  ; 
Sad  is  the  cup  drunk  up 

By  Kings  accurst. 
In  secret  ways  and  strong 
God  doth  avenge  man's  wrong. 
The  least,  God  saith,  is  Death, 

And  Life  the  worst. 

Sit  under  the  sweet  skies ; 
Think  how  Kings  set  and  rise, 
Think,  wouldst  thou  know  the  woe 

In  each  proud  breast  ? 
Sit  on  the  hearth  and  see 
Children  look  up  to  thee — 
Think,  wouldst  thou  own  a  throne, 

Or  lowly  rest  ? 


A   DIRGE  FOR  KINGS  285 

Ah,  to  grow  old,  grow  old, 
Upon  a  throne  of  gold — 
Ah,  on  a  throne,  so  lone, 

To  wear  a  crown  ; 
To  watch  the  clouds,  the  air, 
Lest  storm  be  breeding  there — 
Pale,  lest  some  blast  may  cast 

Thy  glory  down. 

He  who  with  miser's  ken 
Hides  his  red  gold  from  men, 
And  wakes  and  grieves,  lest  thieves 

Be  creeping  nigh  ; 
He  who  hath  murder  done, 
And  fears  each  rising  sun, 
Lest  it  say  plain  '  O  Cain, 

Rise  up  and  die  ! ' 

These,  and  all  underlings, 
Are  blesseder  than  Kings, 
For  ah  !  by  weight  of  fate 

Kings'  hearts  are  riven  ; 
With  blood  and  gold  they  too 
Reckon  their  sad  days  thro' — 
They  fear  the  plan  of  man, 

The  wrath  of  heaven. 


286  A   DIRGE  FOR  KINGS 

In  the  great  lonely  bed, 
Hung  round  with  gold  and  red, 
While  the  dim  light  each  night 

Burns  in  the  room, 
They  lie  alone  and  see 
The  rustling  tapestry, 
Lest  Murther's  eyes  may  rise 

Out  of  the  gloom. 

Dost  thou  trust  any  man  ? 
Thou  dost  what  no  King  can. 
Friend  hast  thou  near  and  dear  ? 

A  King  hath  none. 
Hast  thou  true  love  to  kiss  ? 
A  King  hath  no  such  bliss, 
On  no  true  breast  may  rest 

Under  the  sun. 

Ah,  to  sit  cold,  sit  cold, 
Upon  a  throne  of  gold, 
Forcing  the  while  a  smile 

To  hide  thy  care  ; 
To  taste  no  cup,  to  eat 
No  food,  however  sweet, 
But  with  a  drear  dumb  fear, 

Lest  Death  be  there  ! 


A   DIRGE  FOR  KINGS  287 

Ali,  to  rule  men,  and  know 
How  many  wish  thee  low — 
That,  'neath  the  sun,  scarce  one 

Would  keep  thee  high  : 
To  watch  in  agony 
The  strife  of  all  things  free, 
To  dread  the  mirth  of  Earth 

When  thou  shalt  die  ! 

Hast  thou  a  hard  straw  bed  ? 
Hast  thou  thy  crust  of  bread  ? 
And  hast  thou  quaffed  thy  draught 

Of  water  clear  ? 
And  canst  thou  dance  and  sing? — 
O  blesseder  than  a  King  ! 
O  happy  one  whom  none 

Doth  hate  or  fear  ! 

Wherefore,  though  from  the  strong 
Thou  sufferest  deep  wrong, 
Tho!  Kings,  with  ire  and  fire, 

Have  wrought  thee  woe  : 
Pray  for  them  !  for  I  swear 
Deeply  they  need  thy  prayer — 
Most  in  their  hour  of  power, 

Least  when  cast  low. 


288  A   DIRGE  FOR  KINGS 

And  when  thou  castest  down 
King,  sceptre,  throne,  and  crown. 
Pause  that  same  day,  and  pray 

For  the  accurst ; 
Since  in  strange  ways  and  strong, 
God  doth  avenge  man's  wrong — 
The  least,  God  saith,  is  Death, 

And  Life  the  worst. 


289 


THE  PERFECT  STATE 

Where  is  the  perfect  State 
Early  most  blest  and  late, 

Perfect  and  bright  ? 
Tis  where  no  Palace  stands 
Trembling  on  shifting  sands 

Morning  and  night. 
Tis  where  the  soil  is  free, 
Where,  far  as  eye  may  see, 
Scattered  o'er  hill  and  lea, 

Homesteads  abound ; 
Where  clean  and  broad  and  swee- 
(Market,  square,  lane,  and  street, 
Belted  by  leagues  of  wheat), 

Cities  are  found. 

Where  is  the  perfect  State 
Early  most  blest  and  late, 

u 


29o  THE  PERFECT  STATE 

•  Gentle  and  good  ? 
'Tis  where  no  lives  are  seen 
Huddling  in  lanes  unseen, 

Crying  for  food  ; 
Tis  where  the  home  is  pure, 
'Tis  where  the  bread  is  sure, 
Tis  where  the  wants  are  fewer, 

And  each  want  fed  ; 
Where  plenty  and  peace  abide, 
Where  health  dwells  heavenly- eyed, 
Where  in  nooks  beautified 

Slumber  the  Dead. 

Where  is  the  perfect  State 
Unvexed  by  Wrath  and  Hate, 

Quiet  and  just  ? 
Where  to  no  form  of  creed 
Fetter'd  are  thought  and  deed, 

Reason  and  trust. 
Tis  where  the  great  free  mart 
Broadens,  while  from  its  heart 
Forth  the  great  ships  depart, 

Blown  by  the  wind  ; 
Tis  where  the  wise  men's  eyes, 
Fixed  on  the  earth  and  skies, 
Seeking  for  signs,  devise 

Good  for  mankind. 


THE   PERFECT  STATE  291 

Where  is  the  perfect  State, 
Holy  and  consecrate, 

Blessedly  wrought  ? 
Tis  where  all  waft  abroad 
Wisdom  and  faith  in  God, 

Beautiful  thought. 
'Tis  where  the  Poet's  sense 
Deepens  in  reverence, 
While  to  his  truths  intense 

Multitudes  turn. 
Where  the  bright  sons  of  art, 
Walking  in  street  or  mart, 
Feel  mankind's  reverent  heart 

Tremble  and  yearn. 


Say,  is  the  perfect  State 
Strong  and  self-adequate, 

There  where  it  stands, 
Perfect  in  praise  of  God, 
Casting  no  thoughts  abroad 

Over  the  lands  ? 
Nay  :  for  by  each  man's  side 
Hangeth  a  weapon  tried  ; 
Nay  :  for  wise  leaders  guide 


292  THE  PERFECT  STATE 

Under  the  Lord. 
Nor,  when  a  people  cries, 
Smiling  with  half-shut  eyes, 
Waiteth  this  State, — but  flies, 

Lifting  the  Sword. 

Where  is  the  perfect  State  ? 
Not  where  men  sit  and  wait, 

Selfishly  strong  ; 
While  some  lost  sister  State 
Crieth  most  desolate, 

Ruin'd  by  wrong  ; 
Not  where  men  calmly  sleep, 
Tho'  all  the  world  should  weep  ; 
Not  where  they  merely  heap 

Goldjn  the  sun  : 
Not  where  in  charity 
Men  with  mere  dust  are  free, 
When  o'er  the  weary  sea 

Murder  is  done. 

Which  is  the  perfect  State  ? 
Not  the  self-adequate 

Coward  and  cold  ; 
Not  the  brute  thing  of  health, 
Swollen  with  gather'd  wealth, 


THE  PERFECT  STATE  293 

Sleepy  and  old. 
Nay,  but  the  mighty  land 
Ever  with  helping  hand, 
Ever  with  flaming  brand, 

Rising  in  power  : 
This  is  the  fair  and  great, 
This  the  evangel  State, 
Letting  no  wrong'd  land  wait 

In  the  dark  hour. 

This  is  the  perfect  State, 
Early  in  arms  and  late  ; 

Blessed  at  home  ; — 
Ready  at  Freedom's  cry 
Forward  to  fare  and  die, 

Over  the  foam. 
Loving  States  great  and  small, 
Loving  home  best  of  all, 
Yet  at  the  holy  call 

Springing  abroad  : 
This  is  the  royal  State, 
Perfect  and  adequate, 
Equal  to  any  fate, 

Chosen  of  God  ! 


294 


THE   TWO    VOICES 

(January  1871) 

I 
FIRST  VOICE 

Fly  to  me,  England  !     Hie  to  me, 

Now  in  mine  hour  of  woe  ; 
Haste  o'er  the  sea,  ere  I  die,  to  me  ; 
Swiftly,  my  Sister  !  stand  nigh  to  me. 

Help  me  to  strike  one  blow  ! 
Over  the  land  and  the  water, 
Swifter  than  winds  can  go, 
Up  the  red  furrow  of  slaughter, 
Down  on  the  lair  of  the  foe  ! 
Now,  when  my  children  scream  madly  and  cling  to  me  ; 
Now,  when  I  droop  o'er  the  dying  they  bring  to  me  ; 
Come  to  me,  England  !     O  speak  to  me,  spring  to  me  ! 
Hurl  the  assassin  low  ! 


THE   TWO    VOICES  295 

II 
SECOND   VOICE 

Woe  to  thee  ?     I  would  go  to  thee 

Faster  than  wind  can  flee  ; 
Doth  not  my  fond  heart  flow  to  thee  ? 
Would  I  might  rise  and  show  to  thee 

All  that  my  love  would  be  ! 
But  behold,  they  bind  me  and  blind  me  ; 

Cowards,  yet  born  of  me  ; 
They  fasten  my  hands  behind  me, 
J  am  chain'd  to  a  rock  in  the  sea. 
Alas,  what  availeth  my  grief  while  I  sigh  for  thee  ? 
Traitors  have  trapt  me — I  struggle — I  cry  for  thee — 
Come  to  thee,  Sister  ?    Yea,  were  it  to  die  for  thee  ! — 
O  that  my  hands  were  free  ! 


in 

FIRST   VOICE 

Pray  for  me,  Sister  !  say  for  me 

Prayers  until  help  is  nigh  ; 
Send  thy  loud  voice  each  way  for  me, 
Trouble  the  night  and  the  day  for  me, 
Waken  the  world  and  the  sky  : 


296  THE    TWO    VOICES 

Say  that  my  heart  is  broken, 
Say  that  my  children  die  ; 
With  blood  and  tears  for  thy  token, 
Plead  till  the  nations  reply. 
Plead  to  the  sea,  and  the  earth,  and  the  air  for  me  ! 
Move  the  hard  heart  of  the  world  till  it  care  for  me — 
Come  to  me,  England  ! — at  least  say  a  prayer  for  me, 
Waken  the  winds  with  a  cry  ! 

IV 
SECOND   VOICE 

Doom  on  me,  Hell's  own  gloom  on  me, 

Blood  and  a  lasting  blame  ! 
Already  the  dark  days  loom  on  me, 
Cold  as  the  shade  of  the  tomb  on  me ; 

I  am  call'd  by  the  coward's  name. 
Shall  I  hark  to  a  murder'd  nation  ? 

Shall  I  sit  unarm'd  and  tame  ? 
Then  woe  to  this  generation, 

Tho'  out  of  my  womb  they  came. 
Betrayed  by  my  children,  I  wail  and  I  call  for  thee  ; 
Not  tears,  but  my  heart's  blood,  O  Sister,  should  fall  for 

thee. 
My  children  are  slaves,  or  would  strike  one  and  all  for 
thee  : 

Shame  on  them,  shame  !  shame  !  shame  ! 


'   THE   TWO    VOICES  297 


FIRST    VOICE 

Pain  for  thee  !  all  things  wane  for  thee 

In  truth,  if  this  be  so  ! 
Fatal  will  be  the  stain  for  thee, 
Dying,  I  mourn  and  'plain  for  thee, 

Since  thou  art  left  so  low  : 
For  Death  can  come  once  only, 
Tho'  bitterly  comes  the  blow  ; 
But  Shame  abideth,  and  lonely 
Feels  a  sick  heart  come  and  go. 
Homeless  and  citiless,  yet  I  can  weep  for  thee  ; 
Fast  comes  the  rnorroAV  with  anguish  most  deep  for  thee; 
Dying,  I  mourn  for  the  sorrow  they  heap  for  thee  : 
Thine  is  the  bitterest  woe. 


SECOND   VOICE 

Mourn  me  not,  Sister  !  scorn  me  not  ! 

Pray  yet  for  mine  and  me  ! 
Tho'  the  old  proud  fame  adorn  me  not, 
The  sore  grief  hath  outworn  me  not  * 

Wait  ;  I  will  come  to  thee. 


29S  THE    TWO    VOICES 

I  will  rend  my  chains  asunder, 

I  will  tear  my  red  sword  free, 
I  will  come  with  mine  ancient  thunder, 
I  will  strike  the  foe  to  his  knee. 
Yea  !  tho'  the  knife  of  the  butcher  is  nigh  to  thee  ; 
Yea  !  while  thou  screamest  and  echoes  reply  to  thee ; 
Comfort,  O  France ;  for  in  God's  name,  I  fly  to  thee- 
Sword  in  hand,  over  the  sea  ! 


299 


ODE  BEFORE  PARIS 

(December  1870) 

City  of  loveliness  and  light  and  splendour, 
City  of  Sorrows,  hearken  to  our  cry  ; 
O  Mother  tender, 
O  Mother  marvellously  fair, 
And  fairest  now  in  thy  despair, 
Look  up  !     O  be  of  comfort !     Do  not  die  ! 
Let  the  black  hour  blow  by. 

Cold  is  the  night,  and  colder  thou  art  lying. 
Gnawing  a  stone  sits  Famine  at  thy  feet 
Shivering  and  sighing  ; 
Blacker  than  Famine,  on  thy  breast, 
Like  a  sick  child  that  will  not  rest, 
Moans  Pestilence ;  and  hard  by,  with  fingers  fleet, 
Frost  weaves  his  winding-sheet. 

Snow,  snow  !  the  wold  is  white  as  one  cold  lily. 
Snow  :  it  is  frozen  round  thee  as  hard  as  lead ; 
The  wind  blows  chilly  ; 


}oo  ODE  BEFORE  PARIS 

Thou  liest  white  in  the  dim  night, 
And  in  thine  eyes  there  is  no  light, 
And  the  Snow  falleth,  freezing  on  thy  head, 
And  covering  up  thy  dead. 

Ah,  woe  !  thy  hands,  no  longer  flower-bearing, 

Press  stony  on  thy  heart ;  and  that  heart  bleeds  ; 
Thine  eyes  despairing 
Watch  while  the  fierce  Fire  clings  and  crawls 
Through  falling  roofs  and  crumbling  walls. 
Ah,  woe  !  to  see  thee  thus,  the  wild  soul  pleads, 
The  wild  tongue  intercedes. 

O,  we  will  cry  to  God,  and  pray  and  plead  for  thee  ; 
We,  with  a  voice  that  troubles  heaven  and  air, 
Will  intercede  for  thee  : 
We  will  cry  for  thee  in  thy  pain, 
Louder  than  storm  and  wind  and  rain  ; 
What  shape  among  the  nations  may  compare 
With  thee,  most  lost,  most  fair  ? 

Yea,  thou  hast  sinned  and  fallen,  O  City  splendid, 

Yea,  thou  hast  passed  through  days  of  shamefullest 
woe — 

And  lo  !  they  are  ended — 


ODE  BEFORE  rARIS  301 

Famine  for  famine,  flame  for  flame, 
Sorrow  for  sorrow,  shame  for  shame, 
Verily  thou  hast  found  them  all ; — and  lo  ! 
Night  and  the  falling  snow. 

Let  Famine  eat  thy  heart,  let  Fire  and  Sorrow 
Hold  thee,  but  turn  thy  patient  eyes  and  see 
The  dim  sweet  morrow. 
Better  be  thus  than  what  thou  wast, 
Better  be  stricken  and  overcast, 
Martyr'd  once  more,  as  when  to  all  things  free 
Thy  lips  cried  '  Liberty  ! ' 

Let  the  Snow  fall  !  thou  shalt  be  sweeter  and  whiter  ; 
Let  the  Fire  burn  !  under  the  morning  sky 
Thou  shalt  look  brighter. 
Comfort  thy  sad  soul  through  the  night  ; 
Turn  to  the  east  and  pray  for  light ; 
Look  up  !     O  be  of  comfort !     Do  not  die  '. 
Let  the  black  hour  blow  by  ! 


3°2 


A   DIALOGUE  IN  THE  SNOW 

(Before  Paris,  December  1870) 

DESERTER 

0,  I  am  spent  !     My  heart  fails,  and  my  limbs 
Are  palsied.     Would  to  God  I  were  dead  ! 

SISTERS    OF   MERCY 

Stand  !     What  art  thou,  who  like  a  guilty  thing 
Creepest  along  the  shadow,  stooping  low  ? 

DESERTER 

A  man.     Now  stand  aside,  and  let  me  pass. 

SISTERS 

Not  yet.     Whence  fleest  thou  ?     Whither  dost  thou  go  ? 

DESERTER 

From  Famine  and  Fire.    From  Horror.    From  Frost  and 
Death. 


A    DIALOGUE   LV   THE  SNOW  303 

SISTERS 

O  coward  !  traitor  to  unhappy  France  ! 
Stand  forward  in  the  moon,  that  it  may  light 
The  blush  of  shame  upon  thy  guilty  cheek  ! 
Lo,  we  are  women,  yet  we  shiver  cold 
To  look  upon  so  infamous  a  thing. 

DESERTER 

Nay.  look  your  fill,  I  care  not — stand  and  see. 

SISTERS 

O  horror  !  horror  !  who  hath  done  this  deed  ? 

DESERTER 

What  say  ye  ?  am  I  fair  to  look  upon  ? 

SISTERS 

The  dead  are  fairer.     O  unhappy  one  ! 

DESERTER 

Why  do  ye  shudder  ?     Am  I  then  so  foul  ? 

SISTERS 

There  is  no  living  flesh  upon  thy  bones. 


304  A   DIALOGUE  IN  THE  SNOW 

DESERTER 

Famine  hath  fed  upon  my  limbs  too  long. 

SISTERS 

And  thou  art  rent  as  by  the  teeth  of  hounds. 

DESERTER 

Fire  tore  me,  and  what  blood  I  have  I  bleed. 

SISTERS 

Thine  eyes  stare  like  the  blank  eyes  of  a  corpse. 

DESERTER 

They  have  look'd  so  close  on  horror  and  so  long 
I  cannot  shut  them  from  it  till  I  die. 

SISTERS 

Thou  crawlest  like  a  man  whose  sick  limbs  fail. 

DESERTER 

Ha  !  Frost  is  there,  and  numbs  me  like  a  snake. 

SISTERS 

God  help  thee,  miserable  one  ;  and  yet, 
Better  if  thou  hadst  perish'd  in  thy  place 
Than  live  inglorious,  tainted  with  thy  shame. 


A   DIALOGUE  IN   THE  SXOiV  305 

DESERTER 

Shame  ?     I  am  long  past  shame.     I  know  her  not. 

SISTERS 

Is  there  no  sense  of  honour  in  thy  soul  ? 

DESERTER 

Honour?     Why  see,  she  hath  me  fast  enough : 

These  are  her  other  names,  Fire,  Famine,  and  Frost, — 

Soon  I  shall  hear  her  last  and  sweetest, — Death. 

SISTERS 

Hast  thou  no  care  for  France,  thy  martyr'd  land  ? 

DESERTER 

What  hath  she  given  me  ?     Curses  and  blows. 

SISTERS 

O  miserable  one,  remember  God  ! 

DESERTER 

God?  Who  hath  look'd  on  God?   Where  doth  He  dwell? 
O  fools,  with  what  vain  words  and  empty  names 
Ye  sicken  me.     Honour,  France,  God  !     All  these — 
Hear  me — I  curse.     Why,  look  you,  there's  the  sky, 
Here  the  white  earth,  there,  with  its  bleeding  heart, 
11  x 


306  A    DIALOGUE   IN  THE   SNOW 

The  butcher'd  City ;  here  half  dead  stand  I, 
A  murder'd  man,  grown  grey  before  my  time, 
Forty  years  old— a  husband,  and  a  father — 
An  outcast  flying  out  of  Hell.     Who  talks 
To  me  of  '  honour  ? '     The  first  tears  I  wept 
When  standing  at  my  wretched  mother's  knee, 
Because  her  face  was  white,  and  she  wore  black. 
That  day  the  bells  rang  out  for  victory. 
Then,  look  you,  after  that  my  mother  sat 
Weeping  and  weary  in  an  empty  house, 
And  they  who  look'd  upon  her  shrunken  cheeks 
Fed  her  with  '  honour.'     'Twas  too  gentle  fare, — 
She  died.     Nay,  hearken  !     Left  to  seek  for  bread, 
I  like  a  wild  thing  haunted  human  doors 
Searching  the  ash  for  food.     I  ate  and  lived. 
I  grew.     Then,  wretched  as  I  was,  I  felt 
Strange  stirs  of  manhood  in  my  flesh  and  bones, 
Dim  yearnings,  fierce  desires,  and  one  pale  face 
Could  still  them  as  the  white  moon  charms  the  sea. 
Oh,  but  I  was  a  low  and  unclean  thing, 
And  yet  she  loved  me,  and  I  stretch'd  these  hands 
To  God,  and  blest  Him  for  His  charity. 
Mark  that  : — I  blest  Him,  I.     Even  as  I  stood, 
Bright  in  new  manhood,  the  drums  beat, — a  hand 
Fell  on  my  shoulder,  and,  '  in  France's  name,' 
A  voice  cried,  '  Follow.'     To  my  heart  they  held 


A   DIALOGUE  IN  THE  SNOW  ^07 

Cold  steel : — I  followed  ;  following  saw  her  face 

Fade  to  a  bitter  cry — hurl'd  on  with  blows, 

Curs'd,  jeer'd  at,  scorn'd,  went  forth  as  in  a  dream, 

And,  driven  into  the  bloody  flash  of  war, 

Struck  like  a  blinded  beast  I  knew  not  whom 

Blows  for  I  knew  not  what.    The  fierce  years  came 

Like  ulcers  on  my  heart,  and  heal'd,  and  went. 

Then  I  crept  back,  a  broken  sickly  man, 

To  seek  her,  and  I  found  her — dead  !     She  had  died, 

Poor  worm,  of  hunger.     She  had  ask'd  for  bread, 

And  '  France  '  had  given  her  stones.     She  had  pray'd  to 

1  God  j  • 
He  had  given  her  a  grave.     The  day  she  died, 
The  bells  rang  for  another  victory. 

SISTERS 

0  do  not  weep  !     Yet  we  are  weeping  too. 

DESERTER 

Now  mark,  I  was  too  poor  a  worm  to  grieve 

Too  long  and  deeply.     The  years  passed.     My  heart 

Heal'd,  and  as  wounds  heal,  harden'd.     Once  again 

1  join'd  the  wolves  that  up  and  down  the  earth 
Rush  tearing  at  men's  lives  and  women's  hearts. 
That  passed,  and  I  was  free.     One  morn  I  saw 
Another  woman,  and  I  hunger'd  to  her, 

X  3 


3oS  A   DIALOGUE  IN  THE  SNOW 

And  we  were  wedded.     Hard  days  follow'd  that ; 

And  children — she  was  fruitful — all  your  worms 

Are  fruitful,  mark — that  is  God's  blessing  too  ! 

Well,  but  we  throve,  and  farm'd  a  bit  of  land 

Out  yonder  by  the  City.     I  learn'd  to  love 

The  mother  of  my  little  ones.     Time  sped ; 

And  then  I  heard  a  cry  across  the  fields, 

The  old  cry,  '  Honour/  the  old  cry, '  For  France  !' 

And  like  a  wolf  caught  in  his  lair  I  shrunk 

And  shudder'd.     It  grew  louder,  that  curst  cry  ! 

Day  follow'd  day,  no  bells  rung  victory, 

But  there  were  funeral  faces  everywhere  ; 

And  then  I  heard  the  far  feet  of  the  foe 

Trampling  the  field  of  France  and  coming  nearer 

To  that  poor  field  I  sow'd.     I  would  have  fled, 

But  that  they  thrust  a  weapon  in  mine  hands 

And  bade  me  stand  and  strike  '  for  France.'     I  laugh'd  ! 

But  the  wolves  had  me,  and  we  screaming  drew 

Into  the  City.     Shall  I  gorge  your  souls 

With  horror  ?     Shall  I  croak  into  your  ears 

What  I  have  suffer'd  there,  what  I  have  seen  ? 

I  was  a  worm,  ever  a  worm,  and  starved 

While  the  plump  coward  cramm'd.  Look  at  me,  women 

Fire,  Famine,  and  Frost  have  got  me ;  yet  I  crawl, 

And  shall  crawl  on ;  for  hark  you,  yester-night, 

Standing  within  the  City,  sick  at  heart, 


A    DIALOGUE   LV   THE  SNOW  309 

I  gazed  up  eastward,  thinking  of  my  home 
And  of  the  woman  and  children  desolate, 
And  lo  !  out  of  the  darkness  where  I  knew 
Our  hamlet  lay  there  shot  up  flames  and  cast 
A  bloody  light  along  the  arc  of  heaven  j 
And  all  my  heart  was  sicken'd  unaware 
With  hunger  such  as  any  wild  thing  feels 
To  crawl  again  in  secret  to  the  place 
Whence  the  fierce  hunter  drove  it,  and  to  see 
If  its  young  live  ;  and  thither  indeed  I  fare  ; 
And  yonder  flame  still  flareth,  and  I  crawl, 
And  I  shall  crawl  unto  it  though  I  die  ; 
And  I  shall  only  smile  if  they  be  dead, 
If  I  may  merely  see  them  once  again, — 
For  come  what  may,  my  cup  of  life  is  full, 
And  I  am  broken  from  all  use  and  will. 

SISTERS 

Pass  on,  unhappy  one ;  God  help  thee  now ; 

DESERTER 

If  ye  have  any  pity,  give  me  bread. 

SISTERS 

Lean  on  us  !  Oh  thou  lost  one,  come  this  way. 


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THE    PRAYER  IN   THE    NIGHT 

Stars  in  heaven  with  gentle  faces, 
Can  ye  see  and  keep  your  places  ? 
Flowers  that  on  the  old  earth  blossom. 
Can  ye  hang  on  such  a  bosom  ? 
Canst  thou  wander  on  for  ever 
Through  a  world  so  sad,  O  River  ? 
O  ye  fair  things  'neath  the  sun, 
Can  ye  bear  what  Man  hath  done  ? 

This  is  Earth.     Heaven  glimmers  yonder. 
Pause  a  little  space  and  ponder  ! 

Day  by  day  the  fair  world  turneth 

Dewy  eyes  to  heaven  and  yearneth. 

Day  by  day  the  mighty  Mother 

Sees  her  children  smite  each  other  : 

She  moans,  she  pleads,  they  do  not  hear  her — 

She  prays — the  skies  seem  gathering  near  her— 

Yearning  down  diviner,  bluer, 


THE  PRA  YER   IN   THE  NIGHT 

Baring  every  star  unto  her, — 

Each  strange  light  with  swinging  censer 

Sweeter  seeming  and  intenser, — 

Yet  she  ceaseth  not  her  cry, 

Seeing  how  her  children  die. 

On  her  bosom  they  are  lying, 
Clinging  to  her,  dead  and  dying — 
Dead  eyes  frozen  in  imploring 
Yonder  heaven  they  died  adoring, 
Dying  eyes  that  upward  glimmer 
Ever  growing  darker,  dimmer  ; 
And  her  eyes,  too,  thither  turning, 
Asking,  praying,  weeping,  yearning, 
Search  the  blue  abysses,  whither 
He  who  made  her,  brought  her  hither, 
Gave  her  children,  bade  them  grow, 
Vanished  from  her  long  ago. 

Ah,  what  children  1     Father,  see  them  ! 
Never  word  of  hers  may  free  them — 
Never  word  of  love  may  win  them. 
For  there  burnetii  fierce  within  them 
Fire  of  thine  ;  soul-sick  and  sinning, 
As  they  were  in  the  beginning, 
Here  they  wander.     Father,  see  ! 
Generations  born  of  Thee  ! 


312  THE  PRAYER  IN  THE  NIGH7 

Blest  was  Earth  when  on  her  bosom 
First  she  saw  the  double  blossom, 
Double  sweetness,  man  and  woman, 
One  in  twain,  divine  and  human, 
Leaping,  laughing,  crying,  clinging, 
To  the  sound  of  her  sweet  singing — 
Flesh  like  lily  and  rose  together, 
Eyes  as  blue  as  April  weather, 
Golden  hair  with  golden  shadows, 
In  the  face  the  light  of  meadows, 
In  the  eyes  the  dim  soul  peeping 
Like  the  sky  in  water  sleeping. 
'  Guard  them  well ! '  the  Father  said, 
Set  them  in  her  arms,  —  cuidfled. 


Countless  worlds  around  Him  yearning, 
Vanish'd  He  from  her  discerning  ; — ■ 
Then  she  drooped  her  fair  face,  seeing 
On  her  breast  each  gentle  being  ; 
And  unto  her  heart  she  prest  them, 
Raised  her  look  to  heaven  and  blest  them  ; 
And  the  fountains  leapt  around  her, 
Leaves  and  flowers  shot  up  and  crown'd  her, 
Flowers  bloom'd  and  streams  ran  gleaming. 
Till  with  bliss  she  sank  to  dreaming ; — 


THE  PRAYER  IN  THE  XIGII7  313 

And  the  darkness  for  a  cover 
Gently  drew  its  veil  above  her, 
And  the«ew-born  smiled  reposing, 
And  a  million  eyes  unclosing 
Warn'd  through  all  the  veil  to  see 
That  new  fruit  of  mystery. 

Father  !  come  from  the  abysses  ; 
Come,  Thou  light  the  Mother  misses  ; 
Come  ;  while  hungry  generations 
Pass  away,  she  sits  in  patience. 
Of  the  children  Thou  didst  leave  her, 
Millions  have  been  born  to  grieve  her. 
See  !  they  gather,  living,  dying, 
Coming,  going,  multiplying ; 
And  the  Mother,  for  the  Father, 
Though  like  waves  they  rise  and  gather, 
Though  they  blossom  thick  as  grasses, 
Misses  every  one  that  passes, 
Flashes  on  them  peace  and  light 
Of  a  love  grown  infinite. 

Father  !  see  them  :  hath  each  creature 
Something  in  him  of  Thy  nature  ? 
Born  of  Thee  and  of  no  other, 
Born  to  Thee  by  a  sweet  Mother, 
Man  strikes  man,  and  brother  brother. 


314  THE  PRAYER  IN  THE  NIGHT 

Hearts  of  men  from  Thy  heart  fashioned 

Bleed  and  anguish  bloody-passion'd  \ 

Beast  like  roar  the  generations  ; 

Tiger-nations  spring  on  nations  ; 

Though  the  stars  yearn  downward  nightly, 

Though  the  days  come  ever  brightly, 

Though  to  gentle  holy  couches 

Death  in  angel's  guise  approaches, 

Though  they  name  Thee,  though  they  woo  Thee, 

Though  they  dream  of,  yearn  unto  Thee, 

111  they  guess  the  guise  Thou  bearest, 

111  they  picture  Thee,  Thou  Fairest ; — 

Come  again,  O  Father  wise, 

Awe  them  with  those  loving  eyes  ! 

Stars  in  heaven  with  tender  faces, 
Can  ye  see  and  keep  your  places  ? 
Flowers  that  on  the  Earth  will  blossom, 
Can  ye  deck  so  sad  a  bosom  ? 
Canst  thou  singing  flow  for  ever 
Through  a  world  so  dark,  O  River  ? 
Father,  canst  Thou  calmly  scan 
All  that  Man  hath  made  of  Man  ? 


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THE  SPIRIT  OF  FRANCE 

Who  passeth  there 
Naked  and  bare, 
A  bloody  sword  upraising  ? 
Who  with  thin  moan 
Glides  past  alone, 
At  the  black  heaven  gazing  ? 
Limbs  thin  and  stark, 
Eyes  sunken  and  dark, 
The  lightning  round  her  leaping  ? 
What  shape  floats  past 
Upon  the  blast, 
Crouching  in  pain  and  creeping  ? 

Behold  !  her  eyes  to  heaven  are  cast, 
And  they  are  red  with  weeping. 

Say  a  prayer  thrice 
With  lips  of  ice  : 
Tis  she — yea,  and  no  other  ; 
Look  not  at  me 


316  THE  SPIRIT  01  IRAXCE 

So  piteously, 
O  France — 0  martyr  mother  ! 

O  whither  now, 

With  branded  brow 
And  bleeding  heart,  art  flying  ? 

Whither  away  ? 

O  stand  !  O  stay  ! 
Tho'  winds,  waves,  clouds  are  crying- 
Dawn  cometh  swift — 'twill  soon  be  day- 
The  Storm  of  God  is  dvinar. 


She  will  not  speak, 

But,  spent  and  weak, 
Droops  her  proud  head  and  goeth ; 

See  !  she  crawls  past, 

Upon  the  blast, 
Whither  no  mortal  knoweth — 

O'er  fields  of  fight, 

Where  glimmer  white 
Death's  steed  and  its  gaunt  rider — 

Thro'  storm  and  snow 

Behold  her  go, 
With  never  a  friend  beside  her — 

O  Shepherd  of  all  winds  that  blow, 
To  Quiet  Waters  guide  her  ! 


THE  SPIRIT  OF  FRANCE  317 

There,  for  a  space, 

Let  her  sad  face 
Fall  in  a  tranquil  mirror — 

There  spirit-sore 

May  she  count  o'er 
Her  sin,  her  shame,  her  error, — 

And  read  with  eyes 

Made  sweet  and  wise 
What  her  strong  God  hath  taught  her, 

With  face  grown  fair 

And  bosom  bare 
And  hands  made  clean  from  slaughter — 
O  Shepherd,  seek  and  find  her  there, 
Beside  some  Quiet  Water  1 


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THE  APOTHEOSIS  OF  THE   SWORD 

(Versailles,  187 1) 

PRIEST 
Hark  to  the  Song  of  the  Sword  ! 
In  the  beginning,  a  Word 
Came  from  the  lips  of  the  Lord  ; 
And  He  said,  '  The  Earth  shall  be, 
And  around  the  Earth  and  Sea, 
And  over  these  twain  the  Skies  ; 
And  out  of  the  Earth  shall  rise 
Man,  the  last  and  the  first ; 
And  Man  shall  hunger  and  thirst, 
And  shall  eat  of  the  fruits  in  the  sun, 
And  drink  of  the  streamlets  that  run, 
And  shall  find  the  wild  yellow  grains, 
And,  opening  earth,  in  its  veins 
Sow  the  seeds  of  the  same  ;  for  of  bread 
I  have  written  that  he  shall  be  fed.' 
Thus  at  the  first  said  the  Lord. 


THE  APOTHEOSIS   OF  THE   SWORD  319 

CHOIR 

Hark  to  the  Song  of  the  Sword  ! 

PRIEST 

Then  Man  sowed  the  grain,  and  to  bread 

Kneaded  the  grain,  and  was  fed, 

He  and  his  household  indeed 

To  the  last  generation  and  seed  : 

Then  the  children  of  men,  young  and  old, 

Sat  by  the  waters  of  gold, 

And  ate  of  the  bread  and  the  fruit, 

And  drank  of  the  stream,  but  made  suit 

For  blessing  no  more  than  the  brute. 

And  God  said,  '  'Twere  better  to  die 

Than  eat  and  drink  merely,  and  lie 

Beast-like  and  foul  on  the  sod, 

Lusting,  forgetful  of  God  ! ' 

And  he  whispered,  '  Dig  deeper  again, 

Under  the  region  of  grain, 

And  bring  forth  the  thing  ye  find  there 

Shapeless  and  dark  ;  and  prepare 

Fire, — and  into  the  same 

Cast  what  ye  find — let  it  flame — 

And  when  it  is  burning  blood-bright, 

Pluck  it  forth,  and  with  hammers  of  might 


320  THE  APOTHEOSIS   OF   THE  SWORD 

Beat  it  out,  beat  it  out,  till  ye  mark 
The  thing  that  was  shapeless  and  dark 
Grown  beautiful,  azure,  and  keen, 
Purged  in  the  fire  and  made  clean, 
Beautiful,  holy,  and  bright, 
Gleaming  aloft  in  the  light ; — 
Then  lift  it,  and  wield  ! '  said  the  Lord. 

CHOIR 

Hark  to  the  Song  of  the  Sword  ! 

PRIEST 

Then  Man  with  a  brighter  desire 
Saw  the  beautiful  thing  from  the  fire, 
And  the  slothful  arose,  and  the  mean 
Trembled  to  see  it  so  keen, 
And  God,  as  they  gather'd  and  cried, 
Thunder'd  a  World  far  and  wide  : 
'  This  Sword  is  the  Sword  of  the  Strong  ! 
It  shall  strike  at  the  life's  blood  of  wrong  ; 
It  shall  kill  the  unclean,  it  shall  wreak 
My  doom  on  the  shameful  and  weak  ; 
And  the  strong  with  this  sign  in  their  hands 
Shall  gather  their  hosts  in  the  lands, 
And  strike  at  the  mean  and  the  base, 
And  strengthen  from  race  on  to  race ; 


THE  APOTHEOSIS   OF   THE   SWORD 

And  the  weak  shall  be  wither'd  at  length, 

For  the  glory  of  Man  is  his  strength, 

And  the  weak  man  must  die,'  saith  the  Lord. 

CHOIR 

Hark  to  the  Song  of  the  Sword  ! 

PRIEST 

Sire,  whom  all  men  of  thy  race 
Name  as  their  hope  and  their  grace  ; 
King  of  the  Rhine-water'd  land, 
Heart  of  the  state  and  its  hand, 
Thou  of  the  purple  and  crown, 
Take,  while  thy  servants  bow  down, 
The  Sword  in  thy  grasp. 

KAISER 

It  is  done. 

PRIEST 

Uplift !  let  it  gleam  in  the  sun — 
Uplift  in  the  name  of  the  Lord  ! 

CHOIR 

Hail  to  the  King  and  the  Sword  ! 


THE  APOTHEOSIS  OF  THE  SWORD 

KAISER 

Lo  !  how  it  gleams  in  the  light, 
Beautiful,  bloody,  and  bright — 
Such  in  the  dark  days  of  yore 
The  monarchs  of  Israel  bore ; 
Such  by  the  angels  of  heaven 
To  Charles  the  Mighty  was  given — 
Yea,  I  uplift  the  Sword, 
Thus  in  the  name  of  the  Lord  ! 

THE   CHIEFS 

Form  ye  a  circle  of  fire 

Around  him,  our  King  and  our  Sire — 

While  in  the  centre  he  stands, 

Kneel  with  your  swords  in  your  hands, 

Then  with  one  voice  deep  and  free 

Echo  like  waves  of  the  sea — 

'  In  the  name  of  the  Lord  ! ' 

CHANCELLOR 

Sire,  while  thou  liftest  the  Sword, 
Thus  in  the  name  of  the  Lord, 
I  too,  thy  slave,  kneel  and  blend 
My  voice  with  the  hosts  that  attend— 


THE  APOTHEOSIS  OF  THE  SWORD  323 

Yea,  and  while  kneeling  I  hold 

A  scroll  writ  in  letters  of  gold, 

With  the  names  of  the  monarchs  who  bow 

Thy  liegemen  throned  lower  than  thou  3 

Moreover,  in  letters  of  red, 

Their  names  who  ere  long  must  be  led 

To  thy  feet,  while  thou  liftest  the  Sword, 

Thus  in  the  name  of  the  Lord  ! 


VOICES   WITHOUT 

Where  is  he  ? — he  fades  from  our  sight ! 

Where  the  Sword  ? — all  is  blacker  than  night. 

Is  it  finish'd,  that  loudly  ye  cry  ? 

Doth  he  sheathe  the  great  Sword  while  we  die  ? 

O  bury  us  deep,  most  deep ; 

Write  o'er  us,  wherever  we  sleep, 

'  In  the  name  of  the  Lord  ! ' 

KAISER 

While  I  uplift  the  Sword, 
Thus  in  the  name  of  the  Lord, 
Why,  with  mine  eyes  full  of  tears, 
Am  I  sick  of  the  song  in  mine  ears  ? 
God  of  the  Israelite,  hear  ; 
God  of  the  Teuton,  be  near  ; 


324  THE  APOTHEOSIS   OF  THE  SWORD 

Strengthen  my  pulse  lest  I  fail, 
Shut  out  these  slain  while  they  wail — 
For  they  come  with  the  voice  of  the  grave 
On  the  glory  they  give  me  and  gave. 

CHORUS 

In  the  name  of  the  Lord  ?     Of  what  Lord  ? 
Where  is  He,  this  God  of  the  Sword  ? 
Unfold  Him  ;  where  hath  He  his  throne  ? 
Is  He  Lord  of  the  Teuton  alone  ? 
Doth  He  walk  on  the  earth  ?     Doth  He  tread 
On  the  limbs  of  the  dying  and  dead  ? 
Unfold  Him  !     We  sicken,  and  long 
To  look  on  this  God  of  the  strong  ! 

PRIEST 

Hush  !     In  the  name  of  the  Lord, 
Kneel  ye,  and  bless  ye  the  Sword  ! 
Bless  it  with  soul  and  with  brain, 
Bless  it  for  saved  and  for  slain, 
For  the  sake  of  the  dead  in  the  tomb, 
For  the  sake  of  the  child  in  the  womb, 
For  the  sake  of  these  Kings  on  the  knee, 
For  the  sake  of  a  world  it  shall  free  ! 
Bless  it,  the  Sword  !  bless  the  Sword  ! 
Yea,  in  the  name  of  the  Lord  ! 


THE  APOTHEOSIS  OF  THE  SWORD 
CHIEFS 

Deepen  the  circle  of  Fire 
Around  him,  our  King  and  our  Sire  ! 
While  in  our  centre  he  towers, 
Kneeling,  ye  spirits,  ye  powers, 
Bless  it  and  bless  it  again, 
Bless  it  for  saved  and  for  slain, 
Bless  ye  the  beautiful  Sword, 
Aloud  in  the  name  of  the  Lord  ! 

KAISER 

In  the  name  of  the  Lord  ! 

ALL 

In  the  name  of  the  Lord  ! 


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THE    CHA  UNT  B  Y  THE  RHINE 
(1871) 

Te  veio  appello  sanctissimum  Flumex,  tibique  futura  prsedico  : 
torrenti  sanguine  plenus  ad  ripas  usque  erumpes,  undseque  divinse 
non  solum  polluentur  sanguine,  sed  totse  rumpentur,  et  viris  multo 
major  erit  numeras  sepultorum.  Quid  fles,  O  Asclepi? — The 
Asclepiax  Dialogue. 

FIRST  VOICE 
(From  Germany) 

Flash  the  sword  ! — and  even  as  thunder 

Utter  ye  one  living  voice, — 
While  the  watching  nations  wonder, 

Hills  of  Fatherland,  rejoice  : 
Echo  ! — echo  back  our  prayers  and  acclamations  ! 

SECOND   VOICE 
(From  France) 

France,  O  Mother  !  lie  and  hearken, 

Make  no  bitterer  sign  of  woe, 
Here  within  thee  all  things  darken, 

All  things  brighten  with  thy  foe  : 
Hush  thy  weeping  ;  still  thy  bitter  lamentations. 


THE   CHAUN1   BY  THE  RHINE  327 

FIRST    VOICE 

Flash  the  sword  ! — A  voice  is  flowing 

From  the  Baltic  bound  in  white, 
Though  'tis  blowing  chill  and  snowing, 

Blue-eyed  Teutons  see  the  light. 
And  the  far  white  hills  of  Norway  hear  the  crying. 

SECOND   VOICE 

Thou  too  hearkenest,  Mother  dearest, 
Thou  too  hearkenest  through  thy  tears, 

And  thou  tremblest  as  thou  hearest, 
For  'tis  thunder  in  thine  ears  ; 
And  thou  gazest  on  the  dead  and  on  the  dying. 

FIRST   VOICE 

Liibeck  answers  and  rejoices, 

Though  her  dead  are  brought  to  her  ; 

Potsdam  thunders  ;  there  are  voices 
In  the  fields  of  Hanover  ; 
And  the  spirits  of  the  lonely  Hartz  awaken. 

SECOND   VOICE 

And  in  France's  vales  and  mountains 

Hands  are  wrung  and  tears  are  shed ; 
Women  sit  by  village  fountains, 
And  the  water  bubbles  red. 
O  comfort,  O  be  of  comfort — ye  forsaken  ! 


328  THE    CHAUNT  BY  THE  RHINE 

FIRST  VOICE 

O'er  Bavarian  woods  and  rivers, 

Where  the  Brunswick  heather  waves, 

On  the  glory  goes  and  quivers 
Through  the  Erzgebirge  caves  ; 
And  the  swords  of  Styria  gleam  like  moonlit  water. 

SECOND   VOICE 

There  is  silence,  there  is  weeping, 

On  the  bloody  banks  of  Seine, 
And  the  unburied  dead  are  sleeping 

In  the  fields  of  trampled  grain  ; 
While  the  roadside  Christs  stare  down  on  fields  of  slaughter. 

FIRST   VOICE 

Flash  the  sword  !     Where  need  is  sorest, 

Sitting  in  the  lonely  night, 
While  the  wind  in  the  Black  Forest 
Moans,  the  woodman  sees  the  light ; 
And  the  hunters  wind  the  horn  and  hail  each  other. 

SECOND   VOICE 

Strasbourg  sits  among  her  ashes 

With  a  last  despairing  cry  ; 
East  and  west  red  ruin  flashes 
With  a  red  light  on  the  sky. 
Not  a  word  !     Sit  yet  and  hearken,  O  my  Mother  ! 


THE   CIIM'XT  BY  THE  RHINE  329 

FIRST  VOICE 
Flash  the  sword  !     The  glades  of  Baden 

Echo  ;  Jena  laughs  anon  ; 
Dresden  old  and  Stuttgart  gladden, 
There  is  mirth  in  Ratisbon  : — 
And  underneath  the  Linden  there  is  leaping. 

SECOND   VOICE 

In  thine  arms  the  horror  tarries, 

And  the  sword-flash  gleams  on  thee, 

Hide  thy  funeral  face,  O  Paris, 
Do  not  hearken  ;  do  not  see  ; 
Electra,  clasp  thine  urn,  and  hush  thy  weeping. 

FIRST  VOICE 

Hamburg  kindles,  and  her  women 

Sadly  smile  remembering  all  ; 

There  are  bitter  smiles  in  Bremen, 

Where  Vandamme's  fierce  feet  did  fall  ; 
But  the  Katzbach,  O  the  Katzbach  laugheth  loudly  ! 

SECOND   VOICE. 

Comfort,  Mother  !  hear  not,  heed  not ; 

Let  the  dead  bury  the  dead  ! 
Fold  thy  powerless  hands  and  plead  not, 
They  remember  sorrows  fled, 
And  their  dead  go  by  them,  silently  and  proudly. 


330  THE   C HAUNT  BY   THE  RHIAE 

FIRST   VOICE 

0  that  Fritz's  soul  could  hear  it 
In  the  walks  of  Sans  Souci  ! 
O  to  waken  Liitzow's  spirit, 

Blucher's  too,  the  grim  and  free  ; 
And  the  Jager,  the  wild  Jager,  would  they  listen'd  ! 

SECOND    VOICE 

Comfort,  Mother  !     O  cease  weeping  ! 

Let  the  past  bury  the  past  : 
Faces  of  the  slain  and  sleeping 

Gleam  along  upon  the  blast. 
Yea,  'twas  'Leipsic '  that  they  murmur'd  as  they  glisten'd. 

FIRST   VOICE 

All  the  land  of  the  great  River 

Slowly  brightens  near  and  far  ; 
Lost  for  once,  and  saved  for  ever, 

Korner's  spirit  like  a  star 
Shooteth  past,  and  all  remember  the  beginning. 

SECOND   VOICE 

They  are  rising,  they  are  winging, 

Spirits  of  her  singers  dead  : 
Tis  an  old  song  they  are  singing, 
Fold  thy  hands  and  bow  thy  head, 
But  they  sing  for  thee  too,  gentle  to  thy  sinning. 


THE   CHAT  XT  BY   THE  RHINE  331 

FIRST  VOICE 
And  the  River  to  the  ocean 

Rolls  ;  and  all  its  castles  dim 
Gleam  ;  and  with  a  shadowy  motion, 
Like  a  mist  upon  its  brim, 
Rise  the  Dead, — and  look  this  way  with  shining  faces. 

SECOND   VOICE 

Thine,  too,  rise  ! — and  darkly  cluster, 

Moaning  sad  around  thee  now, 
In  their  eyes  there  is  no  lustre, 

They  are  cold  as  thy  cold  brow — 
Let  them  vanish  ;  let  them  sleep  in  their  dark  places. 

FIRST   VOICE 

Flash  the  sword  !     In  the  fair  valleys 

Where  the  scented  Neckar  flows, 
Fair-hair'd  Teutons  lift  the  chalice, 

And  the  winter  vineyard  grows, 
And  the  almond  forests  tremble  into  blossom. 

SECOND   VOICE 

On  thy  vineyards  the  cold  daylight 
Gleams,  and  they  are  deadly  chill ; 

Women  wander  in  the  grey  light, 
And  the  lean  trees  whistle  shrill  ; 
Hold  thine  urn,  O  martyr  Mother,  to  thy  bosom. 


332  THE   CHAUNT  BY   THE  RHINE 

FIRST   VOICE 

Flash  the  sword  !     Sweet  notes  of  pleasure 
O'er  the  Rhenish  upland  swell, 

And  the  overhanging  azure 
Sees  itself  in  the  Moselle. 
All  the  land  of  the  great  River  gleams  and  hearkens  ! 

SECOND   VOICE 

Dost  thou  hear  them  ?  dost  thou  see  them  ? 

There  'tis  gladness,  here  'tis  pain  ; 
One  great  Spirit  comes  to  free  them, 

But  he  holds  thee  with  a  chain. 
All  the  land  of  the  great  City  weeps  and  darkens  ! 

FIRST  VOICE 

River  of  the  mighty  people, 

Broaden  to  the  sea  and  flow 
Mirror  tilth  and  farm  and  steeple, 
Darken  with  boats  that  come  and  go. 
Smile  gently,  like  a  babe  that  smiles  and  prattles. 

SECOND   VOICE 

Yea !  and  though  thou  flow  for  ever, 
Bright  and  bloodless  as  to-day, 

Scarcely  wilt  thou  wash,  O  River, 
Thy  dark  load  of  dead  away, 
O  bloody  River  !  O  field  of  many  battles  ! 


THE   CHAUNT  BY  THE  RHINE  333 

FIRST   VOICE 

On  with  great  immortal  waters 
Brightening  to  a  day  divine, 
Through  the  fields  of  many  slaughters 
Freely  roll,  O  German  Rhine. 
Let  the  Teuton  drink  thy  wine  and  wax  the  stronger. 

SECOND    VOICE 

On  and  on,  O  mighty  River, 

Flow  through  lands  of  corn  and  vine — 

Turn  away,  O  France,  for  ever, 
Look  no  more  upon  the  Rhine  ; 
On  the  River  of  many  sorrows  look  no  longer. 

FIRST   VOICE 

Lo  !  the  white  Alps  for  a  token 

With  the  wild  aurora  gleam, 
And  the  Spectre  of  the  Brocken 

Stands  aloft  with  locks  that  stream, — 
All  the  land  of  the  great  River  can  behold  it ! 

SECOND   VOICE 

Hide  thine  eyes  and  look  not  thither  ! 

For,  in  answer  to  their  cries, 
Fierce  the  Phantasm  gazeth  hither 

With  an  Avenging  Angel's  eyes  ; 
It  is  fading,  and  the  mists  of  storm  enfold  it  ! 


FACES     ON     THE     WALL 

(L'ENVOI    TO     VOL.    II) 


FACES   ON  THE    WALL 

i 

LONE    HOUSE 

I -one  House  amid  the  Main,  where  I  abide, 

Faces  there  are  around  thy  walls  ;  and  see 
With  constant  features,  fair  and  faithful-eyed, 

In  solemn  silence  these  admonish  me. 

They  are  the  Faces  of  the  strong  and  free; 
Prophets  who  on  the  car  of  Tempest  ride; 
Martyrs  who  drift  amid  the  waters  wide 

On  some  frail  raft,  and  pray  on  bended  knee. 
Stay  with  me,  Faces  !  make  me  free  and  strong  ! 

On  other  walls  let  flush'd  Bacchantes  leer; 
In  quainter  rooms  of  snugger  sons  of  song 

Let  old  fantastic  tapestries  appear. 
Lone  House  !  for  comfort,  when  the  nights  are  long, 

Let  none  but  future-seeking  eyes  be  here  ! 


338  FACES  ON  THE    WALL 


II 
STORM   AND    CALM 

The  lone  House  shakes,  the  wild  waves  leap  around, 

Their  sharp  mouths  foam,  their  frantic  hands  wave  high ; 
I  hear  around  me  a  sad  soul  of  sound, — 

A  ceaseless  sob, — a  melancholy  cry. 

Above,  there  is  the  trouble  of  the  sky. 
On  either  side  stretch  waters  with  no  bound. 

Within,  my  cheek  upon  my  hand,  sit  I, 
Oft  startled  by  sick  faces  of  the  drown'd. 

Yet  are  there  golden  dawns  and  glassy  days 
When  the  vast  Sea  is  smooth  and  sunk  in  rest, 

And  in  the  sea  the  gentle  heaven  doth  gaze, 
And,  seeing  its  own  beauty,  smiles  its  best ; 

With  nights  of  peace,  when,  in  a  virgin  haze, 
God's  Moon  wades  thro'  the  shallows  of  the  West. 


FACES  ON  THE    WALL 


ill 
WITHOUT   AND   WITHIN 

The  Sea  without,  the  silent  room  within, 

The  Mystery  above,  the  Void  below  ! 
I  watch  the  storms  die  and  the  storms  begin  ; 

I  see  the  white  ships  ghost-like  come  and  go ; 

I  wave  a  signal  they  may  see  and  know, 
As,  crowding  up  on  deck  with  faces  thin, 
The  seamen  pass, — some  sheltered  creek  to  win, 

Or  drift  to  whirling  pools  of  pain  and  woe. 
What  prospect,  then,  on  midnights  dark  and  dead, 

When  the  room  rocks  and  the  wild  water  calls  ? — 
Only  to  mark  the  beacon  I  have  fed, 

"Whose  cold  streak  glassily  on  the  black  sea  falls ; 
Only,  while  the  dim  lamp  burns  overhead, 

To  watch  the  glimmering  Faces  on  the  walls. 


34°  FACES   ON   THE    WALL 


IV 
NAPOLEON 

Look  on  that  picture,  and  on  this.  .  .  .  Behold 
The  Face  that  frown'd  the  rights  of  realms  away  ; 

The  imperial  forehead,  filleted  with  gold ; 
The  arrogant  chin,  the  lips  of  frozen  clay. 
This  is  the  later  Cassar,  whose  great  day 

Was  one  long  sunset  in  blood-ruby  rolled, 
Till,  on  an  ocean-island  lone  and  gray, 

It  sank  unblest,  forgotten,  dead,  and  cold. 
Yea,  this  is  he  who  swept  from  plain  to  plain, 
Watering  the  harvest-fields  with  crimson  rain  ; 

This  is  the  Eagle  who  on  garbage  fed. 

Turn  to  the  wall  the  pitiless  eyes.     Art,  Thought, 
Law,  Science,  owed  the  monster  less  than  nought  ; 

And  Nature  breath'd  again  when  he  was  dead. 


V   THE    WALL  341 


ABRAHAM    LINCOLN 

Turn  ;  and,  behold  the  sad  Soul  of  the  West 

Passing  behind  a  Rainbow  bloodily  ! 

Conscience  incarnate,  steadfast,  strong,  and  free, 
Changeless  thro'  change,  blessing  and  ever  blessed- 
Sad  storm-cloud  with  God's  Iris  on  his  breast, 

Across  the  troubled  ocean  travelled  he, — 
was  his  passing  !  gentle  be  his  rest ! 

God's  Bow  sails  with  him  on  another  sea  ! 

At  first  no  larger  than  a  prophet's  hand, 

Against  the  dense  insufferable  blue 
Cloud-like  he  came  ;  and  by  a  fierce  win  d  fanned, 

Didst  gather  into  greatness  ere  we  knew, 
Then,  flash  by  flash,  most  desolately  grand, 

Passed  away  sadly  heavenward,  dropping  dew  ! 


342 


I- ACES    ON  THE    WALL 


VI 

WALT   WHITMAN 


Friend  Whitman  !  wert  thou  less  serene  and  kind, 

Surely  thou  mightest  (like  our  Bard  sublime, 
Scorn'd  by  a  generation  deaf  and  blind), 

Make  thine  appeal  to  the  avenger,  Time; 

For  thou  art  none  of  those  who  upward  climb, 
Gathering  roses  with  a  vacant  mind, 
Ne'er  have  thy  hands  for  jaded  triflers  twined 

Sick  flowers  of  rhetoric  and  weeds  of  rhyme. 
Nay,  thine  hath  been  a  Prophet's  stormier  fate. 
While  Lincoln  and  the  martyr'd  legions  wait 

In  the  yet  widening  blue  of  yonder  sky, 
On  the  great  strand  below  them  thou  art  seen, — 
Blessing,  with  something  Christ-like  in  thy  mien, 

A  sea  of  turbulent  lives  that  break  and  die  ! 


FACES  OiV  THE    WALL  343 


VII 

O   FACES ! 

0  Faces  !  that  look  forward,  eyes  that  spell 
The  future  time  for  signs,  what  see  ye  there  ? 

On  what  far  gleams  of  portent  do  ye  dwell  ? 

Whither,  with  lips  like  quivering  leaves  and  hair 
Back-blowing  in  the  whirlwind,  do  ye  stare 

So  steadfast  and  so  still  ?     Oh  speak  and  tell ! 

Is  die  soul  safe  ?  shall  the  sick  world  be  well? 
Will  morning  glimmer  soon,  and  all  be  fair  ? 

1  )  Faces  !  ye  are  pale,  and  somewhat  sad, 

And  in  your  eyes  there  swim  the  fatal  tears  ; 
But  on  your  brows  the  dawn  gleams  cold  and  hoar. 

I,  too,  gaze  forward,  and  my  heart  grows  glad  ; 
I  catch  the  comfort  of  the  golden  years ; 

I  see  the  Soul  is  safe  for  evermore  ! 


344  FACES   0AT   THE    HALL 


VIII 

TO   TRIFLERS 

Go,  triflers  with  God's  secret.     Far,  oh  far 

Be  your  thin  monotone,  your  brows  flower-crown'd, 
Your  backward-looking  faces  ;  for  ye  mar 

The  pregnant  time  with  silly  sooth  of  sound, 

With  flowers  around  the  feverish  temples  bound, 
And  withering  in  the  close  air  of  the  feast. 

Take  all'the  summer  pleasures  ye  have  found, 
While  Circe-charm'd  ye  turn  to  bird  and  beast. 

Meantime  I  sit  apart,  a  lonely  wight 
On  this  bare  rock  amid  this  fitful  Sea, 

And  in  the  wind  and  rain  I  try  to  light 
A  little  lamp  that  may  a  Beacon  be, 

Whereby  poor  ship-folk,  driving  thro'  the  night, 
May  gain  the  Ocean-course,  and  think  of  me  ! 


ON    THE    WALL  345 


THE   WANDERERS 

God's  blessing  on  poor  ship-folk  !     Peace  and  prayer 

Fall  on  their  eyelids  till  thev  close  in  sleep  ! 
God  send  them  gentle  winds  and  summer  air, 

For  the  great  sea  is  treacherous  and  deep. 

Light  me  up  lamps  on  every  ocean-steep, — 
Beacon  the  shallows  with  a  loving  care. 

Ay  me  !  the  wind  cries  and  the  wild  waves  leap, 
And  on  they  drive — God  knows — //^knownot — where. 

Come  Poets  !  come,  O  Prophets  !  yea,  disown 
The  phantasies  and  phantoms  ye  pursue  ! 

Lights  !  lights  !  with  fatal  snares  the  sea  is  sown. 
Guide  the  poor  ship-folk  lone  beneath  the  blue. 

Nay,  do  not  light  for  Lazarus  alone, 
But  lieht  for  Dives  and  the  Devil  too. 


346  FACES   ON  THE    WALL 


X 

THE   WATCHER   OF   THE   BEACON 

Lone  is  his  life  who,  on  a  sea-tower  blind, 

Watchefh  all  weathers  o'er  the  beacon-light. 
Ah  !  woe  to  him  if,  mad  with  his  own  mind, 

He  groweth  sick  for  scenes  more  sweet  and  bright  ; 

For  round  him,  in  the  dreadful  winter  night, 
The  snow  drifts,  and  the  waves  beat,  and  the  wind 

Shrieks  desolately,  while  with  feeble  sight 
He  readeth  some  old  Scripture  left  behind 

By  those  who  sat  before  him  in  that  place, 
And  in  their  season  perish'd,  one  and  all.  .  .  . 
Wild  raves  the  wind  :  the  Faces  on  the  wall 

Seem  phantoms  :  features  dark  and  dim  to  trace. 
He  starteth  up — he  tottereth — he  would  fall, 

When,  lo  !  the  gleam  of  one  Diviner  Face  ! 


FACES   ON  THE    WALL  347 

XI 
v  AND    THE   SPIRIT   OF   GOD    MOVED    UPON    THE    WATERS.' 

O  Faces  !  facie  upon  the  wall,  and  leave 

This  only,  for  the  watcher  to  implore. 
Dim  with  the  peace  that  starry  twilights  weave, 

It  riseth,  and  the  storm  is  hush'd  and  o'er. 

Trembling  I  feed  my  feeble  lamp  once  more, 
Tho'  all  be  placid  as  a  summer  eve. 
See  there  it  moves  where  weary  waters  grieve, — 

O  mariners  !  look  yonder  and  adore  ! 

Spirit,  grow  brighter  on  my  nights  and  days  ; 
Shine  out  of  heaven  ;  my  guide  and  comfort  be  : 

Pilot  the  wanderers  through  the  ocean  ways  : 
Keep  the  stars  steadfast,  and  the  waters  free  : 

Lighten  thy  lonely  creature  while  he  prays  : 
Keep  his  Soul  strong  amid  the  mighty  Sea  ! 

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